#🎀 ame types 💉

[internet-overdosed]

id forgo all my morals for them. I mean, i’d hope they have morals… but if they dont, its ok. The hate i’d harbor for myself is outweighed by my love for them

#🎀 ame types 💉

[yumeyleo]

please its either i never say ily or i say it so often as a joke or i act like i dont that when i do actually say it they think im joking

#🎀 ame types 💉

[yumeyumeappleo]

monikas writing tip of the day! 🪶dont eat beans while in school ohmy god my ass is on fire ohmygod yuri get your fatass out of the way i need to take a big fucking shit

#🎀 ame types 💉

[noodlez4breakfast]

grahhhh here is my about me post

☢️ namez u can call me;; sayori, toby, bonnie, dina, tori, chara, miku, ghoulia, cyber, akane, yakui, napoleon, vamiwa, nyacifier, noodle, or poptart <3

💚 I AM HAPPILY TAKEN !!!

i am 14 yearz old

🧁 gender;; (switchez ALOT) boyflux, boyspike, nonbinary flux, transmascfem, demi bigender, genderflux ++xenogender

☕️ s3x;; axab (inters3x)

🌇 pronounzzz;; it/itz + xenoz or neoz

(use any other pronounz and i will block u or give u a warning)

🎀 my aestheticz;; gurokawa,, scemo,, oddcore,, lovecore,, gyaru,, rokku gyaru,, vamp (bahaha),, toxiccore,, shinora,, romantic goth (yes i listen to the music.)

💊 other aestheticz i like but i dont really use::

casinocore, angelcore, creepycute, cutegore, scene, vampirecore, nostalgiacore, fallcore, wintercore, halloweencore, kawaiirock, cleancore, tropicalcore, morute, themeparkcore, goshikku gyaru, harujuku, jojifuku, dark decora, olderbrothercore,, cybercore,, robotcore,, masc bimbocore,, masc mcbling,, morute,, drugcore,, hadeko,, clowncore

(also im educated on aestheticz, so if u have questionz ask me)

🩹 my s3xuality;; pomoromantic and as3xual

i was born without taste and smell (i have ageusia!!!!)

but i 💚 taco bell and monster energy drinkz

i like horror and comedy moviez/showz !!

+ i somewhat like anime,, not really big on it tho

💉 i have a tiny typing quirk

z=s

kool=cool

lob=love

epik=epic

omh= oh my hell

i sometimez use f instead of g (ex. somethinf, thinkinf)

when im being silly i might say::

jelp=help wjat=what jello=hello mrow=meow

🪦 my personality typez are;;

INFP,, INTP,, ISTP,, and ENTP

i stim and im proud of it !!!

IM A SELF SHIPPER !!!!! 😍😍 (i ship myself with characterz)

also i have asthma, diabetez (type 2.) and i cant have gluten (idk i felt like mentioning that) AND IM VEGETARIAN.

code stuff ⚰️

• not using my typing quirk meanz im either being serious or i feel uncomfortable using it around u

• saying cool without a k meanz i dont rlly think itz kool

• blocking you for no reason ?? it might be because of a episode im having or i feel uncomfortable around u srry </3

other disorderz I have u might want to know about;;

synesthesia

bpd

DiD

stpd

selective mutism

dpdr

tourettez

maladaptive daydream disorder

ppD

schizophrenia

+ several anxiety disorderz

💤 other fictionkinz of mine (I have over 200 but here are my top onez)

kyle broflovski from south park

sayori from ddlc

ghoulia yelps from monster high

tavros and karkat from homestuck

hatsune miku from vocaloid

akane owari from danganronpa

derpy hooves from mlp

wendy from final destination 3

aubery from omori

tord and tori from eddsworld

bonnie from fnaf

judge angel from creepypasta

lulu from creepypasta

ticci toby from creepypasta

midori gurin from yandere simulator

++ WAYYY more

I am also a otherkin !! I have too many otherkin typez to name but here are the main onez:

zombie

vampire

whether kin (tornado)

angel kin

++ otherz

anyway thatz all 4 now o_O

#xenogender #xenogender user #noodle fictionkin #fictionkin #ticcitoby fictionkin #otherkin #intro post #neopronouns #gorillaz #noodle #kyle broflovski #creepypasta

[the-equation-for-soul-separation]

✨🐝☕️🍭🍩🕊🌈🎀

✨- which fictional character (book, show, or movie) do you relate to most?

I have such a hard time with these kinds of questions...a fun challenge! so this isn’t the most accurate but i stan jughead jones from riverdale AND the comics because i used to wear a hat literally every day for nearly 9 months (watch this please...also me too THAT’S WEIRD) could kinda be considered a hipster, or at least once was, like layering clothing, creating stuff...am always hungry and constantly high. also like, no dating history...me n jughead out her, lone wolves 😔

🐝- describe your aesthetic in emojis

❤️🌲🌿🍁 🍄 🌾🌞🌊🤕😢🏔🚞💉🎏❓👁

☕- coffee or tea?

Tea! I rarely drink coffee...had a super short energy drink stint near the beginning of summer though.

🍭- how tall are you?

5′4″(3″)

🍩- current mood?

low energy...am i hunkry or noshes? me stomak battles.

(stomach’s decided on hungry...now the real challenge...actually getting food)

🕊️- 3 habits you have?

