#<- the reason I'm adding those is

[purpleleafsyt]

From my fic, Inclarity :>

#purplearts #chonny jash #cccc #chonnys charming chaos compendium #cj soul #cj mind #cjshipping #cw shipping #supernova #<- the reason I'm adding those is #1. the fic itself is up to interpretation/is vague about their relationship/is qpr adjacent #and 2. this was for a supernova event organized by. me on Twitter!! mind/soul day ;> #based on the eclipse day!! #bloodmoon is the 27th so expect something from me then :D #anyways. ive always wanted to draw scenes from my own fics #because who else is going to do it smh smh #plus it's really cool to see my writing turned to life through my own creation yknow #i might do other scenes too like LUVTH and BTNYCI have some good drawable moments in them

[secretsimpleness]

The disappointment.

Warden Surana, Morrigan / Dragon Age Origins (c) Bioware

#dragon age #dragon age fan art #comic #warden surana #morrigan #bioware #dao #dragon age origins #hero of ferelden #surana #morrigan's robes #or rather: morrigan's “robes” #for some reason I find it even worse in inquisition. maybe it kinda blurrs together in origins so it looks like the shirt covers more? #(the irony of me usually putting surana in the chasind robe which is - if at all possible - even colder-looking.) #well it's fine. it's all part of the charm etc. #I keep thinking about those outfits they added to sims 4 with dragon age and mass effect themes - #and I'm still so upset that there was not a single grey warden insignia! not a one! how dare! that's all I wanted! #wow three versions of the templar sigil nice thanks. they might as well have added a tranquility tattoo as well. #'yeah everyone loves the chantry. what? the grey wardens? dude that's sooo last season nobody cares about the grey wardens.' #I'm pulling the leg here but I just find it so interesting. like what was the pitch? it just makes me laugh thinking about it. #I do appreciate the effort lol. but still. not even a tiny griffon..? really? I feel like I missed it; like it's hiding somewhere. #one day I shall find it in a completely unrelated stack of t-shirts. hope is not yet lost.

[miraculouslbcnreactions]

I've recently come across a couple of season 4 fanfics that dealt with the Chat Noir feeling left out and quitting thing and every time I read one I can't help but think "man did they chose the wrong side of the masks AND the wrong characters for this conflict. Chat Noir comes across terribly here". It's weird to see people try and justify his behavior and act like Ladybug was in the wrong.

Was Ladybug being the best friend ever? No, but friendship is secondary when they're wearing the masks. Paris comes first. Chat Noir quitting because he doesn't feel special enough is literally him endangering everyone he loves because his crush isn't paying enough attention to him and I truly can't tell if the show wanted us to feel like he was in the right or the wrong here. In Kuro Neko, Catwalker actually does acknowledge the lesson he needed to learn

There's nothing wrong with you. Maybe the boy who was Cat Noir was more sensitive than it seemed. But his feelings for you shouldn't force you to pay more attention to him than to others. You take care of everybody equally, Ladybug. 

And Chat Noir apologizes at the end of the episode for causing Ladybug trouble, but the whole thing is incredibly lackluster. They don't actually have a meaningful conversation about why he was feeling that way and the rest of the season seems to present Ladybug as being in the wrong, especially the final! Trusting Alya leads to nothing meaningful and not trusting Chat Noir loses her the miraculous. Basically, I still have no idea what season 4 was trying to do with this conflict and it's been dropped forever now that Adrien is fully reduced to nothing more than arm candy.

HOWEVER, this basic setup could have been a fantastic b plot if the "Adrien doesn't feel needed" conflict wasn't a Ladynoir conflict, but was instead a conflict between Adrien and Nino. Move Rocketear up to earlier in the season and have the fallout from that be that Adrien's relationship with Nino is strained. He can still feel leftout because Ladybug has a bigger team now, but instead of him pouting about it and skipping fights, focus on how that need for connection has transferred to his civilian life, but he doesn't have Kagami or Nino now and he's lost. Then you can either have an Adrien and Nino b plot because that relationship needs more screen time OR you use this to make Adrien and Marinette start to grow closer because Rocketear's fallout is also Alya paying more attention to Nino. Then, when season 5 does the whole crush switch, it actually feels earned.

