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something is happening to me

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they should make walls it's okay to bash ur head off of

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i wish i was better about openly talking about what I'm interested in, like i want to get better at making commentary about movies and music and all sections of media im interested in but the only thing that ever comes out is "mmm..it so gud, i lik it"

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McD's work doodles.

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Maka edits

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so no head?

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“Nobody’s going to want to sit on high-speed rail for fifteen hours to get from New York City to LA.”

Me. I will sit on high-speed rail for fifteen hours. I’ll sit on it for days. I’ll write and read and nap and eat and then do it all over again. I’ll stare out the windows and see America from ground level and not have to drive. I’ll see the Rockies and the deserts and cornfields and the Mississippi River and your house and yours and yours too. I’ll make up stories in my head about the small towns I see as we go along. I’ll see the states I’ve yet to see because driving or flying there is a fucking slog and expensive to boot. I’ll enjoy the ride as much as the destination. And then I’ll do it all over again to come the fuck home.

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heart pond 🪷

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friendly reminder that YOU 🫵 can make even the most relaxing innocuous activities into high stress situations if you’re mentally ill enough. always believe in yourself and your incapacity to conquer catastrophic thinking!

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eveeyones got it wrong your mid 20s arent for going to the club or partying or picking up new crafts. your 20s are for discovering how much more autistic you are than you thought you were in high school

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sometimes i feel like life is just a long drawn out lesson or punishment

but i feel like the only thing im meant to learn is to never get my hopes up

sometimes it feel like even the smallest victories and the minorest of plans that i look forward too always find an incredible way to fail

do i have to give up on happiness to be grateful when i receive it?

i feel like ive lost control of my emotions and that everything just happens around me and i have to be the same neutral emotion all the time

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you ever feel like you were born with something rotten inside you and if people get close enough they’re gonna find out

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Teezo touchdown by Aijani Payne for Rolling stone March cove 2024

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there's this youtube ad that really pisses me off and i don't wanna look into it too far cause dude whatevs it may be coincidental and they chop ads to fill space all the time BUT the beginning of the ad is a cute black plus size girl in her bedroom that goes 

"wanna know a secret" (   ͡º ꒳ ͡º)"

"more than just my armpits stinks" 😈

and then it immediately cuts to a skinny white girl hiking through the woods who says the normal deodorant speal about how "that's why I use secret deodorant." and the black girl literally never comes back in the commercial, doesn't do any demonstration, she's not on the hike, she just is in the commercial to show up, say she's stinky and leave

WHY

WHY CAN'T THE WHITE GIRL SAY SHE'S STINKY DID THEY HIRE A BLACK ACTRESS JUST TO SAY SHE'S STINKY?!

i just can't understand it

#my boyfriend has some theories #maybe she died halfway through filming #maybe they started fiilming during covid then she got revitiligo and lost a bunch of weight during the lockdowns #maybe we missed the prequel #deodorant #secret deodorant #ad #rant #commercial #youtube ad