this has been rotting on my laptop for 2 years oopssss!!!
yes i have a very in depth very detailed very depressing bbs ballet au. heres the headcanon doc if u wanna peruse it (IM NOT A BALLET EXPERT FYI)
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Debbie might have cried over Nolan in the season 1 finale. But the way they made her lose it is such an important thing for the writers to show. She's sad, she's devastated, and she's also angry.
This is a woman has repressed such immense sadness and anger. She held herself together and yet the moment she broke, her son immediately witnessed her breakdown.
The way she immediately turned away from Mark when it sunk to her that he's really there. In the flesh. It breaks my heart, because she doesn't want him to see her that way.
She didn't even want him to be near her at first. She could barely speak at all that she had to hold her hand out to stop him. And even though she did that, she let her other hand stay on her face to keep the tears covered from him.
And Mark sees her. He's sad too. And he knows that his mom is tired as well. He knows she needs him.
I love how much he loves his mom and that he knows her enough to understand what she needs.
He didn't stay standing up then put a comforting hand on her shoulder. He kneeled at her side and waited for her.
Debbie didn't need space.
Debbie didn't need words of reassurance.
She just needed someone to be with her, to be held and given a space where she can just be.
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I was wondering if u wouldn't mind me asking more lore for the nun au :3. So, for demon Ragatha, can everyone see her, or just Pomni? If other people can see her, does she appear like a demon, or a normal human (like a disguise)? Also, does Ragatha give off any vibes? Like if u walk past her, would u get a tingle up your spine, hairs on the back of your neck standing up, stuff like that
i never mind !!! i get very happy when people want to know mlre aboit this au !! other pwople can see her yes and they see her as a demon and she COULD have a human disguise bit she chooses not to becayse she dowsnr lime usong her powera (also she doesnr care if people see her becqhse no one believes shes actually the devil) and YES SHE DOES GIVE LFF LIME A VIVE WHEN SHES CLOSE !! she actually mames the spaxe ahes in feel hotter and makes the people feel hotter (like literally as if rhey are burning up woth a fever)
this is great for pomni when its winter nwcause ragatha is literally a radiator and heats her uo nidely but in summer poor pomni has to dwal with ragatha (bwkng her clingy self) cuddling with pomni and heating her up so much
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