#:;dottore.stan.anon

[maaarshieee]

OKAY SO I SLEPT ON THIS IDEA AND I LOVE IT EVEN MORE SO IM GONNA THROW IT AT U AND U CAN DECIDE AS WELL

so mr dottore wears gloves obviously. just like literally most of the genshin characters. but what if this;

the reader has been w him for a while, but he’s very adamant on not showing his hands to u. so u decide to ask him about it and basically he trues to brush it off, only to tell u about an accident he had during the akademiya that left his hands scarred and just not good looking.

how the reader takes that info is up to u 🤭 i just love the idea of little things w dottore that make him vulnerable to his partner, whether he believes it does or not

- dottore stan (srry if this was long i typed quite a bit 😭)

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a/n - DOTTORE ANON I LITERALLY HAD THE SAME IDEA IN MY DRAFTS BUT YOURS MAKES MUCH MORE SENSE THAN HIS MASK,,, cuz scars on his face are not canon but hands??? yes yes yesyesy ily/p, ALSO I DONT MIND IF YOU SEND A LONG MESSAGE! I LOVE READING DETAILED REQUESTS <3 titled "scars", have a good day/night! (i aspire to be the home of soft dottores)

↬ cw: established long-term relationship with reader, mentions of experiments, canon typical violence, usage of 'zandik' for dottore's real name, non canon scars i just had a brainrot at the scars part

You never knew the reason why Dottore had started wearing gloves back then.

While you were away in a different region for a thesis project, as well as a couple errands to complete for Zandik, when you were both back at Sumeru Akademiya, an accident occurred relating to his experiments and his hands.

You never really understood why he hid them from you, but other segments he's made also refused to remove their gloves unless they were created before the accident. Even in bed, on occasions he'd lay with you, he'd have them on. You've never complained though since you liked the feeling of his gloved hands on your skin.

But still, can he fault you for your ever-growing curiosity over your lover? It has been years and he's yet to reveal what was underneath those smooth cloth that hid the scars, you assumed, within.

"Is it really that bad?" You asked one day, exasperated as you watched him write on his whiteboard, completely focused, but also listening to your words. He'd never dare to miss anything you'd say to him. Dottore only threw you a glance, before proceeding to write equations you could barely comprehend. "What are you addressing?"

You gesture at his hands, to which he paused with a small frown tugging on his lips. "I mean, it's been so long since I've seen your hands, Dottore." You stated, curiously eyeing his gloves and taking a step closer to him. "I never knew what happened to them as well, but you don't really have to tell me, I just..." You faltered when he capped the marker he held and hid his hands behind his back, letting out an unamused scoff.

"Is this really necessary?" How stubborn you are, you've never learnt to give up on things that piqued your never-ending interest in the unknown. He marvels at that unchangeable trait of yours, but unfortunately, the only secret he's ever held from you was included.

"No," You admitted, but you were unbothered by his dismissive nature, having grown used to it when the topic relates to his hands. "I am merely curious and quite concerned as to why my lover is ashamed of revealing his hands to me." Each word you've greatly emphasized stabbed through him with annoyance, especially when you've assumed he's ashamed of such trivial matters.

Him? Ashamed? He's done so many things to others that you were aware of and yet you say he's ashamed of his hands all because of his scars? And not because it is the hands of a sinner? Honestly, you're one thing that Dottore fails to decipher.

A scowl formed on his lips, revealing his sharp teeth as he clenched his hands into fists behind his back. "Dear, I must ask you to kindly put an end to spouting nonsense." He hissed through his teeth, glaring threateningly at you. But you knew that glare and the hard tone in his voice weren't genuine. Whenever he expressed anger towards you, they always meant something else. Defensive, if you will.

At this point, the other segments had to pause from whatever they were doing, listening to the words they exchange and observing what would happen. "I see them often tremble when you need to remove them when I'm around, you know?" You stated, his lips now a thin line, which made you regret ever mentioning that to him. "I- well, granted I've never seen them whenever you do, but I notice things, okay?"

You raised your arms and sighed in defeat, taking a step back from Dottore. Well, it has been years. Curiosity will forever haunt you like an irremovable itch but you'll refrain from ever mentioning it if it always riles him up like this. It was time for you to give up. What you didn't catch sight of was the way Dottore tensed when he heard you sigh, a frown evident on your features.

