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This blog is now an archive for the character has died.

R.I.P. friendly neighborhood vampire

#yall should literally unfollow now

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This blog is now an archive for the character has died.

R.I.P. friendly neighborhood vampire

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{ Something that meant a lot to him — now wasn’t that a novel thought.

          As he moved to stretch himself over the length of the couch, a hand brushing the bangs from his eyes as he so vividly stared up to the ceiling. What was important to him? Safety, he couldn’t say; perhaps loyalty, the beauties of life, all his memories.

          He’s a library of memories, actually. He could lay here for hours and unload every single bit of information he could unto her, but the experience will always be lost to history. Lost to the dust from which it came, as everything did and will do in the end.

          And before he even makes a decision, Kuro finds his lips to be moving all on their own. }

Never doubt the meaning of yourself, so small, in this vast, incredible universe. You’re a speck, but that’s not in comparison to the galaxy you lie upon — it’s in comparison to other specks. Never assume small things aren’t important, until you’ve seen a match start a wildfire.

          { And for a few seconds, he pauses, head craned right over to her — fangs blatantly obvious between parted lips and a wistful stare. }

You’re that kind of match exactly. So should anyone ever try to say you are anything less; burn them the fuck down.

          …I’m glad I’d gotten to meet you as well, Miss Serena. 

                 Don’t ever forget the worth of a life, as I so have.

                                    I pray yours to be a prosperous one.

          { And with that, he took one last look around the room, at the world, at Serena, lingered — and closed his eyes. }

           Afterwards — be sure to look into my bag, I wish you to have the contents of it.

#what 2 do with dead vampire body #death cw #rukime #{;;You're the first.} #and the last

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{ Something that meant a lot to him -- now wasn't that a novel thought.

          As he moved to stretch himself over the length of the couch, a hand brushing the bangs from his eyes as he so vividly stared up to the ceiling. What was important to him? Safety, he couldn't say; perhaps loyalty, the beauties of life, all his memories.

          He's a library of memories, actually. He could lay here for hours and unload every single bit of information he could unto her, but the experience will always be lost to history. Lost to the dust from which it came, as everything did and will do in the end.

          And before he even makes a decision, Kuro finds his lips to be moving all on their own. }

Never doubt the meaning of yourself, so small, in this vast, incredible universe. You're a speck, but that's not in comparison to the galaxy you lie upon -- it's in comparison to other specks. Never assume small things aren't important, until you've seen a match start a wildfire.

          { And for a few seconds, he pauses, head craned right over to her -- fangs blatantly obvious between parted lips and a wistful stare. }

You're that kind of match exactly. So should anyone ever try to say you are anything less; burn them the fuck down.

          ...I'm glad I'd gotten to meet you as well, Miss Serena. 

                 Don't ever forget the worth of a life, as I so have.

                                    I pray yours to be a prosperous one.

          { And with that, he took one last look around the room, at the world, at Serena, lingered -- and closed his eyes. }

           Afterwards -- be sure to look into my bag, I wish you to have the contents of it.

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      ❛ It’ll be easier, I guess. That I could be with you and know that it didn’t hurt. ❜ So she can touch his cheek and smile and tell herself everything will be as it should be. He will be okay. She will be okay. ( He will be okay, she thinks, even if he doesn’t think so. )

       Last requests ? Serena wishes she had a little longer to think about it.

        ❛ Um… Give me something. Something that means a lot to you. It, um, doesn’t have to be an actual thing, just… advice ? Favourite quote ? Something special. ❜

       She remembers asking him for a proper goodbye, what seems like a long, long time ago. While this isn’t what she pictured, she’s pleased to know he stuck to his word. Serena wonders if this is something she’ll forget, that she’ll block out. She’s sure she doesn’t want to forget Kuro.

        Serena takes a moment just to stare at him. Soft, pale skin, brown hair. Interestingly coloured eyes that she can’t quite place the actual colour, but it reminds her of a metallic shade. 

       ❛ I love you. Don’t forget about that, okay ? I’m really, really glad that I met you and got to be your friend. ❜ Serena holds her hands in fists under her chin, and squeezes her eyes closed for a moment. Just to steel herself. 

       ❛ Just lay down on the couch. I’m ready whenever you are. ❜

#rukime #{;;You're the first.} #death cw #suicide cw #plot twist: in the bag is the pokeballs for oshawott spewpa riolu & nidoran #and a lot of books you cant find Anywhere Else #and maps of . everywhere. hand made.

