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Dainty hand collection for today

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Gifts from edtwt

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im rlly unhappy. i need to lose weight. (not me in pic unfortunately)

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Honestly, I’m at my best when my ed is at it’s worst. My room is clean, I dress nice, I wash my face more, I whiten my teeth, I wear makeup, I do my hair. For some reason the only thing that pulls my out of my depression spiral is my ed and the only thing that pulls me out of my ed is my depression. Idk if anyone else feels like that? Idk I just always feel better when I’m losing weight and excersizing and not eating. Idk maybe it’s my body thinks I’m finally being healthy? But I’m not? So… idk, it’s just really weird.

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my least favorite part of having an eating disorder is the constant arguing and bargaining in your head. racing thoughts all the fuckin time like, “okay I’ve had 75 calories today. I can have a banana and still be under 200. wait, 1200 is still considered restriction. how much would I lose this week with a daily deficit of 500 calories? I can do that. I’ll still lose weight. but not as much as if I fasted. no. just have nothing. you could lose 3.5 lbs. this week! just have nothing. people do it every day. just have a fucking banana. you won’t even be at maintenance. but what if it triggers a binge? think about your jawline. why don’t I just have everything I want and purge? what percentage can you get back up when you purge? hey google…” AND IT NEVER STOPS.

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3/23/21 ♡ vegan low cal "ramen" [55]

1 package angel hair shirataki noodles [20]

12g (1 tbsp) or 1 small slice onion, chopped [5]

5g (1 tsp) minced garlic [5]

16g (1 tbsp) soy sauce [10]

6g (2 tsp) vegan chicken bouillon powder [15]

pam cooking spray

1/4 cup water

[optional] garlic powder, paprika, (celery) salt and pepper to taste

this is a really easy and yummy alternative to packaged ramen, and it's great because adding more vegetables like carrots, green onion, mushrooms, etc won't make this a high calorie meal while still filling you up!

simple directions:

1. heat small pot of water, drain noodles, then add to boiled water for about 5 min. drain again and set aside.

2. spray large pan with cooking oil than sauté onion and garlic (if adding anymore vegetables, do that here). cook until soft on med heat.

3. spray pan once more and add noodles. mix everything together on med-high heat, then add soy sauce, 1/4 cup water and 1 tsp bouillon. if adding additional seasoning, do so now.

4. when cooked and adding to bowl, sprinkle remaining 1 tsp of bouillon on top, and you're done!

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weight loss spell !!

like to charge, reblog to cast

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(𝖙𝖜: 𝖊𝖉!) 𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖞𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖆𝖜𝖋𝖚𝖑 𝖆𝖇𝖔𝖚𝖙 𝖇𝖊𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖔𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖜𝖊𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙

feeling your body jiggle as you walk

looking bad in photos because of your fat cheeks and double chin

having your jeans get threadbare around your thighs

sitting down and having a massive gut that you can’t hide

not wanting to pull your hair back because it makes your face look fatter

being weighed at the doctor

seeing someone attractive and remembering that nobody will ever want your fat ass

trying to hide the fact that you’re breathing heavily

never being able to pull off any fashion style

being embarrassed to eat in front of people

feeling limited because you’re afraid to wear any clothing aside from baggy hoodies

being the fat friend

being the fat family member

being the fattest in the room

being fat

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to the people who report ed blogs

you have no idea how much these blogs mean to us. this is the only place we can feel safe. most of us don't support ed actions. when you report blogs and it gets taken down it makes it harder for us. you can just block these blogs and move on. I don't mean to sound mad but please don't destroy our safe place.

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i stg if i’m not at my ugw by summer i’ll kms

#tw ed things #weight loss #thinsppi #anareksya #fat #ed safe space