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thenexusofsouls · 4 years
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{i am the caretaker of souls} Hey guys, looking for a bit of advice here. I've recently been very inspired by a character I saw in a horror movie, and I am pondering adding her to this blog. My issue is that I would love to add some things to her as far as abilities, background, and motivations... and also take some away. I have other inspirations I could combine with her to make an even more interesting character, and I also might want to remove some things about her that could be intensely triggering to users on here (yes even more so than the ones I have right now). So the decision is... do I play her as-is from canon, but not fully run with my inspiration as I'd like to and really risk bothering people with how triggering she might be... or do I run with it, change her up, and then... what do I call her? She would be too different from canon to merely say canon divergent, yet not my original character so I can't call her an OC either. Has anyone else ever altered a canon so much that it was like an OC, and if so, how did you handle it? Is it better not to change canons so much that they might be unrecognizable, or the flip side, to borrow the core concept of a canon character as a base for an OC? I would love to make her a Marvel OC, actually, but... it just seems wrong, like I'm stealing someone else's character design.
I keep flip-flopping on what I want to do, so any advice would be helpful. She's from a movie with essentially no fandom on here that I can see, so my chances of irritating other people rping from that movie are pretty much zero. Even so, I hesitate to lift a base character and then change it into my own, it just feels wrong. But I'm so inspired... Argh!
Thoughts?
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cyberwed-blog · 7 years
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arebelnow · 7 years
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excuse the rather shitty graphic, i churned it out before class. i wanted to do something with an octopus ( because i’m that guy ), but i got kicked in the shin by schoolwork and neglected to find one i could work with. my bad, my bad.
but! the important thing isn’t my budget image, it’s the fact that i’ve had bodhi for over a month now and i swear, i’m in love with this fandom. from rogue one players to originals to prequels to the animations: you guys are amazing. i haven’t been this excited for a fandom in a long time. i don’t know if star wars just attracts the kinna writers i click with and admire or what but you guys are 👌👌👌👌👌. however, i wanted to use this mushy-gushy holiday to be sappy and show a little appreciation to the people who have really made this blog something i cherish.
THE DOKIDOKI SQUAD
i wish i could write my undying love for everyone i adore, but i doubt i could do that a) before class and b) within the average human lifespan. so these are the folks that i either talk to a lot ooc, write a lot with, or just make me really, really happy by just existing. you’re the friends that send me things, talk to me about nonsense, get real with me, and are just an all around treat. even if i don’t know you very well ( yet ) you are have made bodhi an experience i won’t ever forget and our talks that have me drabbling about this shadow-jumper pilot on the back of my homework. 
like, i just---- *blows kiss @ u* 
@bretttal  + all your baes - YO!!!!! we’ve been friends/saltmates/prosebros for how long now? two years now? but like, it also feels like forever, like that kind of kinship you got with someone who just weaves in seamlessly with your life and mind like damn, son. the fact that we can be so dank levels of emo and crack at the same time with each other but then get so brutally honest and real the very next sentence. we don’t shy from anything and we express ourselves openly but respect when the other wants to be quiet with details. and the fact that our passions overlap: linguistics, culture, politics, and the various aspects of humanity. like, to have someone that i can talk about those things with, who is as passionate about strengths and tragedies of the human mind is such a sacred thing to me. like, to say the ideas we come up with for our muses ( especially now with bodhi in the picture ) are controversial to the mainstream mind is an understatement, i don’t know how many others would dare to tread where you and i go. so, i am so fortunate to have you as a friend and ally, especially with the world the way it is. because ( at the risk of sounding like a ball of cheese ) you, my dear friend, are the kinna soul that gives me hope, the kinna person i know i can trust with the future.
you also cry about rogue one and horror movies and xenomorphs with me. a lot. bless u.
