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I am dating and that needs to be understood.

J. Smith-Cameron as Waystar CEO GERRI KELLMAN in Succession 3.04 “Lion in the Meadow”

#look at my evil babie

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Kitty valentine is grinning, embarrassed. It’s a nervous sort of grin with a nervous sort of quirk that is unaccustomed, and a shift from one boot to another as she is sometimes prone to — the slightest ache of constant pressure in old, damaged legs. A gloved hand kneading the juncture between shoulder and neck, one moss green eye blinks. When she blushes, the color is a shade of abnormally vivacious pink, borders on candy-pink-bright, cheeks and the tips of her ears, the tip of her nose, just around the creases of her eyebrows, up her chest. She is not used to a birthday being celebratory. “‘S’jus’uh stupit day.“ (HI PB I LOVE YOU AND YOU IMMEDIATELY MADE ME WANT TO HAVE KITTY LOVE ANY ONE OF YOUR MUSES YOU WANT.)

Ah, how could I not! ( Igraine even swung by the pastry shop to buy a cupcake. ) You're a legend. ( Igraine hands Kitty the box. He's never seen her blush before! What a delightful rarity, like when the sun shines as it's raining. ) Everyone deserves something nice on their birthday, especially you. ( Kitty's energy is infectious, and he can't help but smile. )

#⚢ ♡ i left a note under your pillow. i hope you find it soon. ( mail. ) #theyeardecembered #we LUV kitty day!!!!!!

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So because money is tight at the moment and I’m tired of having to ask people for money in order to survive, I have decided to open up commissions.

What do I offer?

I’ve taken up embroidery and cross stitch two years ago, and found quite a lot of joy in little projects like magnets, keychains, pins and bookmarks.

I’ll also do bigger projects such as custom cross stitch or embroidery hoops.

You can look at a few examples of my work so far here.

What do I embroider?

What won’t I embroider? I have done memes, quotes, little fluffy bunnies. Give me a template and I will embroider it for you. The same goes for keychains & co. I can work with any sort of pixel art, perler bead templates, etc. I don’t do a lot of custom cross stitch pieces at the moment, so I require some sort of template for those. Aside from that, I will do almost anything. No questions asked.

How much does that cost?

I wish I could do some flat rate for that, but since I often spend hours on those, it’s really hard to say and entirely depends on what you want. Magnets/Keychains/Pins start at 15€ / $17, hoops at around 50€ / $60. I will give you an estimate of it before I start.

For hoops I’ll ask 50% of the price in advance, and it can take up to three weeks until I’m done with it, depending on complexity and size.

Important information for people with cat allergies:

I do my darnest to avoid having cat hair on my pieces, but I am constantly covered in cat hair and have long since accepted this life. Therefore it’s very possible you will get some - free of charge - along with your piece. Sorry.

Got any questions? Requests? Send me an ask or an IM on @duckycommissions!

#signal boost!!!!! #ducky’s graphics are SO beautiful #so it’s money well spent!! #ur helping her AND u get beautiful work!!!!!!

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👻👻🥃💫 ghost quartet sentence starters.

( feel free to alter for context! )

