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Hen's Den | Farmer Natasha Universe

Farmer!Natasha Romanoff x Fem!Reader

Words: 901

AN: What's up? This is the first of many stories (all of them will most likely be shortish) in the Farmer Natasha Romanoff Universe!

You are in the Chicken's Coop when your wife Natasha calls for you. "Babe? Honey where are you?"

"In the Hen's den!" You shout back, trying not to yell as you don't want to frighten the chickens. Natasha soon comes in, you have to take a double look at her since she looks crazy hot in her overalls and plaid shirt underneath.

"Hey, whatcha doing in here?" She asks you since it's not the usual time for any of you to be in here. Since the Hen's don't lay their eggs all at the same time, you normally wait until noon to collect the eggs. 

"Henrietta and Dorothy were bickering over a spot to lay theirs eggs, even though that's Nugget's spot." You explain.

"The ladies really are keeping you on your toes huh. I also still can't believe you named her Nugget!" She says in disbelieve which makes you smile. You shrug before you teasingly take a jab at her. "You couldn't come up with a better name. That's on you."

Natasha gasps and pretends to be insulted. "Y/N Romanoff stop being mean to your wife!"

"How was that mean?" She gives you that ONE stern look. "Alright, I'm sorry hunny. But it's also just the truth! Anyways to get into your good grace again. You look absolutely fantastic. Do you have time for me to make it up to you?" You smirk at your wife while constantly checking her out by looking her up and down. A blush appears on her cheeks, she's still not used to be looked at like this from you. 

"I love where this is going. Unfortunately I don't have time." She starts. "The reason why I even came looking for you was to tell you I'm off to the farmers market."

You grab her overall and pull her closer to you. "Well firstly, you know you don't have to wear the stereotype clothes to the market right? Secondly, you could take some time to have fun with me first and then go later."

"These clothes are very comfortable so I won't change. And also as much as I love your offer, I really need to go and bring all the money we can get home." You sigh in adoration while warmness blooms through your body. "Truthfully, that's so sexy of you and I'm jealous that all the girls and boys and everyone in between is gonna fawn over you." 

"If that's gonna make me sell more then good." She grins at you. But it wasn't just a simple grin, no it was one shit eating grin that has teasing and mocking written all over it. 

"I'm not so sure if it's so good for my ego." You continue with the playfulness. 

"You're married to me. You shouldn't be worried about that." She says. "Plus nobody but my wife will ever see what's underneath this sexy outfit yeah?" Her words turn you all mushy and hot inside. Is there anything better than hearing your wife calling you her wife and basically claim you as fully hers? "Are you sure you don't have a couple minutes left? You always get me so worked up." Natasha likes you this whiny and worked up. Not only is it a bit of fun but it also gives her all the butterflies again. 

"Later." She winks. "And don't even dare to think about getting off on your own." 

"Leaving me high and dry and dictate me what I can't do? Tsk, Romanoff you know for sure that I won't listen to a single word you just said. Plus, that threat is as empty as your promise to test out that new toy we brought on our vacation months ago." Now your redheaded wife is pouting at you, it makes her look even younger than she is. You wanted to give in and tell her you'll listen but you knew her game way too well. When she sees that you won't budge she stops pouting but goes into the direction of teasing you even further. "Maybe I wanted to get you to a point you're so frustrated that it'll be fucking mind blowing once we test it out."

"Tasha goddammit." You curse out. Sometimes you hate her for it but it's only fleeting since you could never truly hate the love of your life. She squeezes your biceps. "Later, I promise."

You nod and shake off all your thoughts. There are a million other things to think about. "Talking about promises... promise me you'll get your fine ass home with some apple pie from the Jenkins?" 

She leans in to kiss you slow and deep. "For you? Always my love." It's almost sickening how much you love her and how much she still affects you to date. "You're always so seductive babe." She shakes her head, not believing a word you say. "How? I'm simply being me?"

"Exactly." You say before she decides to kiss you again. This time though the kiss is so gentle that you think you'd die from her softness. "Have a great day babe." Natasha says before she peaks your lips to steal another kiss. 

"You too my love." You say, still swooning over her. She goes away while you stand there in a trance she put you in. It isn't until Henrietta & Dorothy start clucking that brings you back to help smoothing out their fighting. 

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[romanoffprentiss]

Stuffed Animal Emergency

Natasha Romanoff x Female Reader

When her daughter’s stuffed animal rips, Natasha comes to the rescue

Note: Very very soft mama Nat. Follow my library blog @togrowoldinvlibrary for fic updates! Enjoy!

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Natasha is in her home office catching up on some paperwork when she hears little feet coming down the hallway.

She rubs her temples as she turns in her chair to face the doorway. She can’t lie that she’s been exhausted since you left for a business trip. Taking care of two kids on her own and working has been taxing.

But the second she sees her daughter at the doorway, she smiles at her preciousness.

“Mama, my doggie ripped,” the little girl says with a frown. She’s holding the stuffed animal at her side. Natasha can’t help but notice how much she looks like you when she’s pouty.

“Come here, malyshka,” Natasha holds her arms out to her.

The girl takes refuge in the safest place in the world. Nat kisses her head.

“Alright, let me see them,” Natasha says. Ali hands her stuffed dog to Nat. She inspects it to see a rip next to its ear. It would be an easy fix for you, Natasha thinks, but she doesn’t have any experience in sewing.

Ali taps Nat’s cheek to get her attention, a silly habit she probably learned from a tv show.

“Can you fix it? Please Mama,” she asks. Her puppy dog eyes are doing wonders for her case to have it fixed. Natasha holds her tighter and checks the time. It’s late, but not too late to call you she decides.

She reaches for her phone and clicks on your contact. The phone rings until you answer it.

“Hey there’s my girls,” you answer with a smile.

“Hi Mommy,” Ali greets you. She looks sleepy as she leans on Nat’s shoulder.

“She should be asleep, I know,” Nat reads your mind. “But we have a bit of an issue.”

You notice Ali frown and Nat holds up the stuffed dog to the camera. It’s ripped, but not too badly.

“Oh, I can fix it when I get home, love,” you tell her. That’s not soon enough. She starts crying softly and it breaks your heart.

Natasha wipes her tears and tries to calm her down.

“Sorry about this,” she mumbles to you through the phone.

“That’s okay. Hey Ali,” you try to get her attention. She barely glances at the camera, but you go on. “I think Mama could help fix them tonight. Is that better?”

She perks up at that, looking up to Natasha who has a blank expression on her face that screams what are you getting me into.

“Oh, I don’t think I’m-“

“I’ll walk you through it, baby,” you assure her.

You tell her where to find your sewing kit and instruct her the best you can over FaceTime how to fix it. Ali watches patiently as Nat works her best attempt at magic on the stitching.

“And you’ve got it!” You cheer her on as she ties off the final stitch. “Yay Mama!”

“Yay Mama!” Ali mirrors.

The smile on Nat’s face makes your heart swell.

Nat kisses Ali’s cheek as she hands her the stuffed dog. “Say thank you to Mommy,” she instructs the little girl.

She thanks you and you blow a kiss into the phone. You stay on the line as Nat tucks the girl back into bed. It’s a chorus of I love yous and sleep tights.

“God, I miss you,” Nat says once she’s closed the door behind her. She’s heading back to her office.

“I miss you too, babe. You were super mom once again tonight,” you compliment her. Her cheeks blush a light pink. “I’ll see you soon, my love.”

“I love you, detka,” Natasha says.

“I love you so much,” you tell her.

You can’t wait to be home again.

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i don’t know who is in charge of the wardrobe department, but i just want to say thank you

[romanoffprentiss]

Marry me (Emily Prentiss x fem!Reader)

Warnings: talks of hospital, car crash, blood and wound mentions (no major character death)

Summary: A car crash turns everything into a nightmare. (Based off episode 18 and 19 of S7 of grey's anatomy)

A/N: It's a bit of a random post, but I remembered I had wrote that fic for @imagining-in-the-margins 's wedding challenge, so why not post it! It's really a no beta we die like men in here, so there might be some mistakes. This was based off @fortheloveofwonderland 's prompt 🤗

Word count: 3.7k

As soon as the occasion presented itself, Emily and Y/N did not hesitate a single second to spend the weekend together, far from their home. Windows rolled down, their hands glued together as Emily had the other on the steering wheel, they couldn’t stop freaking out about the simple concept of ‘vacation’.

“How did this even happen? You never get days off. I can’t believe your phone hasn’t started ringing. This is insane.” Y/N moved her right arm around as she spoke.

“Right? I can’t believe it either. It’s been… months.” Emily said.

“We finally have a weekend to ourselves.”

“Just us and the little one.” she said, briefly looking at her when the road was empty. "Let’s enjoy the final weeks before she never lets us rest again.”

“You said it,” she sighed. “We’re going to fuel ourselves with coffee.”

Emily doesn’t answer to that, eyes on the road.

“Is something wrong, Em?”

She blinked, “No, I just… spaced out for a second. Sorry.”

“Oh, okay. That happens. Did you…” Y/N started to say, but the buzz of her phone stopped her. “Oh… He found out.”

“What?”

“Reid. About the… prank we did on him, that’s not going to be good when we come-” she rambled, before Emily yanked her phone out of her grasp; throwing it somewhere behind. Probably in the back seats, not that it matters. Emily wanted this phone away. “What was that?”

“Can you just… this time is for us. You see him all the time, so do I, but he's not here now! It’s just us.”

“Come on, he was just texting. I wasn’t going to stay on my phone all day.” she argued, “I gotta text back at least.” then unbuckles her seatbelt to turn around.

“What are you doing?” Emily yelled.

With her phone in her hand, she yelled back, “I’m answering the text! Calm down, he’s not getting more time than you with me.”

“You make me sound like I’m acting jealous, or something.”

“Are you?” Y/N asked, eyes on her phone.

“It’s kind of difficult not to be when you talk about Spencer so often.”

“He’s my best friend, am I not allowed?” she asked, defensively. Taking a breath, she looked away from her phone. “I am giving all my time to our couple, you, and the human growing inside of me, so I am allowed to do other things, like talk to my friend, just for a minute.” Then she stopped talking. Went back to her phone, and the car was as silent as ever.

It’s never been that silent.

They’ve never been so pissed off at each other, they’ve swore to stop when they had to, calm down and apologize.

There wasn’t any apology.

Just the light sound of y/n’s fingertips hitting the screen. That was pretty much it.

“Marry me.”

That earned a chuckle from her girlfriend.

“I’m serious. Marry me.” Emily said, her voice sounding more serious, which led to Y/N turning to look at her, absolutely stunned. “I want… more.” She looked at her, “I love you more than anything, and what we have is perfect but I want more. I want the commitment, the rings, the married life— everything. With you. So…” she paused. “Marry me.”

Emily kept her eyes set on her, and y/n couldn’t either. Even if she was mad. Even if she didn’t know what to say.

But, something was in the back of her head. When she turned around, she didn’t have time to react.

Neither did Emily, before there was a crash and then everything went black.

++

The first thing Emily registered as her eyes opened was the texture of the airbag against her face. It was stained with blood— her blood. But she didn’t focus long about it, she couldn’t see y/n. She was nowhere near the seat.

As her eyes looked up, she saw her on the hood of the car.

She had gone through the windshield.

“Y/N!” Emily yelled, rushing to get her seatbelt off her as she rushed out of the car towards the front. The front of the car had been completely crushed by the impact when they hit the truck in front of them.

Y/N was on the front of the car, her breathing ragged and fast. She was covered in blood. Things didn’t look so good for her.

She remembered seeing the car. It got closer.

Then it crashed against theirs.

Emily was instantly out of her mind. She yelled at the driver to call for help, then proceeded called for help herself on her phone. “We need someone, right now! There was a crash and-and my girlfriend went through the windshield! You have to come right now!”

This definitely wasn’t what she had in mind for the perfect vacation.

