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Sleep With Grace ; Minhyuk x Reader

genre : fluff

warnings : none

prompt : "He is beauty, he is grace."

p.o.v : third person

a/n : this is more like a drabble, but oh well. It's really short.

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It was writing class, and you were very tired. Your eyes drooped with faint eye bags beneath them. You still wrote the poem though, with sleepy and sloppy handwriting.

'He is beauty, he is grace. He is a blessing with no mistakes. He is a sin, he is hell. Whoever knew someone like him could look so well?' That's all you could write before your head fell, along with your eyelids.

Minhyuk looked at you from his seat beside you, a small smile spreading across his lips at your gentle, sleeping face. He leaned forward, reading what you wrote.

He took his pencil, erasing some of the words and replacing them with different ones similar to them.

You awoke after a quarter hour and read what he had changed.

'You are beauty, you are grace. You are a blessing with no mistakes. You are a sin, you are hell. How does no one know how beautiful you are?'

You looked at him with a blush spreading across your cheeks. He only smiled at you softly and gave you a kiss on your cheek.

And that's how you got your beautiful, graceful, sinful boyfriend Lee Minhyuk.

#minhyuk #monsta x #monsta x x reader #minhyuk x reader #monsta x fluff #minhyuk fluff

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Someone Still Loves You ; Jimin x Reader

genre : angst, but fluff at the end

warnings : swearing, mentions of smut

prompt : "even if he's gone, someone still loves you"

p.o.v : third person

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Tears were strolling down your face as he yelled at you. You shook your head, your voice weak as you spoke.

"No, please stop. I still love you." You whispered. He crashed another vase. It was more than anger that was glimmering in his eyes.

"Why in the hell would I do that, Y/N! You don't fucking love me, you love that little twink Jimin." He continued to yell.

"He's not a fucking twink! And he's my best friend, why can't you ever understand that?" You finally screamed, your eyes flashing light bolts at him.

"He's not your best friend, he's your friend with benefits." He screeched, his eyes narrowing to a glare.

"First of all, ew. Second of all, if he's my friend with benefits, how would I still be a virgin? Think, you fucking idiot." You replied.

"Yeah, I've definitely thought. And you know what I came up with? I'm leaving! Forever! Say goodbye to me now, fucker. Now go run to Jimin." He growled, grabbing his coat and slamming the door behind him.

You were glued in place, unable to move, unable to speak. You reached for your phone, but your pride told you no. You couldn't call or text Jimin. You couldn't prove him right.

And so you sat on your couch, staring into the tv with your knees curled up to your chest. You bit your lip to hold back your tears.

Soon enough, Jimin came over. He had called you twice and texted you three times. He was worried.

You heard a knock on your door, and slowly got up. Right as you answered the door, Jimin hugged you tightly.

"You look awful. Where's B/N(boy name)?" That only made you cry harder, and he instantly felt bad for bringing him up.

"What did he do?" And so you explained everything. There was a few times where it looked like he wanted to cut in, but he continued to let you speak.

"Oh, Y/N, it's okay. He doesn't deserve you." He said, hugging you again. He rocked you a bit in hopes of calming you down.

"Get up, get dressed, we're going out." Jimin said suddenly, taking your hand and leaded you to your room. You sat down on the foot of your bed as he rummaged through your closet.

"Here, put this on." He said, handing you a white crop top with the word "LOVE" in red letters on it with a pair of black pants.

You put the clothes on as well as some socks and shoes. You peeked your head out of the door and Jimin clapped.

He then dragged you to the bathroom. He motioned for you to sit down on the edge of the bath. He took some eye-shadow and dabbed it on your eyelids. Then he put a bit of lipstick on your lips. It was all natural.

He then brushed your hair for you, as well as putting some earrings in for you. He stepped back and admired you once he was done.

Jimin took your hands in his again, walking outside and leading you towards the mall. For some reason, you were just so happy around him.

He took you into a hair place. You looked confused, so he explained.

"You're your hair dyed, like you've always wanted it to." He said, flashing you a smile. Your eyes lit up.

#bts #jimin #bts angst #bts fluff #jimin angst #jimin fluff

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Time For Sorrow ; Seongsik x Reader

genre : severe angst

warnings : swearing

prompt : victon : time for sorrow : english lyrics

p.o.v : third person

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Seungsik looked at her sleeping face. He didn't want to, but he had to, even if he didn't know why.

Tears stung his eyes as memories ran around his head. He struggled against thinking about it, but he couldn't help it.

~flashback~

She looked at him with straight love in her eyes, a smile spread across her face as she danced with him.

"God, Seungsik, I love you." She had said before pecking his nose lightly. A light blush spread across his cheeks.

"I love you too."

~flashback over~

He grabbed his coat and keys with trembling hands, some tears finally letting loose. He had no destination, but he'd drive about 'till he found one.

She woke up confused that morning, wondering why he had left. Finally, she figured that he had probably went out and got wasted with his friends.

See now, that's what she thought until she looked carefully at the note she found on her nightstand. The handwriting was smudged with tears.

