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absolutely criminal how falling into bad habits is the easiest thing in the world while developing positive habits feels like fighting a literal war

#being sad is so easy and being happy is SO HARD

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I just,,, really really love my girlfriend

#I’m back home and not particularly happy about it #(by which I mean in the US and I wanna go back home home) #I miss them #I speak #personal

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I'm not okay

#YES #I saw her open for him in glasgow and was BLOWN away #wildflower and barley is an ELITE song #hozier

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vulnerability is so important but I will not be partaking in it

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Quick peek at a new print! Limited edition of 8 will be up on my Etsy this week, I’ll reblog with a listing when it’s live!

#HELLO???? #INCREDIBLE I LOVE IT SO MUCH #good omens #good omens art #ineffable husbands

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this above literally all else, ok?

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As promised in an earlier post, this is from @kairennart whose work is positively amazing! I absolutely adore this work!

#bbc merlin #merthur

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#CORRECT #blue eye samurai

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so glad this is how the show ended and not in pain or death amiright

#this is beautiful #bbc merlin #merthur

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[Image ID: Destiel meme. Cas: I love you. Dean: Good Omens renewed for season 3. /.End ID]

#UNHOLY SCREECHING NOISES #good omens #destiel

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Mending

Nimble fingers moved along the torn edges, drawing the needle back and forth and managing to avoid the daggers that protruded from the ends of his fingers. Each movement was done with such a casual air he could feel the envious and perplexed pair of eyes lingering on them. A smile tugged at the corners of his lips. He didn’t need to look up. 

“When you’re bored for weeks on end.” he stated, giving the string a tug, thumb coming up two inches up the length to slice away the slack. He didn’t need more comment, her own movements becoming more swift. 

“I would have thought you’d keep yourself busy… I don’t know…” It was his turn to watch her small hands made  rough with living. “Building things. Helping plant crops. Killing demons.” 

“Village man things.” he offered, tying off the strand and tugging to make sure his stitch was secure. 

“Not to say sewing isn’t-”

“I’m mending.” came his sour reply. 

“Pardon?” she questioned, head lifting from her work. 

“Sewing suggests I’m making something new.” The haori was lifted, one of many folded in the basket that was left outside of their doorway that morning. “I mend things. Fix the damage.” 

Her cheeks rounded as a tight lipped smile bloomed over her features. “Is this why we keep getting these jobs?” she adjusted the fabric of the trousers laying over her lap so she could finish the patch over the knee, “You’ve turned into the village mender?” 

He snorted, a dog-like habit but these days he found he enjoyed the little giggle that she offered in exchange for the gesture. “I don’t sleep as often as they do. Don’t have to hunt for food, got a roof over my head if I want it, and empty time. Helps, too, to pull my weight when there isn’t a demon to slay. For the first year or two they didn’t want me plantin’.” 

“Why not?” 

“Half-demon. Worried I’d bring curse to the crops or something. You know how they can be.” he tossed the haori into the basket, digging around for a set of fabric he liked the colors of, drawing it out to begin unfolding it over his lap. “Don’t look at me like that.” 

“You like fixing things now.” she stated. Her voice was smooth, relaxed and almost awed. It was as if the very idea was foreign to her and it caused him pause, golden eyes turning up toward her while his ears curled back a bit; he would have looked stricken if it wasn’t for the defiant expression. Before he could offer a retort a gentler smile crossed her lips, her head dipping to return to her work. The motion caused wisps of raven hair to brush over her shoulders and frame those soft cheeks and any anxiety he had felt melted away into an edge of anticipation. He had missed watching her. He still didn’t do enough of it. 

“You always seemed so rough, you know? Temperamental and rude. You’ve grown up a lot, InuYasha, and perhaps it was our time apart that lets me appreciate it more.” she folded the trousers once they were finished, setting them in the basket and fishing out a new garment as well. 