There wouldn't even be any vacation to go on anymore.

++

Emily doesn’t remember what happened before she got off the ambulance, or she just doesn’t want to. She’s probably in shock, she doesn’t know. She thinks she dialed Spencer’s number or sent a message, somewhere through the ride.

She hated him a minute ago, but someone else had to know. No matter what, she can't forget he's the father of their child.

He probably called someone else, her guess would be Derek, or Hotch— or hell, everyone. He probably did, they're part of the family. Of course they'd come.

That is if they’re not already on a case. Not everyone would be able to leave. Just him. She guessed.

Y/N was out of sight as soon as Emily entered. She wasn’t allowed further in the room, simply left to stay outside. She was completely panicked.

Knowing the doctors there didn't help. There were all blurry faces. Just people moving around.

Was it all her fault?

She was the one driving. She didn’t look at the road.

Why would it be empty? It’s not a private road.

She swore it wasn’t there.

Was it?

Emily could register the dried blood on her forehead, the wound was still exposed, she didn’t even let anyone touch it when they saw it. She was too worried about her girlfriend.

If she hadn’t thrown the phone out of her hands she would’ve kept her seatbelt on. Maybe then her injuries wouldn’t have been so bad. Maybe the baby wouldn’t be in danger either.

She couldn’t stop blaming herself for that.

She asked Y/N to marry her, and this truck came out and they crashed right into it.

They didn’t even get to spend a full day together, not one without injuries or worries or yelling or whatever came with Emily’s job. She didn’t think Y/N would ever be the injured one. She never intended to.

It pained Emily to see the state she was in compared to what she had.

All of this because of a stupid phone, and because she had to ask her in marriage in the middle of the road.

She was the one driving.

“Fuck.” Emily said, running her hands in her hair. Next thing she knows, Spencer is walking in, yelling her name.

He’s running towards her, panicked. “What the hell happened Emily? Is she... oh god.”

Y/N was being rushed out of the room.

She seemed worse. Way worse. She had gotten intubated. Fuck, Emily hated herself so much for that phone. Spencer was just there, out of his mind and she didn’t know what to say.

None of them had time to even say a word before she was wheeled out of the room by at least ten doctors, and she was gone again, rushed in an elevator. She was just gone again.

“I asked her to marry me and a truck came out of nowhere.” Emily said, eyes still glued to the elevator’s doors.

“How did she… how did this even happen?” Spencer asked.

“She took her seatbelt off. And she went through the windshield… when we hit that truck.”

“Why on earth did she take it off in the first place?”

“To text you! ” she yelled, facing him. “I got mad because she was talking to you again, and I chucked her phone out of her hands! That’s what happened! I was sick of hearing about you !”

And then the silence fell. They looked at each other, and then she was crying, kneeling down to the floor as her face fell to her hands.

She hated this day.

++

The clock struck midnight, and they still remained sitting in that waiting room. Emily knew it by heart now. The number of seats, the posters on the wall— blood donation, STDs testing, retirement houses, or that damn smiling family on the insurance one. They don’t know how much she wanted to rip their faces out when she could lose what they had on that stupid photo, then there was the same nurse that’s been ‘gossiping’ about her colleague that dated the whole service (as if it were any of her damn business) and she just wished chucking staplers at people’s faces would be legal.

She almost did it, when that nurse was stitching up her face. She wasn’t the nicest one.

To resume, Emily was in a bad mood.

She couldn’t bear hearing or seeing anything.

Not when Y/N’s life was at risk, and when she had the person that caused a part of this in front of her. Technically, it wasn’t Spencer, she was the one that caused her girlfriend to take off her seatbelt, but she did it because she had to text him.

So it’s a quarter (or something) his fault, at least. Maybe.

They haven't talked since her breakdown in the corridor. She just got up and sat and looked away. Looking back at it, it looked like two children after an argument. She felt stupid. Really stupid.

This could have been avoided.

If it wasn’t for these doctors she recognized coming in to see them to lead them to the room where Y/N was, she would’ve fallen asleep. This day had been too exhausting.

"Is there anything new?"

“She's stable for now. We stopped the surgery right now. We were afraid of further damage, so we have to see and wait if she makes it through the next 24 hours to go in again." Derek explained.

"The baby is also doing fine. We'll have to watch her as well." Addison said, before realizing he might have said something he shouldn't have. "Did you not know the…"

"We knew, we knew. It's okay." Emily dismissed.

“Is her state putting any risks on the baby, or the opposite?” Spencer questioned.

“There could be risks, eventually.” she answered.

“Would it be best for the baby to be taken out, then?” Spencer asked.

Addison sighed, “Well, we would need to know…”

“What we want to do.” Spencer interrupted.

"What about her, Spencer? What about what she would want us to do?"

“Why are we even talking about the baby?” Spencer asked, with an aggressive tone.

And then there was silence. Emily turned around, in disbelief.

“Are you being serious?”

“We just need to focus on giving her the best shot she can get.”

“Y/N wants her child !”

“Y/N wants to live.” Spencer insisted on the last word.

“We all want to! But what is it going to be like when she wakes up and her child is gone, Spencer?” Emily snapped.

“And what’s her life going to be like if she’s dead? We can just have another child, but we can’t have another Y/N!”

“Just say you want to fuck her again.” Emily wanted him to admit it, so bad.

“You’re still not over it, aren’t you? It’s not even a big deal. We just had sex a while ago and that’s it.” Spencer defended himself.

“It is a big deal.” Emily said, trying to make him understand.

“It’s not ! That or that kid isn’t! We can just have another one!"

“I can't believe you.”

“You can say what you want, but this is my family. I’m the father, Emily.”

“Do you want a medal for that? You’re not the only man in the world that can make children, in case you didn’t know about it."

“Okay, but in that case, I’m still the one she’s pregnant with. I am the father, you’re nothing!”

“You don’t even care about that baby! You didn’t care at all two minutes ago! That baby is way too young to be born! I don’t know all the risks and all that you know, but I know 23 weeks is not the time.”

“You think I don’t know? I know the risks!”

“Do you ? Because you haven’t been acting like you do.”

“I’m thinking about Y/N! Do you think I don’t care about it too, I’m the father!”

“Yeah, sure.”

“You never even wanted that baby in the first place, Emily. You never asked for it, so why do you think you have an opinion on it now?”

“You know what I didn’t ask for? You. You’re nothing, nothing. You’re basically just a sperm donor. This isn’t your relationship, not anymore, so…”

“I’m going to stop you right there. You don’t get to say anything again, this is my family. I am going to say that again, because apparently, you didn’t register it. I am the father, I am. You’re nothing. Just a bystander. You hear me? You're nothing.”

And that was it. Emily stood there, Spencer stood there, the doctors too and nothing else was said.

There was just this wall between them now.

++

After thirty minutes, or so spent in Y/N’s room, crying, looking at her, a bit of crying again, some praying (even if Emily wasn’t even into religion), she decided to step out for a bit to get a coffee, or whatever was available because most of the time, coffee machines at hospital are always broken, it’s a fact.

But if she had to pick a thing she liked in hospitals it would be the coffee, even if it can be bad because nothing compared to the rest. The injuries, being in the hospital or having someone you know hospitalized is the worst.

She doesn’t even know what to do.

She keeps wondering what she’s going to do if her girlfriend doesn’t make it. It’s probably bad to think about the worst already- when she could make it, but she can’t help but think about the other outcome. The worst one.

They haven’t even been together for that long, just about three years. That’s not enough. She needs more time.

Time that could be cut short because she was jealous of a guy she dated ages ago. Just because of that.

Emily can’t even imagine a life without her, she’s truly the first partner she’s been happy with. No one has treated her like Y/N does. She just made her feel special, all the time. Made sure Emily knew she was loved, was happy, she cared about Emily first, no matter what.

No one will ever replace Y/N, she’s sure of it. No one will be as perfect as her.

So, she needs her. She needs her to survive.

Walking through the corridors to the ICU again, she just hoped nothing happened while she was gone. Anything can happen in just a minute, she knows it.

When the room comes back into view, she can see Derek sliding the door shut, talking to Spencer as soon as he turns back to him.

“...soon to tell anything.” the man said. Emily managed to catch enough of the sentence to understand what was going on.

“She didn’t respond at all?” Spencer asked. Emily could hear the panic in his voice, along with the tugging on his fingers to probably calm his nerves.

“All she did was open her eyes. We tried making her follow commands but… nothing.” He responded. “Like I said, it’s just too soon to tell.” he ended, leaving with a polite nod after a short glance to the both of us.

“No good news for now. Great.” Emily said after the short silence that followed after the doctor’s departure. She shot a look at Reid, before sliding the room’s door open, shutting it after her.

He must have gone in when Emily was gone, so she assumed it was fine for her to walk in.

She sat by the chair, sighing at her girlfriend, still on that bed, the only thing moving being her chest, aside from all these machines around her. Beeping. Beeping. Beeping.

She wishes Y/N was moving something else, that she could be awake and talking.

It’s a few minutes before Emily stopped just staring and started talking, “Maybe he’s kind of right you know. He… might be, because legally I’m literally no one, I’m not related in any way to the child. But also, strangely, for some reason…” she paused. “I feel like I am related. Like I’m the baby’s mother. Truly.” she said, her voice faltering. “Can you…live? Can you do that, for us? We all love you in the team and I probably wouldn’t be the only one to miss you.”

She lowered her head, trying to fight the tears from coming. She cried enough today.

As she was about to leave, the machines suddenly started beeping like crazy. It was a matter of time before Spencer and two doctors rushed into the room.

“What happened?” Spencer asked.

“Her pressure is bottoming out.” the first doctor said. She didn't know him.

“Belly’s tight as a drum.” the other joined in. “It’s a flash pulmonary edema, her lungs are full of fluid right now. She has abdominal compartment syndrome as well.” She didn't know her either.

“She’s bleeding out, alert an OR that we’re on our way.” one of the doctors walking in ordered. They started unplugging things there and there, grabbing all the monitors, and even more people barged in. It was overwhelming.

Emily lived their arrival once again, Y/N being wheeled out, out of sight, and she was left there. Not knowing what might happen for hours. She was left in front of the door sign that read “Authorized personnel only”, watching all the crowd of doctors disappear in the corridor.

She felt helpless. Empty. She wasn’t Emily anymore, just a body standing there, paralyzed by fear.

When she felt herself being moved, she was surprised to see that Spencer was the one next to her. He probably hated her.

“Come on, let’s go sit down. You can’t keep standing there.” he said, reassuringly. “Can you hear me, Emily?” he asked when she didn’t answer.

“I…” she paused. “I can.” speaking with a weak voice, before following his lead. She didn’t walk away from his grip around her shoulders while they walked back to the waiting room, even with how much she hated him for what he had said. She would’ve probably fell down if he wasn’t there.

Spencer was the first to make another sound when they sat down, sighing deeply as he ran both of his hands from his face to his hair, keeping them at the top of his head.

“Shouldn’t we say a prayer, or something? She’s the kind of person to do that, when there’s something… bad.” Emily said, looking at her hands.

“I’ve been doing it since I came here.” Spencer harshly answered, and Emily didn’t even say anything about his tone, because she understood why. She was pissed too, even if she didn’t show it in her previous sentences.

Emily let out a sigh again, letting the silence drown the unsaid words.

++

When Emily was suddenly woken up to Spencer shaking her so she’d wake up, panic immediately rushed in.

“Did something happen? Is she…”

Spencer tightened his grip on her shoulders, “Hey, she’s fine… they’re fine.”

“What do you mean…they?” Emily asked.

“They had to get the baby out. Both her and Y/N are fine.”

Emily immediately felt tears in her eyes. “Are you serious? They’re okay?”

“I wouldn’t lie to you about that, Emily.”

“Can we…” she said, getting up from the chair. “can we see them?”

“Of course.”

++

“Emily?”