'Dear Y/N,

I love you, but I had to let go. I never wanted to, but the choice wasn't mine.

Sincerely,

Seungsik."

Tears came to her eyes, but she swallowed them down. What did he mean by 'the choice wasn't his'? Was it her fault?

"Oh, god damn it! What fucking mess up did I make this time?" She yelled at herself, dropping her head into her hands.

~p.o.v change~

Seungsik had fell asleep with his head against his horn, pulled over into a random parking lot. He flinched at the sound of his horn, then finally realized why he was there.

He missed her. He missed her a lot. He couldn't believe he chose pride over love. He wanted to go back, but he was lost. He had no train of thought.

Tears worked up again as he let out a yell of anger. He didn't care whether anyone heard him or not, he only wanted to scream in hopes of forgetting.

~p.o.v change~

She was sitting on a bar stool, struggling to keep herself from throwing the shot glasses. She was wasted. She was wasted, even if she was already drunk off of him.

She called for another shot, thinking that drinking would solve all her problems. He had lied. Not anything close to a white lie, he had lied.

~flashback~

"Seungsik, you won't ever leave me, right?" She asked him softly, looking up at him from the book of heartbreak she was reading.

"No way, I'll be here forever."

~flashback over~

She quickly downed the shot, slamming the glass onto the counter loudly. She dragged herself out of the bar, stumbling her way back to her apartment.

~p.o.v change~

Seungsik saw a stumbling figure. But, it wasn't only any stumbling figure. It was her, the girl he had loved for his life.

"Y/N! Look out!" But he was too late. He could hear her bones crunch beneath the wheels of the stranger's car. He could see the dark red blood dripping from her cheeks, her torso, and her legs. And he could feel the pain in her eyes.

She was dead. The girl he had loved for his whole entire life was dead, and it was all his fault as well.

#victon #victon x reader #victon angst #viction angst #seongsik angst #seongsik x reader #seungsik #seungsik x reader #seungsik angst

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She's Forbidden ; Minhyuk x Reader

genre : angst, maybe a little bit of fluff

warnings : swearing

prompt : "I know I can't, but I love her."

p.o.v : third person

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She stood in front of her, the queen who had tortured her and tossed her out, the one and only Queen Lee. She didn't understand why. Why did the queen use her as a toy? She never knew, only the 'beautiful queen' did.

"Well then, ___, I see that you haven't partaken in being forbidden, now, have you?" Queen Lee asked snarkily, which made ___ growl in response.

"No, I have not, because I'm not taking part of this fucking torture game." She snarled. Queen Lee huffed to herself.

"I suggest you do, Miss ___. Cause if not, this so called game will have to go on." Queen Lee responded, giving about the most fake smile she had ever seen.

"Then let it go on without me, cause not yet will I leave, and not ever will I go down without a fight." And that's when Queen Lee called her guards with a small movement of her index finger.

The guards steps were loud, due to the heavy metal they wore. The steel almost covered their eyes, and their arms and legs were overlapped with confusing combinations of metal.

"What did the queen tell you? Game on." One of the guards said with a deep voice.

She let out a dry laugh, using the reason she got toyed against the guards. She threw them against the walls with her mind, knowing she'd win this fight with some wounds and bruises.

Their armor clanged boisterously against the stone walls of the throne room before the queen. Did Queen Lee really think that this was a challenge? It really wasn't.

The guards all groaned in sync, feeling like a dart board getting multiple darts thrown and stabbing them right in the center.

She heard steps but didn't pay attention, assuming that it was the cook preparing the table for lunch. she kept the squirming guards against the wall, stifling a laugh.

She heard the throne room door open and turned around, shocked at the sight of what she saw. She let the guards down with a rough thud.

She bit her lips to stop the tears that were about to spill from her eyes.

Prince Lee had came then, when she had turned the guards thrown spears around to stab the wall. He stood still, traumatized to see the girl he once knew was weak from his mother torturing her beating up his own guards.

His hands trembling, he yelled. He yelled at, not her, but his mother.

"Mother! Why would you turn against her? She's powerful, don't you see? Or are you blind, just like you were blind to Dad's severe sickness?" Prince Lee knew he had gone too far.

"Minhyuk, sweetie, don't speak of your father..." Queen Lee said softly. But he was still mad.

"Don't call me sweetie! I don't wanna be your 'sweetie' anymore! And I haven't for a long time!" He screamed, small and cold tears running down his face.

"Sweetie—" Queen Lee couldn't finish her sentence.

"What did I fucking say, Mom, don't you understand? Wait, you don't, otherwise you'd understand that you shouldn't turn your back on ___." Prince Lee growled.

"Minhyuk!" Queen Lee stood up quickly, walking towards him. She brung her hand up, close to slapping him. Notice how I said close. He would've been slapped if ___ didn't stand in front of him.

He looked at the slightly smaller female in shock, seeing the red hand print already forming on her cheek. She had grown since he last saw her, she was only a few centimeters shorter than him now.

"_-___..." He stuttered, turning her around and carefully touching the mark on her cheek. She whimpered in pain. He felt bad and glared at his mother with tears in his eyes.

