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sailorchibirose · 4 years

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Inside out thoughts

HELLO!

After watching inside out for what must be the 20th time I have finally come to some conclusions, mostly about what the emotions do as we age.

I think most people have co-hosts when it comes to who takes control of the cnosol. Well, I think the younger and older we are the more that joy becomes involved in our lives. Joy has fleeting moments of worth in the average teen to young/middle adult life, ther are so many stressors which happen day to day that unless someone has the cheeriest disposition then they probably find less than 10 reasons to genuinley smile a day without a poke or prod from reminicent times.

I dont know about other people but often joyful is only really felt when someone says “remember that time when...?” or “we should do ... again!”, how about the ever wonderful “it was great when...”. Currently my moments of joy are most clearly felt when using my imagination, thinking of what ifs and this could have ... infact I live in a fantasty world more often that I care to admit, joy comes visiting then as if sparks flit through my veins and for a moment my whole body comes alive.

as a young child I used to feel that a lot, we laugh with abandon the most when we are young or old and very often the times inbetween seem to come with their complications and complexities that seem to twist us into what ever monstrosity we were born to be between the ages of 13 - 65.

When I first saw Inside out I explained my depression to my mum with it and told her it felt like my joy had either decided to take a leap out of the consol or had done so much that she was taking a hibernation - an extended one. Her reply had been “but you’re so happy...?” I feel like as we age our emotions can grow masks and they can each have a small piece of the other with them. So when i giggle because my anxiety (fear) is becoming too much then my disappointment with myself (disgust) masks herself to make me giggle so as not to let on my internal conflict.

When my depression (sadness) becomes too much then my frustration that I cannot simply be happy (anger) masks himself to give me the kick start to get through the day. so on and so on...

That isnt to say that we cannot feel joy, we most certainly can and most of the time those joyous moments will become core in that time frame, having a kid (even if without planning) can sometimes invoke joy, finalising an achievment such as a university degree (even though I was very diappointed or disgusted with some of my marks), I’ve been told getting married can wield similar results, getting a job you desire, leaving one you hate and more...

Often though, my grandparents have told me about the times they did things that when done made them angry or sad or disgusted and most of those expriences were accompanied by fear which now they tell me about with smiles on their faces.

realising this gave me hope in a way...

one day I may tell my grand children about some of the awful moments which are currently happening and I will smile reminicently down at them as they wonder how that could ever cause my face to show that emotion.

So do not be afraid of what is to come (but yes fear can drive the consol a little while with sadness) because actually one day joy will wake up fully and they will run their hands along the memory minefield of awful things that happened so that I can look back with a smile.

#inside out #joy #sadness #anger #disgust #fear #disney #pixar #anxiety #depression #looking forward #mindless thoughts #rambling #when im old and grey

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sailorchibirose · 5 years

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don’t tell the church

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sailorchibirose · 5 years

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“I am here for you Professor…” –

For my sweet @chascah, she endured all my bawling and crying and my complaints, that chapter made me cry for more than a hour, it was truly hard to play: the music, the persons whispering, everyone offering words of comfort for our poor Byleth (Everyone except Leonie… F** LEONIE I SWEAR ADSDJKASLD—).

My heart couldn’t handle all the pain and basically i stoped played because i was crying a river for Byleth ;___;

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sailorchibirose · 5 years

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Dating Severus Snape Would Include ...

Word Count: 1,540 (spoke a little too soon on the Luna one being my longest, it seems! Not surprised, since Severus has a ton of interesting stuff and potential going on, a lot of which I didn’t even get to in this.)

A/N: wow, my two longest dating headcanons on the same night … and neither requested! Writer’s block over plot really be like that sometimes, but some content is better than no content. Anyways, I love this tragic, petty man as a character and have had a great many thoughts on this particular subject for a while. Unsurprising, given the trash angst series I’m writing for him (that i really need to update, i’m so sorry).

Severus is not an easy man to get into a relationship with. At all. His problems, personality, and position as a spy make it almost impossible.

However, through ample patience, insistence, kindness, and years of being close on top of the stars aligning, you somehow find your feelings reciprocated.

After so long of you taking the lead in terms of advances, he’ll seize the reins the moment he decides to actually act on his complicated feelings.

He’ll ask you to come to his place for dinner in a very direct, no frills fashion with an almost commanding tone when the two of you are in private.

Keep reading

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sailorchibirose · 5 years

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Being a student and dating Remus would include :

(Woooo more prompts! AAWWW REMUS 😍 Hope it is as requested and you all like it :3 Gif not mine/found it on google/credit to the original owners.)

-Him always picking on you more than any other of his students, simply because he loves your witty comebacks and finds it too cute to see you struggle not to laugh and smile too much about it

-Wearing his sweaters and cuddling up to him as you’d both hang out, only for you to come up with a lame excuse whenever you’d forget to hand it back to him and your friends would find it in your room

-Him always staying by your side as much as he can during the holidays away from school as the two of you can finally go on dates together

-Him purposely but subtly pacing back in forth whenever he hears about you having detention for your misbehavior, only to follow you once you are out to grab your hand and whisper he’ll be punishing you for making him wait for so long

-Him trying his best to help you study for your final exams and pushing you to work harder to succeed but always ending up distracting you with his silly jokes, only for you to end up pulling all nighters and for him to find a way to apologize to you

-You finding out about his lycanthropy after you had decided to follow him along one night, and since taking your Animagi classes very seriously in hopes to be able keep him company one day, only to surprise him whenever he hears about all your efforts from Professor McGonagall

-Him doubting himself whenever he sees other boys flirting with you and wondering if you would be better off with someone your age, only for you to always figure it out and reassure him that you truly do love him and that you are happy by his side

-Him passing by you as you’re standing or by your desk simply to hand you a secret note, surprising you with encouraging praises or his plans for you

-Secret quick kisses and hugs after everyone has left class, only for him to sometimes forget himself and keep you for a longer while until you’d have to remind him that you have other classes

-Him always knowing how to comfort you whenever you are feeling down and making you smile all over again, as he’d promise himself to make you as happy as he can

Tags : @angel-with-broken-wings, @nekodalolita, @mad-boggart, @Erikaaferns, @ecurrier109, @purplemuse89, @fandomwritingismylife, @ichimaruai

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sailorchibirose · 5 years

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hey you can make some recommendations of snarry with time travel?

