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ponyosmom35 · 2 months
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Simon x anxiety!reader ? Like she’s always fidgeting without noticing it and he’s always just like ??? “What are you doing that for?”
Omg this is such a good idea! I have never done a request before but I am definitely interested! I will try my best to write that soon!! School has been very busy! Thank you for asking I will keep it in mind for sure🤍
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ponyosmom35 · 4 months
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Happy birthday love! Thank you so much for including me in this list I am honored!! Have a wonderful day you deserve it💕
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to ME!!!
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And a gift for all of you 😘
BIRTHDAYS
RECOMMENDATION LIST
Your birthday, their birthdays, the good, the bad, the surprises… Happy birthday!
Consider all to be 18+, read author warnings
ADDING MORE AS I GO ✶ MAIN MASTER LIST
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JOEL MILLER
BLACK & GOLD @pascalisbaby
You throw a birthday party for Joel and he sneaks you up to your bedroom for his gift
BIRTHDAY GIRL @planet-marz1
Joel wakes you up with a birthday surprise - fluff
BIRTHDAY KISS @something-tofightfor
You take a walk late at night to the greenhouse and Joel is there waiting for you
CANDLES @morallyinept
Joel dislikes birthdays and it’s totally understandable why. But it’s yours and he’s been acting a little strange and distant. He leaves for a few days on a scouting mission and you’re sure he’s found someone else, forgotten about your birthday…
YOU SHOULD BE MY ONLY GIRL @undercoverpena
Joel possessive and giving - happy birthday!
FAMILY AFFAIR @fhatbhabie
Reader meets Joel on her 23th birthday at a bar, Sarah is very little and Joel’s wife is cheating on him. Story continues over time and their relationship, pregnancy, Tommy is in love with her…
DIN DJARIN
WHAT YOU MEAN TO ME @mishasminion360
Din gives you a surprising birthday gift. Fluff
JAVIER PÈNA
SOMETHING SWEET @wannab-urs
You're new to the DEA team and have been so busy you haven't had time to make friends yet. Its Christmas Eve AND your birthday, Javier finds out and finds a way to make it special
BIRTHDAY PRESENT @604to647
It’s your birthday at the embassy and when you come back to your desk with your slice of cake a black box with a bow is waiting for you. Inside is a gift that only reminds you of one person- Javier. But your relationship is complicated
FRANKIE MORALES
THE DAY @sirowsky
You hate birthdays and leave town to just get away by yourself. The hotel’s breakfast is packed so you share a table with a handsome man trying to write a speech for his friend’s wedding. Offering to help turns into hours of conversation and an invitation to stick around and have an evening together.
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COD
BIRTHDAY GIFT @httpsghostie
The 141 celebrate your birthday. Ghost and König stay behind to give you your gift
CAPTAIN JOHN PRICE
I’VE GOT YOU @thanksbutno98
It’s John’s birthday and his idea of fun is hiking for hours into the forest with heavy packs. You’re tired and want to stop for the day and slip off a rock formation. Your ankle is hurt and John has to carry you out. Arguments ensue, but you make up in the end
SIMON “GHOST” RILEY
BIRTHDAY @ponyosmom35
It’s Simon’s birthday, typically just another day for him. But you’re his girlfriend and are there to make it special
BIRTHDAY WISHES @uselsshuman
Just you and your boyfriend Simon for his birthday- fluff
BIRTHDAY BOY @yawnderu
You bake Simon a cake and bring it to his desk
BATHROOM @thexsilentxwordsmith
You and Simon sneak off to the bathroom during Captain Price’s birthday party- and it’s hot!
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I’m always looking for more to add (this is just the beginning!) so check back and if you have suggestions/recs I’m glad to take a look!
Rec count: 16
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ponyosmom35 · 4 months
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he's gone
Simon Ghost Riley x reader
synopsis: reader finds out that Simon passed when Price, Johnny, and Gaz show up at her house.
warnings: angst, death, PTSD, panic attack, crying, I'm so sorry
Link to master list:
https://www.tumblr.com/ponyosmom35/733401347573088256/simon-ghost-riley?source=share
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She holds her hose tightly in her hand as she sprays her blooming flowers with water. The sun was beginning to set and she felt at peace. Allowing her mind to wash away the stress of the day. The sunlight hits her face and she sighs, imaging that somewhere in the world, Simon was looking at the same beautiful sky. She recalled their conversation earlier that day, a small smile coming to her lips as she remembered his voice. 
She stood in the kitchen, intensely focused on her measuring cup as she attempted to fill it with the correct amount of water. She turns off the water after allowing it to reach ⅓ and carefully moves over to her mixing bowl. She dumps the water in and moves the mixer down, flipping the switch and watching as her kitchen aid whips the cake mix together. The loud noise drowns out the sound of her phone ringing and she carries on. A few minutes later she finishes putting the batter into a pan and throws it into the oven, hoping that a lemon cake would distract her from how much she missed Simon. She looks down at her small ragdoll kitten who plays with her feet and laughs, she picks him up and kisses his little face gently. Still deciding how she was gonna come clean about adopting a pet without permission. 
It had been two weeks since he’d gone. So far she’d been doing better than she expected, managing to keep herself quite busy all day. It was the nights that were the hardest. She struggled to sleep without him. She tried to pretend like her body pillow was the same, but nothing could beat the feeling of his arms wrapped around her. When she came across a post about the little guy needing a home, she volunteered without a second thought. 
He was quite good about calling, he would try to call every other day when in between missions. But as they got new intel he wouldn’t be able to reach out for several days at a time. This week she had not heard from him once. She knew he was going on their first mission.  She worried about him, she knew that he could handle himself, better than anyone in the world. 
She picks up her phone to set a timer when she realizes she’d missed his call. Her heart drops and she calls him back instantly. 
“Si?” she asks anxiously 
“Hi my love” 
“Oh thank god, I thought something may have happened. I’m so sorry I didn’t hear my phone I was baking and it was on silent” 
“Don’t worry about it, I don’t expect you to pick up every time I call”
“Of course I will” she says 
“How are you doing darling?”
“I’m doing good, I decided to bake a cake for whatever reason” she says staring at the mess of flower and egg shells on the counter.
Simon chuckles and leans back in his chair as he imagines her in the kitchen trying to bake. Tears fill his eyes and he attempts to keep his voice steady.
“Is my kitchen still standing?” he asks
“The kitchen smells wonderful thank you very much” she responds 
“What have you been up to this week? Catch me up” 
“I wanna talk about you, where have you been the past week? Are you any closer to coming home? How are you doing? How are the boys?” she says rapid firing her questions 
“We’re all good. But I don’t wanna talk about work, tell me about you distract me” 
She nods to herself, understanding that he didn’t want to talk about it, meaning that their mission didn’t go as planned. “What do you want me to talk about?”
“just talk to me baby, anything” 
“Well it’s been pretty gloomy today so I started reading a new book, it’s about grief. I’ve only read a few chapters but so far it’s been very reassuring and comforting to know that grief isn’t linear, you go through ups and downs just like anything else”
“That sounds wonderful love” 
“Yeah, so I’m gonna try and read for a few minutes everyday. Kylie and I have started a jazzercise class, you should see how awful I am. I can’t look at myself in the mirror because in my mind I’m absolutely killing it, but then I look at the mirror and it looks like i’m half dead” she laughs 
“I’d pay anything to see it” 
“Don’t worry, when you come home you’re gonna get a full performance” she promises, causing him to laugh. The lump in his throat is tightening as the tears fall down his cheeks. He runs his hands through his hair and covers the speaker as he sniffles. 
“I’m counting down the minutes” 
“Me too” she muses “so I think we should get a cat” 
“What?” he asks
“Let me rephrase that, I brought home a kitten last week”
“Did you now?” he chuckles 
“Before you freak out, he’s so cute and cuddly, he was abandoned and my friend found him but she couldn't take care of him, I just had to bring him home!” she defends herself 
“I’m not mad love, I’m glad you’ve got someone to keep you company. What's his name?”
“Junie”
“Why Junie?” 
“Because june is the month we met” she admits 
Simon puts the phone down and covers his face. His heart was crushing at her words. He receives a knock on the door, he wipes his eyes and picks the phone back up. “I love it”
“We’re about an hour out from departure, so I’m gonna have to let you go” he says slipping his mask over his face.
“Okay, please be safe”
“I love you more than anything in this world, take care of yourself okay?” 
“Of course Si, I love you too, call me as soon as you can”
“goodbye love” he says before hanging up the phone. 
She noticed his odd behavior that morning, but decided to let it go to prevent any unnecessary anxiety. She finishes watering the plants and turns off the hose. She walks to the steps and heads inside. She shuts the door, making sure to lock the door as well as placing the wood down to prevent it from being opened easily. She slips off her shoes and smiles at the sight of Junie sitting on the counter. She picks him up and holds him close. The sound of a knock at the door catches her attention. She wasn’t aware of any company. She walks over to the door and opens it to see John, Kyle, and Johnny. Her eyes travel to the British flag held in John’s hands and her smile falls.  
