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Funky little dude and his weird dad

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on the 27th day of april, jason peter todd was murdered by the joker.

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everyone say happy death day to him rn

#*blows one of those lil party kazoos*

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“Just a boy good at heart, more brave than a man. Too Brave to become a man... Just a boy, but forever gone “ (Doug Moench)

Here Lies Jason Todd - April 27

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he’s eating takis btw. .. just in case u were wondering..

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Gradient ver. Inspired on Final Fantasy logo style :D Rendered ver.

#oooh very pretty #jaytim

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panel redraws are more fun than I thought

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i want 60 thousand votes by next thursday

#currently as we speak have my rough draft up for my fanfic #gonna keep workin on it after breakfast :3

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my half of an art trade with @marmaladeclown ^_^

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What you mean by" willis todds love for jason is the reason bruce failed him" ?

Sorry ive seen your post and I agree with everything but this just kinda suprise me, not hating, just curiuos

HELLO! so this is a take that is based on pre-new 52 todds, before they were simplified to the one dimensional (and classist) personalities they're known for now. neither of them were shown to be abusive or willfully negligent, but rather found themselves in bad situations out of their control and died, leaving jason to fend for himself.

in the most simplest way what i mean is willis todds self sacrificing actions of turning to crime in order to provide for jason and catherine is the key defining part of jasons life and why he views bruce's love for him as 'not enough'.

(of course, the actual proof of this is like. one single panel and its not even said by jason. however i think it is something that can be found in jasons character through other, less obvious situations.)

in jasons initial (public) return to gotham and that long and convoluted plan to mess around with batman psychology to get the two of them and the joker in the same place, it all seems like a well planned out revenge story until the final conversation:

Batman: Under the Red Hood

it always stood out to me, not just because of how absolutely heart wrenching the entire moment is (definitely read utrh if you haven't, at least once), but because it really gives you an insight into what love and loving someone means to jason.

to him it's an all encompassing responsibility. this idea that love is something that you need to be able to prove by the quantitive value of what you'll sacrifice for it. in this case, jason is saying i love you" in the way he truly believes gets across how much he means it; i would kill the person who hurt you.

whenever i read this part of utrh, another situation immediately pops into my mind. and that's when jason found out two-face had killed willis todd.

Batman #411

upon finding out two-face had killed willis, jason goes on a brief grief filled rampage, swearing he'll kill him for what he did. it's important to note that up until now, jason had assumed willis was still in prison, only to find out he was actually murdered.

again, it's this idea that love is the extremes you'll go to for family. jason was well aware of willis' less than legal means to make money, and even bruce makes a mention of it in.

Batman: A death in the family

i imagine, like a lot of what fuels jason to fight crime now, guilt is a major deciding factor in a lot of his choices. it's this guilt that he feels upon hearing about willis' death that makes him take it out on two-face. it's even guilt that plays a huge factor even in new 52 stories (such as Cheer).

so when he returns to gotham, or even before that, just hearing about what bruce had done following his death (locking the joker up instead of killing him, taking in tim as his robin) were, to him, clear evidence that he did not love jason in any way that mattered. that bruce did not love jason as much as jason loved him.

because loving him means giving up your morals. loving him means sacrificing your health and your time and your safety.

but bruce didn't do any of that in a way jason could see.

i imagine to someone like jason, who lost every parental figure in some capacity, whether it be to illness or crime or something else entirely, the evident disregard for him was as painful as any rejection could have been.

a lot of how jason feels and acts can be seen in much more interesting ways if we all look at him for he is; an unreliable narrator. he is missing huge chunks of story, especially when it comes to bruce, and has no choice but to act irrationally on the little truth he does know.

of course we the readers, and some other characters, know just how hard jasons death was for bruce. how destructively he mourned for his son.

but again, the surface level proof of it is not enough for jason, who's entire life has been love through sacrifice. but now, it's a sacrifice bruce can not ever give him.

Batman: Under the Red Hood

#delicious analysis #an interesting view of it

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“Omigod, now what?”

Clark says “omigod” a lot which is always very fun to see as I associate that spelling with 2000s teen valley girls

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we all fight for different things. but we all still fight. i’m coming lian. everything we need – it’s all within us.

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Double Teaming the Triple Threat!

(title is link to AO3, here's tags for the folks that asked to be notified: @lazaruspiss @vigilantecore @lunar-lair)

My DID jaytim fic that was supposed to be a one shot predictably got out of hand and now there's chapters lol ^u^;

Have a snippet of Jason's headmates chatting with each other and my hopes that you'll enjoy the first chapter!

"Uhhhh, hand him things in pairs of two until he gets the message?"

"That's... not the worst plan."

Executioner frowns, "I'm a little worried that veers too far into mimicking Two-Face's shtick at him. Might give him the impression that we're threatening them with arrest or assuming one of them is evil or something."

"You tragically have a point. We also don't even know how many of him are in there; twos kinda only work because of Two-Face," Admits Jury.

Judge asks, "Is making it non-threatening even an option? I mean, lets not go out of our way to make it feel like blackmail, obviously, but he's not stupid. Amnesia that bad is dangerous; if we choose to leverage that, we'll destroy him. Factually speaking, our knowing about this vulnerability is a very real threat to his safety. His right to prepare and defend himself is, you'll note, the only reason I'm willing to tell him at all."

#jaytim #jason todd #tim drake #damian's tomfoolery #dissociative identity disorder #plural jason todd #plural tim drake

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things people do after having a nightmare that isn’t crying

struggle to catch their breath

grab onto whatever’s close enough to ground themselves in reality

become nauseous / vomit

shake uncontrollably

sweat buckets

get a headache

things people do to combat having nightmares if they occur commonly

sleep near other people so they can hear the idle sounds of them completing tasks

move to a different sleeping spot than where they had the nightmare

leave tvs / radios / phones on with noise

just not sleep (if you want to go the insomnia route)

sleep during the day in bright rooms

things people with insomnia do

first, obviously, their ability to remember things and their coordination will go out the window

its likely they’ll become irritable or overly emotional

their body will start to ache, shake, and weaken

hallucinate if it’s been long enough

it becomes incredibly easy for them to get sick (and they probably will)

add your own in reblogs/comments!

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april 27.

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