#ml writing salt #ml writing critical #adrien deserves better #marinette deserves better #ml season 4 salt #Can you tell that I'm a little tired of fics that try to blame Ladybug for Chat Noir feeling left out? #It's reasonable for him to have those feelings but boy did they have him express them in a way that was totally unbecoming for a hero #She's a little too busy saving the world and trying to stay sane to worry about his emotions #Especially when he never actually tells her that something's wrong #Though I will absolutely grant you that he needed to know about the Alya situation and keeping him in the dark was BS #I love Alya but that plot was so stupid for so many reasons #It felt like it was just added for cheap drama and not because it was a good addition to the show

[tsururoach]

The thing about Ryomina (mlm or mlf) is that I hesitate to say I "ship" it because I don't really consider them solely in the 'romantic' side of things.

Like, to me their whole deal is more on the conceptual scale of things. They exist on many planes, they can be romantic, they can be platonic, they can be the same person, but there is still emotions there regardless of what you do.

Death delivers all, death is all encompassing, death lived inside of them until one day, it leaves. Something that was in them for 10 years leaves him. It should've felt empty, like something wrong. And yet that thing, that concept, that person was no longer stagnant. It saw the world from you, and it grows. It becomes a person, it becomes human. (You also, learn to become human)

It starts off someone who knew only that single point of view, to someone who was able to change. Change themself- and change you- no longer restricted by that tie to you. And yet, the bond you have was strong enough that he was still led back to you.

I think the 'love' that would hypothetically exist between the two of them would be the 'love' someone could have for a concept. An Abstraction and mixed with simple human affection. The love of the life that lived next to the protag. The protag to me would love Ryoji, the way one would love life.

Funny how that is: Loving death like life.

V ADDING A DISCUSSION ON HAMUGIS AND RYOMINA SECTION HERE V

I consider Hamugis more generally romantic than Ryomina but thats also because they also have less fuckassery. But i still also do consider them in that nebulous relationship status area.

Don't get me wrong. I love love love hamugis. Actually let me add a sidetwt doodle here while I can.

Okay heres the thing about my preferences in Persona 3 ships. I'm actually okay with most of them tbh. Like generally I usually don't get other people's interpretations of certain ships, but i still on some level kind of like. Get it.

The only one is like. Junpei and anyone who isn't Chidori; or at the very least with anyone who redacts chidori entirely. I like jundori okay. I like Junpei. Junpei's #1 defender.

But I do on a level instinctively prefer the mlm ver of ryomina over mlf, and the flf ver of hamugis over mlm. (I do actually overall prefer aigis x protag over ryomina in general in the normal terms of 'ship' but we already talked about that)

Now I'm well aware technically I could make the protaganist's character whatever but we've come far enough that a lot of "insert" protagonists already have a general kind of personality okay. I do sometimes err away from canon portrayals, yeah but hey.

Anyways I feel like... Hamuko and Aigis form a stronger bond together. It's not just the difficulty of the love itself that changes things. It's the approach. Hamuko is generally portrayed as more headstrong and more outwardly optimistic, which, yeah.

I feel like... While Aigis benefits from someone reaching out to her, inversely, Ryoji benefits from reaching out to someone?

And then when Aigis is forced to reach out...

Anyways, what I'm trying to say is I feel like the bond overall has more meaning. Like I did say Aigis' relationship with the protagonist is also still in that conceptual air, I'm kind of rehashing what I said before. Aigis is coming to terms with her own humanity .

I lost the plot of this psot.

#ryomina #kind of #persona 3 #not my art #roach rambles #scuttles away #“What about aigis” i support aigis in every way conceivable. she could tell me the sky turns green and i'd pollute the environment. (JOKE) #However #the reason i kind of agree with the hamuko x aigis n ryoji x minato is because the general canon #like personality wise I feel like the natural development of those two are the most compelling #while I'm generally neutral to both versions of the ship #like aigis and minato is always wonderful and cute #and ryoji n hamuko is always silly and fun and still deeply tragic #i like the general interpretations i have of the protaganists and the impact that would have on those respective characters #actually fuck ryomina im adding hamgus to the post #*adds a read more again* #Hamugis

[nursemimosa]

all of the larry merch I have from the paldean memories line so far...