"My apologies, love. See to it in the future that I'll cease ever mentioning your gloves, or your hands, I wish to not further upset you."

It seemed to subdue the growing frustration he's had with the topic for many years now, satisfied with your words. "Very well, then." He didn't say it, but you understood that he wanted to say his thanks to you, a small smile on your lips. And with that, you took your leave for your other duties as part of the Fatui and Dottore went back to continuing on with his projects. You thought that would be the end of it since he's oddly secretive about it.

Until one day, he decided to open up to you out of the blue.

It wasn't often that Dottore— not a segment, would join you in your shared private chambers and shed himself from his thick layers of clothing, leaving himself in his dress shirt, pants, and gloves. It was... certainly odd for Dottore to be this affectionate, especially when he allowed you to wrap yourself with his coat, which he always used in Zapolyarny Palace or his laboratory and would snatch it from you when he spots you wearing it.

Dottore almost turned his heels and left you by yourself once again when you kept staring at him with wide eyes, lips parted in shock whilst you buried yourself deeper into his coat. "Quit staring." He seethes with a scowl and you broke into the biggest grin he's seen for a while, finally seating himself next to you. "Come," Without hesitation, you immediately flung yourself toward him and wrapped your arms around him, pulling him close as you place yourself in between his legs.

"Now now," You started, a pleased sigh escaping your lips when you felt his arms wrap around you as well, fingers tracing the structure of the bones on your back, trailing up your spine and to your nape, "This is quite the surprise, it's only been..." You hummed in thought, cheek pressed against his chest, "A few weeks since you've given me so much love and affection."

Dottore could hear the tease in the tone of your voice, and yet, perhaps just for tonight, when he chose to be a tad more vulnerable towards you? "Would you prefer if I was more affectionate, then?" And you stumbled in your words, giving him an incredulous look, hands now cupping his exposed cheeks. "Oh my, d-did you hit your head? Did something happen!?"

He had to stop himself from rolling his eyes at your exaggerated reaction and pushed your hands away, instead leading your hand to the end of his gloves, encouraging you to take them off. Now you were completely at a loss for words, sitting up and eyeing his masked face, scanning for any reactions that could give away anything to what he feels at the moment.

But you caught no signs of any usual emotions you see he wears on his face on a daily basis. Irritation, uninterest, anger, or any of the sorts. And you've always been graced by his sincerity only for you, but somehow, this felt a little different.

"If you're not opposed to it..." Your eyes went back to his gloves, a little nervous, "Then, shall I?" This time, he couldn't help it. "Just get on with it." He sighed and rolled his eyes, which earned a snort from you, finally feeling more at ease at this much more familiar behavior, and slowly pulled off his gloves.

You observed the scars on his hands— from the tips of his fingers down to his wrist, they faded to a deep shade of turquoise, and scars scattered all across his hands and arms, similar to what they call; "Lichtenberg scars?" You quired, fingertips tracing the patterns splayed on his skin, fascinated. "Just what happened in your old lab that caused such marks? And the coloring— what the hell?"

Dottore would never admit this to you, but he felt his heart still the more you spoke, anticipating unpleasantry from your lips though Dottore found it odd that he never felt this way until you've finally seen them (no, he has, he was merely in denial).

But of course, since when have you spoken badly of him? With the same adoring smile, you always wore, your eyes sparkled in wonder open further observation. "These patterns are rather lovely, in my opinion. Compliments the dark colors of... well, wherever these hues of blue came from." He had unknowingly let out a breath of relief, lacing his fingers with yours, a small scowl once again etched on his lips.

"Don't speak of them as if they were for design." He warned, though, despite his hard tone, his touch was completely different. Soft, warm, and contained gentleness you've never thought he'd have in him. "Have you forgotten I acquired them through an accident?"

"Then, do they still hurt?" You simply asked, eyes gazing upon his masked face, head slightly tilted to the side. Dottore was about to deny it but instead shook his head. "Occasionally, yes. Though you needn't worry since I can barely feel them."

