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There is still so much destruction and ruin to heal in the after. If his students, his mother, or any of his fellow pilots in the first wave survived the attack. Adam's mind turned over itself trying to find each missed step and mistake before it snowballed into further tragedy. He came into the gallery and was ready to call out his title and rank and pull it on anyone who looked at him sideways when—

Time shattered. Maybe it was one last cruel assault on the mind by their attackers or maybe he did die in that crash. There were so many great explanations besides the obvious in front of him. The one that left him grasping a chair to stay steady, hand coming up to his chest to feel his own heartbeat to know it is all real.

" Shiro. " It fell from his lips too soft and sweet for where they ended. The same way he said it years ago over a ring and before that huddled in the quiet corners they stowed away first love. He had so many questions and grievances and, god, anger stuck in his throat. It is made worse that out of all of it what he gets out is, " What happened to your hair ? "

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3 hours. 3 hours since Shiro came to bed, 3 hours since they kissed good night and the light went out, 3 hours since he started counting down the seconds with the clock on the nightstand watching it tick over to midnight and the day Shiro would leave him. was heading to space. He shuffled again and pressed his fingers to his eyes until they burned...

The house smelled like Marigolds. 

The lamp clicked on and revealed what a mess their bedroom had become; flowers, (forgottenly uncancelled by Shiro) a stack of citations (Adam’s fault, he had failed to remember their last inspection), and Shiro’s few cases of luggage packed by the door and barely flying under their weight limit. The only thing that was semi-organized was the stack of RSVP cards he had finished signing a week before Shiro’s mission was finalized and setting him halfway to Pluto on their would be Wedding Day. Adam planned on just tipping them into a dumpster on his way home from the launch. 

❛ Did you remember to call the venue ? ❜ It was petty and small and he was 80% sure it was his job to call the venue but whatever. Their life was nothing but these small and petty moments of him lashing out, Shiro placating, and then desperately refreshing their email for wedding or launch updates. Why shouldn’t their last night together go the same ? 

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[ ALONE ]  for sender to show up on receiver’s doorstep covered in blood. | ( Adam & Shiro ) | @skyguarded

Red prints in the shape of knuckles on wood and drips onto the welcome mat he took weeks to pick out. He got lost in the details to ignore the obvious; unable to ask exactly whose blood it was. He was afraid of the answer and what world it could unwind into. " What happened ? " Adam wanted to reach for Shiro's face, to wrap it in his chest, but felt stopped in place by the red smear on his cheek. A child like fear stuck in his throat— " What did they do to you ? "

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It was one of those nights he knew as it happened he would never forget about it. The sky was on fire with starlight and the last after-image of comets as they fell. It was all so clear he swore he could reach out his palm and catch them before they disappeared into Earth's atmosphere. Keep it cupped in the last milliseconds of its life just a little longer, hold it so that it never ends. He hated endings.

" I didn't even know... " this was happening tonight. Chance was funny that way changing a shared night on the roof into magic. The last dregs of Elton John played in their ears before Adam instinctively started the cassette over so Whitney Houston could accompany the stragglers. Knowing it was so close to being over he felt desperate for a second more, to drag this out into minutes, hours, years and Oh.

Oh.

( Adam always loved stardust. )

"...I think I love you. " Mortifying. Horrifying. He jerked back pulling the headphones out ( So here I am, And can you please tell me, oh ) " —the moon. I love you, moon. " He could transfer schools. Be gone before first period tomorrow. Live as a hermit in one of the caves around the school. He had so many options besides this roof, this moment, this agony of his own stupid mouth and mind.

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❛ maybe we don't have a choice. ❜ ( ADAM & SHIRO ) | @skyguarded

"Did we ever ? " Adam's voice was soft and he kept his back to Shiro so he couldn't see his face. He hated the space in between missions and news when they were stuck in red tape purgatory. He slid his glasses off and rubbed the curve of his cheek bone to his nose and relieving none of the pressure.

" Maybe the only choice we have is cancelling again. I can make some calls while you try to hear something. My mother might know something if she isn't playing hard to get as everyone else when it comes to this goddamn mission. "

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There was nothing more Adam could do. He had not a hair out of place, everything packed and repacked five times over (And weighed), and his mother's approval of his uniform. His placement day was supposed to be the greatest the world had seen of Garrison seeing him tied for the rest of his education to someone who would push him to be a better student.

What he never wanted was Shirogane.

The nameplate on the board remained "Wurren & Shirogane" as much as he tried to rub his eyes free of whatever delusion he was under. Maybe there was a leak in the vents again ? Maybe he was having a particularly awful nightmare ? Any reason is better than this reality where he has to room with him for the next four years.

There was the shuffle of luggage behind him and Adam braced himself, slapping on the smile his mother taught him for his future of running the Academy. Turning, he held his hand out— " While we have not seen eye to eye during our educational journey let me be the first to introduce myself properly as your roommate. May we push each other to excellence. "

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The console beeped and soft splashes of orange and red danced over Adam’s skin. “ You died on a moon years away, and I buried you. “ It is soft. A fact no matter how you look at it. “ I moved on. " His hands came up but he stopped the motion before they could wrap around himself. He did not deserve that. Not this soon. ” And lets not pretend you were anywhere close to me even before you left. " It wasn’t fair and Adam could not look at him. Could not betray himself and the pride he had managed to scrape together in his absence.  

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