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Don't think I can watch alpha stream again I know I'm gonna start fawning and everything else fades away

#some thoughts #really gay thoughts #thinking of removing my aroace cuz I'm not sure of my orientation #fuck labels though

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I feel like I've achieved a level of artist I never I thought I would now... To the point I'm starting to enjoy drawing again. Perhaps it's time I put more time in branching out - a class change, I must say. I will carry with me drawing artist exclusive skills

#some thoughts #treating life like an rpg is my level of delulu #i think I played too much yakuza 7 #but yknow what if 40-something ichiban kasuga can make it then i for sure can even if he's not real #a bit of self motivation talk i guess

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ngl my most recent alpha art got me anxious thinking ill get accused of using ei eye 😭 its the cleanest I've gone so far with rendering

#some thoughts

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Hydrangeas

#my stuff #alpharad #art #no reason really I just like drawing jacob

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lil jacob wip while getting my hair done

#alpharad #my stuff #those aren't meant to be balls/balloons there was no free internet i could connect my ipad to....

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alpha posted a selfie captioned "we out"/Tokyo, Japan or smthing like that on stories but it's GONE. can't believe i was robbed of pretty man

#some thoughts #alpharad

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jacobromantic alpharadsexual

#some thoughts #this has been in the back of my head for months #2 am thoughts is struggling to hold my aroace shield against the bisexual beam #ok maybe im 95% aroace and 5% bi #do i count youtuber crush to my sexuality? i dont know. i literally only care about alpha #tried watching other cc's but im unfortunately consumed by the jacob

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missed jacob posting on instagram tbh. not that i dont care about their youtube but sometimes i wanna see them post about more mundane things

#some thoughts #obvs theyre way more busier now ever since they launched wildcard #sometimes i wanna hear more about them as a person #dunno if that makes sense

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rotund creature

#my stuff #art #bird #long tailed tit #painting #illustration #alix posting non alpha art? theres a shift in thr matrix

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breaking away from my alpharad drawing streak but im so proud of this design of my secondary sona! i finally managed to hit the arknights feel after staring at my arknights reference board for days

#my stuff #oc #art

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shoutout to trans ppl!! My favorite country

#some thoughts #been labeling as demiboy lately. it kinda feels right #trans day of visibility #transgender #nonbinary

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finally pulled the plug and uninstalled twitter.... freedom

#some thoughts

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HOORAY! Someone else to synchronize my Alpharad brainrot with!!!!

By the way, your art is a damn marvel and I am such a fan, even the non-Alpha stuff.

hi there fellow alphafreak!! thank you for the nice words 🥺 im happy you like my non alpha stuff too!

#some thoughts #ask

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🤏

#reblog #alpharad #jacob alpharad #so like..

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what i like being on tumblr is that I can freely be an alpharad freak cuz a huge chunk of people on the alpharad tag is, for the most part, a little bit too gay for them. you could say i found my brethren albeit a small one

#some thoughts #also hi new handle i just missed using my actual artist alias here #id like to make new friends but im a normie level of jacob fan... like i yearn for jacob kind of fan #im just a.... jacob admirer. i guess??

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...jaku hatsurad..

#my stuff #jacob alpharad #alpharad

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They are so bbg

#reblog #some thoughts #i want to grab and wiggle them like a cat #alpharad