Damian/Ashton [18] | intp | demi-pan trans guyIm a punk gremlin who loves clothing customization and body mods.I post stuffs related to that, as well as my pets :]Rats are my special interestNiche pinterest micro celebrity *bites lip*~changing your vision of human~
I...tried to make a meme and got carried away and made A Thing that is like partially unfinished because i spent like 3 hours on it and then got tired.
I think this is mostly scientifically accurate but truth be told, there seems to be relatively little research on succession in regards to lawns specifically (as opposed to like, pastures). I am not exaggerating how bad they are for biodiversity though—recent research has referred to them as "ecological deserts."
Various playlists that I listen to on spotify, some made by me and most not. Many bangers tho
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My primary punk playlist, lots of hardcore, still a wip. 4.5 hours long - https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0D2D2rSEI7nkTb1qb8CfiP?si=f75a424e43e24259
Me and my partners punk playlist, not updated as frequently anymore but its 18 hours long so - https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5hPQmA0X5Nge3onqjozWVq?si=629ad26504144691
Vegan Hardcore playlist by Colin Simonds, found some amazing bands from this playlist <3, 3.5 hours long - https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1mmiTKCVqJXqyMYavRJDhj?si=6128decf2ac6491e
D-beat raw punk playlist by Harry, good variety of songs for ppl looking for heavier punk music, 5.5 hours long - https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6CwcsP0s35LyqGlOKPv1Ww?si=805dd4313b5c4a04
Hardcore punk playlist by Gabe Cevallos, this playlist introduced me to so much music when I was a newbie punk omg, amazing place to start when youre new to punk, 22 hours long - https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7jz5CBvloB0JmsCS6U7wL5?si=5ca765ae1f354eaf
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My metal playlist, wip still cuz ive been fixated on hc and not metal, but theres some niche stuff in here <3, 2 hours long - https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5qExlQ2KvIP8sw0hkAYXO3?si=c917f9b35d30439c
Crustpunk playlist by Berenice Espinosa, one of my top fave metal playlists, ive listened to it quite a few times, 21 hours long - https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4JRiB74lCWY83jTk5usDIk?si=2c2161b0602641a5
Crust playlist by xDystopianChaosx, absolute unit of a playlist, ive yet to finish it but def need to, 24+ hours long - https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0e5NmJxlCiCZJRmhp9lGda?si=07ec1b7da11b4d94
Blackened death playlist by Wictor Alexander Lindstrom, I think ive liked every song on this playlist, a lot of bands from various countries, a fave <3, 11 hours long - https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6nj02q1pq5B6MJKKQQOLoO?si=03774fecdf8b4e71
Friendly reminder NOT to bully people (especially literal children) for their battle jackets/vests, even if they suck absolute ass.
Try giving constructive criticism instead of being a dick about it. No matter how bad one looks, or how far it may be from what a battle jacket/vest is supposed to be, a lot of time and love went into that shit. Somebody worked hard on that, and are hopefully proud of their work. It's okay to tell them what's wrong with it, and how they can improve, but it's not okay to make fun of the way it's put together, or how it looks. Help people get better, don't put them down.
But isn't a trans man someone who transitioned into manhood?
Yes, but everyone has their own experience for what that entails exactly.
For me, technically medically, im afab so ive transitioned into a man. But for me , I never felt like I was a girl, Ive always felt like I was just me, and that me is a boy, now a man. If people say I was a girl as a child, it feels wrong and incorrect. People seeing me as a girl just appalled me. My deadname was and is someone else, completely disconnected from me.
I dont have a connection to girlhood, the closest thing is that I always liked dolls and animals lol
I had a mostly genderless upbringing, but anything that was gendered felt like I was an outsider getting a peek in, for years bc of the disconnect I felt I was a ghost operating a girl puppet
I was always a boy, now Im a man, and for me hrt is medical intervention, to fix what estrogen did to me.
