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Im soooo mad.. i was at 50kg but then i got admitted to a institution and started on anti depression meds and gained 20kg in one year… im so mad and sad. Im now out of the institution and stopped taking the meds without anyone knowing. My plan now is to loose that 20kg but its a long way.. my ugw was 46 so i was so close 😭

#tw depressing thoughts #tw selfhate #starv1ng #tw depressive #ana trigger #you can always be thinner #thinner is better #tw ed diet #thin$po #ed not ed sheeran

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How I spend my time ✦

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I don’t want to feel it don’t want to face the memories

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I wonder why people dont like me but then I look in the mirror

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at this point i have nothing keeping me alive, so maybe i should just stop being alive

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me: *isnt scared of death, bugs, heights, snakes, gore etc.*

calories: *exists*

me:

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I love drugs so much they’re that only reason I Haven’t killed myself

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Shit.. i hit styro for the first time.. thanks drugs 🤦🏼‍♀️ how do i take care of the cut?? Please help! I have burned alot and kitty cuts but never that deep and now i have a panic attack..

#tw depressive #tw sh vent #shtumblr #self h@rm #selfharn #self destruction #tw depressing thoughts #tw selfhate #c0ke #suicudal #sewercide #su1c1dal #tw sui implied #tw sucidal ideation #depressing post #triggering stuff

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the meds don't even work they just remind me of how hopeless I truly am

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This side of tumblr be like talking in Morse code lmfao

4n4 4n0r3x14 pr03d 34t1ng d1s0rd3r m14 4n4m14

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ⓘ this user has been flagged as: a disappointment

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I want to look as sick as I feel. so they know it's real

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Great.. back again

#tw ed relapse #tw depressing thoughts #tw selfhate #tw depressive #tw self destructive behavior #tw su1c1d3 #tw sucidal ideation #tw ana thoughts #tw ed in the tags #tw drugs #tw drunk #tw relaspe #tw ptsd