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kageira · 2 years
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40 MINUTE SHOWER NEVER ACTUALLY WASHES!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?
sometimes  you  just  gotta  stand  underneath  running  water  for  40  minutes  until  you  feel  refreshed  &.    that's  it.    that's  all.    until  he's  forced  to  use  soap  because  shu  absolutely  knows  when  he  didn't.
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mccnstruck · 1 year
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いかないで (don't go.)
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characters: diluc & gn!sibling!reader + kaeya
tags / warnings: spoilers for dilucs and kaeyas story, main focus on diluc and reader, references to genshin webtoon, first attempt at proper angst?, this fic is best read while listening to ikanaide (any cover), not proofread, long fic, canon divergent, fic with lyrics, most likely ooc? i tried
a/n: this was such a pain in the ass to complete but this is my first attempt at writing angst, so please reblog with comments! helps a small blog like mine. enjoy! <3
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何でもないと口をつぐんだ — "it’s nothing," i kept to myself.
ホントはちょっと足を止めたくて — truth is, i wanted to stop those footsteps for a moment,
だけどもきみは早足ですっと前を行くから — but you’re gliding forward with such quick steps
ぼくはそれを見つめてる — and i’m simply watching.
"fine! don't consider me a knight anymore!" a dark, loud voice echos through the headquarters.
"don't you dare forget....mondstadt exists thanks to people like my father." the voice demands low and threatening. you stand outside, a door away from diluc's sudden rage.
it all happened so fast. all of this should've never happened. you were supposed to celebrate diluc's birthday and bring out his photo book and tease him for his and kaeya's photos. you were supposed to go to sleep with tears of laughter still in your eyes, and to wake up to another day filled with the chaos you love.
the tears of shock and confusion already fell from your cheeks before tears of laughter could ever be considered.
you never were supposed to be stuck in the chaos of your father dying. you were never supposed to be stuck between the coldness diluc gave off, and the sudden distance kaeya had created between himself and the cruelty of reality.
you never wanted any of this. you never wanted your life to change in mere hours.
the door burst out open to show diluc in all of his fury, his gleaming vision suffocating in the grasp of his hands. his outfit was disheveled, and permanent anger was over his face.
“'luc, what happened?”
he turns away from you and looks at the main door. “it is none of your concern, [name].”
your voice was strained, yet you were stubborn. you needed answers. answers for all of this. “i’m your sibling, diluc. he was my father as well. i need to know as-"
"it is none of your concern, [name]!"
diluc turns around and stares at you with the same fury you heard from the other door. you flinch back at his voice, yet you will your own to speak. you take a deep breath, before you open your mouth.
"diluc ragnivindr, tell me what happened."
a tense, heavy silence echoed through the headquarters.
he grits his teeth and turns his head away from your sight. you furrow your eyebrows in worry and try to get his attention. he shuts his eyes to hide the tears from you, yet it only burns.
archons. he hated yelling at you or kaeya. but if kaeya and the knights of favonius could disregard the honor of his father, who knows what you could do?
he looks back at you, but the softness of your brother you saw a few hours is completely gone. the softness of your brother, replaced by the coldness he inherited from someone who knew his thoughts and intentions without a word, protecting mondstadt in both light and dark.
“i’m leaving the knights of favonius.”
your eyes burst wide open, and the words ready on your tongue is gone. “what.. diluc-“
“i plan to leave mondstadt as well.”
your face snaps to look diluc in the eyes. you try to look in his eyes for the diluc who proudly held his role with honor. you searched for the diluc who chased you around dawn winery as kaeya and you ran from his affection.
in his dull eyes you search for your brother. but as he only stares at you back, you find that your search was to no avail.
“you can come to dawn winery before i leave.”
not home. not the place where your father watched you three catch crystalflies. just… dawn winery.
he turns around from you and walks to the doors of the headquarters; opening it to let the sun of mondstadt shine through before it abruptly shuts again. you stand in shock without realizing how tears fall from your cheeks. only this time, father or kaeya or diluc wouldn’t be there to wrap you in their arms and wipe your tears.
you could only hug yourself and wipe your own tears as the sweet innocence of childhood was ripped from you in cold blood.