Some trans men feel like they were girls, some trans men feel like they were boys that were seen as girls, some trans men felt genderless, some were always boys etc etc
Its up to each person to decide what is more accurate to their life
I say im a trans man, cuz I had the experience of ppl seeing me differently and not having my body fit me, and taking measures to mend that. Ive transitioned in the eyes of other people, not mine
and bears repeating: this is what my experience as a trans man has been, everyone has a different one, even if similar. Everyones exp is valid, this is just what its like for me
The "radical leftists" on this site who talk constantly about the importance of solidarity and kindness and compassion and then immediately tell anyone who disagrees with them to kill themselves are going to be devastated when they learn how much of actual union organizing involves talking to people whose politics you find incredibly repugnant and meeting them where they're at in order to find common ground
The Hundred Years’ War on Palestine: A History of Settler Colonialism and Resistance, 1917-2017 (book)
The Ethnic Cleansing of Palestine (book)
Nakba Day: What happened in Palestine in 1948? (Article)
The Nakba did not start or end in 1948 (Article)
Donations and charities:
Al-Shabaka
Electronic Intifada
Adalah Justice Project
IMEU Fundraiser
Medical Aid for Palestinians
Palestine Children’s Relief Fund
Addameer
Muslim Aid
Palestine Red Crescent
Gaza Mutual Aid Patreon
Books:
A New Critical Approach to the History of Palestine
The Idea of Israel: A History of Power and Knowledge
Hidden Histories: Palestine and the Eastern Mediterranean
The Balfour Declaration: Empire, the Mandate and Resistance in Palestine
Queer Palestine and the Empire of Critique
From Haven to Conquest: Readings in Zionism and the Palestine Problem until 1948
Captive Revolution - Palestinian Women’s Anti-Colonial Struggle within the Israeli Prison System
Palestine: A Four Thousand Year History
Except for Palestine: The Limits of Progressive Politics
Before Their Diaspora: A Photographic History of The Palestinians 1876-1948
The Battle for Justice in Palestine Paperback
Uncivil Rites: Palestine and the Limits of Academic Freedom
Palestine Rising: How I survived the 1948 Deir Yasin Massacre
The Transformation of Palestine: Essays on the Origin and Development of the Arab-Israeli Conflict
A Land Without a People: Israel, Transfer, and the Palestinians 1949-1996
The Iron Cage: The Story of the Palestinian Struggle for Statehood
A History of Modern Palestine: One Land, Two Peoples
Where Now for Palestine?: The Demise of the Two-State Solution
Terrorist Assemblages - Homonationalism in Queer Times
Militarization and Violence against Women in Conflict Zones in the Middle East
The one-state solution: A breakthrough for peace in the Israeli-Palestinian deadlock
The Persistence of the Palestinian Question: Essays on Zionism and the Palestinians
Fateful Triangle: The United States, Israel and the Palestinians
The False Prophets of Peace: Liberal Zionism and the Struggle for Palestine
Ten myths about Israel
Blaming the Victims: Spurious Scholarship and the Palestinian Question
Israel and its Palestinian Citizens - Ethnic Privileges in the Jewish State
Palestinians in Israel: Segregation, Discrimination and Democracy
Greater than the Sum of Our Parts: Feminism, Inter/Nationalism, and Palestine
Palestine Hijacked
Palestinian Culture:
Mountain against the Sea: Essays on Palestinian Society and Culture
Palestinian Costume
Traditional Palestinian Costume: Origins and Evolution
Tatreez & Tea: Embroidery and Storytelling in the Palestinian Diaspora
Embroidering Identities: A Century of Palestinian Clothing (Oriental Institute Museum Publications)
The Palestinian Table (Authentic Palestinian Recipes)
Falastin: A Cookbook
Palestine on a Plate: Memories from My Mother’s Kitchen
Palestinian Social Customs and Traditions
Palestinian Culture before the Nakba
Tatreez & Tea (Website)
The Traditional Clothing of Palestine
The Palestinian thobe: A creative expression of national identity
Embroidering Identities:A Century of Palestinian Clothing
Palestine Traditional Costumes
Palestine Family
Palestinian Costume
Encyclopedia of World Dress and Fashion, v5: Volume 5: Central and Southwest Asia
Tent Work in Palestine: A Record of Discovery and Adventure
Documentaries, Films, and Video Essays:
Jenin, Jenin
Born in Gaza
GAZA
Wedding in Galilee
Omar
5 Broken Cameras
