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taylor swift lyrics. just some lyrics from multiple albums from taylor swift. includes lyrics from evermore, folklore, lover, reputation, 1989, red and fearless.

“ are you ready for it ? ” “ look what you made me do. ” “ i see sparks fly whenever you smile. ” “ i bet sometimes you wonder about me. ” “ baby just say yes. ” ” tell me to run. ” “ call it what you want to.” “ wherever you stray i follow. ” “ the old widow goes to the stone every day. ” “ all I know is we said, “hello”. ” “ when i was drowning that’s when i could finally breathe. ” “ at least I did one thing right “ you can’t spell awesome without me. ” “ i only bought this dress so you could take it off. ” “ every day is like a battle. ” “ you’re a bad idea.” “ they’re burning all of the witches. ” “ take away the pain. ” “ i’ll meet you after dark. ” “ my reputation’s never been worse.” “ no body, no crime.” “ come back, be here. ” “ meet me in the afterglow. ” “ i could show you incredible things. ” “ i love you. ain’t that the worst thing you ever heard ? “ “ all i think about is karma. ” “ take this dagger in me and remove it.” “ i’ve been having a hard time adjusting “ it’s a love story. ” “ do the girls back home touch you like i do ? ” “ you never gave a warning sign.” “ you’re the kind of reckless, that should send me runnin’. ” “ help me hold on to you.” “ i don’t wanna keep secrets just to keep you. ” “ it takes everything in me not to call you. ” “ i’d marry you with paper rings. ” “ i just wanna know you better. ” “ i’m begging for you to take my hand. ” “ i’m doing better than i ever was. ” “ i watch you tolerate it.” “ i’m feeling like I’ve missed you all this time. ” “ lay the table with the fancy shit. ” “ so yeah, it’s a war. ” “ kiss me on the sidewalk.” “ i got a list of names and yours is in red underlined. ” “ i knew everything when i was young. ” “ it’s the goddamn fight of my life.” “ i gave so many signs.” “ is it cool that I said all that ? ” “ i know he did it but i just can’t prove it. ” “ i didn’t know if you’d care if I came back. ” “ it’s been waiting for you. ” “ your eyes look like coming home. ” “ you’re the one i want. ” “ i’d live and die for moments that we stole.” “ i’ll save you a seat. ” “ i wish I could run to you. ” “ there’s a lot of lame guys out there. ” “ now i’m covered in you. ” “ the sight that flashed before me was your face. ” “ that’s my man. ” “ i don’t wanna do this to you “ haters gonna hate. ” “ i rose up from the dead, i do it all the time. ” “ I know I make the same mistakes every time “ gone was every trace of you. ” “ all my days I’ll know your face. ” “ i’m on a bench in coney island.” “ yeah, i want you.” “ i knew i’d curse you for the longest time. ” “ is it chill that you’re in my head ? ” “ i ain’t giving up until the day i die. ” “ all i do is try. ” ” i’ve been the archer .. i’ve been the prey.” “ all the liars are calling me one. ” “ maybe i got mine but you’ll all get yours. ” ” believe me, i could do it.” “ nobody’s heard from me for months. ” “ i’d meet you where the spirit meets the bones. ” “ wreck my plans. ” “ long story short, i survived. ” “ i’m sorry that i hurt you. ” “ you belong with me. ” “ welcome to new york. ” “ if it’s all in my head tell me now. ” “ sorry for not making you my centerfold. ” “ my pain fits in the palm of your freezing hand. ”

#ooooooh please send me one for heartrender husbands???

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Aaaaa, these prompts are amazing, it's so hard to decide! I am absolutely in love with your heartrender husbands (both phantomverse and grishaverse) and as for prompts......... this is so hard, is it okay if I point to some and you see which one clicks with your inspiration? So, I think 9 can be great, but also 48, 53 and oh, I could see 81 happen in phantom. Such a talented author, so many prompts to choose from; I hope this tickles your inspiration the right way. Thank you for your blog and have a great day :)

Anonymous asked, "Why are you crying?", heartrender husbands?

Also the speed at which you write is formidable in every sense of the word

48. “Why are you crying?”

Fedyor Kaminsky doesn't cry often. For one thing, he is possessed of a naturally optimistic nature that enables him to see the bright side in most things, and for another, despite formally beginning his training as a Heartrender, he has the sense that the others think he's a bit of a soft touch, and he doesn't want to do anything that might encourage them. Besides, he's a sixteen-year-old boy, crying is stupid, and you can always go to the training yard and whale away on one of your classmates while Botkin yells at you. Foolproof way to deal with your emotions. Absolutely recommended by ten of ten Grisha teenagers.

Right now, however, he's hiding in the woods behind the Little Palace and curled up in a ball and praying that nobody can see him. He sniffs and scrubs at his eyes and tries to muffle his sobs, stuffing a fist in his mouth. For one thing, he had a letter from home the other day that Ekaterina is dead, and while Fedyor's memories of his oldest sister are scanty, she was always the kindest to him, looked after him the most while his mother was overstretched with too many children, too many chores, and too many cares, and he was not there. Will never see her again. It feels like his fault, somehow. He could have gone there. He could have tried to fix her. As for the other --

Soft nancy boy, Sergei Volkhin's voice sneers at him. An older Heartrender, and one of those who manifestly thinks that Fedyor is too feeble, in any number of ways, to handle the requirements of the job. His fist wrenching in Fedyor's hair, shoving his face into the well, as he thrashes and chokes and coughs on the brackish water. Fight me if you can, you pathetic little skiv! Ravka doesn't need the likes of you!