❛ if i told you that i loved you, would you give me some honey? ❜

❛ never take the stars away from me. ❜

❛ i just wanna be a ghost, and go ‘WOOOO’ all night long. ❜

❛ not a phone. i do not like phones. ❜

❛ sit down in my lap. ❜

❛ why don’t you, just have another fucking drink, and SHUT THE FUCK UP!!! ❜

❛ ghosts don’t bother me anymore. ❜

❛ i will read, you will listen, and this terrible night will pass. ❜

❛ where’s my ghost in the mirror? ❜

❛ we’ll get you all set up with a new camera. ❜

❛ reveal it to me please right now!!! ❜ 

❛ this is a circular story. ❜

❛ i will try to see myself as i am. ❜

❛ now i’m in your cave in my sexy red cloak! ❜

❛ it was a real camera? not a phone? ❜

❛ but sit first, and drink a bit. ❜

❛ why don’t you just go FUCK all your FUCKING books? ❜

❛ i know her, from the stories. ❜

❛ oh, i’ve been there once! they have that cool library. ❜

❛ why did you leave me? why did you disappear? ❜

❛ i feel electric pulses in my fingertips. ❜

❛ we don’t need moons. or stars. or god. ❜

❛ look into my telescope. tell me what you see. ❜

❛ do i know you? you remind me of my sister. ❜

❛ the lady and i slept in separate chambers. ❜

❛ i won’t come back to haunt you. ❜

❛ i always knew i wasn’t pretty enough to hold you. ❜

❛ here, have some whiskey. ❜ 

❛ i’m not some fucking logic puzzle for you to figure out! ❜ 

❛ i am a ghost in the eyes of my god. ❜ 

❛ if you could be a bird, what kind of bird would you be? ❜

❛ do you remember when we used to go up in your treehouse? ❜

❛ the photographer doesn’t help! ❜

❛ i have a lot of memories, and i have a lot of sadness. ❜

❛ all my joy got bloated and sick. ❜

❛ that’s not polite, child. ❜

❛ if this is just about [ name, ] can i go? ❜

❛ i like to put my hand on a pretty girl’s knee. ❜

❛ you sweet little temptress, you! ��

❛ no, i don’t practise enough. ❜

❛ i’m lost and i don’t care at all! ❜

❛ let me drink tonight. don’t bother me. ❜

❛ it’s not dark enough! there’s too many little lights. ❜

❛ when i will kill you, i will miss you. ❜

❛ my mom wasn’t very nice. ❜

❛ i guess it’s time to let the dead be dead. ❜

#wheres my ghost in the mirror!!!

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#someone: why are you sat here in the dark? #margot: Hm? #🌿☠️a spot in the shade away from it all. ( margot’s pad. )

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For witchcraft practitioners who work with plants, be it in spells, charms, being tactile in nature or gardening, this list contains some of the plants that can bring harm if used incorrectly or have a high level of toxicity.

Always be cautious and so research on any plant or herb you’re planning to utilize or grow.

Rosary Pea (Abrus precatorius) • Ingesting a single seed can kill an adult human. Symptoms of poisoning include nausea, vomiting, convulsions, liver failure, and death, usually after several days.

Wolfsbane (Aconitum spp) • All parts are poisonous, if ingested, it usually causes burning, tingling, and numbness in the mouth, followed by vomiting and nervous excitement. Even casual skin contact should be avoided. Symptoms include numbness, tingling, and cardiac irregularity.

White Baneberry (Actaea pachypoda) • All parts are poisonous, especially the berries, the consumption of which has a sedative effect on cardiac muscle tissue and can cause cardiac arrest.

Arnica • Poisonous in great quantities. Symptoms of poisoning include gastroenteritis, fever, nausea, dizziness, abnormal cardiac frequency, diarrhea, skin reaction and internal hemorrhage in the digestive system.

Azalea (Rhododendron simsii) • If ingested it is poisonous. Continued contact should be avoided. Symptoms of poisoning are nausea, depression, respiratory difficulties, coma. It is rarely lethal.

Anthurium (Anthurium spp) • Prevent getting in contact with the sap. Symptoms are skin irritation and eye irritation.

Cedronella canariensis • Can cause skin irritation, indigestions. Should not be used or touch by pregnant people or lactating people.

Belladonna (Atropa belladonna) • Extremely poisonous, it is lethal and it can be absorbed through skin. Symptoms of poisoning are fogged vision, staggering, loss of balance, dry mouth and throat, headache, skin eruptions, constipation, confusion, hallucination and convulsion.

Lamprocapnos spectabilis • Can be poisonous in big quantities, which causes convulsions and other symptoms in the nervous system.

Iris versicolor • Symptoms pf poisoning include nausea, vomit, mouth and throat irritation, irritation on the digestive system, skin irritation, headache and epiphora.

Bryony • All parts are poisonous and any type of contact causes death.

Ranunculus • If ingested, the juice can cause serious damage to the digestive system.

Acorus calamus • Toxic in big quantities, can cause hallucination, nausea and vomit.

Physostigma venenosum • Extremely toxic, can cause intense sweating, extreme salivation, nausea, vomit, diarrhea, irregular cardiac rhythm, change in blood pressure, confusion, convulsion, coma, muscular weakness, paralysis, respiratory difficulties and death.

Cinnamomum camphora • Skin rash, itchiness, respiratory difficulties, mouth, eyes, face or lips swelling.

Ricinus communis • Poisonous. Can cause burning in the mouth and throat, abdominal pain, bloody diarrhea. At a long period of intoxication, can cause dehydration, low blood pressure. If not treated, death will occur in 3 to 5 days

Daphne • Poisonous. Causes burns in the mouth and digestive tract, followed by coma. Can cause death.

Vinca • Must not be ingested, causes nausea, vomit, loss of hair, loss of hearing, dizziness, bleeding, nervous difficulties, convulsions, liver damage and death.

Asclepias tuberosa • Cardiac difficulties, nausea, vomit and skin rash.

Agave spp • The juice of a number of species causes acute contact dermatitis, with blistering lasting several weeks and recurring itching for several years thereafter.

Columbine (Aquilegia spp) • Seeds and roots contain cardiogenic toxins which cause both severe gastroenteritis and heart palpitations if consumed, columbine poisonings are easily fatal.