#that's right. i keep all those mf thangs on me. #i wanna get the rest but i am in no place to do that right now lol #these were all very belated bday gifts from friends who were in japan a while back #i also want some of the iono arven and nemona stuff #anyways when they make more jacq stuff and actual miriam stuff. nobody will be safe. #this was gonna be a post about my entire larry collection (adding fan merch) but i'm going to a con and might find more so i'll wait LOL #of all the SV characters why do and he and jacq have to be my kinnies (for secret venty reasons) #pokemon larry #larry pokemon #gym leader larry #pokemon sv #mine

[sherlock-is-ace]

the imposter syndrome i feel every time i even slightly think i might be autistic is insane, specially for a person who highly relates to the lived experiences of people who are professionally diagnosed.

Like I was just watching this one youtuber, and she was talking about very specific examples in her life and childhood where she saw autistic traits that made her realize she was autistic and then seek a diagnosis and then get one, and everything she was saying was like she was describing my life! But yeah no, I can't be autistic tho

#and one thing that has been filling me with dread (as if it was relevant lol) is the idea of seeking a diagnosis and #either not geting it because it's already so hard to find a diagnosis for '''''''women''''''' (afabs) #and that will make me doubt myself even more! but most importantly those around me who already don't believe me #but also i'm very scared about this one thing in particular which is the talking to your parents portion of the diagnosis #where the therapist will want to talk to people who knew me as a child... and that person will have to be my mom #and i'm pretty sure she will dismiss most signs. like she would either not bring them up because ''they're normal'' #or play them as less important than they were #or maybe she didn't even notice them! because most of my struggles are internal! #things like being bullied or having no friends or liking a routine #idk if she'll be able to talk about all those #because my bullying wasn't violent it was mostly dismissive #my ''friends'' weren't really friends like i didn't CARE for them as maybe someone would have #and also they would leave me for no reason at all out of the blue... so i don't think even THEY considered ME a friend #and liking routine i guess she could say i prefered it but she doesn't know to the extent i hated going off it #i'm sure she forgot about the time i cried (as a 10 year old so not THAT young) because they made us change classroom #and i didn't know that was gonna happen... it was added to the anxiety that i thought my mother wouldn't be able to find me #but like the unknown classroom traumatized me (to this day i get anxious just thinking about that) #like... all those things i don't think she would bring up (if she could even) and i fear that will make me not get a diagnosis #not that this is a thing that's gonna happen cause as i established i cannot afford a therapist nor i'll ever get a diagnosis i don't think #so like it's not relevant #but i am anxious about it nonetheless #angel talks #personal #idk what's my point with this post btw i'm just venting and creaming to the void #dkfjhgdfg

[dazais-guardian-angel]

kinda wild to me that one of the most compelling aspects of both Chuuya and Kunikida's characters to me, that I never really see talked about, is how they're heavily set on a doomed crash course towards complete and utter destruction, and how I am so, so worried for them both.....