~flashback~

Minhyuk giggled, holding her hand tightly as they ran through the woods. She had small leaves in her soft black hair since it was autumn.

___ smiled and looked behind her and stopped, holding his hand tighter. He turned around and giggled a bit, until he processed what she was looking at.

His mom was right before the two. He stopped laughing quickly, eyeing the small handcuffs with terror. He spaced out until he heard a small click. Twelve year old Minhyuk's grip was weak, and her hand had escaped from his.

He looked at a fearful and crying ___, who was getting dragged away by his mother towards the... dungeon? Why the dungeon? He was confused. And he knew he couldn't help.

That night he couldn't sleep at all, thinking of what his mother or anyone else was doing to ___. It was then he heard a scream and a few words after.

"No! Stop! Please..." And then... A thud.

~flashback over~

He looked like he was the one in pain, which could be true, because emotionally, he was. He looked at the female he once loved, who had gotten stripped away from him.

Queen Lee had an emotionless expression, like nothing had happened at all.

"Mother, I suggest you leave before both her and I hurt you." Minhyuk growled. But, Queen Lee being the bitch she is, stayed in place.

___ only nodded at him. they came up with the childish plan a long time ago.

~flashback~

"___-ah! What if we came across trouble!" Minhyuk had asked in the winter. ___ giggled at her own plan.

"Hm... I could hold them up against a wall, you could throw something at them repeatedly, and I could hold ice up against their body." She joked. But he obviously seemed interested in the plan.

They never came across trouble that day. So, all day they stayed outside. She would play with her powers, and Minhyuk would be amazed over and over again. They enjoyed it.

~flashback over~

With her telekinesis, ___ held Queen Lee up against the throne room wall. Prince Lee always carried a few pebbles with him for memories of ___, so he threw those now that she's back.

And now for Prince Lee's personal favorite part, which was changed. What actually happened was ___ trapped Queen Lee in an ice block.

Visibly, Queen Lee was screaming. He turned around and high-fived ___.

"So, Prince Lee, we meet again." ___ spoke quietly. He sighed, nodding a bit before responding.

"___, just call me Minhyuk." She smiled, her eyes scrunching up when she did.

~timeskip~

Since Minhyuk and ___ went into the woods, Queen Lee died of hypothermia. Did Minhyuk care? Sorta, she hurt ___, but she was his mother.

Minhyuk was talking to his friend, Prince Yoo, or Kihyun.

"Well, ___'s still forbidden for hurting your mother. Are you sure you can still feel what you use to?" Kihyun asked.

Minhyuk thought for a bit before responding to him.

"I know I can't, but I love her." He spoke. Kihyun shook his head, sighing.

"Listen, you can't anymore. It'll he hard, same thing happened to me with Jennie, but you're gonna have to get over it." Kihyun advised.

"Get some people for me. Hyunwoo, Wonho, Hyungwon, Jooheon, Changkyun, Maid Hwasa, Maid Moonbyul, Maid Wheein, Maid Solar, and ___. Them, you, and I are meeting in the ball room." Minhyuk said, standing up after Kihyun went.

~timeskip~

Minhyuk was already sitting down when the eleven people came in.

"Take a seat, we're gonna talk about something special." He said.

Everyone hesitated, but followed his command. He had no second-thoughts about it.

"Okay, so, as you all know, ___ is back. Queen Lee is dead." He continued when everyone was settled. He rapidly motioned for the maids to stay seated.

"I've chosen the ones I wouldn't be able to leave behind, so feel special."

Everyone except the maids, who were pitiful for Queen Lee, nodded.

"We're running away. All twelve of us, we're running away together. I need you all to pack bags and meet back here at 11 pm. So you have two hours."

___ felt uneasy.

"First of all, where would we go? Second of all, I have nothing I need here." She spoke.

"We'll be going to an empty castle, it's still in good shape." ___ remembered what he meant.

~flashback~

"___! Look!" Minhyuk said, pointing at a castle huger than his own. She gasped, covering her mouth.

"Hyukie, what if we ran away and lived there? Just us and a few of the maids, maybe even the other six? That'd be great!" ___ cheered.

~flashback over~

~timeskip~

It was at the end of the woods, the castle. They walked in pairs. Minhyuk and ___, Kihyun and Hyunwoo, Wonho and Hyungwon, Jooheon and Changkyun, Solar and Moonbyul, and Hwasa and Wheein.

Minhyuk helped everyone over the stone wall, his hand lingering on ___'s. And so that's where they'd live. Where they'd live for the rest of their lives.

~large timeskip~

Minhyuk pecked ___'s lips, giggling.

"Ooh! Mommy and Daddy kissed!" Their daughter, Seo-hee, said childishly.

Their were more maids now. Jisoo, Rosè(which she preferred to be called), Lisa, and who Kihyun was now engaged to, Jennie.

Everyone was happy there. No unfair treatment, no complaints, and most important to Minhyuk, no one got forbidden.

How do I know all of this? Because I am Jennie, there all along.

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