#👽 stop speaking nonsense

[jerirose]

At this point... I dunno what to write. My name is Jeri, I'm trans, chronically ill (auto immune) and disabled and in Feb '23 I got Covid extremely badly, on my first ever holiday, after isolating since the start of the pandemic. I lost my voice for 6 months, due to coughing tearing up my throat and I gained a heart condition and lung issues, along with chronic fatigue. We (finally) are in the process of figuring out how bad long covid has messed up my body. I feel completely lost and I feel absolutely horrendous once again asking for help with Long Covid stuff. But I don't know what else to do... I don't have the energy to do a fundraising stream, since my heart has been really bad over the last 3 weeks. I was thinking of taking on emergency commissions, but I don't have the energy to do that either 😥 I'll be putting in whatever I can into savings over the next month (starting today), but I did the math and it's not enough to what I need. Any shares, any donations as always is extremely appreciated and really does mean a lot.

#long covid #chronic illness #chronic fatigue #chronically ill #disabled #mutual aid #fundraising #healthcare #fibromyalgia #invisible illness #invisible disability #👽 stop speaking nonsense

[brightermorepls]

Practicing gif making 🥰

#han jisung #lee know #skz #stray kids #gifs #👽 stop speaking nonsense

[brightermorepls]

I'm not arguing with a vampire that has big red eyes, whatever you say beautiful.

#bg3 #bg3 astarion #astarion #baldurs gate 3 #baldur's gate #baldurs gate #astarion had brown eyes before he got turned 😤 you can't convince me otherwise #👽 stop speaking nonsense #astarion bg3 #astarion baldurs gate #everytime he does the 🥺 face I lose more braincells #I'm so weak for the sad lil' meow meow

[brightermorepls]

Practicing some gif making 👀

#👽 stop speaking nonsense #apparently this is what I decided to do with my new years #lee know #stray kids #skz #gifs #will i do this more? I dunno... but I thought I'd practice doing something new 😅

[jerirose]

I'm really bad at writing these and I'm not sure where to start... but I think I need help. As a large amount of you know in FEB 2023 I got COVID whilst on holiday. I am autoimmune and my body did not take kindly to it. I got it on the 3rd day of my holiday and spent the next two weeks in bed, flew back home (properly masked) with COVID and spent another week in bed with positive results. COVID took my voice for several months, from shredding my throat (I wasn't able to talk for 3 months afterwards and slowly had to gain back my ability to speak) and I gained a heart condition from it, along with breathing problems. I am still suffering, a year later from all of these, the last year has been an extremely difficult battle for me, along with my other illnesses, relearning my limits with my long COVID issues. I has taken away my ability to do the things I love, I used to spend everyday day painting almost all day, I can no longer do this because of chronic fatigue and I used to stream 6 days a week on a good week (I'd of called this my job, since I'm too ill to work), for 6 hours, now I am very limited in how much energy I can put into either. I finally have an appointment at a Post COVID Clinic... but I almost fell over when they told me the cost.. it's expensive and I have to pay up front (we are not sure if my insurance will cover it to get the money back - this we find out when I'm there), this is just the consult and I'm sure there will be follow ups that I have to pay for... If you can help even a little, even by boosting this post I would greatly appreciate it, it'd honestly mean the world to me. (Long) COVID has taken so much away from me, and I'd really like to be able to have a chance to get some normality back in my life. I've set up a Goal on Ko-Fi, if you can or would like to help.

#👽 stop speaking nonsense #chronic illness #long covid #disabled #sorry if this is written poorly - I'm dyslexic af 😅

[jerirose]

Get into Stray Kids they said... It'll be fun they said...

#stray kids #skz #👽 stop speaking nonsense

[brightermorepls]

Astarion has a new kiss animation and I'm fucking clawing at the drywall it's SO FUCKING CUTE I'M DNASVASFGASJFBH 💀

#bg3 #bg3 astarion #astarion #baldurs gate 3 #baldur's gate 3 #baldurs gate astarion #astarion x dark urge #astarion bg3 #👽 stop speaking nonsense

[jerirose]

Happy Trans Day Of Visibility to my fellow Trans and Gender Nonconforming friends ❤

#trans pride #trans rights #trans rights are human rights #agender #trans day of visibility #nonbinary #👽 stop speaking nonsense

[jerirose]

Whatever they are serving, I want it.

#skz #stray kids #5 star #s-class #👽 stop speaking nonsense

[brightermorepls]

Stop. I'm screaming. They are soooo cute 😭

#bg3 #bg3 spoilers #baldurs gate 3 #baldur's gate 3 #baldur's gate #baldurs gate spoilers #baldur's gate spoilers #astarion #bg3 astarion #baldurs gate astarion #baldur's gate oc #bg3 tav #👽 stop speaking nonsense #baldur's gate astarion

[jerirose]

Diglett through the ages. © Jeri Rose 

#Sleep well little man 😞 #animals #hamster #digital painting #artists on tumblr #👽 stop speaking nonsense

[brightermorepls]

Behind every gay person is a gayer, more evil gay person.

#bg3 #baldurs gate 3 #astarion #bg3 astarion #bg3 tav #baldur's gate 3 tav #bg3 screenshots #baldur's gate oc #baldurs gate astarion #baldur's gate #👽 stop speaking nonsense

[brightermorepls]

"Eugh, don't be so nice to me! it makes me want to be nice back." - Astarion Astarion continuing pulling my heart apart piece by piece with his little lines, and his sad little story... only to quickly putting it back together after saying some dumb shit, like calling us all weirdos.

#baldur's gate #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 #my sad lil' meow meow #baldurs gate astarion #astarion #bg3 astarion #i love him your honor #his little 🥺 face #I can't deal with him #baldur's gate 3 #👽 stop speaking nonsense #bg3 spoilers

[jerirose]

🥺 I love them so much. They look so cosy in their PJs and eye masks 🥰

#skz #stray kids #👽 stop speaking nonsense

[jerirose]

9 months. 9 fucking months. Almost 10... ha And I finally have an appointment with my specialist 😭 This may be it. This may be the start of my recovery journey. I suspect a hospital stay, or at the very least extremely strong steroids, but honestly - anything to stop this 😭 My body and mind are so, so tired of fighting. I just want to rest. I want to be able to eat without pain or sickness, gain weight again, walk without feeling like my legs are going to buckle, or that I'm going to fall flat on my face, talk without feeling like the words are caught in my throat making me nauseous. Sleep a semi-normal sleep schedule and not have to nap several times a day just to function, because if I don't my brain feels like it's going to crash. I'm so incredibly overwhelmed.

Friday next week... I just have to push through til then 😤

#cw health #👽 stop speaking nonsense #cw eating problems #crohn's problems #crohn's disease #fibro problems #fibromyalgia #long covid

[jerirose]

I can't deal.... "재밌었다" [it was fun] Lee Know said... 😭 I hope they had a wonderful day in the city. 🥺

#👽 stop speaking nonsense #han #han jisung #lee know #skz #stray kids #brb I'm just going to go scream into my pillow #minsung