“Yeah, Spence?” she answered, somehow surprised at the use of the nickname. It felt weird after their numerous arguments, and after all the silence when they stared at their daughter, and walked back in front of the room.

“You’re not nothing.” he said, as Emily turned her head to meet his eyes. “We had this kid together. Up to this day, we took care of it, you and me. You acted like a mother and I…acted like a dad, as best as I could. I’m sorry for what I said.”

“It’s… we were both frustrated.” Emily said. “She’s going to wake up, don’t worry. She’s made it this far.”

Spencer opened his mouth as if he was going to speak, but nothing came out, until a few seconds later. “Do you want to go in…first?”

“You can come too.” Emily said and she slid the door open, letting Spencer sliding it shut as he stepped in.

She tried so bad to convince herself that Y/N looked better since the last time, she seemed like she did. At least the machines weren’t beeping like crazy.

That was a good sign.

She stepped up to her bed while Spencer still remained in the background, watching. He seemed terrified.

She sat down, giving a smile to Spencer before glancing back at Y/N. “Hey, uh, we saw her, you know. She’s… really small, she only weighs one pound. That really freaked me out at first, but she’ll make it. You made it this far, so she will as well. She probably got your strong genes, she made it, even with all the complications that were implied with a birth at 23 weeks.” she explained. “She’s really beautiful, she has your hair. She hasn’t opened her eyes yet, but I can tell she was… somehow looking for you, asking for you. So, get well soon so you can see her, okay?” Emily asked, keeping her eyes on her for a minute before going back to staring at her own hands.

“These past days have been horrible.” Spencer said.

“I’m going to be afraid of cars for a while, probably.”

“I wouldn’t blame you for that.” he answered.

“...yes.”

The whisper quietly spread in the room, making both of the agents’ heads snap towards it.

“Y/N?” Emily called.

“I’ll marry you.”

++

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Next Thing you Know 

 Me hating country  and most of my fics based on country songs 

You swear you’re staying single next thing you know

You meet a girl at a bar next thing you know

You get her laughing 

Its 2 am

Emily joined the BAU with the goal of staying single. She had been burned one to many times and the effort wasn’t worth the heartache. That was what she said to JJ one night at a girls night. Like a sign from above you walked into the BAU and changed her world. She had tried to stay professional, but after a night at Penelope’s she decided your laugh was the best thing in the world. That night she kissed you on your car door and your smile was present for weeks after.

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Then you tell your buddies 

3 months in

She aint moving in

Derek heard about the kiss from Penelope who heard it from JJ who heard it from Spencer who you told. Derek walked over to Emily’s Desk with a pep in his step,

“So y/n?” He grins and Emily sighs looking up at him,

“What are you talking about?” She raises an eyebrow and he smirks,

“Why don’t we recreate what you two did at baby girls place” he teased and Emily hit him with a file,

“Its not like that” she defended and Derek rolled his eyes,

“mhm, Penelope told me you’d be considered a ‘u-haul lesbian’?” He quoted and Emily laughed,

“She is not moving in !”

But next thing you know

There’s a U-haul trailer 

Next thing you know

Your old apartment 

Is y’alls new place 

There goes the carpet 

But the deer head stays

Derek wouldn’t let it go as he helped unload boxes into Emilys apartment.

“Remember a couple months ago?” He began and Emily threw a stuffed animal at him,

“Em ! Watch out !” You playfully scold as you pick up the stuffed toy and kiss her cheek leaving Emily apologizing and leaning in for a kiss and chasing after your lips when you pull away,

“You’re so whipped” Derek continued his teasing, this time Penelope walks over,

“Leave the love birds alone Derek! They’re so sweet” she cooed and you both blush at the comment.

That next day you got to work re arranging the living room,

“Woah what’s wrong with it?” Emily pouts seeing you put the carpet in the donate pile,

“This one I ordered will fit with the space better” you say and she sighs,

“Well then my emo rock collection stays” she says and you laugh,

“As long as you do the same hair and eyeliner” you tease walking over to her and wrapping your arms around her waist kissing her cheek,

“I can’t believe Garcia showed you that” Emily groans hiding her face in your neck leaving kisses up and down,

“It was actually Spencer” you whisper and Emily gasps,

“Im gonna kill him” 

Next thing you know 

You’re Savin money like never before (just to)

Spend it all at a jewelry store (gettin)

Emily had been comfortable all her life, which is why she spared no expense picking out your ring. She spent multiple nights in JJ’s office going over rings and sizes,

“This one is perfect” she says pulling up the most beautiful ring she’s seen in days,

“She’s going to love it” JJ says and smiles trying to ignore the hefty price tag.

Down on one knee on her mama’s porch

Just pray she don’t say no

The dinner was amazing. Conversation flowed freely and Emily looked like a lovesick puppy the whole time. After she pays she grabs your hand and leads you down a path,

“Emily  considering what we do for a living this is the worst idea ever” you joke as she leads you down the wooded dark path,

“It’ll be worth it, plus I have my gun” she replies and you giggle as an opening reveals with rose petals and candles,

Emily leads you to the middle and you notice Penelope and JJ standing off to the side with cameras,

“Em?” you turn to face her but look down seeing her on one knee noticing a ring box in her hands,

“Y/n Ive loved you from the moment you walked into the BAU I thought I would never fall in love and the-“ she’s cut off as you almost take her down hugging her. She laughs and you kiss her all over her face,

“Yes yes yes ! A million times yes” you say and she kisses you deeply. Once releasing she puts the ring on your finger,

“I got it !” JJ shouts walking over with the camera with a proud smile as she congratulates you two. 

Next thing you know

Your best man gives a half drunk speech (and you’re)

Sunburnt on a honeymoon beach (and your)

Left hand’s getting used to that ring 

There the next two three or years go

Emily sat next to you at the bridal party table, JJ to your left and Emily to your right. Once Derek stood up you knew it would be trouble, you give a look to Emily who shrugs and kisses you gently which gets rid of any fear of Derek’s speech,

“Emily Prentiss, or should I say my princess” Derek begins,

“I met you on your first day on the BAU and woo, at first I thought I could have a chance with you” You raised an eyebrow and Derek looked at you,

“Don’t worry mama she’s all yours, I knew once y/n walked in that Emily was gone, miss. commitment issues Prentiss, miss. I don’t need anyone Prentiss, had met her match, and she tried in the beginning to ignore it, but y/n has that effect on people, to squeeze her way into your heart even if every defense tells you to avoid her, even when she’s enabling Reid to go on his long rambles, and can convince you to drink way more then you should on a work night” the crowd laughs and you squeeze Emilys hand and see her staring at you lovingly,

“I mean look at them, can’t take their eyes off of each other for 5 seconds” Derek teases and you chuckle as Emily leans in for a kiss.

The next week is spent blissfully on a beach. You sip your drink and watch as Emily gets out of the pool, you didn’t think someone could make it look so sexy but here she was. She walked over drenched and stands over you. You lower your sunglasses as she leans down for a kiss,

“Hi baby” you say and she grins,

“Hello mrs.Prentiss” she grins and gets on top of you,

“Emily ! You’re soaked !” You shriek but can’t help but laugh,

“You said till death do us part” she jokes and you kiss her again,

“Death will come soon for us with hypothermia” you joke and she laughs. It’s your favorite sound, you’re amazed you can spend the rest of your life making her laugh like that. 

Next thing you know

Y’all weren’t really trying next thing you know 

There’s a test on the counter next thing you know 

She’s standing there crying nodding her head yes 

You’re half excited half scared to death (cause)

After almost a year of treatments and tests and needles you were ready to give up. It broke Emily’s heart to see you so upset over it, one last attempt you had both agreed that after that, you couldn’t handle another negative. Emily came home from a brunch with her mother and frowned when she couldn’t find you in the living room, the kitchen, or the bedroom. She walked over to the bathroom door and knocked gently,

“Y/n?” She asked and you sniffle opening the door for her,

“Honey what’s wrong?” She asks and hugs you. You cry into her shoulder as her eyes meet the stick laying on the counter,

“Is that?” She pauses not believing it as she holds up the stick seeing the two lines. She gasps and looks over as you nod and she picks you up hugging you tightly. It all hits her that there is a baby now. It’s no longer a hypothetical but a reality. Someone she will be in charge of and have to make sure she raises them properly. 

Next thing you know 

You’re wearing scrubs and a funny white hat (and the)

Doctor’s saying how you doin there Mom (and)

Nobody’s ever called you that (and)

You take the drive home slow

Standing in the OR, Emily did not picture this. You’re on the table, the meds have definitely kicked in and you smile up at her,

“You look so funny baby” you say and she chuckles wiping the tears from her eyes,

“Anything to be here with you” she says kissing your head. She doesn’t look over the curtain until you make a look of discomfort,

“You’re doing so well” she whispers in your head and stands up to see. A gasp is let out as she sees the baby be lifted up and a screeching cry fills the room,

“Is she okay?” You ask and Emily nods eagerly,

“She’s beautiful y/n” she says and the doctor rests the baby by your head. Emily lets out a sob as you hold the baby for the first time,

“You doing okay there mom?” Rossi asks as Emily spaced out for a minute as the team each take turns holding the baby,

“Yeah just soaking it all in” she says and is off again in her own world as it hits her that she’s a mother now. She would do anything for your little girl. She’s never felt this strong of a love before. 

On the way home you almost complain about how Emily goes 5 under the speed limit,

“She’s okay em” you encourage sitting in the back seat as Nadia holds your finger in her sleep.

Next thing you know 

Its first steps, first dates, first car (it’s)

11:01 wondering where they are

Then you’re saying USC’s too far

Its amazing how fast 17 years go

Emily sighed leaning back in her desk chair. It was a long night of paperwork, she thought back to the days that it didn’t matter if she stayed late but now she had you and Nadia waiting on her. She longed to see you both, you had left earlier, finishing your report early to be able to pick up Nadia. The lights were dim and everyone but her and Hotch were left. The door to the Bullpen open and she hears and squeal and some footsteps,

“What are you guys doing here?” Emily said turning around to see you both standing,

“We missed our mama, didn’t we?” You coo at Nadia who reaches out,

“Mama” she says and you put her down on the floor holding her hands to guide her to walk over, she had been teasing walking for a while but still needed something to hold onto,

Until suddenly she let go of your hands and took three steps right into Emily’s arms,

“Oh my god ! Oh my god ! you did it baby !” Emily smiled lifting Nadia up into the air and kissing her cheeks as Nadia clapped.

That felt like just yesterday. Emily looked into Nadia’s room as you helped her apply her lipstick. It was prom and you did not waste a second making sure it would be perfect for Nadia. Emily never got to go to prom herself and was glad to see how excited Nadia was. She was glad that you both raised her to be able to enjoy normal teenage things,

“Isn’t she a little too young for all this?” Emily asked and you rolled your eyes,

“She’s 17 its completely appropriate” you say and Emily chuckles. Nadia looks up at Emily and smiles,

“How do I look?” She asked and Emily smiled,

“Gorgeous like always” she kissed Nadias hair as the doorbell rang,

“Ill get it” Nadia shoots up but you hold her back,

“Let mama make him sweat a little” you chuckle as Nadia looks mortified as Emily answers the door,

“Hello mrs.Prentiss, is Nadia almost ready?” The boy asks and Emily notes he’s dressed up and holding a bouquet of flowers,

“You make it really hard to play bad cop Henry” Emily teased and let him in. Nadia and you walk down the stairs and Henry smiles,

“You look amazing” he lets out and hands her flowers, she giggles and they go to leave,

“Wait wait ! I need pictures !” You say grabbing the camera, and Nadia lets out a groan. You blink away tears as they pose,

“I can’t believe you guys are all grown up” you wipe a tear and Emily puts her arm around you,

“You guys get out of here before the waterworks, have her back by 11 mister” she points at Henry who nods quickly, 

“Yes ma’am” he says. You both watch as they share smiles and Henry opens her car door for her,

“Those smiles are dangerous” Emily points out and you chuckle,

“Let them be teens” you say and send JJ the pictures.