#bungou stray dogs #been thinking a lot about chuuya lately (shocking for me i know (said with no sarcasm truly lmao it is rare for me)) #cause of the 15 manga and also playing the fucking jeht quest in genshin impact ugh (where's the one dual genshin bsd fan who Understands) #but like this pressure has been building up for chuuya for so long due to being used and manipulated by all these people #first the sheep then mori then verlaine then still mori now #he was groomed since childhood just like dazai #but unlike dazai he didn't have an oda to help him get out of the mafia........ he's still stuck there #and his personality is different from dazai's. dazai was more self-aware imo (but still a groomed emotionally abused kid don't get me wrong #but chuuya's whole thing is needing to belong and wanting a leader to be loyal to but ending up in positions of leadership himself #which makes him feel pressured but he accepts and stifles any negative feelings just because he wants to belong #and all this crushed him with the events in the light novels and yeah he went through character growth but he's...... Still In The Mafia... #and that fucking scene asagiri added to the cannibalism stage play i don't think hardly anyone even knows about bc IT'S NOT DISCUSSED ANYMO #where mori emotionally manipulates him with the flags!!! and it deeply hurts him!!! and he presumably deals with that shit all the time!!! #it is WORRISOME. it WORRIES ME okay. #chuuya doesn't have anyone who can save him from the mafia (dazai is in no position to okay; it's all he can do just to try to save himself #and it's so so scary. it spells awful things for him. #didn't asagiri say he'd have a rough path or something??? and he added that fucking scene in the play!!! it haunts me!! #i fully expected this shit to hit a turning point in the meursault arc but we can't have nice things i guess #and as for kunikida a;lskdfl (took me this long to get to him oop) literally the ending of Entrance Exam (the novel) is just #One Big Foreshadowing for Kunikida's downfall #he's compared to the azure king for a reason. Sasaki saw the azure king in him for a reason. it's fucking worrying!!!!! #there hasn't really been anything like that since in the manga (just like for chuuya lol ugh) but he's TERRIBLE at coping with his trauma #and it only gets more apparent once shit hit the fan in the doa/hunting dogs/meursault arc #it's not good!!! i'm worried for kunikida too!!!! #even if the manga isn't focusing on this these worries are always in the back of my mind man #both kunikida and chuuya are doomed to hit some kind of breaking point eventually and i await those moments with dread yet anticipation #i want dazai to be able to save kunikida from the despair being too good a person brings the way he couldn't save oda #and chuuya.... if we get a scene with him & mori mirroring the one in dark era where dazai finds out that mori orchestrated the kids' death #oh man i think i'll fucking die (give it to me i need to cry)

[cowardlycowboys]

before I nap I've decided just for future purposes I will be tagging all self hatred posts with kiera hate club so you can block that ok bye thank u

#omg kiera no one cares #my reason for kiera hate club is 1) funny 2) real 3) unused i hope at least 4) i don't want to use like real tags associated with that stuf #because i don't WANT those posts really seen i am just adding something to my diary in a sense #but i do realize that yeah people might get hurt by it or think I'm baiting for validation etc etc and so anyway #that tag will be used hope we're all good and okay ok love you bye #like yeah it's MY blog but i also care about you guys and want this to be a good experience for you you know

[bbbartblog]

I'm gonna be represented by a shapeshifting dragon girl from now, because I like dragons~

Also, I haven't settled on a dragon form, but here's some potential sketches:

#original #I'm going back to my roots because when I was little I constantly drew myself with dragon wings #I've just always liked dragons even if I can't draw them all that well lol #I also added a sunflower theme 'cause I've always liked sunflowers as well #I've included those with my previous avatar sometimes so that might not come as a surprise haha #also blue+yellow and blue+yellow+brown are some of my fav colour combos! #So there's an additional reason as to why I like my new avatar hehe~

[theflyingfeeling]

thank you @kaunisbaby @demon-fae @because-its-eurovision and @ss4nni for tagging me 🥺💗

instructions: on pinterest, search [your name + core], post 6 pictures and tag 6 people

...alas I have a stupid-ass name and couldn't get enough results for my first name to compile a moodboard I'd want to post, so I made one with my URL instead (which was kinda of a struggle as well, how the fuck did y'all get such cool pictures?! 😭)

tagging anyone who hasn't done this yet and wants to ✨

#in case you're curious about what i got for my first name: #for starters there was a total of 21 results. like. 21 pictures and that's it. so not a whole lot to choose from anyway 🤡 #some of them seem to be random ads #six of them are workout related #three pictures from twilight for some reason :D #(and no my name's not in twilight as far as i can tell) #two dark foggy pictures #two pictures of anya taylor-joy #(again: no my name is not anya or taylor or joy or anything resembling any of those names in any way?? :D) #two random science graphs idk #a picture of sai pallavi (an indian actress apparently) #a poorly drawn picture of a house and a text 'i hate going home' (as if drawn/written by a child) #a pink glittery skeleton taking a selfie (the only pic that was kinda cool lol) #and finally a picture of rainbow moonstones. pretty cool actually but the picture is boring #so yeah. naturally i'm taking this way too personally and am now close to tears #because my name's so useless and stupid disgusting that one can't even make a cool moodboard out of it 🤗 #(i'm fine really lol i'm just on my period that's all. i do think my name is stupid though 😪)

