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aaron minyard doesn’t hate neil josten because he’s annoying or because he’s his brothers boyfriend.

no, aaron minyard hates neil josten because one day, neil will be asked to kill his brother and andrew would hand him the gun without hesitation.

it starts when neil joins the team. sure, things were rough before, but this kid showing up out of nowhere and trying to fix them rubbed salt in the wound. he sees how neil interests andrew, how his brother keeps giving the liar his yeses and his deals and promises. it doesn’t sink in until baltimore, until andrew breaks his deal and chokes out kevin. watching andrew kneel in front of neil (nathaniel), a broken boy made from butchers and glass, that’s when fear starts to claw into his heart. he interrogated neil at the cabin, and the whole time there’s a whisper in his head saying “just how far will andrew go”

aaron watched andrew fight his way into being his own person after a childhood of tragedy upon tragedy. he was there when nicky adopted them, when andrew explored his agency and rebuilt himself from the ground up. and then he watched as andrew found neil and piece by damning piece built his life around him. they’d deny being codependent but there is no more andrew minyard and neil josten there is only andrewandneil.

neil makes a deal with the mafia and aaron wants to scream, shake the man and ask him where his brother fits into all this.

but he knows.

he knows that one day, neil josten won’t be a professional exy player anymore. he knows that the man will grow old and slower, and one day he won’t have a paycheck to send to the moriyamas. they’ll consider him a liability, show up at his home (the one he shares with andrew)

and when neil josten will fall, so will andrew minyard.

his brother claims he is an independent person but he is lying

aaron is terrified, because he knows there is no corner of hell that neil josten could not lead his brother to.

neil josten is andrew minyards death sentence, and aaron is the only one who can see it. he cares too much about his brother not to.

#ahhhhhhhh #ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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there's this book i read like 7 years ago, and im still in fucking love with it. i remember the visuals it gave me, i remember the plot (which for me is incredibly difficult one week after reading the book omg) i remember the characters like they're my best friends, and i can not express how much i fell in love with the book

#books #fav #my fave

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Also,,,, Neil and Jean telling the FBI that they intentionally and willingly switched Neil's looks back over winter break bc "what's the worst that could happen? 🤪" like it was a boys will be boys moment sent me

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Implying that Neil's immediate reaction to hearing that Jeremy is on the phone is to ask if Jean is okay?

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actually how am i supposed to carry on after reading "the only one who had any chance was andrew, who threw himself out of his goal like all of hell was on his heels." LIKE ALL OF HELL WAS ON HIS HEELS. im going crazy

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actually how am i supposed to carry on after reading "the only one who had any chance was andrew, who threw himself out of his goal like all of hell was on his heels." LIKE ALL OF HELL WAS ON HIS HEELS. im going crazy

#also the fact andrew isn't expressive usually? #(except to neil but like it's neil) #so like #for jean to obviously be like omg that man is desperate to save neil af #i'm just saying #andrew was #ahhhh

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actually how am i supposed to carry on after reading "the only one who had any chance was andrew, who threw himself out of his goal like all of hell was on his heels." LIKE ALL OF HELL WAS ON HIS HEELS. im going crazy

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i forgot how good it feels to draw with a mechanical pencil omg it's the best ahhh

#mechanical pencil #art

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trips over a crack in the sidewalk and these fall out of my pockets

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(the hales at dinner)

malia: are you getting any? when stiles and I dated, our sex life was like my favorite steak - rare.

derek: *snorts* that's because he likes it well done.

malia:

cora:

peter:

the steak:

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Derek: if you were arrested what would the charges be?

Isaac: Theft

Jackson: disturbing the peace

Erica: aggravated assault

Jordan: Arson.

Peter: Murder

Stiles: all of the above in that order.

#it's literally true guys

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Derek: if you were arrested what would the charges be?

Isaac: Theft

Jackson: disturbing the peace

Erica: aggravated assault

Jordan: Arson.

Peter: Murder

Stiles: all of the above in that order.

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Jean is Andrew's parallel and Jeremy is Neil's. I’ve seen many posts with the other take but I present you:

Jean & Andrew, both powerless and chased by rumours about their problematic attitudes. Trapped in horrors they should have never had to endure, punished for things others forced on them. Voiceless. So hurt they've long been beyond anger and moved onto grim acceptance. Kept alive only by a promise. And still looking out for other people so earnestly.

Neil "i'm fine" josten & Jeremy who lives the charade so thoroughly he doesn't even have to say it out loud. Both shaped by their family situation, privileged but restrictive. Wanting to avoid becoming the truth of what their families are but being unable to leave fully untouched by it. Running from their problems or not looking at them. Keeping up appearences like their lives depend on it. Not wanting to burden the people that show real kindness to them with their issues.

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when jeremy..

“You are Jean Moreau. Your place is here with me, with us. I’m your captain. You’re my partner. We’re supposed to be doing this together, aren’t we? Stop leaving me behind. Look at me.”

- The Sunshine Court, 2024

and when andrew.....

"Your parents are dead, you are not fine, and nothing is going to be okay. This is not news to you. But from now until May you are still Neil Josten and I am still the man who said he would keep you alive."

The Raven King, 2013

something something about blond bfs grounding and reassuring their wrecked & traumatized other halves..

#dying #they're such good bfs omg #aftg #all for the game #jeremy knox #andrew minyard

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neil from jean's pov is unhinged and i love it

also tsc is a complete yes thank you

nora really decided jean's self worth was gonna be like that low

#tsc #the sunshine court #neil josten #jean moreau

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im just saying the people who complain about puns the most are the ones actually making puns okay?

#puns #bad puns #i love puns