#<- for blocklists. I really hope that tag doesn't attract weird people

[ghostb0o]

I've been seeing people say people here are being more optimistic about the state of the qsmp

Bitch wh e re

On a more serious note I have so much empathy for quackity rn. Irl I recently just had had a community event I was helping plan ("helping", it was mostly me :///) fall through and it fuckin SUCKED. Similarly enough it was due to me naively trusting people to do their jobs without 247 oversight. Thankfully it was just group project shenanigans and not like financial embezzlement or whatever the hell is happening over there. I felt and feel like a shit failure for my thing and I don't even have masses of people on Twitter to deal with so I respect the guy a lot for not imploding and booking a trip to Niagara

#I may just be severely mentally ill #but for real I need to tune out qsmp stuff for the time being cause this situation is so upsetting and discouraging to see #such a cool project falling apart so soon after a project I was involved in had #Both of which i was really passionate about #its disheartening too because my confidence in myself and my ability to get shit done has tanked #and I get to see this and be like “this is what could happen if you ever shoot for something bigger. dont do it :)” #Again I may just be severely mentally ill #and grasping onto whatever can make me feel worse about my abilities #I dont wanna say I feel horrible for the guy because of the business side of things that I dont understand but I do #the dissapointment is palpable #It might ruin some friendships too ayy just like my thing ayyy #cw dark humor #cw negativity #qsmp neg #<- for blocklists. I really hope that tag doesn't attract weird people