“Babe come to bed” you say from the staircase as Emily sits in the kitchen,

“She should be home by now” Emily says and you frown,

“did you call her?” You ask walking over and wrapping your arms around her shoulder’s kissing her cheek,

“No but we agreed 11” she huffs and you grab your phone and see Nadia sent a text saying the movie got out late and she was on her way home now,

“See no need to worry” you try to reassure her but she doesn’t budge. She waits for Nadia to come home and once she’s inside and the house is locked up you walk past the hall to see Emily tucking Nadia in. You stand in the doorway as Emily kisses her forehead,

“I know USC is exciting and you want to get away but maybe a school in the same state? Or timezone? I don’t think I can handle worrying about you while you’re all the way on the other side of the country” Emily says and Nadia chuckles,

“You worry too much mama” Nadia replied and Emily shook her head,

“Its my job, I just want you to be safe and happy, and if USC is it, then ill be right there, but me and mom need at least weekly calls to keep us sane, otherwise ill steal the jet and fly over myself” Emily says and Nadia nods,

“I love you mama” she says and hugs Emily,

“Love you too bug” Emily says. 

Next thing you know

You get to know your wife again (and you’re)

More in love then you’ve ever been (with a)

Lot of years of remember when’s

And still some down the road

Emily thought that the house would be quiet. Coming home after getting Nadia settled. She was proven wrong. She missed Nadia dearly but part of her loved this new phase. Waking up to breakfast in bed, dancing around the living room, baking, watching tv, anything was way better doing it together.

Retirement felt amazing, Emily worried that she would miss the action, and maybe occasionally she did, but standing behind you in the kitchen while you guys tried to make homemade cookies, she knew that she never wanted to leave this life you two have built. 

Cause next thing you know

You got a yard full of your kid's kids and ya

Take 'em to church, teach 'em to fish, and ya

Tell 'em stories every chance you get

About how fast this life down here can go

After Emily’s mother passed, she inherited her fathers old cabin. You two quickly moved in and settled into an outdoors lifestyle. She was brought back to summers spent here with her father so many years ago. She walked out onto the porch and watched as Henry chased a little Charlie around who’s giggles were infectious, she walked over to where Will, JJ, Nadia, and yourself were chatting at the table. Henry soon walks over with Charlie on his shoulders,

“Grandma can we go fishing now?” Charlie asked and Emily smiled, though originally she hated the grandma title, feeling too old, Charlie, just like his mom, had Emily wrapped around his finger,

“Of course bud lets grab our things” she said and they walked into the shed. You smile watching the two,

“He looks just like you Nadia” you comment taking a sip of your cup,

“Reminds me when Elizabeth tried to come camping with us that one year” you reminisce and Nadia lets out a laugh,

“She had pantsuits on to go for a hike” Nadia remembers and you both laugh. Emily leads Charlie to the lake and smiles as she helps him with his rod,

“You know I used to fish with my dad when I was your age, in this very spot” Emily tells the boy and he squints looking up at her,

“You were my age?” He asked and she laughed nodding,

“Long long ago, one day you can take your own kids fishing and tell this story” Emily says and the moment is interrupted by a pull on the line and Emily helps him reel in the fish. Charlies face lit up as Henry ran over with his camera to take a picture of the moment. After putting the fish back and sitting around the fireplace that night. Emily put her arm around you,

“I think we did alright” she says softly and you look up at her,

“I wouldn’t change a thing” you agree and kiss her gently, still managing to give her the butterflies you did that first night at Garcia’s apartment. 

#emily prentiss x reader #emily prentiss #criminal minds #imagine #cm

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Emily's Car

A/N: I am seriously running out of Emily GIFS to use, also requests are always open

Working with a bunch of profilers left little to be secret. If it wasn't them profiling you then you were sure your son, James' excited blabbing would reveal anything. One secret he seemed to keep very well hidden was your late night companion. Emily and you originally were just fooling around. You didn't want anything serious just stress relief during cases, your job kept you busy enough the little time you did have you wanted to spend with your son. Despite your best efforts you fell for Emily quickly and even more so with how open she was about your son. It helped that James was well acquainted with the rest of the team so when Emily came over for movie nights, he wasn't thrown off.

Slowly her role became bigger, your heart melts whenever they interact. Emily never complained about it, she would gladly be on daycare duty, and offered to coach his t-ball team when the coach backed out. Which led to her most recent purchase. You were almost annoyed with how much time she took researching and double checking to find the safest possible car seat.

After two hours in the store Emily walks out with the carseat feeling accomplished,

"you know this means he's going to want to go with you everywhere now right?" you inform her and she smiles as she begins to try and install it,

"exactly that's how I get his hot mom in the car too" she winks and you scoff and gently push her aside to help her install the seat.

Just as you anticipated the second James found out about the seat he wanted to go with Emily everywhere. She had already spent most of her time at your place that every morning James would pout until Emily could take him. You would have to drive separate for the sake of keeping things secret from the team.

Though the day was simply a paperwork day you ended up staying a lot later than planned and your sister picked up James and brought him to you. Once your sister put him down Penelope held her arms open for James but he quickly ran to Emily,

"Emmy ! look what I drew today" he squealed as he showed the paper of his scribbles,

"oh who knew you were an artist" she complimented and he giggled before squirming out of her arms and ran over to Penelope,

"you got a new favorite aunt now?" she teased and he kissed her cheek,

"alright I forgive you" she relented and you chuckled. JJ and Derek didn't miss the way the James gravitated to Emily the whole time and decided to plan to investigate further.

When leaving the office that day you left quickly saying how James was getting tired but really you didn't want the team to hear James beg to go with Emily since that would surely give it away.

That night with James in Emily's lap and you snuggling into her side as Cars plays you look at her phone to see her looking at houses,

"baby?" you ask and she looks at you kissing your head,

"just thinking" she comments and you smile,

"send me ones you like" you say and she grins,

"aye aye captain" she salutes but James quickly shushes you both.

about a month later and you are standing in an empty house with James on your hip. Emily's heels can be heard clacking against the floor upstairs,

"welcome home Jamie" you say and he smiles,

"Is Emmy staying forever now?" he asks and you nod with a smile,

"yep we are all going to live together now" you tell him and show him around showing him where his room will be. While you watch James excitedly explain how he wants his room, Emily walks in and wraps her arms around you from behind, settling her chin on your shoulder,

"I think its time to tell the team" she comments and you nod,

"yeah Im surprised Jamie hasn't given it away yet" you joke and she chuckles,

"I want the world to know, also we will have to put in an address change so that might give it away" she says and you smile turning in her embrace and kissing her gently,

"EWWWW!" James runs over pushing your legs to push you two apart,

"well I have to give kisses to someone" Emily teased and chased after him making a kissy face as James screamed and ran giggling. You were so glad that they could run around now, no neighbors to complain about James' squealing, Emily had already ordered a play set outside for Jamie along with a tee ball set and had plans to take him to buy his first glove tomorrow. Telling the team didn't seem so scary anymore. It excited you to be able to tell everyone how happy the profiler made you. Too bad you won't remember telling them.

It was a tough case and Rossi offered to buy drinks and you can't really object to that. The whole team went over to the local bar and drinks were flowing. Emily offered to be the Designated Driver which everyone appreciated but in reality she had to be up at 6 to coach James' first tee-ball game.

Once it was getting late and only Derek, JJ, Penelope and yourself and of course Emily. You all pile into Emily's car,

"Em?" JJ asks as she climbs inside,

"yeah jj?" she asks looking into the rear view mirror and realizing she didn't put the carseat in the trunk,

"oh shit how did that get there" Emily plays dumb and you let out a loud laugh. They look at you confused as you turn to Emily.

"that's Jamie's, he loves being with his Emmy...almost as much as I do" you say clearly drunk and turn to the team,

"now get in the car, James is still with my sister for the night so I want to get laid all over our new house" you wink and relax into your seat closing your eyes as the rest of them stare at you in shock,

"surprise?" Emily shrugs and Derek grins,

"oh I knew it ! you finally bagged the hot mama" he patted Emily's shoulder and she chuckled shaking her head,

"yeah now buckle up I have a tee-ball game to coach" she says and they all buckled with smiles on their faces seeing how happy you two were as you held Emily's hand over the console.

#emily prentiss x reader #criminal minds #emily prentiss

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A flower shop in Rome

Natasha Romanoff x fem!reader

Summary: You go to get some flowers and take a trip down memory lane.

Warnings: 18+! minors dni! dark!fic, physical and emotional domestic abuse, suggestive content, drinking, legal age gap

Word count: 3.7k

a/n: i swear this was supposed to be a cute little romantic fluff fic idk what happened. this is my first public ff, is this what the imposter syndrome feels like? i think so

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mama

Eliza was a very perceptive child. Now that she was four and attending kindergarten she was picking up a lot more. You had just come home from work, Eliza in tow when you saw the note from Natasha letting you know she was called out for a mission and should be home in a couple days. You frown and turn to Eliza,

“looks like it’s just you and me” you say putting your bag down as Eliza pouts,

“where’s ma-Natty?” she asked quickly correcting herself. You raise an eyebrow but don’t mention it,

“she’s at work she’ll be back soon” you soothe and have a movie night to cheer her up. The days went by relatively fast but for Eliza it felt like forever. At show and tell that week Eliza snuck in Natasha’s ballet shoes she had laying around. Showing them to her class proudly,

“these are my mama’s shoes! She’s a dancer and can go on her tippie toes! She said i’m too little for that but we get to dance together! I want to be a ballerina just like her” Eliza explains showing the shoes and the class claps,

“how sweet” her teacher says and Eliza sits back in her seat proudly. When you were chatting with her teacher at pick up that day, she brings it up,

“oh Eliza is so sweet she just adores her mama, she’ll tell whoever will listen about dancing and beating up bad guys” the teacher comments and you raise a brow,

“oh yeah she loves Nat more then me most of the time” you joke and when you’re driving home that day you look in the rear view mirror to see Eliza,

“so what did you bring in for show and tell today baby?” you ask and Eliza looks out the window playing with her hands,

“don’t tell mama! i mean natty, i brought in her ballet shoes i’m sorry” she rambles out quickly and you smile,

“hon you don’t have to apologize, i’m sure mama would love to hear about it” you reassure and she smiles hiding her face in her hands.

Once you enter the house you see Natasha cooking dinner, she turns when the door opens and you see her grip on the knife loosen when she realizes it’s you,

“m-NATTY YOURE HOME!” Eliza screams and runs over. Natasha puts the knife down and picks Eliza up hugging her,

“yes i am bug i see you missed me as much as i missed you” she teased and Eliza nodded kissing Natashas cheek,

“Natty i brought in your dance shoes for ballet” she says and Natasha smiled,

“you did!” she said and Eliza nods,

“mhm i told them about the tippie toes and all!” she says excitedly and Natasha nods kissing her head before putting her down,

“why don’t you go put your bag away and we can catch up?” she offers and the little girl nods before running off. You walk over and kiss her,

“missed you” you say quickly checking her over to make sure she doesn’t have any noticeable injuries,

“missed you too” she replies putting her arms around your waist,

“you should show me” you whisper in her ear and she grips your waist. Before it can escalate Eliza runs back in the room and you both pull apart.

When visiting the tower one day Eliza has everyone’s attention as she talks about whatever she wants and they all eat it up. You’re sitting on Natasha’s lap and Natasha pats your back,

“i’m gonna grab something to drink” she says and you nod standing up and she walks into the kitchen. Eliza was talking to Steve,

“my mommy and my mama let me stay up late last night!” she says like it’s ground breaking news. A couple eyes widen at the name but Steve smiles,

“that’s so cool what did you do?” he asked and Eliza gladly explains,

“me and mama built a fort! and mommy was the dragon and i was the princess and mama was the knight” she explains and Steve nods along. When Natasha returns she hands you a water and goes over to give Eliza her water,

“you’re gonna talk his ear off bug” she teased and Eliza smiled,

“thank you natty” she says and Natasha sits back down. Steve makes eye contact with you raising a brow and you shrug. You weren’t going to force it if Eliza wasn’t comfortable.