[elisedonut]

sudden itch to write a rare pair fic thats not Percy related

but like

the last time I did that it ended up becoming my top fic and lead to me deciding that you know... actually I hate that ship just out of spite so i'm not sure how good of an idea it is

maybe if i try like femslash or something super super rare with side characters or something

#using tumblr as a diary again #like is it healthy to feel that way? #no it's probably not but knowing that hasn't made the feeling go away in the months sense i posted it lol #like multiple people have asked for more for it but I'm ngl I'm likely never touching that ship again much less the fic itself #like if i even did decide to it would probably just be Percy and Viktor meeting #the whole reason it even became the ship it did was because I couldn't figure out how to write Viktor #But i don't think that's what people mean when they say they want more of it but maybe id be less annoyed if I did add a Percy/Viktor chapt #I feel like this is what those people mean when they talk about posting art you put your all into vs a doodle #because while i spent a hell of a long time procrastinating writing it i was never like actually happy with it #I just kinda wrote and posted it because I was running out of time and wanted to be done with it #which I think is part of why I find it annoying that it has like double the kudo's of everything else but it makes sense that it does #like it's a garbage fic yeah but its the main character and a fan favorite so ofc its going to get more attention #especially in comparison to the niche nonsense I make that I like more #will I ever delete it No I'm fire believer in not deleting things I've made because ive learned in my life i always regret it so #I just have to get better at writing so I can knock it off its horse >:) #or just keep adding extra chapters to Raspberry Muffin until it surpasses it lol #they only have a difference of 64 at the moment so its not impossible #I know im going to see this again in a few years and be so confused on why it bothered me so much i just know it lol

[noxumbra]

This image is old as hell (2021). It was made around the same time as my fake Jerma ad, but I never posted it for obvious reasons, lol.

This ad is based off of those weird romance Renta ads I used to see all the time.

I made a whole bunch of fake ads for a point-and-click Wix site game I made (which is now defunct). These showed up as you scrolled through a bunch of fake in-game websites.

#The other ads were pretty lame and standard comparatively. This and the Jerma one were my favorite fake ads I made lol. #I was on speedrun mode trying to make this so no one seen it before the website was unveiled for Christmas. (1/2) #Also because I was embarrassed at the thought of having to explain what I was doing before it fully looked like an ad lol (2/2) #I considered drawing Naruto and Sasuke's faces myself but the idea to just paste them in was way funnier. Sasuke is straight from the manga #They're also supposed to be in a sauna but you can't really tell lol #my art #my edit #fake ad #fake advertisement #suggestive #naruto #narusasu #webcore #old web #I have an ad blocker now so I can't see those weird webtoon ads anymore but honestly I miss them. They were always hilarious to me (1/3) #Like the art and premise was always so crazy and for what? I'm waiting to watch a baking vid and I get an mpreg yaoi manga ad instead. (2/3 #Honestly respect though. Those ads always made my day. Give me something crazy instead of the same three instagram ads any day. (3/3) #also sorry to anyone who had to see this lol. I'm posting it for archival reasons and also to match the Jerma ad.

[redysetdare]

I fucking hate the "let people do whatever they want! It's just a fictional character!" argument in fandom spaces so fucking much. That argument isn't just used by aphobes it's also used by racists and ableists all the time and it's just exhausting to be in fandom spaces nowadays. No matter how much we tell them that fiction does in fact affect our reality these people simply aren't willing to listen. Just because you personally aren't affected doesn't suddenly mean that fiction doesn't have any effect on reality for anyone!! I hate how much people weaponise anti-censorship arguments against minorities. They just want to push us out of their communities by any means necessary. That's it. They don't want us in spaces that they consider as theirs.