Mercurialis perennis • Symptons happen after some hours, they include vomit, pain, gastritis, renal inflammation and sleepiness.

Colocasia • All parts are poisonous and cause mouth and tongue irritation. Can be fatal.

Gelsemium • Extremely poisonous, even in low quantities. Causes headache, problems with vision, difficulty swallowing, dizziness, muscular complications, convulsions, respiratory complications and low blood pressure.

Laburnum • Causes excitation, loss of balance, convulsions and coma. Can be lethal.

Helleborus • Dangerous if ingested or applied on the skin. Cause irritation in the mouth and throat and low blood pressure. Big quantities can cause vomit, diarrhea, difficulties swallowing, nervous system complications, blindness, convulsion, paralysis, respiratory complications and death.

Ilex aquifolium • The fruits can be lethal and the leaves cause diarrhea, nausea, vomit, stomach and intestine complications.

Hedera helix • Causes stomach pain, respiratory complications and possible coma.

Impatiens capensis • Dangerous when ingested in big quantities.

Datura stramonium • Don’t inhale or ingest. Causes dry mouth, extreme thirst, vision complications, nausea, vomit, constipation, tachycardia, hallucinations, fever, convulsion, loss of conscience, respiratory complications and death.

Convallaria majalis • Causes irregular blood pressure and cardiac rhythm, indigestion and confusion.

Mandragora officinarum • Fogged vision, dry mouth, difficulties to urinate, headache, tachycardia, vomit and hallucinations.

Viscum album • Gastrointestinal discomfort, diarrhea, low blood pressure, convulsion. It is rarely lethal for humans.

Morning glory (Ipomoea tricolor) • Diarrhea, indigestion, disorientation, loss of apetite, ataxy and hallucinations.

Artemisia vulgaris • Prolonged contact may be fatal, so it’s best to use in a open and ventilated place.

Oak (Quercus): In big quantities is poisonous and affects the renal kidneys.

Nerium oleander • Causes cardiac complications, indigestion and can cause death.

Taxus baccata • Fatal. No symptoms come as a warning.

Hypericum perforatum • Causes fatigue, dizziness, confusion, dry mouth and can affect medicaments.

Angel’s Trumpet (Brugmansia spp) • All parts of this plant contain toxins and are often fatal. Effects of ingestion may include losing connection with reality and hallucinations.

Foxglove (Digitalis purpurea) • The leaves, seeds, and flowers are poisonous. These cause irregular heartbeat, general digestive upset, and confusion; can be fatal.

Hyacinth (Hyacinthus orientalis) • The bulbs are poisonous, causing nausea, vomiting, gasping, convulsions, and possibly death. Even handling the bulbs can cause skin irritation.

Hydrangea (Hydrangea spp) • Hydrangeas are moderately toxic if eaten.

Frangipani (Plumeria spp) • Contact with the milky latex may irritate eyes and skin.

#🤗 u already know #🌿☠️can’t help this selfish heart of mine. ( about margot. ) #🌿☠️we were all one cell in the sea. ( botany. ) #🌿☠️a drowsy numbness pains. ( toxic plants and poisons. )

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yeah i think i have a pretty promising career in STEM (Stones, Twigs, Earth and Moss)

#🌿☠️can’t help this selfish heart of mine. ( about margot. )

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#this was a good poste #🎀💌don’t make me brag. ( margot’s face. )

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⨳ — TYPES OF HUGS;

send one for my muse's reaction!

♥ – A romantic hug ☺ – A friendly hug ♫ – A hug while dancing ✉ – A hug goodbye ღ – A hug in greeting ❣ –A hug after being separated ✪ –A sleepy hug ✢ – An awkward hug ♢ – A familial hug ⊗ – A quick hug ☄ – A long hug ✾ – A passionate hug ☀ – A hug from behind ▲ – A surprise hug ☑ – A polite hug ✸ – A bear hug ✚ – A hug while cuddling ‽ – A hug around the waist ♠ – A squeezing hug ❋ – A silent hug ♣ – A spinning hug

#margot’s birthday is tomorrow #she wld like seven Hugs #also a Minnie Mouse planner #specify who!

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👻👻🥃💫 ghost quartet sentence starters.

