Those with a higher chance of dying because of heart issues and always feeling like you are looking death in the eye and not blinking and not even knowing if you have a future to look forward to. All those rise because feeling kinda lonely ngl
I wish I could get destructively mad. Just once at least. I want to throw things, I want to hit something. I want to scream and yell and cry like it will be my last chance to do it. I want things to break at my anger. Whether they are chairs, pictures, computers... I want them unusable after being in my hands. I want to use the energy that anger gives me, over something little or big. But most of all, after my tantrum, I want everything to be back to the way it was. When I am done I don't want there to be damage, or fear in the eyes of my loved ones. I want to lash out, and be done with it. I want to destroy the world with no consequences at all.
Thinking about that one time at work when we were going through a rush (aka it was a MESS behind the counter) and I wasn't paying attention cuz I was talking to a coworker and I slipped on a lid and nearly went head first into the counter and yelled "Jesus Christ!" because ya know I nearly gave myself a concussion and some customer said "don't use the lord's name in vain ma'am" while I went through shock.
I hate the fact that it's 100% plausible the idea that if the gaang was real in the present world, Sokka would definitely become one of those "straight tiktok" e-fuckboys
s1 Sokka would hit me with the renegade after calling me a homophobic slur
Y'all ever take an important thing and be like "ok. I'm going to take this and put it somewhere smart" and then a couple months pass and you need the important thing but completely forgot where the smart place was? Yeah. I lose half my shit this way