“It reminded me of you.” his voice was quieter now. Eyes down on his work he didn’t want to look up. She had changed much in him but expressing such things was still difficult to face so boldly when being so sincere. “Fixing things, that is. When it was quiet, and there was nothing to distract me, it was hard. I would think about what would come of me. What if you never returned? They never fully accepted me here? Was I going to just live on the outskirts for the rest of my life? Everything was so negative at night.” he paused in his speaking, reaching for the smaller basket of modest threads and spools, fingering through them to produce a more appropriate color and beginning to string his needle. 

“I remember thinking, ‘Kagome would be disappointed.’ one night.” the needle began its dance again, in and out of the fabric along a particularly jagged tear, “ I thought, ‘I’m not working hard enough. She worked so hard to fix the problems she faced. What would she think of this?’” despite himself he grinned, “So I followed Kaede about a bit and took on some of the mending. Found I was pretty lousy at it at first but was for the best. Now I’m the go-to in the village.” Pride radiated from his tone, shoulders squared despite his slight hunch. “I fix things for these people like you fixed me. For a while it felt like you were with me and it made things easier.” 

He started some when he felt her weight rest against his arm, head rested on his shoulder. For an extended moment she said nothing, the two working in a newfound and contented silence before she murmured with a voice full of what he had come to know as love:

“I had nothing to fix.”

#*sigh* #god fucking damn it #I’m sorry but this is just TOO good not to report it’s SO good #my 14 year old self is having an absolute field day over me having rewatched inuyasha and now reblogging this #I will not be ashamed of my interests I will not be ashamed of my interests I will not be ashamed of my interests I will not be ashamed of m #inuyasha

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ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME

#what the fuuuuuuck #hozier #boygenius

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Darkness

#gender envy #I love her

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Aziraphale is the most character ever. He ran out of ideas so he declared war on hell. He canonically says fuck. His favourite colour is yellow. He’s literally an angel and can speak every language on earth but still isn’t fluent in french. He told his boyfriend to shoot him for his magic act and made him go through with it when their miracles weren’t working. He gave away his flaming sword and then lied about it for the next 6000 years. He has a bookshop that never sells books. No one’s doing it like him.

#I’m so in love with him #aziraphale got me in the divorce #good omens

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Aziraphale hand studies + Who We Are + crying

(lyrics from Who We Are by Hozier)

#WELL HEY NOW #I am really really obsessed with this #I see the vision #hozier #good omens season 2 #unreal unearth

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Unreal Unearth - Song/Circle Correspondences.

Descent: De Selby (Part 1); De Selby (Part 2)

First (Limbo, the unbaptised but virtuous): First Time

Second (Lust): Francesca; I, Carrion (Icarian)

Third (Gluttony): Eat Your Young

Fourth (Avarice and Prodigality): Damage Gets Done

Fifth (Wrath and Sullenness): Who We Are

Sixth (Heresy): Son Of Nyx; All Things End

Seventh (Violence): To Someone From A Warm Climate (Uiscefhuaraithe); Butchered Tongue

Eighth (Fraud): Anything But; Abstract (Psychopomp)

Ninth (Treachery): Unknown / Nth

Ascent: First Light

#THANK YOU FOR THIS OP #unreal unearth #hozier #dante's inferno

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when hozier said “the likes of a darkness so deep that god at the start couldn’t bear” and when hozier said “i’d still know you not being shown you i only need the working of my hands” and when hozier said “some part of me must have died the first time that you called me baby” and when hozier said “i would still be surprised i could find you darling in any life” and when hozier said “heaven is not fit to house a love like you and i” and when hozier said “but if we fall i only pray don’t fall away from me” and when hozier said “you were steering my heart like a wheel in your hands and darling i haven’t felt it since then” and when hozier said “if there was anyone to ever get through this life with their heart still intact they didn’t do it right” and when hozier said “if i was a riptide i wouldn’t take you out” and when hozier said “darling there’s a part of me i’m afraid will always be trapped within an abstract from a moment of my life” and when hozier said “do you know i could break beneath the weight of the goodness love i still carry for you” and when hozier said “darkness always finds you either way it creeps into the corners as the moment fades” and when

#unreal unearth #hozier