“John?” she asks as her brain struggles to process the situation. 
“y/n-”
“Don’t you dare” she warns holding her hand up to stop him “don’t” 
“He’s gone lass” Johnny says, his teary eyes meeting her own. She shakes her head and glares at him. 
“I just talked to him this morning” she refuses 
“Mission was local, went south and we barely got out. We came here as soon as we could” 
“What happened to him?” she asks, crossing her arms, clearly still in shock from the news.
“Can we come in?” John asks, she nods and leads them into the living room where they sit and she remains standing. 
“Tell me john” 
“Why don’t you sit down” he responds 
“I want to know what happened!” she demands 
“He was hit” Kyle says 
“Where?” she asks, Price shakes his head and stands up, moving over to her and placing the flag in her hands. She notices the tags placed neatly in the center of it and she reads his printed name. She looks up at him as tears fill her eyes. 
“He’s not gone, I just talked to him today! He was telling me not to burn the kitchen down -” she cuts herself off with a sob, and holds her hand to her mouth. “We’re getting married in four months”
“I’m so sorry for your loss, I-I wish I could’ve saved him” Price says gently
“Please don’t say that” she begs
“Is there anyone we can call for you?” he asks gently 
“Stop this john I can’t - I can’t” she says setting his things down on the table as she looks out of the window. Tears stream down her face as she attempts to control her breathing. 
“These are for you” Johnny says, handing her a bundle of letters, each of them addressed to her. There is a small box on the top of the pile. 
Her vision blurs at the sight of his handwriting. Her body becomes weak as two words loop in her mind. Her body falls to the floor as the voices of the three men fade away. He’s gone. He’s gone. He’s gone. He’s gone. He’s gone. He’s gone. He’s gone. The man she loved with every fiber of her being. Her Simon. Simon who nearly killed the person who disrespected her. Simon who held her when her sister died. Simon who saved her life. Simon, who built her a bookshelf, redid her entire deck and porch. Never again would he give her one of his bear hugs. She wouldn’t hear his beautiful laugh, or watch the way he separated his food to keep it from touching. No more early morning cuddles, kisses, silly arguments. How would she live without him? What she wouldn’t have given to hear his deep voice in that moment, telling her that it was going to be okay. He couldn't. He was gone. 
She was inconsolable, her heart wrenching sobs echoed through the house. Bringing tears to the eyes of the soldiers surrounding her. Johnny was at her side, holding her shaking body, trying his best to bring her even the smallest bit of comfort. He felt sick to his stomach watching her writhe in pain. 
John had called her parents and the trio waitied with her until they arrived. As soon as John opened the door, they recognized him from the day he brought the news about Emma. Her mother gasps and hurries into the house, seeing her daughter crumpled on the ground, agonizing sobs erupting from her lungs. She drops beside her and rubs her back. Her father shakes Johns hand and walks the soldiers to the door. John pulls him outside and informs him the the truth. 
“Sir, we need you to understand that the work we do is classified, in the eyes of the Government we do not exist unless we’re needed. With a job like this, comes sacrifices we have to make to protect the people we love”
“I’m not following? What sacrifices?” her father says, crossing his arms 
“If one of the people we’re investigating finds any bit of information about out lives or our loved ones then they’d be in danger”
“Are you telling me that my family isn’t safe?” 
“Officially I can’t tell you anything, but you need to know that we’re taking care of the situation, you’re family will be under 24/7 surveillance. You won’t even know they’re around” 
���Is it true then? Is Simon really gone? Man to man, is he gone?” her father asks, staring at Price. 
“For now” he responds “it’s imperative that y/n believes this”
“You’re asking me to lie to my daughter? Do you hear her in there? How can I-”
“Sacrifices, we all have to make them in order to keep our family safe. That’s all we’re doing here” Price shakes his hand and walks down the steps “take care of her, we’ll be checking in”
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After hours of tossing and turning, crying until her lungs and throat burned she finally decides to get out of the warmth of her bed. A place she used to feel the most comfortable, now was empty. She rubs her hands over her face as her headache grows more intense, the lack of sleep already affecting her. Having woken up multiple times from nightmares, she willed herself to stay awake, to protect her fragile heart from the horror of her dreams. Everyday for the past week she’d been reminding herself that dreams are simply just a reflection of the mind, a way for her worries and fears to be shown. It wasn’t real. He wasn’t gone. This couldn’t be true. Simon wouldn't leave her. 
She moves into the bathroom and stares at herself in the mirror, she looks exhausted. The weight of Simon’s absence is evident on her face. Her face was puffy and her hair was tangled. A mixture of tears, saliva, and mucus coated her face. She wipes it off and sighs. Her lips trembling once more as her eyes fill with tears. She grips onto her hair as she tries to breath through her fourth panic attack in 24 hours. Memories of his hands running through her hair flash through her mind. A wave of nausea runs through her and she stares at it in disgust. He always loved her hair, he’d play with it absentmindedly. She was angry. How as she supposed to live with the hair he would kiss every morning, the hair he gripped when he kissed her passionately. She notices the scissors on the counter and grabs them, without hesitation she begins to cut strips of her hair off. She watches as her gorgeous strands fall, some in the sink, others landing on the ground. She sobs as she ruins her hair, unable to stop herself. After several minutes, she drops the scissors and stares at herself, the jagged strands unbalanced. She rushes to the toilet in a split second and empties her stomach violently. 
The sound causes her mother to rush into her room, she bursts through the door and spots her daughter laying against the toilet surrounded by her precious locks. “Oh honey”
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please forgive me for this! omg I made myself cry. below is the link to when they reunite, I posted this a few months ago. If you wanna read that now, you are more than welcome I'll link it below, however there will be a few filler chapters in-between that I'll be posting!!!
You’re alive? (middle of MW3)
https://www.tumblr.com/ponyosmom35/724654294153003008/youre-alive?source=share
love you all <3
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ponyosmom35 · 4 months
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birthdays
Simon Ghost Riley x reader
Liability chapter thirty three
synopsis: reader celebrates Simon's birthday, refusing to let him ignore his day.
Liability series
https://www.tumblr.com/ponyosmom35/733401347573088256/simon-ghost-riley?source=share
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The soft morning light filtered through the curtains as Simon awoke to find himself alone in his apartment. It was his birthday, a day he had become accustomed to treating like any other—without fanfare or celebration, as there were no family or close friends to share it with.
As he wandered into the kitchen, expecting just another ordinary day, hoping to get through it as painlessly as possible. Simon was met with a heartwarming surprise. She was adorning the room with colorful balloons and carefully setting up a beautifully decorated cake on the table.
Simon couldn't help but stare, a mixture of confusion and delight playing on his features. "love, what's going on here?" he asked, a touch of panic in his voice.
Turning around with a beaming smile, she exclaimed, "Happy birthday, Si!"
His eyes widened as he took in the sight. Balloons of all hues danced in the air, and the aroma of the freshly baked cake filled the room. Simon felt a lump forming in his throat as he struggled to find words.
"love, I... I didn't expect..." he began, the vulnerability in his voice apparent.
She, sensed his emotions, cut him off with a surprised yelp. "I wanted your day to be special, Si."
As the realization sank in, Simon's eyes glistened with unshed tears. "Thank you, baby," he managed to say, the weight of her gesture lifting the familiar darkness that shrouded his birthdays.
She approached him, wrapping him in a warm embrace. "You deserve all the happiness today and every day. So my first gift to you is that I am all yours all day, whatever you want to do, we do!"
Touched by her understanding and kindness, Simon nodded, feeling an overwhelming sense of gratitude. She encouraged him to unwrap his gifts, each one carefully chosen to reflect his interests and passions.
The first package revealed a soft, stylish sweater. "I thought you might like something cozy, the winters here can be rough" she said, a twinkle in her eye.
Next came a set of sleek cooking knives and a 'kiss the chef' apron. "For your culinary adventures," she remarked, knowing how much he loved to cook.
A pair of high-quality running shoes followed, acknowledging his commitment to staying fit. "I saw your running shoes and noticed how sad they looked, so I did some research and saw a lot of really good reviews. So you’ll have to try them out and let me know if they work" she added with a playful grin.
As the gifts continued, Simon's heart swelled with love. A massive package of his favorite Oreos, a fancy bottle of olive oil, and a handcrafted crochet blanket for the cold nights on base—all thoughtful reminders of her consideration and care.
The final gift brought a blush to Simon's cheeks as he discovered intimate Polaroid pictures of her. "A little something personal," she teased, a mischievous glint in her eyes.