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Set in the late 18th century to the late 1980s, the story follows the 200-year-long life of the vampire Lestat de Lioncourt, and his rise from humble beginnings as impoverished nobility in the countryside of the Auvergne in France, to the cosmopolitan city of Paris, to become transformed by the Dark Gift into a vampire. After escaping his family and running off to Paris with his friend and confidante Nicolas de Lenfent, Lestat is kidnapped and bitten by the reclusive elder vampire Magnus, who orphans him on the night he is made. 

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skepticperceptions replied to your post: npctouko asked:I CANT BELIVE UR R…

i’m dead too erika wh y

// wqHA T THE HELL IS THE BIG DEAL I DONT

#i think i understand #{;;ooc.} #{;;TBD (Probably)}

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skepticperceptions replied to your post: npctouko asked:I CANT BELIVE UR R...

i’m dead too erika wh y

// wqHA T THE HELL IS THE BIG DEAL I DONT

#skepticperceptions #npctouko #{;;ooc} #?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

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All I know is I'm going to Hell.

#{;;IC.} #basically

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I CANT BELIVE UR RBLOGGING LESTAT QUOTE

HOMIE I DONT UNDERSTAND WH Y IS IT A BIG DEA L

#npctouko #{;;ooc.}

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None of us really changes over time. We only become more fully what we are.

Anne Rice, The Vampire Lestat (via feellng)

#{;;Calligraphy} #fufu ck

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{ The first thing he thinks is no, absolutely not.

          Killing a person is a lot harder, a lot more scarring than one even thinks. You always remember the light leaving their eyes, the living essence draining away from them -- and you always remember the redness of your own hands. Caught red-handed, that's how the saying goes and it's fitted well, it always has been for a monster kind of being like he was made to be.

          You find that, sooner or later, life's meaning and everything about it just fades away. You don't give a second thought to ending a 30 year life when your own surpasses 300. Killing means nothing, that's the sick part.

          But she probably wouldn't be happy any other way.

          And why wouldn't he give her that one last wish out of him? }

          I don't... believe that you should... go through that sort of thing, in the end. But... if it is what you wish, I'll allow you.

          Would you care for... anything else? A--A last few requests, perhaps? At the very least... The very least, I want to leave you happier.

{ Wordlessly, he finally set her down, a hand delicate upon the top of her head. He just can't look at her. He can't.

          It's almost as if he felt as though he'd be the one losing her, Serena -- his first friend, the only one who made him feel like anything other than what he was.

                                 Like he was human again, with the beating heart and all. }

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      She’s picked up and she wraps her legs around his waist, inhaling and exhaling deeply. If this is her first and last hug with him she’s not going to be the first one to part. Even if she hadn’t known Kuro as long as she had known Calem, or Shauna— she still felt close to him.

        The thought of not being able to see him again was hard, but asking him to stay, knowing full well about the consequences of doing so, was even harder.

       ❛ I don’t know. ❜

           Why wasn’t she afraid ? Serena doesn’t know. She thinks about when she saved Yveltal; she hadn’t been scared then. And she hadn’t been scared when she battled Lysandre. At least… not for herself.

          Maybe she just didn’t know how to be scared.

          ❛ I will make no such promises. ❜

         ❛ But there’s… something I need to to tell you. ❜ She takes another deep breath— she’s never had to explain herself before… she’s not sure where to start.

         ❛ There are two main legendary Pokemon in Kalos. Xerneas, and Yveltal. Xerneas is the Pokemon of Life, and Yveltal is the Pokemon of Destruction, or death. And, when I saved Yveltal, he gave me something. A gift. I-I, um, I can. Do it. I can kill you.

        I haven’t ever used it before… but, um. It shouldn’t hurt. Please. Let me do it. ❜

#rukine #the sad part is im killing off the only muse whos easier to write for than anyone else #death cw #suicide cw #{;;You're the first.} #maybe i should just change this blog afterwards to another vampire. lmFAO

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sorry for killing off this douche bag p soon once again but i just remade my self-insert/OC aintafraidofnoghostypes and of course have my main blog megadrains once the thread with serena is finished and as is this blog if any of you still wanna follow me afterwards

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{ And his eyes widen like they haven't in a long time, not in the way that they do. It's a surprise, surely, and even though he half expected such a thing -- it's been far too long since he's ever had a living, breathing, hug.