Oh, I love asks like this! Thank you, luv!I have read countless genres, and time travel is always a favourite of mine. I don’t know if these are classics or anything, or if they’ve been mentioned a million times already, but these are the ones I’ve read time and again and love more and more every time. I hope you enjoy!

Also, sorry I talked so much. I’m just really passionate about the fics I love, I suppose, haha!

The Care of Infants by Perfica (13k+ words | complete)

A curse from Voldemort regresses Harry to infancy. Snape must protect him while the Order tries to find a way to reverse the spell.

This isn’t exactly time travel, but I use every excuse I can to talk about this story because it was one of my firsts and still one of my favourites to this day. It’s an age-regression piece, so it’s time travel-esque because Harry’s a different age, maybe? It’s just so good and such a beautiful story between these two. Sorry, haha, I’ll get to the legitimate time travel ones after this, don’t worry.

A Place Between Sleep and Waking by r_grayjoy (28k+ words | complete)

More than a year after Voldemort’s defeat, Harry is still having nightmares about Snape’s death. When his dreams gradually begin to change, so do his perceptions. Ultimately, Harry discovers that when one lives in both the past and the future, it’s difficult to find one’s present.

This is a strange twist on ‘time travel’ as it begins with Harry travelling somewhere in his dreams and slowly becoming more corporal and such. It’s a fascinating, powerful, and beautiful love story between him and a younger, impressionable, and lonely Severus. I highly recommend it. One of my favs!

Rapture by mia_ugly (48k+ words | complete)

Snape sees the man, for the first time, on his twenty-fifth birthday.

Now, this is a classic. At least, I think it is. This seems like such a famous one for me, and it’s well-deserved. It’s a very beautiful story (I’m probably going to say that for all of them). It’s a tad confusing, with the shifts in time and the back-and-forth, but it’s so worth it. Their love is so intense, and the physics of it is so intriguing. I read it all in one sitting, which is not something I usually do for a fic this long. Great, great read, a must in this community.

Between the Lines by Dementordelta (22k+ words | complete)

Harry discovers a secret in his Potions text and a friend in the Half-Blood Prince.

Okay, I’m really excited because I just found this in the depths of my bookmarked works, and I remembered just how good it was! This is another iffy one because it’s not technically time travel, but present-age Harry is communicating with a younger Severus, so it still counts to me. Give this one a chance for sure, because it’s so sweet. It’s very angsty, since it’s set just before and during the battle, so just be warned. Something to note with me, though, all of my recs will have a happy ending of some sort. I don’t like unsatisfying or sad ones.

This Time of Ours by emynn (35k+ words | complete)

Severus Snape wasn’t supposed to die. Neither was Harry Potter.

Oh my god, this one. This is absolutely incredible. One of the best. It’s such a unique and imaginative story, and their love is so precious. You can literally feel it with every word, it’s so obvious that they cherish each other. The story itself, like, aside from the romance is also fascinating. There’s a very cool mystery that has a lot of twists and turns to figure out, and the story is written so whenever you think you have the answer, you’re just as mistaken as the characters themselves. Fabulous read.

Escaping the Paradox by Meri (35k+ words | complete)

After Harry is thrown back in time to 1971, he has several choices to make.

This is another brilliant piece. It’s quintessential Snarry time travel. I always have a soft spot for younger Severus and Older Harry, it’s just such a strange and fun dynamic. And trust me, this Severus is still the same ol’ Sev. It’s so full of humour, canon story references, and sweet love. It’s a very satisfying read, I have nothing bad to say about it.

Perfect Shapes by Ashii Black, littleblackbow (49k+ words | complete)

When Harry is accidentally sent back to Hogwarts 1982, he discovers a more bitter and angrier Snape than he knew in his school years. Tasked by Dumbledore with teaching Defense Against the Dark Arts and befriending Snape, as well as finding out how to get back, Harry knows he is in store for a difficult year. Despite their arguing, Harry can’t help but find himself drawn to Snape. If Harry and Snape can get over their past and learn to be just a little selfish, their relationship may stand a chance.

This. This. THIS. God, this one has such a special place in my heart. These four chapters ripped my soft little heart apart. It was so good. The boys really struggle in this one, but the more intensely they fight, the more intensely they love. They are meant for each other in every way here, and it’s leaves you with such a good feeling. Couldn’t recommend this more, it’s, well…perfect.

My Name is Cameron Sage by thesewarmstars (41k+ words | complete)

Things are going poorly for the side of the light, and in a last-ditch effort to fulfill his destiny, Harry goes back in time to try again.

This is one I’ve admittedly only read through once. I really need to read it again and experience this delightful story once more. This was is definitely fluffier than the others. The ending, oh, it makes me just melt. The boys are absolute fools in love, and it’s just too good. I love this story, and it looks a lot longer than it is. Nineteen chapters went by in an instant for me.

Original Sin by Dementordelta (14k+ words | complete)

Leave it to Harry Potter to interfere with every aspect of Severus Snape’s life–and death.

This is completely not at all as morbid as it might sound! It’s not exactly time travel, but Severus and Harry both died and are in an Eden-esque setting, which is good enough for me. This one is way happier than a lot of this lot, despite its summary. It’s actually quite fun, and Death (yes, Death is a character) is absolutely hysterical. This fic is worth the read just for him, if I’m honest. It’s all good, but I love a smutty, comedic fic that doesn’t take itself so seriously. Not cracky, though, just funny.