"love, these are... wow," Simon stammered, both surprised and touched.
She smiled lovingly. "Happy birthday baby!"
She grabs his arm and stands on her tip toes to kiss his cheek. In that moment, surrounded by love and thoughtful gestures. He was unsure how to react, never seeming to be able to find the words to express how much it meant to him. As he looked down at her she smiles “I know” 
She responds, as if she could read his thoughts. Confirming that he didn’t need to say anything. He picks her up and sets her on the counter, he kisses her gently and pushes a strand of her hair behind her ear. “So you said we can do anything I want?”
“I did yes”
“Lets play a game” he murmurs against her lips
“What is it?”
“Simon says” he smirks
stay tuned for part two, simon says (18+)
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ponyosmom35 · 4 months
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acts of service
Simon Ghost Riley x reader
Liability chapter thirty two
synopsis: Simon decides it's time to fix up the porch and back deck so the garden could be completed.
Liability series:
https://www.tumblr.com/ponyosmom35/733401347573088256/simon-ghost-riley?source=share
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The summer sun beat down as Simon, with unwavering determination, delved into the meticulous task of transforming the backyard into her dream garden. Armed with blueprints and a variety of tools, he started with the porch, carefully measuring and cutting the wooden planks that would become the foundation. Sweat dripped down his forehead, but Simon pressed on, fueled by the vision of the serene retreat he was creating for her.
"Simon, please take a break. You've been at this for hours," she called from the shade, concern etching her features.
He wiped his brow with the back of his hand, giving her a half-smile. "I'm almost done with this part. Just a few more minutes, love."
Each day, she watched with a mix of admiration and worry. Worried about Simon working tirelessly under the scorching sun, she couldn't help but check in on him regularly. She brought him cold water, her soft voice urging him to take breaks and rest in the shade. Simon, appreciating her care, would flash a tired but grateful smile, assuring her that he was fine.
"You're going to get sunburned," she said, handing him a bottle of sunscreen. "Take care of yourself, please."
Simon chuckled, applying the sunscreen with a mock salute. "Telling your LT what to do? That’s a warning soldier"
“That sounds familiar” she jokes, recalling their initial nasty fights they had after meeting. “Don’t mess with me Lieutenant”
“Wouldn’t dream of it love”
As the porch began to take shape, Simon moved on to the deck. With every swing of the hammer and every placement of a board, he sculpted an outdoor haven that would soon be a testament to his love for her. The rhythmic sound of construction filled the air, harmonizing with the distant hum of nature.
Despite the grueling work, she found herself increasingly drawn to Simon as he built their oasis. The sweat glistening on his skin accentuated the defined muscles of his arms and back. His determination and focus added an irresistible allure. There was something undeniably attractive about a man who could transform a vision into reality with his own hands. Especially when he had to take off his shirt to wipe the sweat from his forehead. 
On the final day of construction, as Simon put the finishing touches on the deck, she couldn't contain her excitement. The garden was taking shape, and Simon had succeeded in turning her dream into a tangible reality.
"I can't believe you did all this," she marveled, wrapping her arms around him.
"It's all for you. Anything to make you happy," Simon replied, his eyes reflecting the genuine love he felt.
The anticipation of what was to come made her heart race, not just for the garden but for the man who had poured his energy into making it a reality. As the sun dipped below the horizon on that seventh day, Simon stepped back to admire his handiwork.
"welcome to your dream garden," he said, a proud smile gracing his lips.
Overwhelmed with joy, she couldn't help but express her gratitude. "Simon, it's more beautiful than I ever imagined. Thank you, thank you so much."
The garden had become more than just a dream; it was a symbol of their shared love and Simon's commitment to making her every wish come true. As they stood hand in hand, admiring the fruits of their labor, Simon couldn't help but revel in the happiness he had brought to the woman he loved. 
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ponyosmom35 · 4 months
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family
Simon Ghost Riley x reader
Liability chapter thirty
synopsis: simon is meeting readers family for the first time. he's been keeping a secret from her, worried about how she might react.
warnings: angst, mentions of death, mentions of PTSD
Liability series:
https://www.tumblr.com/ponyosmom35/733401347573088256/simon-ghost-riley?source=share
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He hasn’t done a good job of keeping his nerves under control. He wipes his sweaty palms on his pants for the third time as his mind goes over everything that could possibly go wrong. The idea of meeting her family terrifies him. What if they don’t like him? What if he doesn’t like them? He knew a lot about her childhood and how she always felt that Emma was prioritized, he’d seen first hand how it affected her to this day. Of course he’d been told how close the family had become after the tragic passing of the eldest daughter. He was happy they were able to resolve their differences and come together. 
Above all he was well aware that a massive secret he’d kept from her was about to come out. His stomach rolled at the thought, he felt as though he could throw up. The truth was that tonights dinner would not be the first time he’d met her parents. After Emma died, Simon and Price flew to the states and presented her family with an American flag, and sat down with them to explain what happened. This was something he’d done in the past, however it being her older sister made the task nearly unbearable. But he knew it was his responsibility. He was terrified that her parents were going to hate him due to his face being there to tell them their daughter was dead. The worst day of their lives, and he was the face of the person who ruined their family. Simon had no idea how she would react. Would she be upset at him for keeping this from her? Would it bring up the past and trigger her PTSD? 
He’d tried to cancel, but he could only use so many excuses. He knew that this needed to happen. He couldn't avoid her family for the rest of their lives, especially when he planned to spend the rest of his life with her. 
She notices his unease after she looks over at him to sing along to one of their favorite songs. She frowns as she could see the anxiety coming from him. She reaches to his hand which was placed on the gear shift and rubs his skin gently. 
He instantly relaxes when he feels her touch. Her warmth, her tenderness, is just what he needed to calm down and remember that things will be fine. As he focuses on her and their journey he feels a sense of relief wash over him. 
“They’re gonna love you” she promises 
He sighs, this time feeling much better about things. He turns his head and looks at her with a smile. “You really think so?”
“I know so”
“What if I say the wrong thing?” 
“You won’t”
“If they ask about work?”
“They know how we met, they aren’t aware of the details obviously but they know that you worked with me on base, and they know that the rest is classified. Why are you so worried about this? Simon they already love you” 
“How do you know?”
“Because I’ve been talking about you nonstop for the past year, they are well aware how much I love you” she explains. 
He leans in close to her as he stops at a red light. He presses his lips to her forehead and closes his eyes. “Thank you baby”
“It’s just this house on the right” she points out, he pulls into the driveway and turns of the ignition, staring at her. 
“I have something to tell you” he admits 
“What?”
“This isn’t the first time-”
“There she is!” her mother calls out from the porch, she runs over to the passenger side door and opens it, welcoming her daughter in a hug. 
Simon gets out of the truck and walks to where they were standing. He bows his head slightly as her father embraces her. She turns to introduce him to her parents when she notices their wide eyes staring at him. Her mother begins to tear up and she frowns. 
“Mom? whats wrong?” she asks in concern 
“Simon, I’m so happy to see you again” she says placing a gentle hand on his face, he smiles and she hugs him. Her mouth falls open in shock and she tries to comprehend what she was seeing. 
“Been too long son, how are you?” her dad says, grabbing his hand and shaking it. 
“Been well mate”
“I’m sorry, does anyone wanna tell me how you know each other?” she asks 
“He didn’ tell you?” her mom asks as she pulls away from him
“Tell me what?” she asks, turning to him.
“Price and I brought the flag home to your parents after Emma” he admits 
“What?” she asks 
“Honey he’s been sending flowers every month for the grave” her mom adds 
“You have?” she asks looking up at him with tears filling her eyes as her lips begin to tremble. Simon internally panics and places a hand on her shoulder. 
“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you”
“Why did you do that?”
“For Emma” he answers
She is unable to hold back her tears and he gently wipes them, holding her jaw in his hands. “I’m sorry love”
“Thank you for taking care of her” she answers 
“Always” 
She looks over to her mother who’s wiping her tears as well. Simon wraps his arm around her and kisses her forehead. 
“Now that I’ve made everyone cry, should we get inside?” he asks. The three broken hearted family members laugh and lead him inside the house. 
“Simon I made fish and chips, fresh halibut from our trip this morning” her dad states, wrapping his arm around Simon’s shoulder.
“Sounds delicious mate”
“Well we wanted to treat you, y/n mentioned that it was your favorite meal” 
“Thank you guys”
“Its the least we could do, thank you for taking such good care of our daughters. We’re so lucky to have you in the family” her mom says as she leads them into the kitchen. 
Simon pauses at the words, he smiles and swallows the lump in his throat. Family. A word he’d tried to hard to run from. A word that used to tear him to pieces. He swore to himself he’d never allow people to get close to him in order to prevent a similar fate to his family. He tried to fight it. But after a while he realized that the only thing he was protecting himself from was love. He’d been so miserable before she came into his life, he was a walking corpse. Living for the job and the violence. 