It wasn’t until bedtime a couple weeks later that Eliza let it slip in front of Natasha.

“what does detka mean?” Eliza had asked while settling into bed as Natasha put the book they just finished away,

“it means baby in russian, it was my first language” Natasha explains and Eliza nods along,

“what you want to learn russian?” Natasha chuckled and Eliza nodded enthusiastically,

“i wanna be just like you mama. I wanna grow big and strong so i can fight all the bad guys like you! And dance on my tippie toes like you” she said and Natasha smiled brightly,

“yeah well we’re already quite the pair, we both like playing outside and holding mommy’s hand right?” she said and Eliza nods,

“love you mama” she said and closes her eyes and Natasha kissed her head,

“love you more bug” she said and turned the nightlight on, turning off the light and shutting the door as she left.

When she entered the living room you looked over,

“she go down easy?” you ask and she nods,

“she called me mama” she says sitting next to you on the couch,

“finally she’s been calling you that for weeks i didn’t know why she wouldn’t say it to your face” you say and Natasha looks at you surprised,

“why didn’t you tell me?“ she asks and you shrug,

“it was eliza’s choice and you should hear it from her” you said and kissed her cheek,

“you’re okay with that?” she asks and you nod,

“Nat you’ve been as much of a mother to her as i am, she adores you it was only a matter of time” you says and she smiles,

“mama sounds pretty good to me” she says and puts her arm around you as you relax and watch the tv together.

#black widow x reader #natasha romanoff #natasha romanoff x reader #black widow

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i didn’t sleep but wrote like 4 fics that are almost done so if anyone has any requests feel free to send them in :)

#black widow x reader #natasha romanoff #natasha romanoff x reader #black widow

[romanoffprentiss]

I’ve been reading your Nat x reader stories and they are adorable. I think it would be cute to maybe see Eliza and Nat’s first solo interaction. Like maybe reader has a work event and can’t find a sitter so Nat offers to babysit and then we get to see how Eliza and Nat interact while reader isn’t around. Only if you want to of course. I love these little stories though and I can’t wait to read whatever you decide to put out next.

a/n: thank you so much for the request glad you’re liking them!

babysitting

Your meeting was running late and the daycare closed in 20 minutes. You excuse yourself for a moment pulling out your phone and calling the only other person in the city that could help,

“hey detka i thought you were at work?” Natasha asks sitting up from her previous state of lounging on the couch,

“hey Nat i need to ask you a huge favor that I wouldn’t normally ask but i can’t get out of this meeting and Eliza needs to get picked up and i’m fre-“ you ramble,

“hey hey calm down no problem i’ll pick her up and we can hang out until you get done and we can all grab dinner” she says already getting up to grab her jacket opting to not take her motorcycle for obvious reasons. She really needed to get a more Eliza friendly car. She thought but you cut her thoughts off before she had more time to ponder that,

“oh Nat i’m gonna kiss you when i see you you’re the best” you say ignoring the look the receptionist gave you,

“well i would hope so” Natasha teases leaving the tower and walking towards the daycare,

“good luck at your meeting” she says and you hang up calling the daycare to let them know the plans before heading back to your meeting.

Natasha entered the daycare and after speaking to one of the workers she was led to the toddler room. Eliza was sitting at a table coloring on a paper,

“eliza look who’s here for you” one of the workers says and Eliza’s head shoots up and she lets out a squeal,

“Natty!” she runs into the redheads arms and Natasha picks her up and gives her a hug,

“hey there dorogoy! miss me?” she chuckled as Eliza nodded,

“mhm mommy said you had to fight bad guys!” she says and Natasha sushed her,

“let’s get your things hm?” she says and helps Eliza with her jacket and backpack,

“i made this for you” she says handing her the paper full of scribbles with a workers handwriting that said,

“to natty from Eliza”

“oh this is wonderful thank you ! i’ll put it up on the fridge at my place” Natasha says and Eliza jumps,

“can we go to the tower?” she asks hopefully and Natasha nods,

“yeah we can stop by and say hi to everyone, once mommy gets done at work we’ll go get dinner together” Natasha tells her holding her hand as the walk back to the Tower. Eliza rambles about her day and Natasha notices all the similarities between you and Eliza. Once she reaches the tower she enters the kitchen,

“miss Eliza would like to say hello” she says as Steve, Bucky and Sam are all in the kitchen,

“hey there liza!” Bucky crouches down to give her a high five which Eliza gladly gives,

“Natty show dem da picture!” Eliza says pulling on Natashas pant leg,

“oh look what masterpiece i got” Natasha shows the picture and they all gasp,

“wow you’re quite the artist” Steve applauds and Eliza giggles hiding her face in Natasha’s leg. Natasha picks her up and hangs the picture on the fridge,

“there now everyone can see” she tells and Eliza claps,

“alright i got you a little gift” Natasha says and Eliza’s eyes light up,

“for me?” she says and Natasha smiled nodding. It felt weird for people to notice when she was away. With Natasha spending so much time at your apartment Eliza started picking up when Natasha was away on missions. The last time being for two weeks and Eliza commented on it. When Natasha heard that she decided that she would get both of you a little souvenir whenever she went out of town.

Once Eliza was in Natashas room the redhead revealed the stuffy lizard she saw and immediately bought for Eliza,

“wow Natty!” Eliza hugged the toy tightly and Natasha smiled,

“you like it?” she asks and Eliza nodded,

“it’s a bug!” she said and Natasha laughed,

“no silly it’s a lizard you’re a bug” she teased and Eliza shook her head

“no i’m a baby!” she said. Watching the scene unfold from the doorway you smiled brightly,

“there are my girls” you say making your presence known,

“mommy!” Eliza squealed and ran to hug you. You kiss her head,

“you have fun with Natty baby?” you ask and Eliza nods,

“mhm look!” she said showing you the stuffed toy she got,

“wow Natty’s very nice isn’t she” you say and Eliza nods,

“yup!” Natasha walks over and smiles,

“i think i was promised a kiss?” Natasha says and you roll your eyes kissing her chastely,

“more later” you wink and the three of you head out to grab some dinner as you tell Natasha about your day and Eliza asks about Natasha’s trip.

When you leave to head home, Natasha begins browsing for an suv that would be good with kids.

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series masterlist - masterlist

natasha romanoff x reader

summary; you and natasha have a converstation about your past.

word count; 2.4K

warning; panic attack

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♡ you said forever♡

chapter 7 ; baby talk.

days had passed since you and natasha had finally slept together again. it felt as if all your worries were off of your shoulders as you spent more and more time with her and alia. the team had found out about your and nats activities the next day as both of your necks were covered in each others marks. they teased you immediately about it, alia held a confused look on her face as you scolded everyone saying there was a child present they all only laughed in response.

one evening when you, alia and the team were having a kid friendly movie night did the team feel tension between you and natasha again. alia slept in your arms peacefully after falling asleep within the first 30 minutes of the film. you all happened to be watching cheaper by the dozen, a family friendly movie as alia was involved. however it wasn’t until natashas next words caught the team to freeze.

“we should have another baby”

the team including yourself turned to look at her, she only stared back at everyone in confusion, her shoulders shrugging as if nothing come out of her mouth. she looked at you for help on why everyone was staring at her only to see you staring back in shock.

“what have i done?”

her voice realising an awkward chuckle as she continued to look around the room at everyone.

“you know you said that out loud right?”

“yeah why wouldn’t i?”

the confidence in her voice now back as she turns to you once again. a look of hopefulness in her eyes as she watches you take in her statement.

“what you don’t want that too? i mean like not right now i guess. just i missed you being pregnant and the birth and stuff. i don’t want it with anyone else so why not? too forward? i’ll shut up now.”

“no, no i get it i just didn’t think that would be a conversation you’d bring up in front of the team that’s all baby”

you couldn’t work out how she felt with your reply. her face moving into a stoic expression. you knew she was taking this is a rejection, but didn’t feel as if it was. you just needed time to think over everything. you had only been back together for 2 months- although you both constantly reassured each other that this was it, it was you and her. it felt like this wasn’t a conversation to be having this quickly maybe in a year or so but not right now.

your hadn’t even noticed natasha had stood up and left the room until, clint sighed and ran after her. you didn’t mean to suddenly go silent. it was a loaded question and you didn’t want to feel like you had to give her a solid answer, especially in front of the team. you watched as tonys face lit up at the possibilities of you being pregnant again, the thoughts passing through you on just knowing tony had everything to make you get pregnant with natashas baby again only a few floors down in his lab didn’t help but only make you feel unsteady.

the thoughts of finding out you were pregnant with alia after everything suddenly filled your brain. you found yourself finding it harder to breath as you thought about every time you was inseminated and it never worked, the torture you felt when you blamed yourself for not being able to get pregnant. your breath continued to get deeper and deeper as you found yourself spiralling into a full blown panic attack. your vision was becoming blurry the more you kept thinking about it. you looked up at tony in panic moving alia in your arms.

“can…can someone…please take her…please” your words coming out through your breaths as it felt like your airways were closing completely. tony rushing out of his seat to take alia from your arms as you stood in a hurry. bucky followed close behind you as you made your way into the elevator pressing the roof button repeatedly. you could hear bucky talking to you as you continued to struggle breathing. you hated how this was your reaction in natasha wanting another baby, the guilt filling you from most likely upsetting her clouding your vision as you fall into bucks arms and your vision going black.

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your body felt exhausted when you finally come back around, you notice how you was laying in the med bay with bucky by your side. you looked over to him as you saw relief fill his face. you could see the gears turning in his head as he tried to find the right words to say to you.

“you okay?” bucky muttered softly as he took in your tired eyes. he only finds himself fronting when you shake your head in response. he decides not to pry, he watches as you go to sit up slowly. him leaping out of his chair to grab hold of your arm.

“hey just take a minute, you just woke up” you still hadn’t said a word. only nodding again to answer his question. he can see the tears slowly building in your eyes only leaving him confused and your reaction.

“where’s nat?” you hadn’t expected your voice to sound so harsh and scratchy as it comes out your throat. you furrowed eyebrows has him moving away from you to grab a bottle of water on the other side of the room.

you gulp the water slowly, waiting for his reply to fill the room but when you don’t get one you simply look at him with your eyebrow raised.

“i don’t know she left with clint” he looks at you with sorrow in his eyes. he didn’t want this to push you and natasha back. you had both come surprisingly so far in the last few months. he wanted nat to be the one here with you but she had simply left without even a care. he supposed she didn’t know about your panic attack, he knew she left from being humiliated but he knew your answer wasn’t in that way.

“where’s my phone i need to call her” you stood up quickly pacing the room looking for your phone, he watched as worry came over your face instantly.

“calm down y/n, its downstairs. why do you need to call her?” his hands on your shoulder has you surprisingly flinching away from him, he hadn’t expected that reaction especially when you had accept his touch when you tried to stand up. he could see your gaze full of guilt from flinching away. you just needed natasha.

you both moved out of the med bay silently, moving towards the elevator as tears dropped down your cheeks. so many thoughts going through your head in this moment.

has she left again?

did she think i didn’t want another baby with her at all?

is she really mad at me?

you hadn’t even processed anything until you heard someone calling your name softly, you looked up realising you was back in the main living area with everyone surrounding you. worried gazes filled your vision instantly.

“i…i need to call nat. i - can someone take alia for the night, please” desperation leaked from your voice as you turned around to leave the room again, not even waiting for an answer to your question. before they even realised you had already disappeared.