1) making some kind of exclamatory noise whenever i see a bird

2) messing with my body like pulling out lose hair, picking scabs/acne/dry-skin, biting fingernails...as if i’m trying to whittle myself down? or like, preening :p

3) drawing/doodling on nearly everything i’m manually writing on

🌈- things I find attractive in girls/guys

i’ve never really tried to determine my type but they tend to be soft-spoken and have some confidence...and they’re all like ‘lol i’m awkward’ but they don’t really seem awkward? i have this nasty habit of being attracted to people who seem fairly unconcerned for me tbh (no matter how close we are) but i’m also sensitive. also tend to be attracted to people who appear to have it more together than i do (though this may not be true), just seeking comfort and consistency, before trying to shake everything up and make people do spontaneous things with me?

🎀- any question you want:

     💅🏻- do you like being spoiled?

i hate the idea of it so much. when i was a kid i was actually afraid of people thinking i was spoiled or of being spoiled, and i don’t know where that came from. i do like affection though, when i get it.

#catastrophoebe #answered #riverdale is the worst show love it #asks

[internet-overdosed]

How do you fill the void of loneliness that's eating away at your heart? It just eats and eats and eats away, what a greedy void. What a selfish void. What a sad void…eat away, i've got nothing left, consume me whole, eat and eat and eat away. For I too am a selfish, Greedy, and sad void of a failed human being

#🎀 ame types 💉

[internet-overdosed]

same, dude

#🎀 ame types 💉

[internet-overdosed]

What's the point of living? like, genuinely. All i do is wake up, dread the day, power through the day, and then go home and go to sleep.

There's not much to it, I'm not smart, i never study even though i want to, and when i do get the motivation to study i never actually remember anything. I'm a below average student, no one in my family would be proud of that.

I have classmates who consider themselves my friends but honestly i feel no connection towards them. People online are a similar story, i do care about them though. Sometimes i love someone so much it flips a switch in my brain and i start hating them or i start being so scared of them that i cry whenever i even see their name.

I have no one, and no one has me. I'm in a constant cycle of loneliness but its no ones fault other than my own.

I don't have talents, i suck at everything. And even in the things i have skill in, its never enough, im always worse than the people around me. Art, music, dance, everything.

I'm ugly, im overweight, im just a fly that happened to land on an incomplete masterpiece. a fly that dies from being trapped in the drying paint.

I have a terrible personality, a personality i steal from the people around me. And right now ive stolen it from someone who didnt care for me or my friends and deeply hurt them.

I've hurt so many people. People who loved and cared for me. I've abandoned so many people. I myself am scared of abandonment, which is why i leave people first. Which is something i didnt even notice about myself until my best friend (who i later abandoned) pointed it out.

When i try to make friends or talk to people i always mess it up and say the wrong thing, they always end up hating me or thinking i hate them and i just dont know what to do anymore.

I'm always sad and lonely and i just wanna die. I don't even deserve to feel that way cause ive had a pretty good life.

My mom tried her best, she had a fucked up life and turned into a fucked up person. She tries her best though. She deserves better than some rat child who hates her because her best just wasnt enough apparently. sure, i live in a room where theres no space cause theres trash everywhere, i have to share a bed with my mom, but thats nothing compared to everyone elses issues.

My life doesnt matter, its just a cycle of pain i put myself through.

I just want one person i can love and who loves me back, thats all. Thats all i want before i end my miserable little life.

#i originally planned to end it on march 5th 2027 but i believe it may be sooner than that #i cant do it anymore #i cant #i really cant #🎀 ame types 💉

[internet-overdosed]

“are you autistic???? whats wrong with you”

i’ll shove a freshly sharpened pencil up your hairy ass shut the fuck up you greasy soon to be highschool drop out

also i am 🔥🔥🔥

#🎀 ame types 💉 #no offense to highschool droppouts

[internet-overdosed]

im so weird!! everyone hates me!!! they hated me when i was shy and quiet!!! they hated me when i was loud and weird!!! they just hate me because i’m me!!!!!!

#🎀 ame types 💉

[internet-overdosed]

HELP I SENT A PICTURE OF NY TWILIGHT FIGURE COVERED IN SOAP CAUSE I WAS WASHING HER AND SOME MFS THOUGHT I RUCKING CVMMED KN HER IM GONNA SCREAM

#🎀 ame types 💉 #ONE OF THEM EVEN LEFT

[internet-overdosed]

how i feel after leaving someone with abandonment issues (they trusted me enough to tell me) because of my own fucked up abandonment issues

#tw flashing #🎀 ame types 💉

[internet-overdosed]

brb im gonna go atral project into a fucking vat of acid

#🎀 ame types 💉 #good thing btw i want th e chemicals to absorb me

[internet-overdosed]

but like is this something that’ll go away with time or is it something that could be diagnosed like huh

#ive been like this for a while i just never really processed it #🎀 ame types 💉

[internet-overdosed]

i gave up on all my dreams im gonna live like its my last day everyday fuck life fuck me fuck you fuck this stupid ass world i live in. hghhhh i want food

#🎀 ame types 💉

[internet-overdosed]

i want what betty and simon have i want what madoka and homura have i want what chloe and max have i want—

#man i just want to stop being linely #lonely* #he says while knowing he literally refuses to make close friends anymore #🎀 ame types 💉