Now Simon Ghost Riley was sat at the dinner table with the woman he loved and her parents. This was his family. He would never let anything happen to them.
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ponyosmom35 · 4 months
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if you’re going to write a reader insert story, you shouldn’t start the introduction of the reader off by describing how they’re “supposed” to look
otherwise you’ve just made an oc
Yeah, I get what you’re saying. I’m pretty new to this world. I apologize! as I explained in my first post The only reason this is x reader story is because I don’t have enough to create an actual book yet. I intend to post this full story on other platforms with a FOC I’m just not at that point yet so for now, I figured everyone else could enjoy what I have to write before she’s her own specific person! Hopefully that makes sense I apologize if it’s disappointing. Regardless, thank you for reading my stuff. 
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ponyosmom35 · 4 months
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showers
Simon ghost riley x reader
Liability chapter twenty nine
pure smut no plot
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She walks into the shower, noticing that it was on. she glances over at him and allows her eyes to take in his built body standing there soaking wet, just for her to admire. The girl turns back to the mirror and stares at herself as she brushes her teeth, trying to keep a smile from coming across her face
    "you know this shower feels really nice right now, but you know what would make it better?" Simon asks
    "what’s that?"
"you joining me" he says lowly before turning back into the shower and allowing her to see his back muscles through the convenient glass shower door. Her breath hitches in her throat and she leans down spitting the remaining minty flavor out of her mouth before she strips off her shirt without a second thought. She then shimmies off her leggings and discards them on the floor and unclips her bra before moving over to the steamed glass, she opens it slowly and steps in. She lifts her hand testing the water with her fingers and shivers, Simon instantly pulls her against his body and holds her tightly. She sighs in content and his strong arms hold her against the warm water.
His hand travels from her waist to her ass and he grips it tightly causing her to gasp, he leans into her neck and begins leaving soft kisses along her collarbone, working his way up to her lips. When he reaches her mouth she wastes no time in connecting their lips in a passionate kiss, moving against each other perfectly. Simon pushes her against the tile wall; she moans softly at the feeling of the cold against her skin, the bench pushing against her claves. She slides down the wall sitting on the bench and stares up at him with a smirk, without further warning she takes his length into her hand and begins to pump it slowly and teasingly. He glares down at her and she smiles before taking in the tip into her mouth and bobbing up and down. 
"that feels incredible" Simon pants holdings onto the shower wall. She continues for a few more moments before Simon pulls her back up into another heated kiss, she grips onto his hair as he lifts her body into the air with ease. He sits down on the bench holding her waist tightly as her hips rocks against his sensuously. 
"I need you now Simon" she begs wrapping her arms around his neck
"so needy" he responds smirking, Simon adjusts himself and enters her causing the girl to moan softly in his ear. His arms circle around her waist and fall to her ass and he begins to guide her hips as she rocks against him. She was already close as the hot water beating down on her back and Simon's hands were already too much. Simon was feeling the same way as her beautiful breasts were now front and center for him to look at shamelessly. As the heat in the shower increases over a few minutes, She begins to feel the familiar build-up In her stomach
    "I'm close" she gasps as she moves against him harder and faster 
    "me too" he grunts as he begins to meet her hips by thrusting up powerfully. She grips onto his shoulders for dear life, digging her fingertips into his soft skin while moans escape from her lips involuntarily. 
    "Simon" she cries out as she releases, she attempts to catch her breath while finishing her high and Simon continues to thrust into her attempting to ride out his as well. 
"Fuck, you feel so good " he responds lowly in her ear as he finishes into her. Rather than pulling out he moves his hands up her back and hugs her closer to his body. She hangs on him with exhaustion falling over her and rests her head on his shoulder. The two stay like this peacefully for a few more minutes before Simon adjusts himself and pulls out of her before holding her tighter and standing up, she gasps as he brings her with him holding her like a baby. Rather than questioning it she relaxes into the hug and allows the hot water to hit her back.
    "can I wash you?" he asks softly, she pulls back and looks at him with humor in her eyes 
    "why?" 
    "because I want to"
    "ok" she shrugs as she unwraps herself from his body and steps back down on the shower floor, her legs give out and he is quick to steady her. 
"your legs are shaking, was it that good?" he comments, the girl looks up at him and rolls her eyes as he giggles. Simon reaches down and squirts a bit of shampoo into his hand and begins to rub it into the top of her hair, starting from the bottom of her scalp and working his way to the top just like he'd seen her do many times. She sighs in content as his long fingers massage her head, It felt like heaven. Once he was satisfied with his work he turns her body and holds her under the water, allowing all of the soap to wash off of her long orange hair and disappear down the drain. He then grabs a bit of conditioner and runs it through the ends of her hair before grabbing the body soap and rubbing it all over her sensitive body. It was almost enough for her to cry, he was so gentle and sweet while he took care of her.
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ponyosmom35 · 4 months
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first time
Simon Ghost Riley x reader
Liability chapter twenty seven
synopsis: reader goes out with her friends and Simon is worried about her going out without him.
warnings: smut, cursing, angst, mentions of PTSD, oral (f & m receiving)
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“Where were you?” 
“Oh shit, I forgot to tell you I went to brunch with the girls, then we went to world market, wanna see the cute stuff I got?” she asks excitedly 
“Uh... sure. Yeah... sure go ahead” He forces a smile 
“So this rug is gonna be for the entryway, I also found these cute candles to add to the shelf in the living room. I also got a basket for some of the blankets and this really pretty mirror that I may need help mounting later” she smiles 
“The rug's fine and the candles are great... and... the basket and mirror are good too. But the real question is... how long were you gone?”
“Few hours why?” she asks 
“Yeah... I missed you, is all” he responds, trying to avoid an argument. She notices his change in behavior and narrows her eyes, she sets down the candles and crosses her arms. 
“Why are you upset with me?”
He pauses before he speaks “I was worried about you... that's all. But you're back now... and you're fine... So forget it” 
“Why would you worry about me?” she asks in annoyance “I was just with the girls”
“Forget it alright? Lets put up this mirror” he tries to change the subject 
“No tell me” 
“I don’t like the idea of you being out on your own”
“Is there something you’re not telling me? Should I be worried?” she asks 
“No, baby... of course not. you're my girl and I worry about you”
“I can’t bring you everywhere with me Simon”
He can't help but raise his voice as he replies. I know you can't bring me everywhere... but you are my girl, aren't you? So you've gotta understand where I'm coming from” 
“No I don’t understand because you aren’t making any fucking sense! Tell me why you’re worried about me going out without you! Stop dancing around the fucking point!” He grimaces as she raises her voice. He takes a deep breath before speaking slowly and calmly. He's not doing a very good job of concealing the fact that he's angry. 
“When you're out without me there are all kinds of things that could happen to you”
“Simon if this is about Las Almas then I’m sorry but you can’t let that worry you! We’re safe here! I’ve grown up with these people, there’s nowhere safer for us in the world! I can’t put my life on hold just because you’re overprotective about possible threats that don’t exist!”
“Don't tell me that those threats don't exist! There are all kinds of people in the city who might want to harm you... what if I wasn't here to protect you? Do you have any idea what kind of shit I’ve seen? I’ve seen the absolute worst form of humanity, forgive me for wanting to keep you safe” 
“ Do you have any idea what kind of shit I’ve seen? I’ve seen the absolute worst form of humanity, forgive me for wanting to keep you safe” 
He sighs “I never want you to lock yourself away, or hide from the world. All I’m saying is that... that..”He searches for the right words that will get through to her. “That you shouldn’t put yourself in danger unnecessarily. You want to go for a walk? Go shopping? Go to the library? That’s fine. But going out without me is something I can’t afford to let you-”
“Let me? I’m sorry since when did I need to ask your permission?” she asks angrily 
“ Don't do that... don't twist my words like that... you know damn well that’s not what I meant”
“I can’t do this toxic shit Simon, I’ve dealt with it before I won’t do it again” she says picking up her keys and walking towards the door. “For the record I survived on my own for 26 years without you, I think I’m okay to go to lunch with my fucking friends!”
Before she can make it out of the door, he grabs her arm. “Listen to me baby.”
“What?!” she asks 
He lets go of her arm and gets close to her. He speaks softly as he tries to calm things down. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry I reacted like that. Things have been so good between us, I’ve never been happier. I guess I’m just waiting for the other show to drop and I can’t let anything happen to you. I love you more than anything in this world, please don’t walk out that door lets just figure this out together”
She looks up at him, all of her previous anger disappearing instantly. Her eyes filling with tears as happiness swells in her heart  “That’s the first time you’ve said you love me” 
He looks down at her realizing that she was right, he’d alluded it before, however the three words were never said. They’d been taking things slow, for both of their sakes. Simon was not used to sharing himself with another, his trauma and PTSD was very real and they dealt with it together. Having been able to read each other without needing to say the words. 