The thing about the "let people do whatever they want" argument is that no individual has the ability to stop and censor another. no one is forcing anyone to stop, it's actually impossible to do so and they know that - what they're actually arguing is that "no one should judge me for what i do" "No one should voice disapproval or complain about what I'm doing" "I should be able to do what i want without social consequences." "people should always be tolerant of what I'm doing"

It's never been about "Letting people do what they want" but rather "you shouldn't be allowed to dislike me for what I do." they don't think they should be judged for their bigoted views that are thinly veiled behind "it's just fiction!". They don't want to be questioned about their underlying biases because they've built themselves up on being good and an ally - but it's all a performance. an appearance. they're more afraid of appearing racist or phobic rather than actually not being racist or phobic. They play the part of a good ally until they need to actually deconstruct their world view and how they interact with the world. then it's too much work and actually we're being unreasonable and getting upset over nothing. you see this a lot when they try to use loopholes to still seem progressive while also supporting their bigoted ideas.

In the end, anyone can do whatever they want; but that means anyone can judge you too. anyone can decide they don't like you for whatever reason. people can criticize you and form opinions around your actions. While the characters are fake, how you treat them is real. If you show no respect for fake minorities then how can anyone trust you to show respect for real ones?

#asks #these people also tend to forget educational kids cartoon exist which are known for having an impact on kids development #or how propaganda can make people view certain actions or beliefs as ok. #there are a lot of religious propaganda cartoons out there geared towards kids for a reason #stereotypes in media help reinforce those stereotypes in society. thats why conservatives are so scared of shows adding gay characters #the hays code existed for a reason. because fiction has an impact. #fiction and how we engage with it reflects reality while reality also reflects fiction #sure just because you read a book about a murderer doesn't mean you will murder someone. #But a story that glorifies war will tell you that a certain group of people is okay to murder. and you will internalize that. #people will cry about the power media has until it doesn't support them anymore to do so. #then suddenly “fiction cant possibly have any affects on reality at all and even if it did it's not like it's canon anyways!” #it may not affect canon but it sure tells me a lot about how you view me. #sorry if this seems all over the place today I'm having some brain fog #lets see if i make any sense

[dravidious]

I rest my case.

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Fuckin BULLSHIT the one on the right is way better you only need 1 stroke to draw it!

Speaking of some things being objectively better than others for very important reasons, I booted up my brother’s old copy of Hyrule Warriors yesterday and tried to get A-ranks in the adventure mode, only to gradually realize just how important the level-up system is, meaning that no matter how good you are, the only way to have a chance of getting A-ranks on the later stages is to grind until the enemies don’t take 5 whole minutes each to kill.

Then I ranted to myself in my room about how Ultrakill’s P-ranks are way better

#asks #what kind of legend of zelda game has a fucking level up system? #the game already has 3 other progression systems to make you more powerful #why include a level up system? in a zelda game? #have i ranted about my hatred of number inflation/number-go-up progression on tumblr before? #because i REALLY hate when a perfectly good game has a level up system slapped onto it for no reason #especially this one! #why am i being punished for using a character that i don't play very often?! #absolute nonsense #and when i was playing and trying to a-rank a level i kept getting closer and closer to doing it #and i was like 'yes i'm doing it i'm learning the level and mastering my character!' #'now that i know my character better i'm killing the enemies so much faster! :D' #no. it was just because my numbers were going up :( #'We added a progression system.' #ruined a perfectly good game is what you did. look at it it's got a treadmill attached #some games actually USE their level up systems #pokemon uses it for evolution and to teach new moves #i still don't like the number inflation aspect but at least it's SOMETHING #and Tunic has you finding offerings in hidden treasure chests and choosing how you spend your currency #but hyrule warriors? nothing. it just boosts your health and damage #which i repeat: THERE ARE OTHER PROGRESSION SYSTEMS IN THE GAME THAT ALREADY DO THAT #except you actually have some control over those ones #you get heart containers by finding treasure and getting a-ranks #and you get better weapons by getting loot from enemies and getting a-ranks #and there's ALSO the badge system which does a whole bunch of Stuff #i swear the only reason to have the level up system is to artificially extend the playtime #i guess there might be a skill barrier because the other progression methods require a-ranks #but forcing less-skilled players to spend hours grinding to get up to the level of better players is NOT the solution

[slumbergoblin]

Copying and pasting a thing I wrote in notepad: Ages: Shortly before Betrayus's disappearance/Present day in story (year born in our years) (heights)

