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Tease Tidbit Tuesday

Tagged by @wolfboy88

Sweat beads at his brow, drips down the side of his face with the effort of dragging himself across the dorm with swimming vision. Claw-tipped fingers scrabble at the ringing device, fumbling it twice before he can manage to swipe up. Shaking even more intensely with the effort, chest cleaved open by an invisible force of utter dread, he answers the call.

“I’m sorry. I am so sorry- I didn’t mean- I’m so sorry.” The frantic babbling on the other end turns to static in his mind. Confirms, really, what he already knew deep down.

His beta- his, his his - Liam Dunbar was dead.

Tagging: anyone who has not yet played :)

#wip game #teen wolf #something new

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I had my beta listen to a few of Sia's new songs and she wants something Lydia related to this... I can't get it out of my head now lol

#Lydia Martin #music #someone should do something lol #Spotify #teen wolf

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WIP GAME

Rules: make a new post and share 1-2 sentences from your most recent unposted WIP(s) with zero context – Let your followers guess!

Tagged by @wolfboy88

"Pretty sure this won't be happening ever again," Theo tells the deputy petulantly, clearly torn between frustration and embarrassment that only deepens when said deputy laughs. And someone must hate Liam because he recognizes that laugh. It's Deputy Parrish, who is somehow good friends with his mother because of a biweekly book club. That's it, Liam thinks. His life is officially over.

Tagging.... whoever would like to play :)

#wip games

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Chapter 3 of "we're not dead, we're dying" is live 😄

#teen wolf fanfiction #New chapter #Thiam #Sceo #Eventual Thiamott

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"we're not dead, we're dying" sequel now has over 10k of notes... yup.

#what vacation? #my fics #teen wolf fanfiction #Thiamott

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I am terrible at fight/action scenes, how do they always wind up in my fics??

#I regret everything #editing TW stuff #there are so many highlights #omg

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has anyone else ever seen the movie The Numbers Station? I feel like it could be a really good idea for a fic.

#teen wolf fanfiction #Movie ideas #Thiam? #The numbers station

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part one of (eventual)Thiamott fic is live :)

#teen wolf fanfiction #Thiamott #finally posted omg

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Seven Sentences Sunday Monday Tuesday tagged by @wolfboy88

(Monday is a figment of my imagination and exists solely as a calendar work day lol) I am counting this as a Wip since it's being heavily edited :D

from Chapter 15 of "we're not dead we're dying"

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“Stop- stop telling me he is gone. I know.”

“When you can say the word I will.”

“Dead. Scott is dead. Are you happy now?” A blip in his heartbeat. A chink in the armor. Liam feels terrible taking a swing at it, necessary as it is.

“No. Neither of us will be for a while and that’s okay. We can miss him, and grieve him. But you have to start grieving first. I know that is difficult for you-”

“You have no idea.” Theo punches the bed, nearly screaming the words.

“I know you, Theo. There is nothing you could tell me I don’t already know.” He rubs a hand along the chimera’s spine and smells salt. Even without seeing his face can tell Theo has lost the battle. Seconds later the words Liam has been waiting for tumble out.

“I still love him,” Theo admits with a choked-up almost guilty whisper. Though he has no reason to feel that way, as if that were ever a secret from Liam. The confession is probably the first and last time Theo will ever utter those words regarding Scott again, before locking them away to dull the pain. He wishes Theo never had to hide them in the first place.

“I know.” Is what Liam eventually settles on, laying down and plastering himself to the chimeras back, snaking arms around Theo, holding him as tightly as he can. His heart breaks all over again at the silent, shaking emotion Theo lets pour free.

“I lost him too.” Forehead hidden in the planes of Theo’s shoulders, he shudders as the words break open a wound he’s tried to ease closed while juggling so much responsibility. Scott was more than his alpha. He was always more.

#ask games #wip #'we're not dead we're dying' fic #teen wolf

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sometimes when you think life is going great it drops oatmeal raisin cookies on you instead of chocolate chip.

#oatmeal raisin cookies are chocolate chips evil twin #I said it #I will say it again

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casually editing and an itunes pops off with an oldie that just smacks me in the face with Sceo now

"This world may have failed you It doesn't give the reason why You could have chosen a different path in life The smile when you tore me apart

You took my heart Deceived me right from the start You showed me dreams I wished they'd turn into real You broke a promise And made me realise It was all just a lie"

#teen wolf #sceo #iTunes trying to give me more ideas #Spotify

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So this is what happens when I go into editing mode and do nothing but edit. I also hyper fixate on an idea and while at work... create a nightmare for myself lol. These are front and back notes btw.

#so many notes omg #I will eventually have to type these up #and organize them #Sceo vampire fic #:(

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2. One way or another - Sceo

"one way or another" is a mostly finished one shot that... I just need an ending for

Theo has bruises littering his body these days, marks pressed into his skin harshly enough for blood to prickle up and keep the mottled marks for days. When one fades, another is sucked onto his flesh. The pack debates what he is doing for those to appear so consistently. Over video call, Stiles scrutinizes with suspicious eyes, beady gaze roaming the ones he can see, and the ones that disappear beneath the collar of his shirt. Imagine, Theo thinks, if they saw him shirtless. The light rake of claws over his nipples. The bites along his ribs.