Back In Time by Snarry5evr (26k+ words | complete)

After Nagini’s attack Severus wakes to find himself in an impossible future. Married to The Boy Who Lived, Severus sets out to discover a way to keep himself from making the same mistake twice, because surely no sane version of Severus Snape would EVER fall in love with the arrogant brat.

Another hidden gem I had forgotten about until just now. This one was always so intriguing! The slightly confusing angst still tugs at my heartstrings on the beginning, but seriously, the love story here is so beautiful. Severus relearning just why he fell in love with Harry Potter is just… There’s nothing better. Very, very touching story.

Time and Time Again by Mottlemoth (41k+ words | complete)

It’s eleven days since the fall of The Dark Lord - and Harry still can’t look away.Canon-compliant Snarry slash. (No, really.)

Luv, I really have to thank you for this ask because it’s reminding me of so many lovely stories I haven’t read in ages! This one is definitely a strange one, but in a good way. Like the summary states, it’s canon-compliant Snarry. Stuff like that just butters my eggroll, it really does. The writing is absolutely incredible, and I can’t dany that I’m so, so, so in love with this love story. It’s some good slow-burn, and it’s worth every second of reading and waiting.

Decade by gryffindorJ (27k+ words | complete)

Harry told him. Harry simultaneously felt the burden of his secret lift and the weight of what this would mean for Severus collapsed in on him. Severus certainly would be able to help and, at the same time, he was sure to feel betrayed that Harry was only telling him now.

This is a new one in my collection, so again, I’ve only read it once. However, it was fan-tas-tic. Literally, I couldn’t stop reading. I was so fascinated by Harry’s grief and mourning process. Every character was so developed and so well-written, I loved every second of it. Bittersweet, but very hopeful ending as well, which is all I need. As long as they’re together, anything is possible for these two lovebirds.

And finally, one of my most beloved, most cherished, most reread fanfictions ever…

Waiting to Divide by emynn (22k+ words | complete)

Harry always thought soul mates were the domain of overly-soppy romantics. What he didn’t realise was that they were very real, very dangerous, and very inconvenient…especially when your soul mate is the very dead Severus Snape. Fortunately, with the help of his friends and a Time Portal, he’s able to get past that pesky obstacle…and finds his life completely changed.

I’m not going to go super in depth about this one because you’ll never shut me up if I do that. Let me just say: read this one. If you read nothing else on this list, please, please read this one. It is so worth it. Soulmates and time travel? Ugh, it’s so good. Their love is so powerful and so beautiful, I cannot get enough of the two of them. It also follows the canon storyline (obviously, from the ‘very dead Severus Snape’ line), so the angst is strong in the one. But stick with it, it’s such a satisfying read.

Okay, well…oops. I didn’t mean to go super crazy here, but I just got inspired and wanted to give you (and anybody seeing this) lots of options. I hope you find ones you love, and thank you so, so much for this ask! I really appreciate the opportunity to give my two cents to this lovely community. xx

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60 Things Severus Snape Would Say

1. “Pity”

2. “How… unfortunate.”

3. “Good thing you’re not letting your education get in the way of your ignorance.”

4. “It must be nice to be free from the burden of intelligence.”

5. “The next time I need an unsolicited and uninformed opinion, I’ll know where to go.”

6. “You have nothing to say, but you say it so loudly…”

7. “Your inferiority complex is justified.”

8. “It’s hard to get over yourself, isn’t it?”

9. “Is this what a relapse looks like?”

10. “Oh, I’m sorry-I didn’t realize that I was supposed to laugh.”

11. “Your mediocracy is unparalleled.”

12. “If you can’t pronounce it, don’t say it.”

13. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to use so many syllables.”

14. “If you were any smarter, I could teach you to play fetch.”

15. “We are not talking about this right now.”

16. “Give me a reason. I dare you.”

17. “I’ve had better conversations with portraits.”

18. “I’ve met squibs with more talent.”

19. “I also grab my forehead in pain when I think of you.”

20. “A flobberworm has more sense than you.”

21. “Here’s some polyjuice potion. Go turn into someone else.”

22. “Why are you so eager to die?”

23. “What, pray tell, do you think you’re doing?”

24. “You CANNOT put that potion in the microwave.”

25. “You have been used as a weapon for too long.”

26. “Love is not supposed to be easy.”

27. “I’m not good enough for you.”

28. “Being scared doesn’t make you weak. It makes you human.”

29. “Giving up means that we let him win.”

30. “What kind of life are you living, if you let fear dominate your life?”

31. “They want you to be afraid. Do not give in.”

32. “Get. Out.”

33. “I lied.”

34. “Just tell me everything.”

35. “The closest thing I have ever felt to happiness was numbness.”

36. “That was an order.”

37. “Detention.”

38. “If you haven’t noticed, life isn’t fair.”

39. “Get behind me now.”

40. “How dare you…”

41. “Do. Not. Tempt. Me.”

42. “Don’t…”

43. “Don’t. Touch. Him.”

44. “No… you should not be here. It isn’t safe!”

45. “You’re putting yourself in danger!”

46. “You’re putting everyone in danger!”

47. “Go get help. Now.”

48. “I… I do not despise your presence.”

49. “Never trust a survivor until you find out what they did to survive.”

50. “For Merlin’s sake, pay attention!”

51. “You…. you make me feel something.”

52. “Don’t. Move.”

53. “Yes, but god never came, did he?”

54. “You’re possibly the worst person I’ve ever met.”

55. “I said to start a small fire!”

56. “Are you even listening?”

57. “I think I’d rather die.”

58. “This isn’t some game! This is war!”

59. “Please. I’m begging you.”

60. “Always.”