OBAIDA
Indigeneity, Indigenous Liberation, and Settler Colonialism (not entirely about Palestine, but an important watch for indigenous struggles worldwide - including Palestine)
Edward Said - Reflections on Exile and Other Essays
Palestine Remix:
AL NAKBA
Gaza Lives On
Gaza we are coming
Lost cities of Palestine
Stories from the Intifada
Last Shepherds of the Valley
Voices from Gaza
Muhammad Smiry
Najla Shawa
Nour Naim
Wael Al dahdouh
Motaz Azaiza
Ghassan Abu Sitta
Refaat Alareer (murdered by Israel - 12/7/2023. Inna lillahi wa inna ilayhi raji'un)
Plestia Alaqad
Bisan Owda
Ebrahem Ateef
Mohammed Zaanoun
Doaa Mohammad
Hind Khoudary
Palestinian Voices, Organizations, and News
Boycott Divest and Sanction (BDS)
Defense for Children in Palestine
Palestine Legal
Palestine Action
Palestine Action US
United Nations relief and works for Palestinian refugees in the Middle East (UNRWA)
less “therapy is for everyone!” more advice on how to recognize when therapy is helping you and when it is harming you, more educating people on their rights and what they can do when their rights have been violated, more advice on navigating finding a therapist that isn’t only applicable to private practice situations
less “don’t forget to take your meds!” more sharing of studies on the effects of psychiatric medication (wanted and unwanted/positive and negative), more discussion of how to document your experiences on medications so you can understand how they are effecting you, more support for people struggling to navigate getting prescribed/using/going off of psychiatric medication
less “always reblog the suicide hotline!“ more sharing information on what happens if you do actually call one of these lines (i.e. will they send the cops to your house), more teaching individuals and communities how to help someone in crisis without involving police or hospitalization, more open discussions of how to share what we feel and make others feel seen, understood, and supported when it comes to extremely difficult feelings and situations
Belt pouch I made after a while of fantasizing about it <3
I find it quite funny that coincidentally reptil diy did a video on a bag like this, like a day after i finished it, shouldve waited for his video instead of what i did lol :D
It isnt the prettiest and i still have to install a zipper but im very happy with it. It holds small things that i always forget to specifically bring with me when leaving the house
Not every diy project has to or needs to look good
Especially bc of social media there can be pressure to make every diy project look professional. But thats not necessary! Things can look ugly! Utility and having fun making it is more important than it looking nice.
These are some of the diys of mine that are ugly (or obviously handmade lol)
The belt bag is a project im proud of but its obv not professional quality, my hemming is atrocious and my pin cushion? Ugliest thing ive ever made
And thats perfectly okay!
I use these things everyday, and i had fun sewing them. Nitpicking each flaw wouldve ruined it and made me not wanna sew
rats rats rats rats big and small i love em all i currently have 3 boys that are getting there in age, so ive been feeding them lots of treats and makig sure to boop them a lot
Horror games, i love indie horror and ive been watching horror game lps for a decade :D my fave is manlybadasshero, i watch every upload of his for like 5 years maybe more i genuinely dont remember
Collecting things, i was uber poor growing up, and now i have some disposable income so i get to relive my childhood that was cut short, and get all the toys and cool lil trinkets i always wanted
Body mods! This is a slow burn one but getting piercings and tattoos rrly boosts my self confidence and makes me feel like my truest self. I mean being trans is one big body mod/j. Planning tattoos and piercings and finding info and jewelry is real fun
Sewing. I sew genuinely everyday, whether its patch pants or jackets or bags or small lil useful things. I like having things and making them myself allows me to have things that would be ridiculously outta budget lol
Advice if you love/care about an addict but they're not ready for abstinence. This is meeting people where they're at- the most important part of harm reduction
Opossum, pentagram, Harley Poe, Mischief Brew, The Front Bottoms, and Night Gaunts patches all made by me. Everything else is thrifted, salvaged, found, or bought from small business.