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“fuck sake pick up the phone natasha!” you screamed out into your empty floor where you had been for hours trying to get natasha to pick up her phone.

you couldn’t understand why she wouldn’t come back and talk to you. of course you still wanted more of a future with her but yous hadn’t been back together for long. the weight on your shoulders felt like too much to carry. she doesn’t know what you went through during your pregnancy with alia. she didn’t see it, yeah that was your fault but it some of it might still have happened if you stayed with her.

you wanted her home, back here so she could calm you down and reassure you that she wasn’t going to leave you. what if you really badly upset her? what if she thinks you really don’t want another baby with her? she will understand right.

you was so far in your own head you hadn’t even heard someone step off the elevator.

“y/n?” natasha had said your name countless of times at this point. she was now worrying you was upset with her, which you was but only for leaving, for not letting you explain further.

she approached you slowly, fearing you’ll shrink away from her oncoming touch.

she had thought right when she gently touched your shoulder and suddenly natasha was on the floor on her belly with your knee digging in her back. it all happened so fast even natasha didn’t expect it, didn’t even see it coming.

“jesus fuck nat! don’t do that! why would you do that! where the fuck have you been!” you shouted at her as you got off of her back moving away to create a distance.

“i forgot i taught you that…i forget sometimes you was an agent and an avenger sorry…” natasha fiddled with her fingers as she couldn’t bring herself to look in your eyes. you hadn’t seen natasha nervous, never quite reaching your own eye. it felt distant.

“where were you?” your voice had an edge to it, the signs that you felt like you could break again at any moment given.

“i just…i needed some space for a moment ok? you did just reject me in front of the team. kinda is humiliating for a person don’t you think” you hated when natasha sounded hurt and angry. it was always so rare, normally she had her emotions strongly held together always, the signs of her childhood sometimes too much to let go. but most times she would find peace in talking to you, in communicating how she can let them feelings out. that’s what she was doing now, you should be happy she is trying to show some emotion? but why does it just hurt?

“i didn’t reject you natasha ok? i want that, i do. believe me i do but it’s more too it then just having one nat. we have been back together for what 2 months? you’re still finding more stuff out with alia, having another baby will just complicate things”

“im sorry y/n but i don’t believe you. you froze? i think you’re using alia as an excuse. i’m not an idiot. i know when something more is wrong so be honest with me. something we promised to be together”

you stood there as you took in her words. you wasn’t using alia as an excuse, that was also a reason why having a baby wouldn’t make things complicated right now. you knew she could see your hesitation in your eyes as she sighed and went to walk away. as much as you didn’t want to talk about it right now you knew it’d cause more distance between you both. so you raced towards her. throwing your arms around her back to her waist. you could feel the tears slowly forming again.

“please, stay. it’s not something i talk about ok? i’ve never spoken about it to anyone. i didn’t have anyone to speak to about it. and i don’t want you to be angry at me.”

“i won’t be angry i promise you”

her reassurance made you realise a sigh of your own as she turned around to pull you into her chest, laying your head on top of her beating heart. you both stood cuddled together for a few minutes until she moved you both over towards the couch to get comfy. you stayed in her lap and the thought of the conversation weighed you down deeply.

“i hated her nat. i hated IT. i know you don’t want to hear that. i guess hate is a strong word but it was hard” your voice sounding harsh from the sobs wanting to escape your throat. natasha’s hand gently stroking her fingers through your hair.

“i suffered with perinatal and postnatal depression. and i felt guilty for feeling it. i felt so worthless and i’m so scared of feeling that again. the postnatal was the hardest. i just…i couldn’t feel any connection with her. i hated that that the most, she would cry and i’d be sat staring at her wishing for her to stop and she wouldn’t. i felt such a distance between me and her i was worried i was going todo something to her or to myself.” you sobbed into her chest as words fell from your mouth. natasha still sat stroking your hair in hopes of calming you down.

“i’m sorry you went through that alone. i’m sorry i wasn’t there. i’m sorry i ruined everything. you had no support, but you have support now. you have family. you have me. i’d be with you every step of the way you know that” natasha’s voice were whispered into the top of your hair as she held you closer to her chest, humming to calm you.

“i know that tasha i do. i need time. to just think and decide. i can’t have a baby unless i want them, we have just started out again i don’t want to rush this with you.” moving your head from her chest to look at her face, you watched as the tears slowly slid down her own cheeks. your hand coming up quickly to wipe the tears away before more could fall.

“we have all the time in the world. i’m sorry if i pressured you, i didn’t mean for that.”

“it’s okay. who knows maybe i'll be ready soon. can we go to bed?”

“let’s go” her arms moving to under your armpits and she lifted you securely into your arms as your legs wrapped around her waist to cuddle her closer.

she gently placed you in the bed, even through your protest and moved to grab some pyjamas from her draw. she threw a hoodie at you and laughed as a pout made it’s way onto your lips.

eventually natasha made her way back over to the bed getting in quickly and pulling you back into her as she held you strongly in her arms. her hand resting on your stomach as she draws small circles onto it. the movement making you slowly drift off into a peaceful dream. her last words lingering into your mind as you fall into the clouds of your mind.

“i’ll love you forever. i promise”

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date gone wrong but right

a/n: okay i wrote another one it’s again 2 am but i really like this idea so may write more let me know if you have any requests with or without eliza !

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You bit your lip and your finger hovered over Natasha’s contact information. With a sigh you finally hit the call button. It rung twice before you heard her voice,

“Romanoff” she says in a serious tone and you smile,

“Hey Nat” you sigh and look over at Eliza who is playing with her barbies. You really didn’t want to do this, it was still really early in the relationship and you really liked her and cancelling looked like a bad move,

“I’m really sorry ill have to cancel our date tonight” you squeak out, “my sitter just cancelled on me and I have no one else to watch Eliza” you explain pleading that she shows understanding,

“Oh” she said and there was a pause and you held your breath,

“How about she joins us? If you’re okay with that? I mean we can get bumpers up and one of those rails” she offered and you let out the breath you were holding,

“You would do that?” You ask uncertain,

“Yeah it’ll be fun, then you can finally not come in last” she teased and you chuckled,

“Okay okay…thank you Nat, we will see you in 20” you say and hung up. You look over at your daughter,

“Want to go bowling?”

30 minutes later you find yourself helping Eliza with her shoes and you put your own on,

“You have to be on your best behavior baby” you say to Eliza and she nods trying to squirm out of your hold to go over and start bowling. You walk over to Natasha who was waving you over,

“Eliza I want you to meet my friend Natasha can you say hi?” You say and Eliza hides her face in your neck,

“Hi” she lets out shyly and Natasha smiles,

“Hey there, nice to meet you, your mommy has told me so much about you” she says and Eliza lifts her head up to get a good look at her,

“Really?” She asks and Natasha nods you lean over and kiss the redhead’s cheek,

“Thanks again for doing this” you say and she waves you off,

“Come on we only have an hour” she says and Eliza gets down going over to grab a ball,

“Hold on honey you’re gonna need help” you say and walk over to help her with the ball,

“No I got it!” She says confidently and you roll your eyes and help her with the ramp. Once the ball hits down quite a few pins she jumped up and down,

“I did it I did it!” Natasha claps for her and Eliza claps too. The game goes on and your ego takes a hit when you still manage to lose to your girlfriend and your two year old daughter. Once you were about to order some pizza it started,

“Mommy” Eliza whined when you told her that she couldn’t keep bowling, “baby were gonna eat we can bowl more later” you say trying to calm her down and she stomps her foot and the tears come and the more you try to calm her down the more inconsolable she becomes. You have never felt more helpless and embarrassed. Natasha watches a little unsure of how to react,

“Hey Eliza” she says and Eliza stops crying to look over at your girlfriend and you raise your eyebrows unsure of where she will take this,

“How about we take a walk and get some fresh air, that always helps me when I feel upset” she said kneeling down to be face to face with Eliza and she sniffles and nods. You watch in shock as Eliza takes Natasha’s hand and you see them standing outside the glass doors with Eliza jumping around as Natasha talks. 


The pizza arrives and you take a slice and they come back with Eliza looking much calmer,

“How did you even manage that?” You ask never seeing Eliza calm down that fast,

“Ive had plenty of babysitting with my tempered nephew” she says and takes a slice.

Once the hour is up Natasha walks you guys to your apartment,

“Thank you for everything tonight Nat, me and Eliza had a wonderful time besides the tantrum” you chuckle as you hold a sleeping Eliza and stand in front of your apartment. Natasha nods,

“I know what i’m signing up for, plus it helps your kids a cute one and a nice one” she jokes and you chuckle,

“I know this is new and we’re still figuring it all out but however involved you want me… i’m in y/n however you see fit i’m okay with, i’ve never felt this way before and never wanted to really commit to someone but for you it’s all i want” she confessed and your stand there stunned. There’s a beat and then you pull her into a deep kiss careful not to disturb the sleeping child,

“im gonna go before i say something really crazy” you say and giggle,

“goodnight nat, i think im falling in love with you…okay bye!” you say and quickly enter your apartment missing the smile on Natasha’s face as you go to put Eliza down to bed. Once you lay her down you hear the knob rattle, a sign of Natasha making sure your lock works whenever she leaves. You were definitely falling in love and you were sure Natasha would catch you.

#black widow x reader #natasha romanoff #natasha romanoff x reader #black widow

[romanoffprentiss]

Nightmares

a/n: wrote this at 2 am don’t judge i’m not even sure it makes sense but gonna try and write more :)

summary: your girlfriend Natasha spends the night for the first time but your other bed partner takes issue with it.

just fluff honestly

You had been dating for a year when you finally let Natasha sleep over at your place. Having a young daughter you were very weary of who you let into your home and Natasha was very understanding of that, Natasha had hung out with Eliza often and come over and Eliza adored Natasha which led you to be comfortable enough to let her spend the night.

Natasha knocked on the door and Eliza squealed,

“mommy mommy Nattys here!” she shouted and ran over to the door trying to open it,

“give me a second” you call out wiping your hands on the towel to go open the door,

“hi natty!” Eliza said through the door pressing her ear to the door to hear her,

“hey there bug still too little to open the door?” your girlfriend teased,

“i’ll be big soon!” eliza said confidently as you opened the door seeing Natasha in sweats and having her overnight bag with her,

“hey detka” she grinned and kissed you gently as you let her inside,

“natty!” Eliza said expectantly tapping her cheek,

“oh how could i forget my little bug” she says and picks Eliza up kissing her cheeks,

“how was your day?” she asks Eliza and Eliza goes off babbling to her. You smile at the scene and take Natashas bag from her putting it in your room. When you return Natasha is setting Eliza down in her high chair,

“oh you don’t have to do that Nat” you say and she shrugged,

“it was either this or i attempt to cook again” she joked and you rolled your eyes remembering for one of your first dates Natasha tried to cook you a meal at her apartment but it lead to the fire alarm going off and a call in for a pizza,

“fair enough” you kiss her head as you pass and walk back into the kitchen. Dinner goes smoothly and you’re surprised to see how well behaved Eliza is, she’s definitely showing off for Natasha but you think it’s sweet. After dinner Natasha does the dishes while you bathe and get Eliza ready for bed,

“i want Natty to read to me” Eliza pouts crawling into her toddler bed,

“but we always read together” you fake a pout and Eliza giggles,

“you and Natty silly” she says and you smile going to grab Natasha,

“she wants you to help read if you’re up for that” you say feeling embarrassed for being so shy about it. Natasha looks up from her phone and smiles before following you to Eliza’s room.

You both read to her and she falls asleep and you tuck her in making sure her nightlight is on and the door is creaked open.