He paused when you leaned down, lips attached to the scars littered on his hands. Baffled, he almost pulled his hands away from you but refrained to do so. Not when your lips feel so divine on his aching skin. "I... what are you...?" It wasn't often he'd falter.

"No one's ever kissed them," You answered, eyes filled with mirth once you saw you'd taken him off guard, small giggles bubbling from your chest. "I'll take any opportunity I get but I can stop if you do not like it—"

"Continue," Dottore said quickly, startling you but you let out a soft laugh, shaking your head at his antics, and peppered his skin with kisses, while his other hand caressed your cheek lovingly, a slight upward curve at the corners of his lips.

"Does this mean I'm allowed to see more of your uncovered hands, darling?" You pushed your luck, and it seems he's rather giving tonight, making your heart race.

"Perhaps, if you hadn't annoyed me before you asked."

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[maaarshieee]

STRAIGHT FROM REDDIT AND GAME;

‘If you name Scaramouche as Zandik..

Discussion::

If you name Scaramouche as Zandik, he says "is this supposed to be vour attempt at a joke?" similar to how he responds to naming him Tartaglia, Pierro, Pulcinella. If you name him Dottore he says "you can't be serious".

So, is this confirmation that Dottore was indeed Zandik?’

BRUH BE SO FR LIKE COME ON SIDYAIGDIWHDJ

- DOTTORE STAN

OH??????? OH MY GOD. Reddit you BASTARD, Good.. Good.. This is all I need as a confirmation...

#:;marshie.speaks #:;dottore.stan.anon

[maaarshieee]

U WANNA KNOW WHO I AM LIKE FOR REALSIES?!

I ALWAYS GET NERVOUS REVEALING AND STUFF CAUSE WHAT IF U DONT LIKE MY CONTENT OR SOMETHING THEN DONT LIKE ME AND BLOCK ME

- dottore stan (whos letting his overthinking take over)

STOPP KXJDJDHS WHY WOULDN'T I LIKE YOUR CONTENT??? UNLESS IT'S REALLY CREEPY OVER THE LINE STUFF I WOULDN'T!! 💕 you don't have to reveal yourself though!! ❤❤ not until ur ready or comfy ☺☺

#:;marshie.speaks #I WAS JUST CURIOUS #or i can go ahead in ur ask box and bother you #HAHAHAHHAAH #:;dottore.stan.anon

[maaarshieee]

HEY MAR HOWS IT GOING?!

its been a minute since i talked on here omg. but i ended up changing my blog theme to ur suggestions and IT LOOKS SUPER COOL. SO THANK U.

and speaking of writing, im thinking of getting back on that dottore piece i said i'd write since im on break 🤭

- dottore stan

ACC REVEAL WHEN /LH

I'm glad you're liking your theme!! NP DKJDjdjd ❤❤ OMGwooo!! Writing 😈😈 have fun writing!!

#:;marshie.speaks #:;dottore.stan.anon #im very curious who you are #👉👈 #ALSO GL WRITING

[maaarshieee]

HEY HEY HEYY MARNI ACTUALLY HAVE A DILEMMA AND NEED HELP

so I’m changing my theme and gathering stuff for it and i cannot find the answer to this so maybe u can help LMAO

when i change my theme should i fix all my posts to match the new theme or keep them the old. IDK WHICH IS BETTER TO DO

- dottore stan

HI <33 npnp i think you can keep them in the old theme and save it for the new posts! its a lot of work (TRUST ME I CHANGE MY THEMES QUITE A BIT) so i don't bother much when im posting new shit anyways,, hope that helps but it ultimately lies on you <3

#:;marshie.speaks #:;dottore.stan.anon #maybe im just really lazy though LOL

[maaarshieee]

MERRY CHRISTMAS MAR!

i hope ur holiday has been very very nice so far 🫶

- dottore stan

HELLO!!! merry Christmas!!! :DD I hope your holiday is nice too!! Wishing you more happy days to come ❤

#:;marshie.speaks #:;dottore.stan.anon

[maaarshieee]

LASHJWGDJS UR THEME IS DEFINITELY FRUITY MY BRO DEFINITELY

also finals are actually not as bad as i thought they’d be. i kind of have a “break day” today cuz my finals today are theatre and math and i dont have a theatre final LMAO thank u for ur words!