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遠くへと 消えていく ぼくを置いてって — on the last train, you board, leaving me behind,
もう随分 見えないよ 夜が崩れていく— it departs on, slowly, and the ground slides away.
泣いちゃだめ 泣いちゃだめ — don’t cry, just don't cry,
でもホントは言いたいよ — but the truth is, i want to say it out loud,
「いかないで」 — “don’t go.”
no matter how hard you attempt to convince yourself that you would not be affected, you ultimately decide to see him off. after all, you didn’t know how long he would be gone for or if he would come back. just the thought of his departure and the next time you would see him churned a uncomfortable feeling in your stomach.
the knights were nice enough (pitiful, in your words) to let you slumber in one of their break rooms as the impending hour of diluc’s departure soon loomed in your mind. you sit in the chair looking out to all of mondstadt.
how dare the clouds not stay to accompany the tightness of the pain in your heart? how dare the ever joyful citizens of mondstadt continue on with their lives, while you were left in shambles?
the cloud of fury numbs your mind from the reality outside the door. time passes as your fist grips harder on itself. you only snap out of your thoughts when you look at the time.
you should get ready. it's almost time to leave.
grudgingly getting your weapon, your belongings, and putting your messenger bag around your shoulder, you finally step outside of the headquarters and make your way through the stairs and towards the path near angels share. although there were less people here, the people who do see you give a sad smile, which may as well translate into hopelessness and pity. you hated it, yet you could only give a soft smile back, saying 'it's fine'.
from there, it was the gates of mondstadt down to dawn winery. the path there was long and excruciating, but not for the reason that it was tiring, but of the memories that brought itself into your mind. the walks down these pathways and the image of vanessa's tree at windrise numbed your mind as you walk through springvale.
you don't realize how much time has passed until you find yourself to stare at the home you were so familiar in. as you make your way to the path towards liyue, you find diluc fixing the horse's saddle and adelinde standing nearby. his eyes widen slightly at the sight of you before returning to his dull expression and getting on the horse.
you walk up next to him and look up. diluc is the first one to break the silence.
"you actually arrived."
"yes, i did."
silence once more. adelinde's face shifts to unease as the once tight-knit siblings were nothing more than strangers in mere days.
"when do you plan to arrive home?"
that's what gets diluc to lower his head, either in shame or sadness. he doesn't know if it's the uncertainty of the question or the thought of home in a city that had disrespected his father. and yet where else would he come back to one day? if at all?
"i don't know, to be fair."
"well truthfully diluc, this whole thing isn't fair."
a silence fills the air once again. his grip on the reins of the horse grow tighter. you only could hold your own bag closer to yourself.
the sun begins to set as father's orange and red strokes take over the canvas; making way for dark blue and the million flecks of white to take it's place.
you are reminded of innocent memories where father took just you outside as diluc and kaeya were playing elsewhere. he painted eagles and peacocks while he explained to you the meaning of his name "crepus". he told you in a humble manner how he chose the opposite name for diluc because even he was no perfect and wanted diluc to be better, which you passionately replied, "you're the best father anyone could hope for!"
crepus chuckled, and continued with his painting, adding another silhouette of an eagle. "i don't think i am the best father, firefly. there's certainly lots of things i could've done for you three."