“I love you too” she cries, launching herself into his arms, he lifts her up and she wraps her legs around his waist. He kisses her hair and moves it, placing gentle kisses on her neck and cheek. 
“I’m sorry it took me so long to say it”
“I’m not” she responds kissing him gently. 
leaning up and kissing her softly, her hands tangle in his hair while his find her waist. After a few moments it gets heated and she tugs on the ends of his hair earning a groan of delight making her smirk against his lips. She allows her hands to fall from his hair and down his chest to the end of his shirt lifting it. He takes it off and reconnects their lips while he works on the shirt she'd stolen from him. Once he gets it over her head she blushes at the realization that it was finally happening. He carries her up to the bedroom and places her on the ground. Kissing her like she was the air he needed to breathe. 
 He backs them to the bed and she sits down scooting herself back and laying on her back before he crawls on top her and begins kissing down her neck, she gasps in pleasure. She smiles and reconnects their lips once again while getting to work on trying to get his pants off, he groans and pulls away slipping off his black pants quickly and throws them behind him carelessly. He then looks down at her breathing heavy but rather than kissing her again he just stares 
    "what?"
    "you're just so beautiful" he says moving a stray piece of hair out of her face, she giggles and hides her face against his arm
    "we should probably stop" 
    "why?" she asks in confusion, had she done something wrong? His head perks up and he looks at her in surprise
    "I mean unless you don't want to stop"
    "no I don't want to stop" she says pulling him back down to into a kiss
"I love you so much" he says against her lips, he pulls away and places a kiss on her cheek before moving down to her neck where he sucked and licked until he was satisfied with the mark he had created on her, her breath quickens as he lowers himself and moves his hands behind her back unclipping her bra before placing short kisses against her right nipple. She gasps and reaches for his hair, he smirks and moves over to the other giving her even more pleasure. Simon moves back and places more open mouthed kisses down her stomach stopping at the hem of her leggings 
"we definitely don't need these" he comments, taking the black stretchy material off of her, he discards it behind him and gets back to his previous actions. Simon places kisses on her thighs and she squeezes them together unconsciously, he smirks bringing his mouth to the hem of her panties and pulling them down with his teeth before discarding them as well. He places a hand on her thigh rubbing it while the other gently begins to massage her clit, she gasps loudly causing Simon to smirk at her from his position 
"what do you want me to do?" he asks in a low voice
"I - I want"
"what baby?"
"your mouth" she cries, Simon smirks and kisses her thighs before swiping his tongue against her, she arches her back in pleasure as he continues going faster and more aggressively. Her hands reach down and find his hair pulling at it as he brings her closer to her high, suddenly his mouth pulls away from her and she frowns in disappointment. He quickly goes back to rubbing her clit with his thumb skillfully smiling as she writhes underneath him, he switches from rubbing and inserts his finger inside of her sensitive vagina, he pumps in and out a few times before adding another. She whimpers as pleasure begins building in her stomach, Simon then moves his mouth back over her and begins to work his magic with his tongue. By now she was a moaning mess as she gripped Simon's hair desperately trying to ride out her high. The pleasure rushes over her and she sighs happily as Simon brings himself back up to her. She grabs his face and kisses him with passion, he was the only person who could make her feel this way and she wanted to make him feel the same. She then pulls away and gets off of the bed, Simon watches her with confusion but she ignores it and kisses his cheek before dropping to the ground. He instantly reaches forward and grabs her arms causing her to look up at him
"you don't have to do this"
"I want to make you feel good" she responds, he nods and she smirks reaching her hand up and placing it on his hardened penis, she looks up at him and smiles as his head tipped back and his eyes closed. She reaches up and pulls down his boxers watching as it springs out with curiosity, she'd never seen one before. she moves closer to him and takes it into her hand moving it up and down his large member slowly, she had no clue what to do but she figured she was doing ok as a string of curses left his mouth. She moves her hand faster before placing as much as she could into her mouth, Simon curses loudly and grabs onto her arm as she moves up and down making sure to work the rest of it with her hand. After a few moments she takes it out and focuses on the tip swirling her tongue around it smirking as Simon moans lowly. She then places him back in her mouth and does her best as she brings him to his edge 
"I'm close" he says, she removes her mouth and continues moving her hand up and down him until he finishes. He breathes heavily staring at her in awe before grabbing her arms and helping her up, he pushes her back on the bed before disappearing into the bathroom. When he returns his member is cleaned off and he had a happy smile on his face
    "that was incredible" he says crawling back over to her, she nods and pulls his face to hers kissing him passionately once again. His hands explore her body, after a few moments he pulls away and stares at her with a smile 
    "what?" she asks
    "I'm just so in love with you its unreal" he says softly with a smile 
    "I'm in love with you too Simon"
    "are you sure about this? we can stop" he reassures brushing hair out of her face 
    "you're my person, I want be with you in every way possible"
    "if I'm hurting you please just tell me and I'll stop ok?"
"ok" He then reconnects their mouths together once again and her stomach fills with excitement and nerves, she was ready for this. She loved Simon more than anything and she wanted to be with him. She stares at him in awe wondering how she got so lucky. He sends her one last look and she kisses him again to show him that she wanted this more than anything. Simon moves himself over her and spreads her legs giving him full access, she gasps as she feels the tip rub against her core and moans quietly. He then slowly pushes himself inside of her and she clenches around him gasping in pain, she grips onto his arms trying to lessen the pain. 
"are you ok? am I hurting you?" he asks with a panicked expression, the girl cannot bring herself to speak but shakes her head. She wanted to do this. He moves himself in fully and she moves her head against his, he kisses her neck trying to comfort her and make it better. He dips his head and kisses her cheek before moving over to her nose
"is it better now?" he asks, she nods and he begins to pull back out slowly, he sends her another look before moving back in a bit faster this time and she sighs as the pain had lessened. They continue slowly and with each passing minute the girl begins to feel better and better. She began to arch her back and move with him as he went faster, her small moans were driving Simon crazy. Simon moves her legs up and she wraps them around his waist crying out as he hits her g spot every time she moves her head to his neck and pulls at his hair. She begins to kiss his neck. She had no idea how long had passed when she began feeling that familiar build-up
"I'm close" she mumbles holding onto his hair
"me too" he responds as his strokes begin to grow sloppy and she cries out as pleasure washes over her body panting and trying to catch her breath. Simon continues going in and out before finishing himself moaning loudly in her ear, he collapses on her chest and she reaches up brushing her fingers through his slightly damp hair. He then lifts himself up and pulls out of her before rolling over, she turns to her side and he instantly pulls her into his arms gently stroking her skin. It was nice being alone, just the two of them, this was not a gift they got often as her brother still hates his guts. But right now nothing could ruin this moment for her, it was perfect, she had her first time with the man she loved and planned to spend the rest of her life with. She looks at him and admires every detail of his face and smiles as he jokingly covers it. she reaches her hand up and traces from his nose down to his lips and finishes it off with a soft kiss which makes him smile brightly.
    "so was it everything you ever dreamed of?" Simon jokes causing her to blush and hit his chest before covering her face in embarrassment, he reaches up and moves her hands from her face so he can see her. Her mind wandered back to the sex dream she had about him after they first met. 
    "did I hurt you?" 
    "no you didn't" 
    " I love you, I don't know how you did it but you made me feel whole again. I want spend the rest of eternity with you, even then It wouldn’t be enough"
    "we can have forever" Simon stares at her with sadness as he knew that his words would not ring true, their forever wouldn’t be as long as she hoped and it was his fault. Simon shakes the negative thoughts of the future out of his head and smiles wondering to himself how in the holy hell he got her. She had the purest heart and he was far from the same, they were complete opposites yet they worked. They both respected each other and never dared to change the latter, they worked well as a team.
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ponyosmom35 · 4 months
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you and I
simon ghost riley x reader
Liability chapter twenty two
synopsis: after the betrayal, simon is scrambling to make things right. trying to push reader away for her own safety, but she's too stubborn to agree.
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She paced back and forth, waiting for him to return. Her mind was in shambles. Never had she actually expected someone as wonderful as him to want her. She was in awe of their kiss. Unlike anything she’d ever felt before. The passion, the longing. She’d do anything to kiss him again, to never let him go. She wanted to show him how much she fucking loved him. She sits on her cot, braiding her freshly washed hair mindlessly to pass the time. Her body ached, begging for sleep, but her mind refused to let her close her eyes. She knew that Simon had responsibilities, but right now he was the only one who could comfort her. She needed him to tell her it was gonna be okay. 
It wasn’t for nearly another hour when Simon finally walked into the room. She instantly stands and moves over to him, wrapping her arms around his middle, burying her face in his best. He holds her and rubs her back. He takes his mask off and throws it to the side. “You doing okay?”