so my two hour free period will either be me studying for my 130 question exam or reading ur fics. whichever i feel more motivated to do 🤭

- dottore stan

WOOOO a break is a break!! ALSO WHY AM I AN OPTION YOU SHOULD STUDY 😥😥😥

#:;marshie.speaks #slams your head gently and affectionately #STUDY #good luck on the rest of ur exams!! #:;dottore.stan.anon

[maaarshieee]

STOP I WENT SEARCHING FOR UR ACC AND I COULDNT FIND IT FOR A SEC

I DIDNT REALIZE UR THEME CHANGED IVE BEEN OFF TUMBLR CUZ OF FINALS 💔

- dottore stan (who loves the new theme btw green is his favourite colour so he might be biased but its okay)

my account has never been gayer <3 im glad you realized with was me though AHHAAHH,,, hope ur finals are going great <333

ALSO GREEN IS SUCH A PRETTY COLOR I AGREE!! i love green so much is v gorgeous...

#:;marshie.speaks #:;dottore.stan.anon #its just a phase tho i might change back to kaeya/j #OR ALHAITHAM #WHO KNOWS NOW HEHEHEHE

[maaarshieee]

how fun! if im being 1000%, im not doing very well lol. there was an incident at rehearsals today but i dont wanna dump it on u w/out permission!

plus, w finals and just stress its all piling up. i need a break lmao

- dottore stan

OH NO, i hope things get better for you!! wishing you luck <33 ur finals is so close to Christmas :(! hope you get rest soon enough ds anon !!! wishing u luck and better days <33

#:;marshie.speaks #:;dottore.stan.anon #ly ds anon /p <333 #take care of yourself!!

[maaarshieee]

hey mar! just got home and saw ur recs so i’ll definitely look into them :)

alsoo how was ur day today? :) i know these past days havent been the best from what ive seen so i thought id ask!

- dottore stan

im fine now!! im really upset with tumblr rn but like,,, its tumblr, i can't do anything with it anymore atp,, i can just wait until the tags become nice huehue,, im just reading more and more fics (as well as a book i bought called uhhh, the scum villain's self-saving system) than writing until tumblr plays nice LOL, but im working on my secret Santa fic now <33

hru ds anon??

#:;marshie.speaks #:;dottore.stan.anon #DONT BE TOO CONCERNED OVER ME #LIKE YEAH IM SAD BUT PLS YOU DONT HAVE TO WORRY ILL BE FINE #ill literally watch 2 hours work of lego cooking and ill be a-okay #hHDSAHDSAH #also about the themes #good luck !! ill do my best to assist if you ever need it again <3

[maaarshieee]

HEY MAR NEED SOME ASSITANCE

i wanna change my theme on my blog soon and need some ideas. my current one now is dark royalty so i want something thats soft on the eyes but also an aesthetic like this one u know?

IF U HAVE ANY IDEAS ID APPRECIATE IT

- dottore stan

OOOO!!! HI DS ANON❤❤ SORRY I JUST GOT HOME!!

Something soft hmmm... Oooo! Pastel skies and wind chimes! Ice cream theme? With the soft pinks and whites? I recommend going through pinterest for inspiration!! Dark royalty... Hmmm,, I had a theme once for an event I've never done and it's a myriad of pink pictures of royalty stuff,, I don't usually know where people get their theme stuff but I make my own in canva!! It's very useful! Bakery aesthetic? Heaven? Library? Garden? KFHFJFHDHSB Good luck on making a theme, hope I could've spurred ideas even thought I'm bad at it LOL

#:;marshie.speaks #:;dottore.stan.anon

[maaarshieee]

YAYAYA DISNEYLAND WAS SUPER FUN. i went for like 3 days but i was back at school today which was such a let down 💔

ALSO THE DILUC FIC?? IM?? IM?? I DONT EVEN LIKE DILUC BUT BRO?!?!