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Color Synonyms

White

also: pale; blanched; sallow; pallid; waxen; spectral; translucent; albino;

Grey

also: dust; stone; pepper;

Black

also: coal; slate; dusky; ebon; shadow; murky;

Tan

also: flesh; khaki; cream; tawny;

Brown

also: henna; russet; sepia; chestnut; cocoa; drab; bronze;

Red

also: terracotta ; rouge; carmine; fire-engine; ruddy

Orange

also: pumpkin ; rust ;

Yellow

also: sunny; amber; saffron; hay; straw; platinum;

Green

also: viridescent; grass; jade; forest;

Blue

also: turquoise; cyan; ultramarine; royal; aqua; aquamarine;

Purple

also: berry; amaranthine;

Pink

also: flushed; candy; cherry blossom; petal pink ;

—– source: http://ingridsundberg.com/

—–additional synonyms added by me

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sailorchibirose · 6 years

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Crossfire ;; Young!Snape x Reader

Summary: Lily Evans is your best friend, and at the moment you’re stuck in an eternal battle. Either you tell her you’re in love with her ex-best friend, or keep your feelings to yourself and live with them. But when you get caught between the cross fire of the Maurders and Severus Snape, you’re injured by one of Potters spells. As Severus helps you, you have to confess, even though Lily is right beside you.

Not a request, just a random one shot :)

Warnings: violence, injuries, dueling, arguing, fluff,

“-Hey! Evans!”

The voice caused the both of you to stop, and you glanced at your best friend. You knew why Potter had such a big crush on her, who wouldn’t? With the prettiest eyes you had ever seen and flowing hair that looked like an angels, Lily Evans was beautiful. But you? You thought you looked like dust compared to her, who could even compare to her beauty? Certainly not her third wing, her best friend, her closest confidant. You both turned around and she rolled her eyes, but you took note to how she held her books to her chest a little bit tighter, and how her pale cheeks darkened in color momentarily.

“Halloween dance is coming up. You wanna go with me?” He asked with a cocky smirk, leaning agaisnt a nearby tree and biting down on his lip. You couldn’t help but roll your eyes. “What, (l/n)? Got a problem?” James snarked back to you.

“As a matter of fact I do.” You sassed, putting a hand on your hip bitterly.

“Day it to my face, what’s your problem?”James stepped towards you, glaring at you.

“Okay, that’s enough of this. James I’ll go with you if you just stop talking to (f/n) like that, now leave us alone, we have divination!” Lily tugged you away, sighing softly and giving you a little smile.

“So you’re actually gonna go with that dim witted bully? Jesus Lily, why did you swoop down that low?” You spat, angry and hurt that she’d go with such a jerk like James Potter. Who strutted around with his head held high and his nose stuck in the air like some French Aristocrat. You hated him. Rolling your eyes, you took your seat in the hot room and huffed out.

But all your worries became swept away when you saw him step in, with his hair untidy and his skin pale as snow, he sat at a table in the corner on one of the cushions, looking around curiously. Your eyes landed on his and you grinned, giving him a wave. Severus Snape shot you the hint of a smile before looking back down and letting his hair cover his face. “Why are you looking at him?” Lily groaned, tugging your shoulder. Secretly, if Lily could go out with the man who constantly made your life a living hell, then you could go with the guy who accidentally called her a bad name in the middle of a fit of emotions, once. And, on top of that, he’s been trying to apologize for ages and ages. You felt bad for Severus Snape, really bad. He never had the life you or Lily had. But either way, Lily always got what she wanted. Good grades, the gorgeous smile, hot guys fawning over her- and you always had to work hard to get what you desired. It wasn’t fair at all.

So the two of you sat through Divination boredly, you scribbling some words across your empty notebook pages as Lily furiously took notes, constantly asking the professor to repeat herself so she could get word for word the ideas and philosophy behind the stupid class. When class ended you got up, pushing your way out of the crowded line and towards the door frame. “Sorry.” You replied as you smacked your face into someone’s chest.

“No worries.” He murmured, and that familiar voice sent chills down your back.

“Oh, Severus. Hi.” You smiled up at him, sticking by his side.

“Oh, (F/n). Hi.” He mocked your tone and you smiled, seeing his lips turning up into the hint of a grin.

“Do you wanna, maybe like, hang out with me in the courtyard?” You gained the courage up to ask him, smiling softly and letting out a little sigh of content when he nodded. “Great. Let’s go.” You gently grabbed his wrist, pulling him down with you and looking around the chilly autumn fields, the leaves of trees gently falling and the grass becoming dewy with morning air. You loved this feeling so much more than anybody could ever possibly know.

“Divination, do you like it or not?” Severus asked you as you sat down beside him on a bench.

“Oh, god no. It’s disgusting. A pitiful form of art and a horrid waste of my time. What about you?”

“Same, I hate it. Potions is more my style.”

“I’ve noticed. You’re very gifted, Sev.” You whispered, smiling at him when he went to look at you.

“You really think so?” He asked, nudging his shoulder against yours.

“I know so.” You smiled, nudging his back in turn.

“Hey, I was wondering-“

“Snape!” A bellowing voice called, and you both snapped your heads in the direction of the voice. James Potter and his little crew of bullies were marching towards you, wands ready in their hands.

“Oh god, not again.” Severus groaned, looking down with a soft huff. You stood up with him, standing your ground.

“My, my. What a surprise! Lily Evans best friend, hanging out with the man who belittled her.” James tsked, shaking his head slowly. “What a pathetic best friend.”

“Oh, as if you don’t do that ever day, Potter.” You shot back, fire dripping from your words.

“Leave her alone, James.” Severus begged, giving him an angry look. His dark eyes narrowed and his lips tightened as the other boy inspected him, looking him up and down.

“You’re disgusting, really. A boorish, dim witted son of a bitch with greasy hair and a knack for the dark arts. Bet you’ll end up becoming a Death Eater one of these days, huh? Can’t find anyone here that likes you, so you move on to the next group. And after that the next, and the next-“

“Enough!” You shouted, drawing your wand and pointing it at the group of cackling boys. “How dare you torment him like this? He minds his own business and you all come along to ruin it. Leave him be, or else!”

“Or else what, (l/n)? What are you gonna do? Hex us?” James raised an eyebrow, taking a step towards you.

“Maybe I will.” You snarled, watching as James presses the tip of his wand to your chin.