“Yeah” she nods
“So whats the word? What do we do now?”
“You’re going home” 
“You’re coming with me right?” 
“No”
“Hassan?” she asks 
“we've gotten intel on Hassan, we learned he's planning to take things nuclear. got a set up in Chicago, we're flying out in the morning” 
“Okay” she nods 
He looks down, refusing to meet her gaze “I've debriefed with Laswell and we're transporting you back to base in the UK immediately. From there you’ll take the first flight back to the states where you’ll be personally escorted home. Pack up we've got 20 minutes till your transportation arrives”
“And what about you?” she asks 
“I'll be joining the rest of the team for Chicago in the morning. just need to tie up a few... loose ends here”
“When will you be back?”
“it's up in the air at the moment, we'll try and get him fast but we can't be sure. could be a day, could be a week... or longer” 
“I should come with you then -”
Simon’s jaw tenses as he steps closer to her “its not safe for you, I’m trying to keep you out of harms way”
“I don’t wanna leave you, what if you get hurt -”
“This is for the best” he says coldly, she stares up at him and takes a step back, recognizing the cold tone. “This isn’t going to work out… between us”
“Why?” she asks as her heart stops, tears instantly fill her eyes “why would you say that to me?”
“I just... can't put you in danger like this anymore. I need to put the team first, we just got too invested and its a mess now. I'm sorry. I need to break things off before it gets too deep”
“If you’re saying this because of what happened, it was nothing! I’m fine! Don’t push me away again” she asks 
“I knew this would happen and I was too fucking stubborn to stop it! I tried so hard to keep you away, I destroyed us both for nothing. this is my life the people who get close to me die! I never should've let you in” he shakes his head, turning his back as he runs his hands through his messy hair. This was hurting him just as much as her, but he knew it was better this way. 
“Simon don't say that, I'm here, we're here! I'm gonna go back to base and you're gonna deal with Hassan and I'll still be here when you come back!”
“not this time love... this is it. I'm not letting you risk your safety again after what happened back there. this time. you're better off without me.”
“no I'm not! every second we're apart I feel like I can't breathe! I understand why you think we're a bad idea, but it's not a crime to let yourself be happy! what happened here with Graves was not your fault, you saved my life, you brought me home! you're a fucking hero Simon!” she pauses and take his hands 
“don't push me away again, you’re the only thing that makes sense to me” she admits 
“You have no idea how hard this is. You're everything I've ever wanted. How can I possibly face you again after this? how can I let you near me? the darkness in me will take us both”
“I won’t let that happen”
“you've seen my face! you know my name! now that we're associated you'll be used against me!”
“if that's the price I have to pay for you then so be it! I don't care!”
“But I do! I can’t fucking let you get hurt again don’t you understand?”
“If association is what you're worried about then I quit, I won't work on base anymore! Just tell me what you want from me and I’ll do it!”
“I don't know! I don't know anymore! everything's such a god damn mess and I'm sick of losing the people I love, okay?!” tears well up in his eyes as he finally breaks. 
“I know, but you’re not gonna lose me Si” she says gently as she walks over to him on the bed and pulls him into her. He leans his head on her chest as she wraps her arms around his shoulder. He holds her tightly as she runs a hand through his hair. 
“I'm sorry, I just can't let you go through this any-”
“I don't care! I want it all, give me the pain if you're my reward”
“Why can’t you ever make things easy for me?”
“Not in my nature”
He kisses the top of her head and caresses her cheek with one hand. his lips are soft and teasing as he pulls her in closer for a deep and intense kiss. he holds her tightly, not breaking the kiss until they’re both short of breath. 
“You win” he says “anything you want, I’ll do it love” 
“All I want is you”
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ponyosmom35 · 4 months
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bookshelves and dinner
Simon Ghost Riley x reader
Liability series chapter twenty five
synopsis: simon helps reader build a bookshelf, to thank him for his work she tries to make him a special dinner, which does not turn out the way she hoped.
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“Si no, you don’t have to do that” she refuses crossing her arms
“I want to” he shrugs as he opens the massive box containing her bookshelf and takes out the individual items, organizing them. 
“I feel bad-”
“Why would you feel bad? Its no problem” 
“I do appreciate it, I was in way over my head with this”
“Thats why you have me” he smiles, she laughs and wraps her arms around his neck, placing a kiss on his cheek 
She was thrilled by the idea, but had admitted that she had little to no knowledge about carpentry. Simon, with his patient demeanor, assured her that he would guide her through the process. 
As Simon unpacked the tools and laid out the wooden planks, she gazed at the pile of materials with a mix of excitement and confusion. "Where do we start?" she asked, slightly intimidated by the task at hand.
Simon chuckled, "No worries, love. We'll take it step by step." He began reading the instructions.
Throughout the day, she attempted to contribute offering a pair of spare hands if necessary. Simon, with his gentle guidance and encouragement, turned the shelf-building session into a conversation about their most embarrassing moments. Laughing as she described how she passed out after someone drew her blood once in medical school. 
As the day progressed, the bookshelf began to take shape. Simon's strong and steady hands worked tirelessly, making precision cuts and securing the wooden pieces together. 
By the evening, the massive shelf stood proudly in the middle of her library, ready to house her beloved book collection. She marveled at the finished product, her eyes sparkling with gratitude. Simon, wiping sweat from his brow, smiled. 
She realized one thing about him that day, not only was he so sexy when he built things for her, but his love language was clearly acts of service. He enjoyed doing things to help her. Her heart swelled as for what he didn’t say through his words, he showed through his actions. 
"Thank you, Simon," she said, genuinely touched by his efforts. 
Simon hugged her, "anytime love, why don’t we get your books on here?”
As they arranged the books together, she couldn't help but appreciate not only the sturdy shelf that now adorned her new library but also the patient and caring man who stood before her. Helping her place the books in a color-coordinated system. 
After building the bookshelf together, she wanted to thank Simon by making him dinner. Unfortunately, her cooking skills didn't match her enthusiasm, and she ended up with a mess in the kitchen. Feeling upset, she couldn't hide her disappointment.
Simon, noticing her frustration, stepped in to help. He reassured her that everything was okay and suggested they work together to salvage the situation. She was relieved and slightly embarrassed, as she took a break while Simon took charge of the kitchen.
"Let's turn this around together," Simon said placing a hand on her shoulder, rolling up his sleeves. 
She sighed tears of frustration filling her eyes. "I wanted to surprise you but I think I messed it up."
Simon chuckled and placed a kiss on her head. "Hey don’t do that, baby you’re fine. We'll figure it out, just talk to me"
She explained her vision, and Simon began to assess the situation, skillfully turning the chaotic scene into a more organized cooking space.
As they worked side by side, She couldn't help but express her disappointment. "I really wanted this to be special."
Simon smiled. "It already is special, love. This is 5 star dining compared to the shit that's served on base"
She laughs at the memory of the meals she had on base and sniffles. "there's that smile"
Once the meal was ready, they sat down to eat. feeling a bit guilty, started to apologize again. However, Simon stopped her with a warm smile.
"Listen, love, there's no need for apologies. I enjoyed helping with the bookshelf, and now I'm happy to take care of dinner. You don't have to do everything perfectly. I'm here because I want to be, not because of what you can or can't do."
She looked at Simon, appreciating his understanding. "But you deserve to be taken care of too," she insisted.
Simon chuckled.  you've given me everything I could ever ask for just by being here. I appreciate your effort, but it's not about what you can or can't do. It's about us being together and enjoying each other's company."
She takes a bite of the perfectly grilled steak and looks at him in shock, holding her hand over her mouth. She'd never been a fan of red meats, however this was a masterpiece.
"how is it?" he asks
"this is the best steak I've ever had"
"It's a gift" he smirks
"how are you so good at everything?" she asks in shock
"remains to be seen"
"this is delicious"
"thank you love, name any dish and I'll make it for you"
As they shared a simple yet heartwarming meal, she realized that Simon cherished the simple moments they spent together more than any grand gesture. Their laughter echoed in the kitchen, turning what started as a kitchen mishap into a precious moment with the man she loved. 
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ponyosmom35 · 4 months
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welcome home - Simon Ghost Riley x reader
pairing: Simon Ghost Riley x reader
Liability series chapter twenty four
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She was ecstatic to lead Simon inside, to show him around. Unsure where to begin. She turns to something out and notices him carrying the massive package into the house without the slightest hint of struggle. “Where do you want this love?”
“Oh my god just set it here, thank you” she points to the wall “you didn’t have to do that” she responds, rubbing her hands together nervously. 
“No problem” he shrugs, “what have you got that’s so big?”