"but father, you play with us! and you spend time with us, you don't like to yell at us, you listen to us, you chase us around. you even make diluc share adelinde's cookies when he tries to take them for himself!"
he smiles. "firefly, there's absolutely no doubt i do all this for you three. but everyone can improve on themselves, can't they?"
you pouted. "do we have to better ourselves? i, for one, think i'm not all that bad!"
he gently put his free hand on your head and patted it at a slow pace. "i don't think you're all that bad either, firefly. but you wouldn't consider diluc as an ok brother when he does steal the cookies, does he?"
you comically brought your finger to your chin. "you're right, that isn't a 'brotherly' thing to do to his own siblings."
he chuckled. "i'm not talking specifically about the cookies, dear. but you do see how even if diluc steals the cookies or kaeya doesn't play fair sometimes, you also stole diluc's and kaeya's crystalflies as well."
your face flushed in embarrassment and shock. "what... how did you-"
"don't think i don't hear diluc and kaeya searching all over for their jars while you sit there innocently."
you turned away from him in shame. crepus softly laughed before patting your head once more. "i'm not mad at you. but you do see the lesson that everyone has their own flaws, yes firefly?"
you nodded your head.
he continued his painting once more. he started to add blue peacocks and accents of green as well. "do you know why i call you firefly?"
you thought for a moment before you shook your head.
"because i believe fireflies -although small in size- have their own strengths."
your face morphed into confusion, letting father talk again.
"diluc, although powerful and more esteemed, tends to do things on first thought. kaeya, who's a bit more quiet, is very smart with his words and what he does. i-"
"i'm sorry father, what does es...esteemed...mean?"
he smiled. "it means more respected, dear."
he put his paintbrush down before fully facing you. "i have a fear that no matter how much diluc and kaeya's personalities mix together, one day something will happen. firefly, you are more quiet, yes, but you are the most down-to-teyvat out of the three of you. i believe you are the one who focuses on being there in the moment. i trust you, firefly, to be not just diluc's and kaeya's mediator, but to remain honest and true to yourself no matter what happens, alright?"
you tackled him into a hug and wrapped your arms around him. he let out a grunt, before laughing and wrapping his arms around you. the eagles and peacocks in his painting contrasted yet mixed so beautifully with the gentle glow of green bringing the whole piece together.
"alright, father. i'll make you proud."
he patted your head once more. "that's my firefly."
you watch the sunset slowly dip into the ground as diluc and you stay silent. adelinde waits paitently for any of you to speak up. when neither of you do, she speaks.
"master diluc, i believe if you want shelter by nighttime, you must start heading out now."
wait, he has to go? no... no, no, no, no. he can’t be going. surely he's going to let go of the reins and get off the horse, right?
diluc once more grips the reins of the horse as he mutters under his breath. "you're right. i should be going."
your face turns into disbelief and despair, as you try to form words out of your mouth. you wanted to scream, yell, rage on about how siblings stay together but your mouth only remains dry of words.
"are you...going right now?"
"it seems i must. it's getting increasingly more difficult to get to wangshu inn at a good time."
you look down onto the pathway and grit your teeth, waiting for his horse to run past and to engrain the last memory of his fading figure.
when you instead feel a hand gently pat your head and smooth out your hair, you look up at diluc. his expression is still the same, but the gentleness of your brother is all too familiar.
“take care of yourself, [name].”
with one more pat to the head, he reluctantly lifts off his hand and takes the reins of the horse. the horse slowly paces itself away and soon enough gallops in its path to liyue.
you could only watch as the dusky skies embrace your brother and the stars guide him in his endeavor. your legs are stuck to the ground and the words burns inside your tongue.
how badly you wanted to sprint,
to catch up to him,
to let him see all of your emotions laid out,
to tell him to stay.
but as adelinde puts a hand on your shoulder and you both watch him leave the mondstadt wind, you will yourself not to bring yourself to your knees and sob.
don’t cry.
don’t cry.
don’t cry.
the sting of your unspoken words is now only a mere thought in your mind, yet its wish remains as ever present in the dull ache of your heart.
wait. stay with me. don’t go.
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帰り道 暗いけれど 一人で大丈夫かな — the way home, it's somewhat dark, but i guess i’m okay on my own
街灯に 照らされて 影ができている — Street lamps, they shine on me, making a shadow.