After some TV and letting Natasha do a thorough security check which she does whenever she comes over, you and Natasha retire to the bedroom. She spreads her arms out and you gladly accept snuggling into her,

“i could get used to this” you let out and Natasha chuckles kissing your head,

“me too detka” she says and you eventually drift off. After an hour of peaceful slumber the door opens revealing Eliza holding onto her stuffed animal lizard Natasha had brought her from one of her missions,

“mommy?” Eliza squeaks out and Natasha wakes up from the noise. She sits up straight and sees the little girl,

“eliza?” she asks and the toddler walks over,

“why are you in mommy’s bed?” she asked and Natasha blinked at her,

“we’re sleeping, did you have a bad dream?” she asks and eliza nods before trying to crawl into bed. Natasha helps her up and Eliza lays on top of you,

“it’s okay” you say softly obviously half awake and Natasha lays back down looking at you two. She tries to fall asleep but is suddenly met with a little foot to the gut.

Natasha looks over but Eliza looks to be asleep, she shrugs it off and relaxes again until she is pushed by little hands,

“hey bug you gotta stop hitting me” Natasha whispers and Eliza let’s out a defiant hmft and pushes her again, Natasha frowned,

“what’s up?” she asked looking at the toddler,

“you’re in my spot” she pouts and Natasha nods,

“can we share i’ll scoot over so you have room” she tries to compromise but Eliza lets out a whine,

“no this is my mommy’s bed not yours” she says pushing again and Natasha sighs in defeat and gets up grabbing the pillow and a extra blanket and laying on the floor next to the bed,

“thank you Natty” Eliza says contently and she falls asleep. Sleep is not as easy to come by for the redhead who tosses and turns before eventually falling asleep.

When morning comes you wake up to find the bed empty. You frown but assume Natasha is in the living room or kitchen as she’s normally an early riser. You sit up and stretch when you see it. On what was Natashas side on the floor you see Natasha asleep with Eliza sleeping on top of her. Your eyebrow raises and you’ll definitely need to hear how this happened,

“Nat honey wake up” you said kneeling down to shake her gently,

“hmm?” she asked sitting up quickly but you held your hands out to keep Eliza steady,

“why are you on the floor?” you ask trying to hide a smile,

“oh Eliza didn’t like me in the bed but i didn’t realize she followed me down” Natasha chuckled a little at the little girl and slowly stood up so she didn’t wake her to lay her on the bed.

You smiled brightly and laughed looking at your girlfriend,

“you know you can just wake me up and i could’ve taken her back to bed” you said rubbing her back and she shook her head,

“oh no i’m the intruder here, plus she had a nightmare and needed comfort i wouldn’t want to take that away from her” she said and you pulled her in for a kiss,

“you’re so sweet, i love you Natasha” you said and she kissed you again,

“love you too, how about we order in so i can recover from my injuries” she joked and you rolled your eyes,

“toughen up agent”

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Heavy Lifting

Anon Reqs: omg pregnant!reader x nat where the baby kicks for the first time and just fluff of nat talking to the baby

Thank you so much for sending in the request anon! Idk why this pairing is hitting right now for my mind. Hope you enjoy <3

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“You didn’t have to come with me,” Natasha offered lightly, pressing a barely there kiss to your lips as she passed by. “Not that I don’t enjoy your company” she hastily added, tossing you a quick glance over her shoulder as she set another box down by the door.

The two of you were cleaning out her room at the Avenger’s compound. The room would soon be vacant and she would be living at home full time. You were certain Natasha had been pushing it off for as long as possible, which didn’t make the process any easier.

You hummed, following behind her so you could wrap your arms around her from behind, as best you could manage,  "and you didn’t have to take a leave of absence on my accord.“ You pressed a kiss to the base of her neck, and then another, earning yourself a pleasant moan from your wife.

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Taken

Natasha Romanoff x reader. Avengers x reader.

Word count- 3,651.

Summary- The avengers are your family and you love you family. Only problem is, when you join a family, their enemies become yours.

Warnings- Kidnapping, Drugging, Violence, Blood, Knife use, Dark themes. Lmk if I missed any.

A/n- Set in a world were women can get other women pregnant. I’m planning on having 3-4 parts to this.

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The Avengers love you, and you love them. Love how they all act like this great big family. A family they consider you part of.

You’d all met a few years back when Tony brought you to one of his famous parties. He was so excited to introduce you to the team, he not so modestly claimed to lead, as his sister.

You may be brother and sister to each other but it wasn’t blood that bound you together. Love and loyalty are what tied you to each other, not to mention the bickering and teasing only a sibling could torture you with. Anyone who knew you could see the familial bond the two of you shared.

The one thing Tony had asked of the team, aside from being on their best behaviour, was that none of them were to make a move on you. His logic followed that you were the closest thing to family he had, he wanted all of you to get along, the most important people in his life. He didn’t want anything to happen to put that at risk.

He also stated, in confidence, that if anything were to happen and sides had to be chosen that he would choose you. Without hesitation.

At first the team was slightly offended. They’d all trusted each other to save one another’s life’s on multiple occasions. They understood that you were important to him but they were important to, they had a bond of their own. A sort of functional, dis functional family.

As you grew closer to the team they begun to understand why Tony loved you, and you why Tony loved them. Special moments that brought you all together.

Like how Wanda would always cook peoples favourite meals when they were sad. How when she was upset she just wanted to be held while she cooked her favourite meal, which you were happy to do. Afterwards you’d curl up on the couch and watch sit coms while you played with her hair.

Or how Sam and Steve would lightly blush every time Bucky walked into the room, and how when the brown haired super solider would realise a blush of his own would make its way onto his face. The way all three of them would deny it when you would jokingly tease them about it. How honoured you felt when they told you they were together but that they hadn’t yet told anyone. That they’d trusted you enough to be the first to know.

Over time you got to know each person on the team more intimately. You became a part of their life’s that they couldn’t live without, and them the same for you. When Tony asked you to move into the compound you couldn’t have agreed faster.

Everyone was thrilled when you told them the news. Everyone except one. Natasha Romanoff. Sat at the corner of the room, her eyes glued to you like always but never making a move to talk to you.

On the few occasions that you’d tried to engage with her you were met with brief conversation and a quick exit. Her unwillingness to get to know you confused you. At first you thought you’d done something wrong, but after a conversation with Clint had assured you that, with Nat, it just takes time for her to let you in, you left more sure of yourself. Determined to prove to the red head that she could trust you.

After a while of short conversations and time spent together with the team Natasha finally decided to open up to you. It was strange how it happened really. To you it was the first real conversation you had with her. For her, she had been quietly observing you from a distance since you first arrived, so she left like she knew you.

She’d simply walked into the kitchen one day while you were making a sandwich. The team had all gone out on a mission so she knew she’d have you to herself.

With confidence and grace only Natasha Romanoff could possess she made her way over to you and started talking to you as if it were something she did daily. From there the two of you grew closer then either of you though you would. Mornings spent making each other breakfast, laughing as you told stories of your time with Tony. Nights spent curled up on the couch watching movies while she braided your hair.

The two of you grew closer and closer as friends until one day things changed . You stopped leaving Natasha’s room after watching movies together long into the night. Mornings were now spent in bed with her arms wrapped around you, behind closed doors you shared secret kisses. Time spent with the team resulted in longing glances here and there, wanting to be near to each other but unable to be with the others in the room.

The two of you went on dating in secret, for two years. Two years spent loving each other in the shadows. You knew the team would be happy for you both when they eventually found out. You knew Tony would be happy for you to, you just wanted to figure out how best to tell him so that he wouldn’t feel betrayed.

You’d decided to finally tell the team about you two dating once you realised you were ready to take the next step in your relationship. Deciding to tell them your news at the team movie night.

With a smile plastered on your face you make your way through the halls in the compound. The job of getting snacks for this week’s movie night belonged to you. Grabbing your keys from the kitchen you make your way to the main entrance.

The compound was quiet today, everyone was in the conference room. The team had meetings all day, much to your dismay. You hated meeting days. Nat would be busy and Wanda, your best friend, would also be gone for the whole day.

With nothing else to do you decided to walk to the store, making a mental note of what everyone’s favourite treats were as to not forget anything.

Maybe you should have been paying more attention or maybe you should have taken your car instead of walking . Either way you were seriously regretting setting foot outside the compound as a bag was shoved over your head and you were forced into the back of a van. Or what you presumed to be a van, not much could be made out, other then blurry figures, threw the material of the bag covering your face.

Voices belonging to the blurry figures filled your ears. Speaking in a language you recognised but couldn’t understand. Just as you were about to ask who they were a prick could be felt on the side of your neck and the whole world fades to black. The last thing on your mind before you fall unconscious is Natasha. You have reach Natasha.

Sitting in the conference room Natasha glances at the clock on the wall and inwardly groans. Seven hours, that’s how long it’s been since she’s seen you. Seven hours since she woke up in bed beside you, kissed you good morning and got up to get ready for the day.

As much as she tried she couldn’t pay attention to the mission prep happing in front of her. All she could think about was you, the news you had and how the team would react. More specifically how Tony would react. She’s been friends with the man a long time, hoped that he would see that she cares for you just as much as he dose. More even, but she would never say that aloud. She hopped he would be happy for you, for both of you.

Just as they were moving onto another section of the mission prep Jarvis’s voice rang out threw the room “I’m sorry for the interruption Mr. Stark but you’ve been sent a video.”

Huffing in annoyance Tony replied to the A.l “Not now J, we’re in the middle of something. Set a reminder for me to watch it later.” Thinking nothing of it the team went back to focusing the mission, but Natasha had an uneasy feeling in her stomach.

Not five minutes later the A.I spoke again “I’m sorry Sir but I must insist. I’ve just scanned through the footage an-“

“Jarvis your not authorised to go through my personal mail”

“I’m sorry Sir but it was marked as urgent and I really must insist”

The uneasy feeling in Natasha was at a borderline uncomfortable level now. Tony was about to respond but she beat him to it. “Show us the video J” looking up she caught eyes with Tony who gave her a glare in response.

“Right away Ms Romanoff” Turning their attention to the wall where Jarvis is projecting the video the team wait in anticipation for him to play it. The feeling of unease now flowing through everyone in the room.

The second the video is set to play a collective gasp sounds off. Everyone goes quite, no one dares make a sound as the images on the screen play out.

You were there, tied to a chair with your hands bound behind your back and your legs tied to the those of the chair. You looked tired, your eyes were filled with tears and there was blood running down the side of your face from where you had been punched moments ago.

Seeing the man punch you and the way you yelled out in pain made Natasha’s grip on her own seat tighten, her nails digging into the leather of the arm rest.

“Where dose Stark hide the blueprints for his suits” the man asked, his voice unnervingly calm.

Tony’s eyes widen when he hears this. You were kidnapped, hurt and it was because of him. Just tell them, he thinks to himself. He can make more suits, the avengers can fight off whatever comes but they only have one you. He knew you wouldn’t though, you were strong, loyal and stubborn, you wouldn’t tell. That’s what scared him.

“No” you respond, voice even, you stand your ground. “TELL ME” he roared as he stood from his seat. “I’m not telling you anything” The man got up and made his way over to you, grabbing you by the back of the head and punching you in the face. Letting go of our hair the man moved back out of sight. Your head Lulls forwarded and you spit out blood.

Wanda raises her hand to her mouth as she watches you. Tears coming to her eyes as the sight of you in pain.

“You tell me…” the man comes into view again, this time with a sharp blade in his hand. Your eyes widen when you see what he’s holding “or I cut you into pieces and ship you to your little friends”

The colour completely drains from Natasha’s face as she watches the man approach you again. The fear in your eyes is evident and she can see the way you shake in your seat.

“I- I-….. I won’t tell you anything” A dark chuckle is all you get in response as the man lazily drags the blade down your arm, leaving angry red lines in its wake. You scream out in pain as blood starts to pore from your arm. The man grabs you by the head again, raising it to look him in the eye.

“You tell me what I want to know or the next place I stick my knife won’t be so pleasant” Your resolve crumbles as the man brings the knife lower to rest over your abdomen. “I-… I-…” You stammer, trying and failing to catch your breath, panic settling in as you realise how much danger your actually in.