“Expelliarmus!” Severus cried out, James wand being knocked out of his hands. Snape rushed towards you, sighing. “Are you okay?” He asked softly.

“Yeah, I’m fine. Are you alright?” You whispered, looking at him closely.

“Don’t worry about me, I’m used to it-“

“How cute.” Sirius stepped up and gave you both a false look of adoration. “Young love, what a feeble thing.”

Before you could even snap back at him, you heard Potter cry out a spell. “Expulsio!” It flew right past Severus, blasting you agaisnt a tree as you let out a soft huff. “It was for Severus! I didn’t mean to-I didn’t mean to-“

“Let’s get out of here! Before McGonogal sees!” Remus begged, and through narrowed eyes and soft breaths you heard them running away, Pettigrew slithering behind.

“Oh my god,” Severus ran towards you, kneeling beside you and pressing his arm behind your back. “Are you play? Can you hear me?” He asked softly, and you looked up slowly as he propped you up on your back.

“I can.” You whispered, giving him a little smile. “Not like it was an unforgivable curse, it just startled me that’s all.” With a feeble smile, you pressed a gentle kiss to his cheek.

“This is my fault, I shouldn’t have-“ You heard the terror punctuating at his every word, and you knew why. Severus Snape thought he had a knack for ruining things and hurting people that got too close to him. But he didn’t, and you didn’t believe it either.

“Hush, hush. No it isn’t. It’s just James Potter being, well, James Potter. That’s all. You helped me out more than once today, I promise.” You smiled up at him and he gave you a grin, nodding along with what you were saying.

“Come on, let’s get you to Madame Pomfrey.” He helped you stand up, walking as slow as you needed before helping you into a hospital bed.

“Where is she?” Lily rushed in, seeing you laying down with Severus crouching above you. “No doubt you’d do her harm.” She whispered with a frown.

“Sev didn’t do anything, Lily. Okay? And I don’t appreciate you doing every little thing you possibly can to make him look like he’s a horrible person, because he isn’t. He’s kind and loving, and I’ve grown to adore that about him.” You gave him a little smile, turning your head and seeing Lily standing with a blank expression stretched over her face. “And if you have a problem with it, I dunno what to tell you. I’m sorry Lily.”

“Are you telling me you’ve grown to care for him? For the boy who-“

“Yes. I have grown to care for the boy who made one mistake. The boy you’ve refused to forgive because he messed up once. Unlike Potter out there who-“

“Yeah well I‘ve falling in love with Potter!” Lily defended. “He isn’t that bad when you get to know him.”

“And I’ve fallen in love with Snape. He isn’t that mean when you get to know him.” You countered, watching as she frowned, her eyes meeting yours bitterly before she walked off. “She’s so unforgiving sometimes.” You whispered, looking at the boy who sat beside you.

“Is what you said true?” Severus asked softly, smiling just a bit. You nodded, leaning closer to him and resting your forehead against his.

“It is. I’ve loved you since fourth year.” You mumbled, giving him a big grin.

“Why didn’t you tell me sooner?” He asked, his thumbs brushing across your cheeks.

“I have a tendency to ruin things. And I didn’t want to ruin us.” You frowned, looking down with a soft sigh.

“I don’t want to ruin us, either. Now that I finally have you…” He trailed off, his hands gently resting on your sides.

“I promise I’ll stick by you, okay? No matter what. And don’t listen to Potter, he’s just angry he isn’t as smart or handsome as you. And don’t listen to what he said, about you becoming a Death Eater, he just doesn’t know any good insults.” You smiled, your noses brushing together.

“And don’t listen to him, either, I know what he’s told you before. About, you know…the way you look. I think you’re beautiful.” Severus grinned, and his smile grew when he saw your dark pink blush.

“Yeah? Well I think you’re beautiful too.”

“Me? Beautiful? I’m the shadows of the night, I am darkness. I can’t be beautiful!” Severus joked, smiling widely at how your face lit up when you burst into laughter, your head tilting back happily. That’s what he desired to do every day. To just make you laugh like that.

Comfortable silence folded around the two of you, and he looked at you happily. “Can you kiss me, Severus Snape?” You finally asked, biting your lip and turning to him.

His mouth tugged upwards with a smile as he leaned forward, his lips pressing to yours. Fireworks exploded around you, happiness coursing it’s way through your body as he held you close to his chest tightly. Even after the two of you pulled away from the kiss he still held you tightly, your face burying against his shoulder. And you knew you would be content for the rest of your life, with you in his arms.

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Imagine being Severus’s muggle girlfriend and finding some of Gilderoy Lockhart’s books, thinking they’re just fantasy.

“Darling?”

“In here” You called from the bedroom, not bothering to look up from your book as your boyfriend let himself in. Your tone was flat, never a good sign.

“You’re very very late”

Severus look down at the floor boards. “I know, I’m sorry I-”

You looked up, eyes sharp. Severus bit back any lie of an excuse he might have thought of making and instead sighed.

“How can I make it up to you?”

You had already dressed down to your knickers and a t shirt when he arrived, a sure sign that there was no way he was taking you out tonight. So instead you scooted over on the bed and patted the mattress beside you.

“Take your shoes off. You can start by making tea and sitting down with me.”

Severus smiled a little bit. That was one thing he liked about you, he didn’t have to try and read you, or guess what you wanted. You always told him in the plainest way possible.

So as penance for his lateness, he set to brewing you a cup of tea and kicked off his shoes and coat. “Reading anything interesting?”

“I just got it” You replied a little louder so he could hear you from the kitchen. “it was in a box of books at a yard sale.”

“What’s it called?”

You flipped the cover over, “Marauding with Monsters.”

You heard the sound of a metal spoon hitting something suddenly and frowned. “Honey?”

“Repeat that?” Severus’s face appeared from the doorway.

“Uh, Marauding with Monsters by Gilderoy Lockhart.” You read the cover again. “Why, do you know it?”