@leadkiss + all your baes - okay, okay, i know. we haven’t interacted on this blog yet but idgaf, you’re a pillar wherever i go. we have so much history, the relationships and plots we craft together make dark souls look like a putt-putt game. we are lovecraftian horrors, we make the tragedies of old look like child’s play and the darkest of apocalypses feel like sunshine. and don’t know many people i can be brave, to be honest and open about real life, and certainly i don’t know many people i’m on the same wavelength with. and i know, our approaches and situations often clash...a lot  *heart hands*  i wouldn’t trade it for the world. your words are precious to me, whether written or spoken. so idk when we’ll write with each other on our current blogs, i do hope soon but until then, i’m more than happy to just gush at each other in skype about our baes past and present and, lbr, future.
@seijoki + all your baes - *gently gritos in admiration* no but seriously, we met like three years ago. and even we barely talked ooc, you had such a major impact on my muse. and then when jasper happened, you were literally a central part of his character???? you are so precious and such a bae like i can’t even with words to describe how awesome you are. and your characters are just as meaningful and your portrayal of them is so truehearted, i’m blown away. you just have a way with your muses that others, myself included, can’t help but be a little shook like, damn. *waves hands* like, we’ve gone through such an extra af journey together. from felix’s murder-aunt to the unfortunate sister of goggles mcfirehazard and moon moon the carebear. and you as a person are such a masterpiece. i envy your ability to remain patient and noble in situations with people that would have me making strangle-y hands. your such a good, tori, and like, i hope you know that. 
plus, the fear of owls. you get it.
@catchthatregenerator - *toddler clapping* dude!!! you play a villain and don’t pull punches, i fucking love it. you get more and more unapologetic about how much of delightful garbage can adam is and i could just yasssss~ about it all day. you don’t woobie your boy, and you don’t try to excuse his behavior. you embrace and recognize who and what he is and are a responsible antagonist-player. bless u so much, man. as someone who used to play villains, i admire and love what you do. and also your writing, whether it was about adam or not, is amazing??? you’re so honest about your analysis and you don’t throw around fancy world and scripple with purple crayon everywhere for the sake of  “quality”. you just write. your voice is strong, you don’t need falsify your prose with grandeur and it’s such a hallelujah, mang. it makes writing with you so refreshing and just *blows a kiss* you’re such a treat and i’m a lucky sucker for having you in my life. no joke. also, you as a person....idek how you manage to be so sweet and warm??? wtf??? how you can be so kind and gentle but still stand your ground is beyond me. you’re a brave soul, in both your personality and writing and i just have become a meme when it comes to you i swear. you are such a treat and i always look forward to your adam and any muse you pursue.
@sergeantstardust / @scavengered  / @halfworldborn  / @lightlived  /  @scarificed ( and your other blogs ) - so i don’t know each of your very well yet. i’ve only just met each of you but you guys are those blogs i halt my dash browsing for to read whatever the heck you just posted. like, it doesn’t matter what stage of writing we’re at: whether we’ve done a few replies, just barely started, or are still plotting --- i have so much respect and adoration for what you guys can do. the care and effort you put into your characters and prose, the thought behind each word and action, there’s never a dull moment and i’m always excited to see you guys on my dash ( or when you talk to me, like sorry i nerd out whenever i get an IM ding from y’all ngl and nerd out even more when we plot or i read a reply to our thread ). 
BAES
section for all the folks that make me *hearteyes* because you guys are filled with such talent. you all have such fascinating and unique versions of your muse and your prose is always on point and i’m so jazzed to be mutuals with you whether we’ve had a chance to write together or not.
@thcenemy ( @blindhim ) / @rogueandcr / @rebelsacrifice / @fcrcepilot / @cxptainandor / @pilotcorellian / @awakenedrey / @ginatcnic / @strongwilledsoul / @imqetuous / @fulcrumm ( @sospes ) / @rcbelborn / @lastorgana / @aldcraanian / @hotshotflyboy / @rebelcassn / @stardusttoash / @stardusttings / @xaedificare / @aftcrshocks / @libertinedeath / @bridgrs / @jvnstcrdust / @rebelcourage   / @pilotlng / @likemyfatherbeforeme / @galaxyslasthope / @rebellioncaptain / @arepure / @amcureux / @binarywake / @camewithguns / @helluvapilot / @vilibertatis / @captcassiansandors / @scioncfel / @snipisms / @jaigvision / @eireniic
SMOL SHOUTOUT
just a small little section just to give some recognition and love to my fellow bodhi players who i’m mutuals with because you two have a 👌👌👌👌 taste in muses and i appreciate you for exploring the dude with the body of man and the soul of chihuahua and making him your own.
