skullsofheaven

[skullsofheaven]

I hate when my mom bodyshames me and tells me to eat less and then gets mad when I eat less like make up your mind 😭

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[skullsofheaven]

Help how do I stay in the honeymoon phase for months like I did when I first started? Now my honeymoon phase only lasts a week before I overeat again. I loved it so much when I first started and I would barely eat anything, now it's hard to do for more than a week or two.

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[skullsofheaven]

I'm genuinely just never hungry anymore- and I love it.

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[skullsofheaven]

I'm going to the doctors today, I don't know if they're gonna weigh me or not and my mom's gonna be there 😭 I'm scared

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[skullsofheaven]

I've been stuck at 120 lbs for weeks and I don't know what to do :(

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[skullsofheaven]

It takes time 🥲

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[skullsofheaven]

A thought that is constantly in my mind is

"Don't let the feeling of hungriness ruin you, instead, let the feeling of being hungry consume you."

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[skullsofheaven]

92 cals^^

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[skullsofheaven]

I hit my first gw! :D (120 lbs)

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[skullsofheaven]

I always think I'm faking it when I eat anything-

Like I haven't eaten in two days and I have one meal and think I'm faking it 😭

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[skullsofheaven]

I don't feel sick enough to deserve help

If nobody notices then it doesn't seem bad to me

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[skullsofheaven]

I lost 6.8 lbs in a month :3 yey

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[skullsofheaven]

I want to starve but I want to eat but I dont want to eat so ill go with not eating because if I starve I'll have a body I want.

If I have to eat one day to fix my hunger I'll have to eat the next anyways, so why not just wait for awhile?

Hunger isn't that bad.

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[skullsofheaven]

I woke up today at 3:00 AM and cried bcz I decided to check the scale in the bathroom after waking up 😭 💀

#ana #anorexcya #notpro4n4 #ednos #ed not ed sheeran

[skullsofheaven]

Yey:D

I excersized today and walked 1,096 steps (Ik its not a lot of steps but still) and ate 10 blueberries for lunch :3

(I barely ever eat anything by choice but blueberries are like 1 cal per berry!)

#ana #ed not ed sheeran #anorexcya #notpro4n4 #ednos