“Oh uh thats my bookshelf, I’m turning my office into a library” she smiles 
“How were you planning on gettin that to the office?” he teases 
“I hadn’t gotten that far” 
“Noted” he smirks, placing a band on her lower back “I’d love a tour”
“Right!” she squeaks, her face blushing madly at the feeling of his hand.
She shows Simon the kitchen and all the organizing she’d done in her spare time. As she continues throughout the house explaining everything in what to most would be far too much detail, Simon’s heart swelled. He loved to listen to her talk, it was clear she put a lot of thought into making her space feel warm and welcome. Everything he saw, every decoration, wall print, even the paint color all made sense. It was so beautifully her. He’d never felt so instantly comfortable in an unfamiliar space before. 
She shows him her office where the bookshelf would be and explains her vision, clearly unhappy with the current state of the room. She shows him her bedroom and he takes note of her shift in body language and red cheeks. It was reassuring to him that he had such an effect on her. She leads him down to the steps once more and brings him through downstairs and out to the backdoor. She opens it and they step out onto her deck. 
“So this is the backyard, its a work in progress, my parents and I have been working on it. It looks weird now but trust me there’s a vision” she reassures 
“This is beautiful” he notes
The thoughtful placement of the flowers and the nearly completed stone path leading to the gorgeous willow tree. He could see freshly dug holes where her flowers would bloom in the coming weeks. 
“Thank you! I’m really happy with it, after the path my plan is to redo my entire deck, I want to have an area out here where I can sit out here and read” she says 
“That sounds nice” 
“I think so too” she nods before looking up at him “do you wanna go inside and sit, you must be exhausted” 
“Sure” he smiles 
“Can I get you anything? Water, tea, I don’t have beer but I can Instacart some” 
“Water would be nice” 
“Coming right up!” she grabs him a glass of water while he walks into the living room and sits on the couch, taking note of the TV, playing her music on shuffle. After a minute or so she returns with a bowl of oreos. 
“My favorite, thank you love” 
“I know” she muses as she sits on the other side of the couch, sitting with her legs crossed as she leans her head on her hands. 
“How are you?” she asks 
“I should be asking you that question”
“I’m doing good” she admits softly, rubbing her hands together. 
“I’m glad to hear that” his eyes searched hers for any sign that she might not be telling the full truth. 
“Yeah me too, it’s been hard. Nights are the worst but I’m okay, really” she breathes, tucking a piece of hair behind her ear. He reaches over and grabs her hand, holding it gently in his own. She smiles softly and moves his hand to her cheek, leaning into his warm skin. 
“I missed you” she murmurs 
“You have no idea how hard it was to watch you leave, I wish I could’ve been here sooner” he says 
“I don’t blame you” 
“I should’ve been there, should’ve seen it comin’” he admits, referring to Las Almas.
“Don’t say that Simon, there’s absolutely no way you would’ve known Graves and Shepard were dirty” 
“It’s my job to protect you, and I - I didn’t”
“But you did! You saved my life, as soon as I heard your voice a part of me knew I was gonna be okay, that you weren’t going to let anything happen. I was so fucking scared but I still knew that I was gonna be okay. Nobody in this world makes me feel the way that you do” she replies, her words holding so much more meaning than just that day. Recalling back to every moment she spent with him. “Even now, it’s like all of the nightmares and memories, they’re nothing. Sitting here with you makes me feel protected, I feel more secure than I have in months”
“I feel the same” he admits “This place feels familiar to me, like I’ve been here before”
“That’s because it’s been waiting for you” she nearly whispers, looking at him with all the love in the world “I’ve been waiting for you, for so long” 
“I’m here now” he murmurs as he gently pulls her closer to him, moving the pillow that separated them to the ground. “Don’t plan on leaving anytime soon”
“Really?” she asks hopefully as he places a hand on her face, trialing his thumb from her lips to her jaw. “As long as you’ll have me” he responds 
Simon closes the distance between their lips and kisses her gently. Her hands move to his chest as he pulls her closer. She swings a leg around him and moves to place herself in his lap, with her hands guiding her. As she settles he smirks at the little gasp she lets out at the feeling of him beneath her. His hands fall to her waist, groaning as she involuntarily rocks her body against him. He pulls back and looks at her, smiling softly.
“What?” she asks breathlessly 
“Fucking gorgeous” he says kissing her once more. However this one was much shorter, as he didn’t want things to get too carried away. He pulls her into his chest and holds her there, wrapping his arms around her body as she curls into him. 
“Welcome home Si” she whispers in his ear
Both understood that this was their home. The beginning of their new life together. 
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new beginnings - Simon Ghost Riley
Simon Ghost Riley x reader
Liability chapter twenty three
synopsis: the reader has adjusted back into her life, figuring out how to deal with the trauma of what she'd been through. She is surprised to get a special visitor.
wanrings: mentions of trauma, nightmares, TOOTH ROTTING FLUFF AHHH
Liability series:
https://www.tumblr.com/ponyosmom35/733401347573088256/simon-ghost-riley?source=share
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Her life was different after returning home. She had been required to take time off, and this time she was more than okay with the quiet days she spent trying to get her mind right. She saw a therapist twice a week and had the support of her family, who had become closer than ever. Her days were long, she found new hobbies to keep her busy while she awaited a call from Simon. She’d cleaned every room in her house and invested a considerable amount of time organizing her kitchen with the aesthetic containers she’d seen on TikTok. She’d taken up knitting, something she had gotten into a few years prior, but became too busy to keep up. She was running rapidly through her TBR list and had already ordered a large bookshelf to put in her office, which she planned to change into a library.  
Her parents had been spending a lot of time with her as well, offering support in the form of garden work. Precisely what they’d done after Emma passed. Her father had done a majority of the landscaping before she went back to work. He’d created a gorgeous stone path leading up to her porch, and was nearly done with one in the backyard, leading down to her precious willow tree. Now leaving the flowers to be planted, and the seeds to be planted in her garden boxes. She wanted to grow her food. Reconnecting herself with nature allowed her dark thoughts to evade her mind. Despite how busy she kept herself, truly she’d never been more at peace. However, her heart called out for Simon in the late hours of the night, when her sore and tired body yearned to be held in his strong arms. 
If she was lucky, he’d call every other day. Though sometimes it was a week without a word from him. After what happened in Las Almas, Price and Shepard had a lot of paperwork to do. Keeping Simon and the rest of the team busy. She missed him dearly, unsure how to cope without ever feeling his lips against hers again. How had she survived thus far? A part of her worried that he would push her away again, especially after what happened. But things were different this time, he reached out as much as he could. He said he missed her. The memory makes her face blush.
She’d gotten out of bed later than normal this morning. The downside of her time back home had been the nightmares. Though her days were busy enough to keep the horrible experience out of her mind, the darkness wasn’t as kind. She had taken her time getting up, taking a long shower to calm her racing mind. She took extra care to complete an everything shower, completing her full skincare routine afterwards. She dresses in a simple pair of gray sweatpants and a cropped black long-sleeve, pulling her fuzzy socks over her feet. She let her hair hang down her back, causing the back of her shirt to dampen as it airdryed. 
She trudges downstairs and makes herself an iced coffee, pouring the premade mix into a glass and adding oat milk and a bit of caramel. She pops a bagel in the toaster and scrolls through her phone as she waits for it to cook. After a few minutes, it’s golden brown and she spreads her favorite garden vegetable cream cheese on it. She sits down at the barstool and grabs her iPad, going to YouTube to put on the newest Cody Ko video to enjoy while she eats. 
After she finishes with her food, she cleans up the crumbs and does her dishes. She opens her curtains (which she closed every night) and looks out at the gorgeous trees surrounding her house. She slips on a pair of Birkenstocks and walks out of the front door, she smiles as she realizes that her large bookshelf has arrived. She grimaces at the size, unsure how she was going to get it in the house, much less up the steps. She decides to worry about it later and walks down the porch steps. She walks to the side of the house and begins to water the plants. Typically she’d do this later at night however it was meant to be nasty weather later, with strong winds and thunderstorms. 
She shuffles her playlist and smiles as Scott Street by Phoebe Bridgers plays. She hums along to the tune and ensures that her plants get enough water. After finishing the back, she refills her water and moves to the front of the house. She pauses as she spots a black Ford F150 parked in her driveway and her blood runs cold. She didn’t know anybody who owned a truck. She rounds the corner fully and spots a large body standing at her door, her heart stops as she recognizes him instantly. There he was in the flesh, wearing jeans and a black long sleeve, with the sleeves pushed up, revealing his mouth-watering tattoos. 
She drops the water on the ground, causing it to spill all over the ground. Simon turns at the sound and relief washes over his face. He hurries down the steps and closes the distance between them. He wraps his arms around her, holding the back of her head to his chest, the other around her shoulders. As if a weight was lifted off her chest, she clings to him. 