@imthxpilot & @rogue-one-aviator
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bcyloving · 5 years
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𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙨𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 this week is rather busy for me so ic replies will be a lot slower, but i'll try my best to get them out as often as possible. feel free to chat with me ooc during this time, though, because i'll be on & off tumblr messenger & discord frequently.
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rosalithe-blog · 6 years
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ty  for  all  the  messages  i’ll  be  answering  those  tomorrow  !!  <33
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arebelnow · 7 years
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spring break needs to be a month ‘cause it’s almost over and my brain’s still oozing out my ear.
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arebelnow · 7 years
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oh man sorry for vanishing. school decided to be a thing. wasn’t expecting the workload i got. but i’ve managed to scrap together some freetime right now so gonna get to some of the older things i owe.
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arebelnow · 7 years
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that moment when you’re personally attacked by riz ahmed reciting king lear thanks to @scavengered
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arebelnow · 7 years
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catchthatregenerator replied to your post:
GLOMPS to the MAXIMUM EFFORT
!!! ;w; missed you! how’s it been, mate?
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arebelnow · 7 years
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can i just take a moment to express my love and appreciate for the important that is jyn erso? like, of course not every review will be spectacular and of course not everyone is gonna to like every single character. but i feel like the people who really drag jyn are missing something very core to her character.
i feel like the reviews and tumblr posts annoyed with jyn expected to go to rogue one and watch a movie about a white savior, not white behavior. they say her political apathy was pathetic --- even harmful to the representation of ( white ) women. but what they don’t realize ( or do and that’s why they don’t like her ) is that jyn represents them every time they think or say “not my problem” to someone who isn’t cis and white. like, the number of times i’ve had the real world equivalent of “it’s not a problem if you don’t look up” flung in my face is immeasurable. 
some of her detractors wanted her to be perfect from the beginning. to be this badass woman who has a vague enough personality for them to insert themselves and a moral compass that always makes her right from the start. they wanted jyn to make them feel good, not reflect upon uncomfortable.
especially since jyn is expendable. cassian makes it real damn clear in the book that his mission is unhindered if she dies. if jyn died at any point after delivering her father’s message, the mission would not have been compromised. more difficult? heck yes. but impossible? not at all. so jyn isn’t “the only one who can save us” type of hero. she’s a hero by choice. i think after jedha she realized that she can’t exist outside of existence. that not looking up only works until the ground is literally destroyed beneath your feet. that her apathy can only shield her for so long. and i think that shield is something a lot of audience members, especially white audience members, share with her. and they don’t like thinking about it.
rogue one wasn’t the feel good star wars movie a lot of people were expecting. and its leading lady wasn’t the feel good self insert they wanted. jyn is the story of how inaction is still action. and that heroism is not a birthright, it’s earned.
i don’t know, maybe it’s a mix of reading this post and the inauguration that i needed to express my feely feels for jyn. because goddamn it, i wish the world had more brave baes like her around so maybe i wouldn’t be so scared. 
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arebelnow · 7 years
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rainy day starter call ♥~(‘▽^人) 
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arebelnow · 7 years
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bretttal replied to your post:
Like and subscribe
"if you enjoyed this post hit that subscribe button for more and thanks for resurrecting Bodhi with me, roguefam. see you next time."
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arebelnow · 7 years
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my mailman is dedicated as hell cause look what arrived despite the flooding
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arebelnow · 7 years
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Introducing *cue The Imperial March on kazoos* President Donald J. Trump.
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arebelnow · 7 years
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just got back from seeing moana. what the heck that movie’s so beautiful???
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arebelnow · 7 years
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@lightlived i just read your reply and i just boD HI WHY
what tid actually is: the gentle twinkle of a million stars who graces the galaxy with pure goodness what bodhi thinks she is: friendly xenomorph
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