一人ぼっちさ — i’m all alone…
your pen stops for a moment as you read the words once more, before scribbling out the sentence and sighing.
the days of the windblume festival was upon the citizens of mondstadt. wine enthusiasts were savoring the taste of different drinks. the children were running around, giggles sounding throughout the main plaza. lovers kissed underneath the statue of the wind archon, letting the freedom of the wind guide their love.
you would be working on any commissions, but the custom of not giving or receiving any works during the days of the festival had you pouting in the comfort of your apartment, pacing around your home for any work. when you found that your home was spick and span and your paperwork was signed and organized, you dropped onto your bed and groaned.
what do i even do right now?
you thought of the conversations you decided to eavesdrop on when you opened the window. none of them sparked your interest as you stared at the ceiling, until one popped up in your mind.
“oooohhh! don’t you have a crush on him, dude?”
you could only assume the other person was blushing by his hesitance to speak.
“shhh! not so loudly, what if he appears all of a sudden?”
the wingman (to your judgement) laughed, and the person hopelessly in love (again, to your judgement) could only groan.
“you should write a poem to him! to get your feelings across and not gross me out with your lovey-dovey stuff.”
the person in love hesitated again, and then hummed in acknowledgment.
“ugh, fine. but do you have anyone to write a poem to?”
the wingman sighed, before continuing. “i heard these poems are not just for romance, but just for building up your relations with other people. i guess i’m writing one to my sister then. she’s been really sick nowadays and gets really upset when i can’t visit her. i just hope this poem tells her i’m always there for her.”
the person in love let out a soft huff. “i’m sure she knows how much you care for her. c’mon, you ready to write random words and hope for the best?”
the caring brother laughed and ruffled his clothes. “yeah, lets go make some poems.”
you could only hope their feelings got across as you smiled.
but…that did give you an idea, you thought.
a horrible idea, you think a few hours later. the idea of heartfelt thoughts in the language of poems sounded cute!
…until you actually had to write out your thoughts.
the problem was not with kaeya. you easily wrote paragraphs on the way he always pretended to be a pirate, the way you both could laugh over books in father’s library, the way you wish you could talk again. but when it came to diluc…
it was assumed you were not happy with this man. torn up lines of poetry were in your trash can, and the now scribbled out lines of words was just you cursing him out.
you groan and slam your head onto your desk. archons, you wish there was a festival where you yell at people instead.
you get up from your desk and stretch your arms; easily finding out that writing insults for someone in poetry is quite exhausting.
the sun slowly lowers from it’s peak, and you find that time is slipping away from your grasp.
maybe walking around can clear your mind.
you grab your weapon and your messenger bag and some other things before heading out. the chatter of the citizens is still at it’s peak while you smile at the kids running from each other; subtly helping the kids running away and chuckling at the kids chasing the others. you head to the main plaza, but you instead find a very familiar face smiling at you.
“[name]! over here!”
you smile, and catch up to the voice.
“hey amber!”
she suddenly wraps her arms around you, and you couldn’t help but giggle and reciprocate it.
“it’s so good to see you during this festival, [name],” she lets go of you before continuing. “how have you been? how has commissions been going?”
you give a small sigh. “it’s been alright, although there’s been nothing nowadays due to the festival.”
amber grins. “and that’s a good thing! lately i’ve seen you when passing by, and you look like you’re about to sleep on the concrete!”
you entertain amber’s thought, and place your hand over your heart in faux disbelief. “how dare you assume i’m that sleep-deprived? i sleep for a good 6 hours on weekends!”
amber laughs freely, and you join along in her outburst.
when you both calm down, you smile at her. “how’s your exploring going? see anything exciting on your check-ins?”
amber pouts, and you could only assume she didn’t get to fly around anywhere. “i didn’t get to fly around anywhere! whenever i do have the chance, some hillichurl is always chasing me!”
you laugh. knew it.
“not funny, [name].”
she notices the extra things you packed in your bag. “ooh! are you writing a poem to anyone? or even… a secret lover?”
you pretend to gag and amber scoffs at your acting. “oh quit playing around, [name]!”
“yea, like i haven’t seen you with eula.”
she blushes, and you give out a mischievous laugh as she turns away.