*= OC

Kids Pac: was 3, is currently 14 (2008) (160cm, 5'3") Cylindria: was 4, is currently 15 (2007) (165cm, 5'5") Spiral: was 6, is currently 17 (2005) (180cm, 5'11") Skeebo: was 5, is currently 16 (2006) (173cm, 5'8") Elliptica: was 5, is currently 16 (2006) (175cm, 5'9")

Adults Betrayus: was 39, is currently 50 (1972) (187cm, 6'1") Stratos: was 43, is currently 54 (1968) (218cm, 7'2") *Oscar: was 41, is currently 52 (1970) (167cm, 5'6") *Mei: was 41, is currently 52 (1970) (154cm, 5'1") Zac: was 33, is currently 44 (1978) (175cm, 5'7") Sunny: was 33, is currently 44 (1978) (165cm, 5'4") Spheria: was 48, is currently 59 (1963) (184cm, 6'0") Sir C.: was 59, is currently 70 (1952) (162cm, 5'3")

(adults years apart) Betrayus and Stratos are 4 years apart Oscar and Mei are a couple of months apart Betrayus, Mei, and Oscar are 2 years apart Stratos, Mei, and Oscar are 2 years apart Zac and Sunny are a couple of months apart Betrayus, Zac, and Sunny are 6 years apart Stratos, Zac, and Sunny are 10 years apart Oscar, Mei, Zac, and Sunny are 8 years apart Zac, Sunny, and Spheria are 15 years apart Spheria and Sir C. are 11 years apart Spheria and Stratos are 5 years apart Spheria and Betrayus are 9 years apart Stratos and Sir C. are 16 years apart

#pmatga rewrite #pmatga #i'm editing and putting this here while i'm waiting for my hair to set (i'm dying it again) #I need to add what the current year is for THEIR world but all I can go off of is the dates on Mrs. Globular's board #I.e. Aug. 29th 2522 - Dec. 15th 2525 are the ONLY dates we get on screen of The Ghost Wars specifically #and then theres random dates/ or just numbers on the board going from 2632 (first episode) - 2674.5 (President possessed) #so idk if those ARE dates or just random numbers >:/ #I might just change Aug. 2522 from 'Betrayus's first Betrayal (lol)' to 'the first major disappearance of a lot people' #and then make Betrayus's last day 'alive' or w/e Dec. 2525 #gives people 3 years to decide on Betrayus being the reason why Zac and Sunny (and MANY other people) went MIA all of a sudden #this also means Mei and Betrayus met in 2515. nice! :) #i'll edit this with the 2500-Pac World dates when I get around to it #also lmk if theres any errors because I JUST noticed that some of the heights weren't adding up and I think some still don't #also if it's hard to read I apologize because I have to squint my eyes to look at this #big BLOCKS of text make me squint real bad :( #oh I guess these count as headcanons huh. oh well lol #i also might make Elli and Cylindria the same age actually

[mattodore]

made some changes to mattodore's sims so now i've been flipping back and forth between screenshots of their newer vs. older versions for the last ten minutes trying to decide if i wanna keep the changes or not. agony. pain. grief AND wailing. slings and arrows.

#river dipping #have i slept at all? no #i originally opened the sims just to test out the changes i made to my cas bg w/ the help of vyx <333 #um but well. then i was spinning theo around in cas and i realized how crazy it is how little skin details he and matthias have #so i finally started going through all the categories and added things here and there... i added some shading to theo's face #and then i was like wow that looks great let me do the same to matthias but... looking at him now i'm thinking not djkfghkf #he's too pale for that i think it makes him look... idk off. so i'll probably be completely reverting matthias's sim back #but theo.......... he looks SOOOO much better now #i FINALLY went in and gave him an overlay for his body which i hadn't done... for whatever reason? #honestly matthias needs a new one as well but i think i'll have to make him a custom blend for him so his face isn't layered over. ugh. #i also need to make his skintone ww compatible so i might do those both at the same time... 😑 #then again i say this but ykw i still haven't done? fix the color of his eyebrows despite saying i was gonna do that days ago. #i'm a liar. i lie. #………………… <- posts i was in the middle of writing nearly seven hours ago and fell asleep on before posting #and now i’ve woken up with futile devices by sufjan stuck in my head so yeah. today’s gonna be a crazy one probably #good morning i guess djfhfgsgdf