#“ 𝒗. fightear ﹕ you and i drink the poison from the same vine.

[waldenborn]

❛ What more do you want me to do? ❜

the damning thing is that helo sees far too much of himself within her, knowing that the self destructive side of her that warns her that she is wreckage undone, is what's making her push everyone away and keep them at arm's length. there's a certain pride that swells within his chest whenever he is reminded that she never pushed him away; but he can't stand to see her isolate herself to nothingness. the cold touch of loneliness is unforgiving, and he would be damned if he lets peyton know the feeling of that pain intimately. there's a sigh that bites helo's throat, and he looks away as he fights against the turmoil that pollutes his veins, deciding inwardly if he wants to say what he feels, or if he should bite his tongue, and let her do what she wants. but his body recoils at the thought, and finally, it rips from him. "i saw jackson and the shiner you gave him."

#fightear #replies. #“ 𝒗. fightear ﹕ you and i drink the poison from the same vine. #oh worm-

[waldenborn]

new tags drop.

#“ 𝒊. countenance ﹕ the sun inside him of him rages like wildfire and he is gold. #“ 𝒊. character study ﹕ the gods make the greatest of us mortals into constellations as though that gives us immortality. #“ 𝒊𝒊. persephone lynn ﹕ there is a constellation of you in the sky. #“ 𝒊𝒊. clarke griffin ﹕ she came to be from the ashes of divinity. #“ 𝒊𝒊. octavia blake ﹕ her eyes hold thunder and her blood is magma. #“ 𝒊𝒊. monty green ﹕ he carries the universe on his straining shoulders. #“ 𝒊𝒊. jasper jordan ﹕ we forget that stars too have numbered days. #“ 𝒊𝒊. raven reyes ﹕ you are the brightest goddamn sun i have ever seen. #“ 𝒊𝒊. bellamy blake ﹕ it's the boy with the ink stained dreams and a star soaked heart. #“ 𝒊𝒊. peyton moore ﹕ she's a nebula‚ exploding carbon and iron. #“ 𝒗. fightear ﹕ you and i drink the poison from the same vine. #“ 𝒗. season one ﹕ your crimes have made you expendable. #“ 𝒗. season two ﹕ i hope you know you're all incredibly special to us. #“ 𝒗. arkadia ﹕ just tell me how many burdens are left. #“ 𝒗. season three ﹕ there's no pain in the city of light. #“ 𝒗. season four ﹕ a second fire to destroy the world. #“ 𝒗. bunker ﹕ am i supposed to be grateful to have survived this. #“ 𝒗. season five ﹕ there are no good guys. #“ 𝒗. season six ﹕ face your demons. #“ 𝒗. the vampire diaries ﹕ nothing bad ever happens in mystic falls. #“ 𝒗. modern ﹕ i'm standing in the ashes of who i used to be.

[waldenborn]

❛ Do you think it’ll always be like this? Us — on the edge, but never really trying? ❜

does she know of the way that his heart yearns for her? eating itself whole in order to feast off of the wanton desire to have her, not just intimately, but to feel the warm press of her skin against his own, to know her all the way down to her bones? does she know of the way that his taut muscles instantly relaxes whenever she is within his orbit; she is the soothing balm to his closed wounds, healing him from the inside out, healing what cannot be easily seen, but rooted to who he is. he brushes his calloused hand along her cheek, moving the curtains of her blonde tresses away from her features so that nothing can obstruct his view of her. of the way that she looks whenever he offers her skin a kind touch, at the flutter of her eyes, at the sigh that kisses her lips; their bodies sing for each other in ways that they never have for others. it's a yearning that only they know the language of, but far too scared to learn more of. "what if that's all what we're destined for?"

#fightear #replies. #“ 𝒗. fightear ﹕ you and i drink the poison from the same vine. #someone sedate me THANKS.