Severus’s face was blank before shaking his head. “No, never heard of it.” He stood there a moment, deaf to the sound of the kettle whistling.

“Sev, honey?”

“Wha-”

“The tea”

“Oh!” Severus blinked and ducked back into the kitchen, mind racing. Where could you have possibly found that book?! Surely you didn’t know…

Cursing whomever would be so careless as to let such a book into the muggle world, Severus calmly brought you your tea and settled himself next to you on the bed. You smiled a little, slowing forgiving his lateness as you relaxed deeper into the bed and leaned into him while reading.

“So um, what’s it like then?”

“Well, it’s well written.” You admitted, “But it’s pretty fantastical, like a kid’s book.”

“Oh yeah?” Severus kept his cool, glad to see you thought it was simply fiction. “Would I like it?”

“No.” You laughed, “The protagonist is laughably arrogant. It’s almost like the writer took himself and made himself the hero of the story you know?”

“I thought you said it was well written.” Severus bit back a laugh, wishing he could telling someone how you had described Lockhart so well.

“I did, I did.” You nudged him slightly, “Lemme finish.”

“Fine, go on.”

“Any way, I think it’s interesting that this guy is so full of himself because I love stories with unreliable narrators you know?” You explained. “Like you know when a friend is telling you a story, and you know it didn’t happen the way they say, but you can’t call them on it? It’s like that, it’s funny because you know he’s full of shit.”

“I see” Severus snickered, “Maybe I would like it then.”

“Maybe, but I think it’s part of a series and this is the only one that was in the box.” You pouted a little.

“Well” Severus bit his lip, “We’ll see, maybe you’ll find another one somewhere.”

“Yeah, maybe.” You marked your spot and set the book aside. “So, why were you so late?”

Severus looked down, still feeling guilty that he couldn’t tell you the truth. It wasn’t a risk he was willing to take, not for fear that you’d leave him, but for fear of what might happen if you didn’t. You’d become just another pawn to be used against him, and you deserved so much more than that.

“Work’s really been kicking my ass recently.” He lied, rolling his neck. “But I should have called you to let you know, I’m sorry.”

You frowned and looked him up and down. He was so tense, and so thin he seemed to be losing weight by the day. Looking so much older than he really was, you wished there was some way you could help him. But he’d never let you in, not yet, you thought.

“Come here.” You pulled him closer and sat up, rubbing the back of his neck with your palm. “You always look so tired when you visit, maybe next time I should come to your house.”

Severus smiled a little, but the thought of you in his study surrounded by shadows and books of Dark Arts, mere inches away from a world you had no place in, was not a welcome one.

“It’s a mess there.” He shook his head, “Plus, you look so comfortable here, relaxed” His hand found yours at the base of his neck and pulled it back around to the front. “Seeing you like this lets me forget about everything else.”

You smiled softly, laying back down in front of him, his body heat beckoning you closer.

“It’s like reading a book, and suddenly in you’re someplace where the rest of the world doesn’t matter.”

“Hey.” You whispered.

“Hm?” Severus grunted, the combination of your closeness and slight exhaustion forcing him to relax.

“Stay here tonight.” You told him. “With me.”

Severus looked up at you slightly, surprised. “Really?”

“Yeah.” You nodded, a sheepish smile creeping upon your face, “Listening to you talk is better than any book anyway.”

Severus smiled one of the few genuine smiles he had mustered in a long time and sat up slightly. “Thank you.”

He didn’t end up talking that much anyway. Your bed was warm, and he was tired, but you felt no disappointment when he fell asleep against you, head resting on your thigh as you sat and read aloud from your yard sale novel. Instead, you felt nothing but warmth, warmth and peace.

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Pub Encounter: MC Telling Him She’s Pregnant

Ryunosuke Yuze

You open the door to your apartment and shut it softly behind you. Your back is killing you. Telling Ryunosuke can’t wait…

After all, your husband is still waist deep in paperwork.

“(Y/N), you’re home early” You look up, startled, and Ryunosuke’s lips collide with yours, “Welcome home, I came home early tonight so we could spend some time together” He smiles at you, “I even made dinner”

You forget whatever else was on your mind and hurl both arms around his neck, “You’re the best husband ever!” You snuggle him hard, inhaling his scent. Ryunosuke rarely uses cologne, since you told him you prefer his natural scent. “Of course. I makes sense that the best CEO is the best husband” You chuckle, “It does not! The best CEO would be up all night doing paper work and revealing, never having any time for his poor neglected wife” Ryunosuke grinned.

You continue bantering like this while Ryunosuke manoeuvres you into the dining room, it smelt of vanilla, red wine in glasses on the table, and jazz from the radio in the corner.

“Are we going to eat?” You ask, placing both of your hands on his shoulders, standing on your tip toes and grazing your lips over his. Blushing, Ryunosuke nods and pulls out your chair. A moment later he disappears, returning with a plate. You just hope throughout the dinner that he wouldn’t notice that you weren’t drinking the wine, at least not until you felt ready to tell him.

After a long, wonderful dinner, Ryunosuke finishes off his glass of wine and reaches across the table towards you, his hand settling over yours, “(Y/N), I’ve been thinking. Would… Would you?” “Would I what?” You stoke your thumb across his knuckles. Ryunosuke stands, and, without releasing your hand he kneels by your side.

He inhales hard, “Would you like to start a family soon? I want to be a father, I really do, but… I love you. I want it to be your decision”

You smile down at him and slide off your chair, wrapping both arms around his neck. Finding his hands, you lay it on your stomach.

Surprised, Ryunosuke glances “(Y/N)… You… You’re already pregnant!” You nod against him, unable to stop yourself from beaming. “You’re going to get your wish Ryunosuke! We’re going to be parents!” His lips and yours met, tenderly, as Ryunosuke’s arms rope around your back

Mamoru Arashiro Imagine discovering that you were pregnant then going through the worst torture of all…

How to tell your significant other.