( feel free to alter for context! )

❛ if i told you that i loved you, would you give me some honey? ❜

❛ never take the stars away from me. ❜

❛ i just wanna be a ghost, and go ‘WOOOO’ all night long. ❜

❛ not a phone. i do not like phones. ❜

❛ sit down in my lap. ❜

❛ why don’t you, just have another fucking drink, and SHUT THE FUCK UP!!! ❜

❛ i love the way you see the world. ❜

❛ ghosts don’t bother me anymore. ❜

❛ i will read, you will listen, and this terrible night will pass. ❜

❛ where’s my ghost in the mirror? ❜

❛ we’ll get you all set up with a new camera. ❜

❛ reveal it to me please right now!!! ❜ 

❛ this is a circular story. ❜

❛ i love the way your soul sings. ❜

❛ now i’m in your cave in my sexy red cloak! ❜

❛ it was a real camera? not a phone? ❜

❛ but sit first, and drink a bit. ❜

❛ why don’t you just go FUCK all your FUCKING books? ❜

❛ oh, i’ve been there once! they have that cool library. ❜

❛ why did you leave me? why did you disappear? ❜

❛ i feel electric pulses in my fingertips. ❜

❛ we don’t need moons. or stars. or god. ❜

❛ do i know you? you remind me of my sister. ❜

❛ the lady and i slept in separate chambers. ❜

❛ i won’t come back to haunt you. ❜

❛ i always knew i wasn’t pretty enough to hold you. ❜

❛ here, have some whiskey. ❜ 

❛ i'm not some fucking logic puzzle for you to figure out! ❜ 

❛ i am a ghost in the eyes of my god. ❜ 

❛ if you could be a bird, what kind of bird would you be? ❜

❛ do you remember when we used to go up in your treehouse? ❜

❛ the photographer doesn’t help! ❜

❛ all my joy got bloated and sick. ❜

❛ that’s not polite, child. ❜

❛ if this is just about [ name, ] can i go? ❜

❛ i like to put my hand on a pretty girl’s knee. ❜

❛ you sweet little temptress, you! ❜

❛ i’m lost and i don’t care at all! ❜

❛ let me drink tonight. don’t bother me. ❜

❛ it’s not dark enough! there’s too many little lights. ❜

❛ when i will kill you, i will miss you. ❜

❛ my mom wasn’t very nice. ❜

❛ i guess it’s time to let the dead be dead. ❜

#sentence meme #sentence starters #this isnt good but ghost quartet is all ive been listening to lately #it was either this or tayl0r sw.ift 🤪 #anyway send away!! ask is open

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#helo? #⚢ ♡ bullgunk! i left them a lifetime supply of candy. ( ooc. )

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last week my grandfather died.

today i found out ive been rejected from my first choice for transfer.

today i Also found out that my grandfather will be buried literally ON my birthday, april 1.

i’ve never enjoyed my birthday for as long as i can remember. usually it’s because im the eldest sibling AND born on a holiday, so my mother takes it as an opportunity to pull out ALL the stops for Narcissistic Behaviour. but these last few years have been progressively worse for other reasons as well.

in 2019 my birthday was on easter, and i was all alone.

last year, we were under a stay-at-home-order, and i was all alone. 

this year, my grandfather is being Fucking buried. but even if he wasn’t, gatherings are still not advisable. 

those two things alone would make for the worst birthday week i’ve ever had. but on top of spending all of 2020 inside with my mother AND unemployed, so many other bad birthdays, the Hellish process of applying everywhere AND rejection from my first choice has pretty much broken my spirit entirely.

i know i SHOULD be doing something else, like Handling These Feelings Productively or whatever the hell. but all i WANT to do is k*ll myself and binge drink and self harm. the last time i felt this bad i was about fourteen, and i almost failed out of highschool. i kept telling myself that id come back and write eventually but i don’t think i can. i don’t know what my future looks like, so being here doesn’t feel quite worth it anymore. my heart just isn’t in it right now.

i promise im safe. i love all of you SO dearly, regardless of whether you’re new to this blog or you’ve been around for years.

thank you for all your patience and enthusiastic support.

with love, pb

hey everyone, im pretty much retiring this blog for the time being. ( reblogging shortly w details under a cut ( and apologies for mobile users. )

#self harm / #abuse / #alcohol / #family death / #ask 2 tag / #⚢ ♡ bullgunk! i left them a lifetime supply of candy. ( ooc. ) #i had a virtual stream w the o'keeffe museum tomorrow #but i dont even want to go anymore lmfao #please do not b weird and message me about this privately. #UNLESS we are close mutuals

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hey everyone, im pretty much retiring this blog for the time being. ( reblogging shortly w details under a cut ( and apologies for mobile users. )

#⚢ ♡ bullgunk! i left them a lifetime supply of candy. ( ooc. )

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i went flower picking today!

#margot says MUTUALS DO THIS #🎀💌certifiably cute and adorably obsessed! ( imagery. )

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Snails n’ strawberries 💕🐌🍓✨

#margot vc: FINALLY some good fcking STRAWBERRY CONTENT #🎀💌certifiably cute and adorably obsessed! ( imagery. )

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So my ma posted tonight's family drama to her cross stitch facebook group...

#margot

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#SHELLEY