Liam frowns at him, repeatedly tells him that if he needs help, he is there for him. It's not that the beta is itching for a fight- just that he cares, for some inexplicable reason. He nudges the bitter lemon scented teen, promises that he is not into anything dangerous. It's mostly the truth. From across the room dark eyes watch him, stoking the burning embers in Theo's chest into the wildfire of tangled emotions that has been smoldering for weeks now. "I think we should leave them be," Lydia, ever watchful and careful with her wording, let's the two of them know that she knows. And doesn't exactly approve, given the tightness to her gently painted mouth, though is willing to allow her friend his mistakes. These days, Scott never allows him to feel like a mistake. Hands snaking over the curve of his spine, pressing at the dip of lower back while his mouth attacks Theo's neck. He does mean attack. The points of his teeth catch skin, lips smear tiny beads of blood as he laves the area, and the next, and the next with an almost frenetic hunger. A possessives that is spurred by the wolf, echoed in the alpha and the willingness to present Theo as his. Claim his body as a canvas, show it to the world with his name signed as lovingly added alpha wounds. Nothing that truly hurts Theo. Not anymore.

#ask games #answered #my fics

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Re the WIP tag game, I'm sooo curious about 8 and 10! 👀

8. follow you – Sceo – Theo uses ghost Scott. A long time ago I posted a snippet of this (still clearly have not finished it ) but I will also put a smaller one here.

https://www.tumblr.com/shinigamimailjeevas/723496722729500673/follow-you-bring-me-the-horizon-show-me-what?source=share

Scott chooses the role of Guardian. It will meld him and the Veil, preventing another incident like the one that started it all. Unfortunately it also prevents him from crossing over, from ever really being at peace. Dashes any hope of seeing him again. Theo's cheek buzzes where the wavy spectral image of Scott's fingers touch him, the former alpha offering a small lopsided smile, a condolence for his decision. One Theo thinks he also made with him in mind. A way to ensure Theo would not purposely follow him, that he would try to live his life out, scrape some meaningful existence before fate snuffs it out again. 

"Why do you always go where no one else can follow?" Theo is unashamed of the tears slipping down his cheeks, is still thankful however, that Scott cannot sense the invisible fist that clutches at his heart, squeezes painfully and nearly fells him to his knees in the moment. . 10. Cherries :)

"Liam." His name is said in such a slow, disbelieving tone that the beta pokes his head up like a meerkat, eyes wide and shoulders already hunched on the defensive. He has no idea what he's done, but if Theo is giving him that tone, it's probably bad. "What are you doing?"

"Eating?" He doesn't mean it to come out as a question, as he is actually eating. He is also confused. Theo is seated across from him so he can clearly see that.

Theo's half strangled noise helps him understand even less. "With the food. What. Are. You. Doing?"

Oh.

Okay.

Liam brightens as he launches into an explanation of how he de-pits the cherries in his mouth so he gets the most flesh. "Cherries are expensive, you know? So I try to get the most out of them." He watches Theo mouth the words, turning them over and over incredulously. He pauses abruptly, seeming to come to a decision with a sharp nod. "Right. Liam? Swallow your food."

Complying with the strange request the beta even childishly opens his mouth to prove he's done it. Theo launches across the table, very nearly knocking over his half full bowl of fruit, hand sliding behind Liam's head to curl along his neck- and kisses him. 

#ask games #wips #sceo #thiam

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WIP Ask Game

Tagged by @wolfboy88

Here’s the document titles for my 10 latest WIPs. Send me a number or title and I’ll share a snippet and write at least 100 words.

1. total eclipse – vampire Sceo

2. One way or another - Sceo

3. Without (me) – Thiam+Hikari zombies

4. Ghost in the Machine

5. falling – Sceo oneshot (ouch)

6. Murphy’s law – Thiam 

7. Detroit Become Teen Wolf

8. follow you – Sceo – Theo uses ghost Scott

9. Like pulling pigtails

10. we all have a hunger – liam + cherries + theo

Tagging.... anyone who would like to do this :)

#wip ask game

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proof I am in fact, editing. :D

“Killing people solves nothing in the long-term.” Scott reminds them.

“It does solve the current issue. Which in case you forgot solves the problem of the world dying.” Malia snaps at him. Even though she will never admit it, Peter’s death six months ago hit her hard. More often than not her control over the coyote slips. If she is even trying to reign it in anymore. 

“Then what? We would need to keep feeding the tree. Let me remind you that Deaton told us the rot is guaranteed to hit the Nemeton full force again in time. That problem will never be solved by sacrificing people. Neither will it allow us to continue with society afterwards.”

“We are not a part of society now.” Liam locks gazes with him, the beta's neck muscles tight as he clenches his jaw in an obvious effort to keep himself from raising his voice. “All we are doing is waiting to be found out and shipped to a camp or a mass grave. History repeats Scott, and right now it is doing so in a catastrophic way. It wasn’t won with diplomacy then and it won’t be now.”

“If history does repeat then it is up to us to ensure that we learn from our collective mistakes. Not make more.”

Liam drops his gaze and the meeting collapses from there.

Another day Scott keeps those in Beacon Hills from succumbing to the madness closing in. He rubs at his eyes and prays he finds a better answer, soon.

#teen wolf fanfiction #“we're not dead we're dying” #eventual Thiamott #I apparently just need to not sleep ever in order to edit

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i hate editing. Makes me want to punch my screen when I see blue, purple, and orange highlights. There is now added green highlights. (Blue for "I have added/messed with this section". Purple for "I hate this word/sentence/it sounds terrible". Orange for... Honestly I don't know why there is orange? What was orange?? Green is "highlighting because I cNt keep my fic facts straight so here is a neon sign to look at later") 🙃🗑️📖

#I'm going to just delete everything and hide in a hole #Editing #Anxiety #teen wolf fanfiction