Pacing around your bedroom, cell phone in one hand, pregnancy test in the other, you debated how exactly you would inform Mamoru. The minute you received a positive result, you considered texting him, but that would be far too impersonal. You decided against calling as well because you wanted to see his expression when you told him.

But you wanted to tell him so badly!

With a resigned sigh, you forced yourself to wait until he returned home from work.

You swore the anticipation would kill you.

When Mamoru returned home, you positioned yourself in the bedroom doorway, wearing a brave smile, “(Y/N)!” He called, coming up the stairs, “Since it is our anniversary, I brought some of that wine that you adore!” Mamoru rounded the hallway corner and discovered you, noticing the excited glint in your eyes.

“Welcome home, Mamoru” You shyly greeted, “I have something for you, too”

Intuitive eyes blinked back in surprise. His beautiful mouth fell open when you placed your hands on your stomach, looked up at him and smiled, “(Y/N)” Mamoru breathed, setting the bottle of wine on the floor, “Are you serious?” He joined you in the bedroom, and you guided his hands atop your stomach, smile widening when tears sprung to his eyes.

For a moment, it was silent.

Then Mamoru spoke, “You’re pregnant” he gently whispered, “With my baby?”

Nodding, you withdrew the positive pregnancy test from your pocket. No sooner had Mamoru seen the two lines than his lips were pressed against yours with a surge of passion. Taking you into his arms and kissing you many, many time, he bestowed his affections onto you. With a cheerful laugh, you cupped his cheeks and connected your mouths. There was no moment you cherished more on this earth than this one you shared with him.

When Mamoru pulled away, tears trickled past his smile, “I can’t believe I’m going to be a father”

Hideaki Kodama You’d phoned Hideaki, you were in hospital because you sick, and it felt like you had only just text him when he came walking into the room, “Hey (Y/N), I brought you some flowers” He announced smiling softly as he handed you a bunch of white roses.

The doctor glanced at him, “Something the matter?” He questioned turning his gaze towards the doctor, the doctor simply nodded, “As a matter of fact there is” Hideaki had a confused look on his face, but the doctor looked towards you, silently asking for permission to tell him of the situation. You nodded, not feeling enough courage to tell him yourself. She turned her attention back to Hideaki, “Mr Kodama, (Y/N), is not ill” She told him, and he let out a visible breath at this, “She’s pregnant’ She finished.

His eyes hot back to you, their focus on your stomach, his face loosing all hint of emotion other than surprise for a few moments. You blushed and nodded, hoping with all you might that he still wanted a child with you. Just as you had thought, he had a huge, and by huge, we’re talking massive smile plastered itself on his face as he rushed towards you, encircling you in his arms and kissing you passionately. He was obviously over-joyed at the news.

Yorihisa Hodo When you missed your first menstrual cycle, you were unconcerned.

Then you missed your second and third cycles.

Followed by your fourth and fifth.

Parts of your body became swollen and tender. Morning sickness started occurring. When you finally took a pregnancy test, you were not surprised when the results were positive. Your only concerns were telling Yorihisa without surprising him. It would be better if he wasn’t alarmed and frantic. Discarding the pregnancy test in the trash, you laid upon the couch.

After you drifted into a nap, Yorihisa bombarded the house.

Waking with a startle as the door slammed, you looked at Yorihisa, "Hey Yorihisa” You called out, “Can we talk?”

He stomped past you and headed into the bathroom, “In a moment, (Y/N)!” He dismissed you curtly, having no patience at this moment. He slammed the door shut behind him. The sound of running water sloshing onto a wash cloth was followed by the opening of a cabinet and a removal of Tylenol -the final dose- then the crinkle of a trash bag.

You tensed when the room went quiet.

Absolutely quiet.

Bracing yourself for an explosive reaction you folded your hands in your lap. Teeth sinking into your lip, you strived to keep your composure when Yorihisa shakily opened the door. The nervous tremble upon his tongue made you wince, “(Y/N)?”

“Yes”

Walking around the couch, he drew in a deep breath. Yorihisa never looked more shocked. He opened his lips to speak but promptly shut them. He gestured with a pointed finger, but dropped it to his side. He widened his stare, but narrowed it with his incessant blinking. A million emotions were splattered across his face.

He finally spoke, “So I’m going to be a dad?”

With a nod, you meant to reply, but Yorihisa gathered you in his arms. Embracing you against his fluttering chest, he clutched you tightly. Burying your nose in his shoulder, you could not deny your smile as you heard happiness edge into his voice, “Th-this is wonderful! I-I really don’t know what to say, (Y/N)!” He trailed off, grip on you tightening as his chest swelled with trembling pride, “I’m going to be the best dad ever” He announced, gripping you tighter.

Soichiro Toyoizumi Nausea crippled you every morning. Changes in your body made you ill, unable to cope with day to day life comfortably. Weakened by what you knew, after seeing the doctor that day, was pregnancy, you laid on the couch. At least when Soichiro came home you would have some good news for him, something to make him smile; he had been terribly worried about your health.

He was home earlier than normal, he’d obviously closed the bar early.

“(Y/N)!” He cried, bursting into the house with his antibiotics in hand, “I-I was recommended these!”

“Ah!” You struggled to sit up as Soichiro rushed over, “I went to see the doctor today”

Dropping onto one knee by your side, he eagerly gripped your hands, “What did he say?” His words were quiet, but not lacking intensity. Soichiro cared more for you than anyone and he would be damned if there was nothing else he could do to help, “What do you need, (Y/N)? Tell me, and I promise, I will find a way to get it”

With a calm laugh, you squeezed his hands. His anxious eyes searched yours, unsure and questioning. You thumbed his knuckles, serene and peaceful. “It isn’t quite what you think, dear” Your lips broke into a happy grin, “I’m pregnant”

“Pregnant?” Soichiro repeated the words, they were unfamiliar on his tongue, “With our baby”

Before you could comprehend his reaction, you were nearly pulled off the couch and into his arms. Taken aback, you could only hold him as he broke into relieved tears. After a moment, regaining your composure, you soothed his with kind murmurs, expressing gentle sentiments. Soichiro struggled to breathe, managing to say: “I’ll be a father who makes our family proud”

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Pub Encounter: MC Telling Him She’s Pregnant

Ryunosuke Yuze

You open the door to your apartment and shut it softly behind you. Your back is killing you. Telling Ryunosuke can’t wait…

After all, your husband is still waist deep in paperwork.