“That’s it. You’ve pushed my patience” He brings his hand up ready to stab you in the stomach, stopping just before the knife touches your skin when he hears you scream. “No, please, I’m pregnant”

A manic smile slides it’s way onto your captors face as he kneels in front of you, setting between your legs “Well well well, what do we have here” moving the blade so that it’s flat against your stomach the man looks up at you. You let out a sob as he moved his hand to rest on the slight swell of your belly.

“Now, don’t cry little one. I won’t kill you. At least not yet” moving to stand behind you he raises the knife to rest under your jaw. “Your usefulness has just increased sweetheart so I’m going to hold onto you for a little while” he spoke, sliding the blade down the side of your face lightly. Not leaving a mark, but making a threat.

Looking into the camera he spoke again. “You have 24 hours to give me what I want or…” moving his hands down to your front he places the knife back over your abdomen, makings your cry harder, letting out quite please.

“Shhh little one I’m taking” he places a kiss to the top of your head before looking back to the camera. “Or I cut her baby out and send it to you in a casket”

Hearing what the man had planned for you and your baby set a fresh wave of panic over you. You struggle in your bonds, hyperventilating and sobbing, begging him not to harm your baby. The man behind you leaves and comes back moments later with a needle in his hand.

Realising what was about to happen you scream “No no no no please! Please don’t! It could hurt the baby, plea-“ He moved his hand over your mouth in an attempt to quiet you “shhh sweetheart. This won’t hurt your baby, I promise”

You sob louder as you scream for help around his hand “NATASHA! PLEASE!” You sob, fear seeping through every word. “NATASHA! HELP US!” The prick is felt again at the side of your neck. Before the world fades to black your let out another scream.

The video comes to an end, the team sit in shock. Tear marks left on their faces from the silent crying they’d done throughout the video. Once the shock wears off they start to come back to themselves and the fear sets in. You were in danger. Someone took you. Someone HURT you and you needed their help.

Everyone around her seemed to be kicking into action. Planning ways to get you back safely but all Natasha could think about was you. How scared you looked, how you screamed out for her to help you. She should have been there, she should’t have left you alone.

The team were talking, that much she knew, it just all sounded like background noise as she replayed your screams for help over and over in her head. Breathing was becoming a problem as the reality of it set it. You were in danger, serious danger, and so was your baby.

“We need to find her” Tony yelled, slamming his hands down in the table. “We need to think this through Stark, we can’t just force our way in there”

“The hell we can’t” Wanda yelled, glaring daggers at Bruce. “All I’m saying is we need to think this out properly, for our safety and for y/n’s”

“And y/n’s baby.” Sam adds. “Since when is she pregnant anyway? And why didn’t any of us know” Sam asked, looking around the room. You were one of his closest friends, he loved you, and the realisation that he might soon lose you was making him snap.

Bucky tried calm him, placing a hand on his shoulder “Come on love, nows not the tim-“ Moving out of Bucky’s hold he continued “No no, I’d like to know. Hey! I have an idea. Let’s ask Nat, you two seem pretty close lately. Has your best friend shared with you who she’s been screwing? Cause, you know, maybe they’d like to know that their baby might not get to be bor-“.

A loud bang stops Sam in his rambling. Turning to face the source of the noice the team is met with the sight of Natasha. Her chair lying on the ground, from the speed at which she stood, her hands gripping at the table as she hunches over it.

“Nat….?” Clint moved towards his friends in an attempt to console her. Breathing was becoming a problem as her hyperventilating got worse. “Nat breath. We’re gonna find her okay.” Moving closer he placed a hand on Natasha’s back, running it up and down in a soothing motion.

“Dose anyone know who’s baby she’s carrying? Sam’s right they should know what’s happening just in case….. If anything happens they should know.” Steve spoke up.

That’s it. Those words sent her over the edge. Natasha’s legs buckle underneath her and send her crumbling towards the floor, Clint catching her just before she hit the ground. Wrapped in her best friends arms Natasha let out a sob and mumbled out something the team couldn’t understand.

Rocking her back and forth Clint tried to stop her sobbing. “I- It’s-“ she sobbed, clinging onto him like her life depended on it.

“What” Tony asked, moving to stand In front of the pair. “What did you say” he asked louder. “Give her a minute Tony” Steve chimed in.

“No!” Tony shouted, growing frustrated. “If she knows something we need to know now. Look Nat I know you love her, we all do. We’re all friends here- we’re all family, but if you know som-“

“She’s not my friend” Natasha spoke up, her sobs dying down to tears. Her natural instincts were kicking in, her spy instincts, her instinct to protect you and now your unborn child. “What” he asked again, confusion written across his face.

“She’s not my friend” Natasha repeats, standing up and out of Clint’s arms, though he stays close incase she needs him. “The baby” she starts, squaring her shoulders “It’s mine. It’s our baby.”

In a matter of seconds so many emotions crossed over Tony’s face. Anger, betrayal, sadness, happiness, hope and then settled on anger. “You- You got my sister pregnant” he grit out “You’re messing around with my little sister?”

Taking a step towards the two, trying defuse the situation Steve gently calls out “Tony…” in an attempt to take his attention away from Natasha. Raising her hand Natasha signalled for Steve to stay back. For them all to stay back.

“It’s not like that Tony” she said, taking a step back as the brown haired man took a step towards her. She’s seen Tony angry before but never like this, never at her. She knew it was because you were involved. He was scared to lose you and he was protective, it was getting muddled together in his panicked state. Anger being the product of all his emotions. She just had to make him understand. She loves you and you loved her. He didn’t need to protect you from her.

“Jarvis gimme a hand” he grit out, taking a step towards Natasha. Hurt flashes in her eyes, raising her hands to show she means no harm. “Tony… don’t do this” she pleads. They don’t have time for this, they need to get to you.

“I don’t think that’s wise Sir”

“I didn’t ask if you thought it was wise I said give me a god damn hand” he responded, raising his voice slightly.

The rest of the team watch on, at Natasha’s silent request, doing nothing.

“I love her Tony” hoping her confession would assure the man of her pure intentions she lowered her hands.

It seemed as thought her words had the affect she hoped they would when the man in front of her slouched in defeat. Stepping forward Natasha rested a hand on Tony shoulder. The simple touch snapped the man out of his peace, moving to wrap his hands around her throat he yelled “YOU HURT MY LITTLE SISTER”

Natasha’s eyes widen momentarily before her training kicks in. Manoeuvring herself out of his grip the spy moved so that she was behind him with his arms wrapped around his middle, her arms holding his down.

At first the man struggles in her hold, trying to get free. After a few seconds the feeling of being help brings out the tears he’d been trying to hold back. “I love her Tony. I promised her I’d always keep her safe and I intended on keeping that promise” she spoke softly as to not upset him further.

Tony’s crying picks up into full on sobbing, realising what he’s done. “She’s- she’s my sister Nat. She’s my family, she’s all I got. I need her to be okay.” Natasha shushed him gently. “Shhh shhh Its okay. I know Tony, I know. She means the same to me.”

Seeing how gentle the ex-assassin was being with Tony brings tears to Wanda’s eyes. She’d never seen her show such gentleness towards anyone. Sure Natasha was a hero and she was incredibly caring towards all of her team mates but the comfort she was bringing the man in her arms was something she’d never seen from the red head before. It was a comfort to her in this moment to know that her best friend was loved by someone like her. For a moment her heart swelled, you were going to have a baby. She was going to be an aunt and, from what she was seeing right now, Natasha was going to be a great mother for you to raise your baby with.

Natasha held Tony until he calmed down. Once his sobs subsided she let go of his arms. Tony raised his hands to wipe away his tears before turning to the woman behind him, taking a step forward he wrapped her in a hug. “Thank you” he croaked, voice horse from crying. Natasha brought her arms around the man, returning his hug for a minute before stepping back and giving him an understanding nod.

“Okay” Wanda spoke up, grabbing everyone’s attention “What’s the plan”

Turning her attention back to Tony Natasha answered “We get y/n back” Tony nods, the two moving to make their was out of the room. “And how exactly are you planning on doing that” Bruce asked, following them with his eyes.

“Suit up” Tony said, opening the door to the conference room for him and Natasha to step outside, the rest of the team following their lead. “Where are we going”

“To find y/n” Natasha spoke, with a confidence she so desperately hopes she could back up. “How?” Sam asked.

“I have a plan. Suit up, we leave in 10”

Part 2 Part 3

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A/n- Thank you @bucky-can-lick-me for proof reading this for me and for motivating me to finish it. I’ve wanted to write it for ages just never got around to putting it into words.

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Surprise Sweethearts

pairing: emily prentiss x reader

warnings: none

summary: you finally meet emily’s team.

word count: 2.2k

a/n: this was originally written for @sweetprentiss​‘s bingo for the square ‘high school sweethearts’ but i didn’t finish it in time….better late than never!

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london surprises |e.p.|

✩ description: y/n flies to london to surprise her girlfriend, emily.

✩ request: omg can i request emily prentiss x reader where reader suprises emily visiting her in london?

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✩ fandom: criminal minds

✩ genre: fluff

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✩ requested? yes/no by anonymous

✩ requests are open!

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✩ warning/s: none! if i missed any lmk!

✩ word count: 581

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The rumble of the planes engine, along with the powerful wind outside filled Y/N’s ears to the brim, threatening to make them pop any second. The gum in her mouth had lost its flavor an hour ago, but she kept it in. London was still a four hour flight away.

Y/N was visiting Emily, her girlfriend of nearly three years, without her knowing. Y/N was nervous, jittery, and everything in between. The two of them hadn’t seen each other in nearly four months. They’d spoken on the phone more times than Y/N could count, but they hadn’t been face to face in the longest time.

There was nothing for her to be nervous about. She’d be seeing the same Emily she always speaks to over the phone, the same girl she’s been in love with. Something about visiting her, however, spiked her nerves.

Y/N then read to pass the time, trying to keep her mind off off her nerves.

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She had landed nearly an hour ago. She’d caught a taxi that looped around the airport after every drive, and directed him to the hotel where Emily was staying at. Y/N had snagged the information off of Aaron - where she’d be at, her work schedule, etc.. - and made sure to keep a mental note of it.

The hotel was close to an hour drive, and the price racked up the more they drove, but Y/N didn’t care. Emily, according to her work schedule, should’ve been home for close to an hour by the time Y/N had flown in, and close to two and a half when she’d gotten to the hotel. Even though she didn’t think it was possible, Y/N became more nervous than before. She payed the driver, and gave him a quick thanks before speeding off to the hotel with her bags.

Y/N walked off past the front desk, and played the number 134 in her head as she gotten on the elevator and pressed the button to go to the third floor. She was exhausted, her eyes heavy and her shoulders slouched. Only a few more minutes.

120. 121. 122. Y/N read the numbers as she quickly found the room 134. With a deep breath and wide eyed, she knocked loudly. She heard nothing in response. Y/N though she’d heard the sound of footsteps, thought she wasn’t sure. But only three minutes after her knock, she heard a gasp from the other side of the door, along with the clicking of locks.

The door swung open, revealing a tired looking Emily. She pulled Y/N into a hug right then, relaxing right in her arms.

“Oh my God!” Emily exclaimed in a bit of a whisper. “Why didn’t you tell me you were coming?”

“Wanted to surprise you,” Y/N mumbled into her shirt.

“It worked,” Emily laughed softly. “God I missed you.”

“I missed you more,” she responded. “And as much as I love you and your hugs, I’m exhausted.”

Emily quickly released the hug, letting her girlfriend enter the room. She helped with the bags, sitting them in the corner with her own empty suitcase.

“How long are you staying?” she asked, as Y/N flopped onto Emily’s bed.

“Hotch gave me a week,” Y/N said, closing her eyes shut tightly. Emily laid beside her, resting her head closely to Y/N’s. Emily turned her head to look at her.

“That’s plenty of time.”