          Mouth open; mouth closed. Open; close. It's hard to settle, so what else could Kuro do? Deny it? No, of course not. So with a gentle stance, he hesitated for a brief moment -- to lift her up or to come down to her -- yet decided on the latter, gathering Serena up into his arms as close as he could get her.

          ...

                  Thump...

                                      Thump...

                                                            Thump...

                                                    And it's enough to make him choke back on a sob. }

               Why aren't you  a f r a i d ?

{ Her heart still beats -- it's still alive, his isn't. He couldn't even describe the feeling if he tried. So why did she treat him as if they were one in the same?

           He almost wished there was a way to take it all away, just for Serena's sake. But he's overstayed his welcome in this world. He might hurt them. He might hurt her, she with a heart so pure it made the angels weep. }

                Please don't miss me when I'm gone.

                                Tears don't belong on a lady's cheek.

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        Serena leans forward on one foot, then leans back, taking a half step away from him. Not because she’s scared, ( disturbed, sure, but she’s never been scared of him ) but she’d really like to at least hug him before he… goes.

           ❛ And you think shooting yourself would actually work ? Don’t you think it would… you know, hurt ? ❜

           She knows what she’s going to do. If he’s already suffering then there’s no need to add more onto it. But then again, she’s never actually used her gift— what if she messed up and she hurt him even more than a gun would ?

        Her heart thuds and she quickly changes her mind on her previous decision, jumping back towards him and wrapping her arms around his neck.

       ❛ I know. ❜

#literally no one should feel bad for him #rukime #death cw #suicide cw #{;;You're the first.}

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{ If he could, he'd likely have exhaled as long, as hard as he could at that moment, fingers into his hair just to crane on his neck. }

                          ... I'm not unhappy, Serena.

                                               It's getting... It's getting harder to hold back.

          Look at the facts, alright? ...I cannot survive in a public setting much longer. Had I stayed any longer than I did today -- risking the entirety of my abilities to run out as fast as i could carry myself -- the results could have been catastrophic.

                       -----And if I were to disappear from public eye? I wouldn't be able to feed myself. I'd go hungry, then I'd go insane... You understand where this is all going, right?

          I've lives a long, time time, Serena. It's never been as bad as it is and it'll only get worse in the long run. 

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         Her hands come up to her cheeks, squishing them together as she shakes her head.

                                ( No no no no no no no no )

             She doesn’t understand. She knows there’s no reason to try and tell him he’s not a beast, it’ll only fall on deaf ears, but she doesn’t know what to say. She doesn’t like taking death so casually.

           ❛ I didn’t know you weren’t happy. But, why now ? ❜

          Logically, she knows it makes sense. But it’s difficult for a fragile heart to come to grips with the potential ( inevitable ) loss of him.

                                            ❛ ———Is there anything I can say to change your mind ? ❜

#rukime #{;;You're the first.} #death cw

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I would just like to let you all know that Kuro's story is, indeed, coming to a close.

He will not be around for much longer. And given that I only have one verse, that likely means this blog will come to an end along with him. After such happens -- I plan on a new blog. Not Kuro, but Hilda, possibly of a similar AU.

It's been fun, but Friendly Neighborhood Vampire has a well-deserved rest coming up.

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          There's simply no way if could be put lightly.

{ It confuses him, for a brief moment -- the emotion that paints her across. What was it, worry? It's enough to raise a brow, gloves tightening their fold ever so slightly behind his waist. It's enough, Kuro mused to himself, to know exactly the circumstance. He knew now, he never should have spoken to her. }

          ---I don't plan on leaving again, Miss Serena -- I plan on ending it.

                     This environment I live in simply is not one for me.

                                Not one for a beast, or a killer. Certainly not a bloodthirsty one.

revenanter said: Alright. I would like for you to… ah, well, I suppose this might be too much for you, per say… { This couldn’t be more difficult, if you could imagine. } …I would like to try something and request back the pistol I entrusted you with. 

#rukime #{;;You're the first.} #gun cw #suicide cw #death cw

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           ┕He's in a largely oversized Santa suit at the mall.

              Literally. Right in the suit. But why, in November?

                                                 Isn't that quite the mystery.┚

#{;;IC.}

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rukime its Rushed but it's Here

#{;;ooc} #rukime #serena clinging to her friends bc cant read french and this map is useless asf