You continue bantering like this while Ryunosuke manoeuvres you into the dining room, it smelt of vanilla, red wine in glasses on the table, and jazz from the radio in the corner.

He inhales hard, “Would you like to start a family soon? I want to be a father, I really do, but… I love you. I want it to be your decision”

You smile down at him and slide off your chair, wrapping both arms around his neck. Finding his hands, you lay it on your stomach.

Mamoru Arashiro Imagine discovering that you were pregnant then going through the worst torture of all…

How to tell your significant other.

But you wanted to tell him so badly!

With a resigned sigh, you forced yourself to wait until he returned home from work.

You swore the anticipation would kill you.

“Welcome home, Mamoru” You shyly greeted, “I have something for you, too”

For a moment, it was silent.

Then Mamoru spoke, “You’re pregnant” he gently whispered, “With my baby?”

When Mamoru pulled away, tears trickled past his smile, “I can’t believe I’m going to be a father”

Yorihisa Hodo When you missed your first menstrual cycle, you were unconcerned.

Then you missed your second and third cycles.

Followed by your fourth and fifth.

After you drifted into a nap, Yorihisa bombarded the house.

Waking with a startle as the door slammed, you looked at Yorihisa, "Hey Yorihisa” You called out, “Can we talk?”

You tensed when the room went quiet.

Absolutely quiet.

“Yes”

He finally spoke, “So I’m going to be a dad?��

He was home earlier than normal, he’d obviously closed the bar early.

“(Y/N)!” He cried, bursting into the house with his antibiotics in hand, “I-I was recommended these!”

“Ah!” You struggled to sit up as Soichiro rushed over, “I went to see the doctor today”

“Pregnant?” Soichiro repeated the words, they were unfamiliar on his tongue, “With our baby”

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sailorchibirose · 6 years

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SSS secundary voices :3

I love kokonoe’s voice 😍😍😍

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Words to replace said, except this actually helps

I got pretty fed up with looking for words to replace said because they weren’t sorted in a way I could easily use/find them for the right time. So I did some myself.

IN RESPONSE TO Acknowledged Answered Protested

INPUT/JOIN CONVERSATION/ASK Added Implored Inquired Insisted Proposed Queried Questioned Recommended Testified

GUILTY/RELUCTANCE/SORRY Admitted Apologized Conceded Confessed Professed

FOR SOMEONE ELSE Advised Criticized Suggested

JUST CHECKING Affirmed Agreed Alleged Confirmed

LOUD Announced Chanted Crowed

LEWD/CUTE/SECRET SPY FEEL Appealed Disclosed Moaned

ANGRY FUCK OFF MATE WANNA FIGHT Argued Barked Challenged Cursed Fumed Growled Hissed Roared Swore

SMARTASS Articulated Asserted Assured Avowed Claimed Commanded Cross-examined Demanded Digressed Directed Foretold Instructed Interrupted Predicted Proclaimed Quoted Theorized

ASSHOLE Bellowed Boasted Bragged

NERVOUS TRAINWRECK Babbled Bawled Mumbled Sputtered Stammered Stuttered

SUAVE MOTHERFUCKER Bargained Divulged Disclosed Exhorted

FIRST OFF Began

LASTLY Concluded Concurred

WEAK PUSY Begged Blurted Complained Cried Faltered Fretted

HAPPY/LOL Cajoled Exclaimed Gushed Jested Joked Laughed

WEIRDLY HAPPY/EXCITED Extolled Jabbered Raved

BRUH, CHILL Cautioned Warned

ACTUALLY, YOU’RE WRONG Chided Contended Corrected Countered Debated Elaborated Objected Ranted Retorted

CHILL SAVAGE Commented Continued Observed Surmised

LISTEN BUDDY Enunciated Explained Elaborated Hinted Implied Lectured Reiterated Recited Reminded Stressed

BRUH I NEED U AND U NEED ME Confided Offered Urged

FINE Consented Decided

TOO EMO FULL OF EMOTIONS Croaked Lamented Pledged Sobbed Sympathized Wailed Whimpered

JUST SAYING Declared Decreed Mentioned Noted Pointed out Postulated Speculated Stated Told Vouched

WASN’T ME Denied Lied

EVIL SMARTASS Dictated Equivocated Ordered Reprimanded Threatened

BORED Droned Sighed

SHHHH IT’S QUIET TIME Echoed Mumbled Murmured Muttered Uttered Whispered

DRAMA QUEEN Exaggerated Panted Pleaded Prayed Preached

OH SHIT Gasped Marveled Screamed Screeched Shouted Shrieked Yelped Yelled

ANNOYED Grumbled Grunted Jeered Quipped Scolded Snapped Snarled Sneered

ANNOYING Nagged

I DON’T REALLY CARE BUT WHATEVER Guessed Ventured

I’M DRUNK OR JUST BEING WEIRDLY EXPRESSIVE FOR A POINT/SARCASM Hooted Howled Yowled

I WONDER Pondered Voiced Wondered

OH, YEAH, WHOOPS Recalled Recited Remembered

SURPRISE BITCH Revealed

IT SEEMS FAKE BUT OKAY/HA ACTUALLY FUNNY BUT I DON’T WANT TO LAUGH OUT LOUD Scoffed Snickered Snorted

BITCHY Tattled Taunted Teased

Edit: People, I’m an English and creative writing double major in college; I understand that there’s nothing wrong with simply using “said.” This was just for fun, and it comes in handy when I need to add pizzazz.

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