“um…m-moving on. but… wanna tell me about this poem or is it something super top secret?”
you sigh. “i wanted to write something for kaeya and diluc.”
her face turns into understanding and she lets out a hum.
“ooohh, alright! have any luck?”
“mmm. i finished kaeya’s but i had no luck with diluc’s.”
“it’s been a while since diluc’s left mondstadt, hasn’t it?”
“yea, it has been..”
amber gives a soft smile and puts her hand on your shoulder in comfort. almost as if… she knew something about what happened.
or you’re just going delusional.
“maybe going to dawn winery will help? when i’m stuck on something i usually like to visit something related to it to get any ideas!”
you thought about it. it’s been so long since i’ve visited dawn winery. but…
do i really want to go?
“you’ll feel more motivated to finish your poem. i might not understand the whole situation, but i’m sure you’ll feel better visiting old memories.”
you sigh, and turn your head to smile at her.
“thank you amber. i really needed to hear that today.”
she gives you a toothy smile. “anything for you! now, you might wanna get going if you don’t wanna fight hilichurls in the dark.”
“i might as well. it was nice catching up with you, amber.”
“hehe, i enjoyed catching up with you too! i’ll see you around, alright?”
you nod and wave her goodbye. amber giggles before running off to the main plaza and disappearing. you take a deep breath, and set your destination to dawn winery.
when you make your way to the gates of mondstadt, you hear a familiar smooth voice before seeing the anticipated blue hair and eyepatch as well. when you both make eye contact with each other, you both widen your eyes before he gives you a grin. you give him a smile back, leading him to walk up to you.
“quite a while, hasn’t it? my dear sibling?”
you smile at kaeya and fiddle with your fingers. “it’s been a while. how have you been?”
he dramatically sighs, which causes you to chuckle at his antics. “oh, poor, sufferable, me. instead of absolutely enjoying the refreshing taste of death after noon on my lips, jean has cruelly tasked me to do a check-in on the festival. how naive of me to assume they wouldn’t assign me anything on a festival so freeing and joyful as this!”
you scoff at him. “oh dear calvary captain, i believe you get paid for doing the bare minimum.”
“is it so hard for a man to enjoy the evening with wine in his hand?”
you laugh. “oh, what pain, calvary captain! whatever will he do without his daily glass of wine?”
“see, you understand my agony!”
you laugh freely, and kaeya chuckles along with you. he soon notices the paper and writing utensils inside your bag, and gets curious. “say, my dear sibling has paper and writing tools and is heading out of town. any particular reason...?”
you get quiet at the remembrance of your journey. “ah..actually…”
he lifts his eyebrows, now intrigued.
“i was writing poems, and for inspiration i wanted to visit dawn winery.”
his grin turns into a sad smile, and he looks down to the ground in thought before looking at you once more. “ah, i see.”
a silence of knowing was shared, as you both had the recollection of a sibling. a close friend.
to save yourself from the silence, you decide to sacrifice your pride and dignity impulsively. “um, actually. i have one for you too.”
you pull out your previous poem and place it in his hands. you turn away from his smirk and direct your attention to your hands.
“oh, for me? is this a invitation for wine-tasting? or better yet, you have the heart to pay for my next drink?”
you scoff. “oh please, in your dreams. just read the damn thing.”
you look at the bridge, at the sky, at the scenery of mondstadt, anything to evade his eye. but what you didn’t notice was how kaeya’s eye widens at the memories he thought you forgotten. how kaeya smiles when he remembers father’s books. you didn’t notice the tears he quickly drew back when he read the last line.
"to kaeya alberich. may we meet again once more, and may we go through father’s library and blow off the dust again.”
“so…. how was it?”
when kaeya looks at you again, he smiled at your nervousness and how you fiddled with your hands. he wrapped you in a tight but comforting hug, and let out a breath of relief when you wrapped your arms around him back. he places his chin on top of your head, relishing in the way you still used to hug him like before.