- DOTTORE STAN

I WANNA GO TO DISNEYLAND :( I went to a pool resort today that kinda felt like disney lang but the statues are all miscolored and disproportionate so me and my cousins all made fun of it, saying they were on drugs.. ALSO DW SCHOOL ENDS SO CLOSE YOU CAN PULL THROUGH ❤❤

Awwww ty!!! 👉👈I think Diluc is so fun to write for ❤❤ tho I can't believe I wrote for him b4 kaeya 🙁

#:;marshie.speaks #:;dottore.stan.anon #im a little sad that diluc fic didnt get much attention but it was so nice to write for so

[maaarshieee]

HEY MAR!

sorry i was mia i took a much needed vacation and went to disneyland for a couple days. but now its back to school and preparing for finals 💔

BUT THEN DURING BREAK I HAVE WRITING TIME SO YIPEE

anyways i hope u have been doing well!!

- dottore stan

OMG HIII <333 its fine you dont have to apologize!! needed that vacay fr ,, was it fun?? I've never been to a Disneyland ever 🥺🥺 GL ON YOUR FINALS! i just finished mine !! (well i mean i have 1 more day but im absent cuz of a bday party LOL),, writing spree during break >:) no more school to hold you back soon HEHEHE,,

also im doing fine! been extra sleepy tho

#:;marshie.speaks #:;dottore.stan.anon #i think i havent been sleeping much is all #ALSO GRHRGRH I NEED A BREAK TO REGEAIN ENERGY IN YULETIDE BREAK BUT IDEAS ARE OVERFLOWING #nice to have u back ds anon <3333

[maaarshieee]

BRO BRO

I THINK DOTTORE’S REAL NAME HAS BEEN SLIGHTLY CONFIRMED AS ZANDIK OMFG

- DOTTORE STAN

WHAT? WHERE. WHAT IS YOUR SOURCE, DOTTORE STAN. I'm literally SHAKING

#:;marshie.speaks #:;dottore.stan.anon #FINALLY CANON? #I DONT HAVE TO CHANGE THE NAME ONCE ITS FULLY RELEASED???

[maaarshieee]

hey mar i saw what u put out there and i wanted to check up and make sure u were okay personally :)

i know times can be tough and i cannot even begin to imagine what u must be going through. but i believe ur strong and can persevere!

and about wanting to request, i could always write something up for u! its not any trouble at all and i would love to help u feel better! pls just lmk! <33

- dottore stan

IHDSHD IM DOING FINE its just when my dad sends a text both me and my mom gets hella stressed (for reasons i wont share anymore) i think i can handle it fine? i mean, i dunno, the only thing that's making me fine is fanfics and writing. im rlly trying now to not let get my dark thoughts get to me like it always had and stay strong these days (BECAUSE IM NOT GONNA PASS BEFORE I CAN PLAY GENSHIN I SWEAR TO GOD)

ty for checking up on me! i don't wanna vent in social accounts because i don't wanna seem to be trying to fish for people's attentions, but this one is kinda writing related so i decide to post one? im not taking a break that's for sure. again ty for your concern <3 ill be writing as soon as im finished with this make up class fr.

#:;marshie.speaks #:;dottore.stan.anon #ABOUT THAT REQUEST YOU DONT HAVE TO BUT IF YOURE REALLY OKAY WITH IT UH #ok i havent actually listed characters i really like so here #kaeya (NUMBER 1 OFC); wanderer; childe #any one of those in any scenario #cuz i dotn want a hurt/comfort anymore i dont wanna think about shit :) #very fluff because. yes. #im a very fluff liker #IGNORE THE FACT I JUST WROTE ANGST FOR THE WANDERER YESTERDAY WE DONT TALK ABOUT THAT #I HAD TO REMOVE DOTTORE IN MY FAV LIST BC OF 3.3 FR

[maaarshieee]

PLSS IM ALWAYS STRESSING SO THIS IS ADDING ON THE MORE I THINK ABOUT IT ITS DEVOURING MY BRAIN

i also have no TOUCHED the archon quest 💀 ive been wayyy too busy so idk WHAT is going on atp

- dottore stan

us fr 🤝

ALSO I JUST FINISHED WATCHING THE ARCHON QUEST AND IM 😧😧😧😧 BRO it answers so many questions! too bad now fanfic writers gotta change their course of writing if they wanna write for the wanderer HAHAHAHA.. anywho, finally finished watching that for 2 hours... time to write this scara angst :)

#:;marshie.speaks #:;dottore.stan.anon #he;s so nice but also still so sassy. i love him for that