Fedyor sniffs again, furious with himself. Seryozha is just a bully, and he's met plenty of those before. He needs to go back and punch him harder, that's all. And if that's not the case --

"Why are you crying?"

At that, Fedyor jumps clear out of his damn skin, once at being startled and then again to see who it is. He has been conducting his stupid little rivalry-of-sorts with Ivan Sakharov for several years now, but seeing him here, scowling at Fedyor as if he's dropped in from outer space, is almost inexplicable. Fedyor startles to his feet like a frightened deer. "I'll go."

"That's not what I asked." Ivan folds his arms. He's recently hit a growth spurt, and he looks like a man, tall and square and strong and grumpy as absolute damnation. "What's wrong?"

Fedyor tries to calculate if Ivan Sakharov has ever voluntarily demonstrated interest in another human being's emotions before. He can't recall, but he doesn't think so. "Nothing."

Ivan stares at him. Fedyor stares back.

"Fine." Fedyor spins on his heel. "My sister Katya, she -- cholera." It aches in his throat. "She's dead. I just got the letter. Then Sergei Volkhin chose the moment to shove my head down the well again, so I'm in a bit of a bad mood. Sorry for getting in your way."

Ivan continues to stare at him. Then he nods once, spins on his heel, and marches away, leaving Fedyor to roll his eyes and feel oddly heartened that at least some things never change. Until he comes in for supper that night, discovers that Sergei Volkhin has unaccountably been beaten to a pulp and is on indefinite sick leave in the infirmary, and that (surely unrelatedly) nobody can locate Ivan. Fedyor sits down at the table and thinks for a second that Ivan actually --

No. Definitely not for him. They're rivals, after all. For whatever reason that thing got started -- when he put Ivan's face in the dirt, maybe? He can't be sure. But the point is that they're not friends. They don't do things like that for each other. Ivan probably had some other beef with Seryozha and wanted to assert his place at the top of the Heartrender heap. It would figure. He's a maniac, that boy.

Still. Fedyor smiles to himself.

It's not like he objects in the least.

#!!!!!!!!#this is FANTASTIC #ivan’s love language is beating the shit out of people i love it #heartrender husbands

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so do ivan and fedyor ever mix up their identical red keftas and don’t realize until they’re off doing their jobs or….

#fedyor: ivan ur in my kefta again #ivan (pretending it was an accident and not because the kefta smells like fedyor): OUR kefta #heartrender husbands

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1.05 - Show Me Who You Are

Shadow and Bone Appreciation Week | Day 2: Favorite episode.

#q

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If you're still doing the 3 sentences prompt thing, Some Heartrender Husbands with the prompt "hugs"?

When Fedyor enters his bedroom after a long day of nodding politely at everything the Darkling had to say, all he really wants to do is fall into bed and sleep for three years. Instead, he finds himself with his arms full of Ivan. “ What’s up, love?” He asks, trying not to sound overly fond and failing miserably.

“Hmm,” Ivan mumbles into Fedyor’s shoulder. Which, Fedyor knows, roughly translates to. ‘Don’t want to talk about it, just hug me please.’

And so he does. Presses a kiss to Ivan’s forehead before pulling him into a tight hug, rubbing comforting circles down his back. Ivan hums slightly and relaxes into his arms, all tension leaving his body.

They stand for that, for a really long time. Fedyor thinks he should be disappointed his sleep time is getting considerably cut short, but he finds himself not minding very much. He would never sleep again if it meant he could hold onto Ivan like this for just a little longer.

#heartrender husbands #fivan #ivan x fedyor #s&b fic #ask prompt #soft soft soft #love a good hug tbh

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Shadow and Bone| 1x02 - We’re All Someone’s Monster

#crows #q

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heartrender husbands headcanon: kaminsky isn’t even fedyor’s last name, it’s ivan’s. fedyor just decided to take ivan’s when they got married.

#heartrender husbands #fivan #i mean i know that technically still means its his last name #but still #it’s just funny to think that maybe all this time #we knew ivans last name instead of fedyors

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Loved your fanfic " first kiss"

Kudos!

Can't wait for the next!

Thank you!!! <333

#i havent decided what my next is going to be though oops #just going to work through some more prompts in my inbox #and see where i'll go from there #Anonymous

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kiss me (like you wanna be loved)

pairing: heartrender husbands word count: 2k+ trigger warning: follows the events of canon and thus implies Ivan’s death summary:

Fedyor sends him a look. “You know what I mean, love. Everyone knows now.”

Ivan places a hand on Fedyor’s cheek, his thumb swiping across his cheekbones. “Let them know. All I care about is you.”

Fedyor’s smile alone is worth everything. “I love you,” he says, leaning in to Ivan’s hand.

“I love you, too,” Ivan says, and kisses him again. And again. And again. Until an annoyed Zoya informs them that just because everyone knows now, doesn’t mean that everyone needs to see.

Or, four kisses that mark important events in Ivan and Fedyor's relationship, and the one that started it all.

READ HERE

#heartrender husbands #fivan #fedyor kaminsky x ivan #s&b fic

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well, my prompt is 'first kiss'. if you could write something on it, even if its short, i'll be so happy regardless

hi!!! i accidentally wrote a full 2k+ fic for this prompt so uuuuh.... oops?

i posted it on ao3 here :)

#heartrender husbands #fivan #fedyor x ivan kaminsky #s&b fic #ask prompt #you'd say that after 10 years of writing fic #i would get tired of writing first kisses #but apparently not lmaooo #Anonymous

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