“i will always accept your offer to go through his library again. you’re always free to come by my office and chat, alright?”
you nod, and he squeezes you one more time before letting you go.
you are reminded once more of time ticking, and your smile drops to a small extent. “i’m afraid i have to cut this short if i want to make it on time.”
he softly smiles. “i understand, [name]. would you like me to walk you there?”
“i think i’ll be fine. thank you though, yaya.”
his eyes widen at the nickname, and holds back a goofy smile at the name. “so you still remember that?”
“why would i forget?” you ask, grinning at his reaction.
you slowly walk away from him, but when you look back you see him saluting as if you guys were pretending to be knights again. when you give him a salute back, he grins before stepping once more into mondstadt city.
you walk towards springvale and head towards the path to dawn winery. the sun has once again let the moon rise, and the sacred sunlight was slowly decreasing. you didn’t mind too much, but you were much more catious of any monsters to come up and attack you.
you laughed when diluc ran up to you after killing a hilichurl. "why so protective, 'luc?"
diluc grinned and lightheartedly pushed your shoulder. "nothing will ever harm my siblings under my watch."
"what you're basically saying, is that only you’re allowed to chase kaeya with a spatula?"
"he kept on taking all the cookies adelinde was making!"
"pffft, that's revenge for how you used to take them as well!"
“so you’re on kaeya’s side? shame.” he grinned and his hands outstretched towards you. you realized diluc’s plan, and immediately walked away. when he start running, you sprinted out of fear. “get back here, [name]!”
“you’ll never catch me alive!”
you smiled at the memory before finally realizing your surroundings. the sun was completely down and the orange skies were now a blue color, slowly turning into a very dark blue.
it’s quite dark outside.
a part of you wishes you took up kaeya’s offer, or even have diluc here with you, but you quickly shove that feeling down.
you’re ok on your own.
as if to assure you of your thoughts, the green glow of fireflies slowly appeared one by one as you got closer to dawn winery. when you reach for one, it accepts your invitation and glows in your hand.
"... i believe you are the one who focuses on being there in the moment.”
father’s voice rings in your head. you heed to his message and look around.
the sky is void of any sunlight now, yet the stars replace it with its gentle shine. the fireflies glow and fly around, and the one on your hand flies to the rest of the bunch. shadows take their place to contrast the moonlight. your own shadow is big and mysterious next to you, yet it envelops you in its darkness as a reminder of how alone you are.
you're not truly alone. you say hi to the merchants and talk and laugh with other people. you catch up with friends and meet newcomers.
yet, everything has felt a little more dull ever since you saw him leave.
your steps fasten to try to shove the thoughts down, and soon enough you find yourself in the vineyards of a place you once called home.
you sigh and decide to greet adelinde later, sitting on the steps in front of the main entrance. you pull out the paper written "to: diluc" and pull out a writing utensil. after the events of the entire day, your hand writes and crosses out and writes again.
adelinde could only watch in surprise and awe from the window as she witnesses how much despair and anger one person could have at someone, yet still have the conscious desicion to still come back and miss them.
you stay there for archons knows how long, writing and being in the past, the future, in the present.
"to: diluc
father once told me 'he believes i am a person who focuses on being in the moment.'
but truthfully, every moment without you feels so out of place. as if my consciousness is never truly there.
i am not that person. truthfully, i am someone like the rest of us. insecure. worried about the future. scared of the past.
our past is quite bittersweet. how three tight-knit siblings could walk different paths in mere days. mere hours.
my shadows when walking to dawn winery were lonely without yours right next to me.
but it's funny. when everything happened. when i tried to be in the moment, you were already looking at the future. kaeya was looking in his past.
i miss you.
you left me alone while you wanted to find father's and kaeya's past, and what you would do with your future after all of this.
knowing you, i bet you haven't even ate a proper meal. please do.
if you ever come back, im still waiting. i don't know why i do.
i'll always be waiting here and now, diluc ragnivindr."
泣いちゃだめ 泣いちゃだめ — don’t cry, just don't cry,
でもホントは言いたいよ — but the truth is, i want to say it out loud,
“yes, i have! i wonder who truly is behind the mask…”
“i heard monsters BURST into flames when this person fights.”
“agh, i wanna see them now!”
if you hear about this darknight hero one more time, you are going to go up to this person and personally make them catch your hands. because seriously, do people not have anything else to do with their lives?!
you were originally supposed to go out and give kaeya some reports on threats outside of the city. when you arrived at the knights of favonius headquarters. you were told that, “when it’s a slow day for the knights, captain kaeya usually heads somewhere else besides here.”
you sigh and walk out of your apartment in annoyance. you knew instantly where he was going to be.
that lazy bastard.
you set your destination for angel’s share, and along the way everyone and their grandmothers were talking about this supposed darknight hero.
now to the present, you spot the famous tavern and get yourself ready to chew out kaeya. you open the door, and start ranting. “kaeya, it’s a weekday, why in barbatos’s name-“
red eyes widen at you as you finally spot the red hair behind the counter. kaeya sits with a death after noon in his hand, with no usual remark.
diluc?
no, no no no no no.
why was he here?
four whole years, and he appears all of a sudden, as if everything’s normal.
he stares at you, and you selfishly look into his eyes again to try to find the brother you knew; like how you did 4 years ago.
you slowly walk up to kaeya and drop the papers in front of him. “here’s the reports.”
you turn away and dash to the door.
you wanted to scream at him, yell at him, tell him how dull you felt, tell him how he was a selfish, careless, heartless man.
but most of all, you wanted to cry. sob on the wooden counter and tell him you were so glad he was safe, how much you missed him.
you will yourself not to shed any tears and you stay silent. pushing the door open, you’re about to head out and never come back.
you pause when you hear diluc’s breath hesitate. whatever thoughts you pushed down diluc brought those same thoughts back.
you hear the brother you were searching for when diluc softly whispers,
「いかないで」 — “don’t go.”
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notes for context / any details:
diluc's name means daylight or dawn, while crepus's name means darkness, dusk.
diluc's namecard description: "master crepus painted many eagles during his lifetime, but he never could've foreseen creating an eagle with such fire.”
firefly symbolism: "Fireflies remind us that it's the small, simple things in life that matter the most. They inspire us to take a moment to slow down, ground ourselves in the moment, and appreciate all that surrounds us."
spoilers for genshin webtoon: the moment diluc resigned from the knights of favonius, amber was hiding in one of the closets when trying to surprise her grandpa, unintentionally hearing the whole situation.
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cityspeakxr-blog · 7 years
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tag dump!
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kageira · 2 years
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tag  drop  1  !   this  is  the  fastest  i’ve  come  up  with  tags  shoutout  to  valk.
・゚みか *   ━   ooc 。 kat-coded 。 ・゚みか *   ━   save 。 this is mine now 。 get your own ! ・゚みか *   ━   ic 。 starter 。 ・゚みか *   ━   ic 。 thread 。 ・゚みか *   ━   ic 。 answered 。 ・゚みか *   ━   ooc 。 answered 。
・゚みか *   ━   study 。 senritsu wa kono kuchi yuku mi sura sukuu 。 ・゚みか *   ━   headcanons 。 namida ni shika utsusenai iro 。 ・゚みか *   ━   musings 。 sono i no mama ningyou ni ishi wa iranai 。 ・゚みか *   ━   mannerisms 。 odorou tada 。 ・゚みか *   ━   skills 。 eien to iu yume ni tsugeyou sayonara o 。 ・゚みか *   ━   aesthetic 。 tokei jikake no rasen kairou 。 ・゚みか *   ━   art 。 haato ni fureyou mezameshi marionette 。 ・゚みか *   ━   music 。 kowarete ita koto ni sae kidzukazu ni ita 。 ・゚みか *   ━   self promo 。 la mémoire naze ni nageku ? ・゚みか *   ━   promos 。 asete shimatte te ni hairanai 。 ・゚みか *   ━   memes 。 itami nado nai sukui 。 ・゚みか *   ━   wishlist 。 sore igai sutete shimaou 。
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