“I missed you” he murmurs in her ear
“I didn’t know you were coming, I would’ve picked you up from the airport” she says pulling away, staring up at him warmly. He notices the tears in her eyes and smiles, placing a hand on her cheek. He places a gentle kiss on her lips, soft and sweet. Before she could respond he pulls back and holds her against him, as she stares up longingly. 
“It was last minute, the second I got word that we were done I caught the next flight out” he explains 
“I’m so happy you’re here” she says 
“Me too love” he responds softly
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Simon 'Ghost' Riley Fic Recommendations Masterlist
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a lot of dad!simon fics here. i am not sorry. i want to bear this man's child(ren) | note: this is COD so there are some trigger warnings like: blood, guns, injuries, military stuff, death so please beware of them. there also also 18+ content so minors DNI. don't forget to read the authors' warnings
main masterlist
SERIES - MULTI-CHAPTERS
haunted | part 2 • simon 'ghost' riley x reader
↳ by @babygirl-riley (heavy angst, tw: depression, drugs, addiction suicide, toxic relationship, please read the warnings!)
too old for you | part 2 • simon 'ghost' riley x medic!fem!reader
↳ by @lunarw0rks (smut, hurt/comfort, age-gap)
soft spot • simon 'ghost' riley x fem!reader
↳ by @cordeliawhohung
the red means, i love you • simon 'ghost' riley x fem!reader x john 'soap' mactavish
↳ by @thewriterg
smashing pumpkins • simon 'ghost' riley x civilian!fem!reader
↳ by @qwimchii
last kiss | part 2 • simon 'ghost' riley x fem!reader
↳ by @milf-murdock (angst, unestablished relationship, smut, fluff)
secret lovers | part 2 • husband!simon 'ghost' riley x wife!reader
↳ by @savemefromanepicoftimewasted
my baby swingin' • biker!simon 'ghost' riley x fem!reader
↳ by @tojisun (very sexy biker!simon, smut, fluff)
happiness • simon 'ghost' riley x wife!fem!reader
↳ by @lethalchiralium (i feel so fuzzy when i read this series, fluff, sometimes angst, some tw be aware)
i'm with you | keep you close • simon 'ghost' riley x fem!reader
↳ by @undercoverpena (angst, feelings, explicit)
being yelled at by ghost | part 2 • simon 'ghost' riley x fem!reader
↳ by @hxltic (angst! simon is an asshole)
northern attitude | part 2 • simon 'ghost' riley x reader
↳ by @bubbles-for-all-of-us (enemies to lovers, hurt/comfort, angst)
lights on • simon 'ghost' riley x fem!reader
↳ by @peachesofteal (single mom!reader, fluff, slight angst, protective!simon)
one night stand | part 2 • simon 'ghost' riley x reader
↳ by @cmncisspnandmore
ONE-SHOTS - BLURBS - HC'S
break in, break down • simon 'ghost' riley x reader
↳ by @hyperactively-me (home invasion, comfort, fluff)
his girls • simon 'ghost' riley x reader
↳ by @babygirl-riley (so so so fluffy, dad!simon)
one fucking mistake • simon 'ghost' riley x fem!reader
↳ by @codfanficedits (very angsty, hurt but no comfort for a whilez grieving, tw:depression)
book boyfriend • simon 'ghost' riley x reader
↳ by @stargirlrchive (fluff)
lime-sized • simon 'ghost' riley x fem!reader
↳ by @imperihoe-writes (pregnant!reader, very fluffy)
bloodied bullets, soft confessions • simon 'ghost' riley x gn!reader
↳ by @ghosts-cyphera (a little mean!simon, hurt/comfort, injuries, fluffy end)
monster • neighbor!simon 'ghost' riley x afab!reader
↳ by @rowarn (smut, protective!simon, zombie au)
unmasked love • simon 'ghost' riley x afab!reader
↳ by @springtyme (so so so cute! dad!simon)
adoration • simon 'ghost' riley x reader
↳ by @yawnderu (dad!simon, fluff)
simon 'ghost' riley x sensitive!gn!reader
↳ by @cherryredstars (fluff and nswf content)
this chapter is over • simon 'ghost' riley x fem!reader
↳ by @colonelarr0w (character death, angst, injuries, some fluff)
simon says • simon 'ghost' riley x reader
↳ by @unreliablesnake (smut)
salt in an old wound • simon 'ghost' riley x fem!oc!reader
↳ by @ghouljams (hurt/comfort, explicit content, fae au)
blood on my shirt, rose in my hand • simon 'ghost' riley x reader
↳ by @alwaysshallow (friends to lovers, the continuation is on ao3!)
antique soldiers • simon 'ghost' riley x reader
↳ by @mangowafflesss
why? • simon 'ghost' riley x fem!reader
↳ by @riverbutghost (asshole!simon, injuries, slightly explicit at the end)
cold but warm • simon 'ghost' riley x fem!reader
↳ by @riverbutghost (asshole!simon, injuries, angst, hurt/comfort, fluff)
pretty pink flowers and bloody cherry blossom tree • simon 'ghost' riley x reader
↳ by @underscorewriting (really really angsty, ugly cried)
for the last time • simon 'ghost' riley x fem!reader
↳ by @wttcsms (pregnant!reader, mentions of death, angst but fluff)
welcome home • simon 'ghost' riley x reader
↳ by @nastybuckybarnes (home invasion, arguing, fluff)
medical leave • simon 'ghost' riley x gn!reader
↳ by @kib-ble (mentions of injuries, hurt/comfort, fluff)
no more stars left to count • simon 'ghost' riley x fem!reader
↳ by @lvlyghost (angst, hurt/comfort)
protective • simon 'ghost' riley x reader
↳ by @ponyosmom35 (medic!reader, protective!simon, tw: sexual harassement)
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Simon 'Ghost' Riley Fic Recommendations Masterlist
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a lot of dad!simon fics here. i am not sorry. i want to bear this man's child(ren) | note: this is COD so there are some trigger warnings like: blood, guns, injuries, military stuff, death so please beware of them. there also also 18+ content so minors DNI. don't forget to read the authors' warnings
main masterlist
SERIES - MULTI-CHAPTERS
haunted | part 2 • simon 'ghost' riley x reader
↳ by @babygirl-riley (heavy angst, tw: depression, drugs, addiction suicide, toxic relationship, please read the warnings!)
too old for you | part 2 • simon 'ghost' riley x medic!fem!reader
↳ by @lunarw0rks (smut, hurt/comfort, age-gap)
soft spot • simon 'ghost' riley x fem!reader
↳ by @cordeliawhohung
the red means, i love you • simon 'ghost' riley x fem!reader x john 'soap' mactavish
↳ by @thewriterg
smashing pumpkins • simon 'ghost' riley x civilian!fem!reader
↳ by @qwimchii
last kiss | part 2 • simon 'ghost' riley x fem!reader
↳ by @milf-murdock (angst, unestablished relationship, smut, fluff)
secret lovers | part 2 • husband!simon 'ghost' riley x wife!reader
↳ by @savemefromanepicoftimewasted
my baby swingin' • biker!simon 'ghost' riley x fem!reader
↳ by @tojisun (very sexy biker!simon, smut, fluff)
happiness • simon 'ghost' riley x wife!fem!reader
↳ by @lethalchiralium (i feel so fuzzy when i read this series, fluff, sometimes angst, some tw be aware)
i'm with you | keep you close • simon 'ghost' riley x fem!reader
↳ by @undercoverpena (angst, feelings, explicit)
being yelled at by ghost | part 2 • simon 'ghost' riley x fem!reader
↳ by @hxltic (angst! simon is an asshole)
northern attitude | part 2 • simon 'ghost' riley x reader
↳ by @bubbles-for-all-of-us (enemies to lovers, hurt/comfort, angst)
lights on • simon 'ghost' riley x fem!reader
↳ by @peachesofteal (single mom!reader, fluff, slight angst, protective!simon)
one night stand | part 2 • simon 'ghost' riley x reader
↳ by @cmncisspnandmore
ONE-SHOTS - BLURBS - HC'S
break in, break down • simon 'ghost' riley x reader
↳ by @hyperactively-me (home invasion, comfort, fluff)
his girls • simon 'ghost' riley x reader
↳ by @babygirl-riley (so so so fluffy, dad!simon)
one fucking mistake • simon 'ghost' riley x fem!reader
↳ by @codfanficedits (very angsty, hurt but no comfort for a whilez grieving, tw:depression)
book boyfriend • simon 'ghost' riley x reader
↳ by @stargirlrchive (fluff)
lime-sized • simon 'ghost' riley x fem!reader
↳ by @imperihoe-writes (pregnant!reader, very fluffy)
bloodied bullets, soft confessions • simon 'ghost' riley x gn!reader
↳ by @ghosts-cyphera (a little mean!simon, hurt/comfort, injuries, fluffy end)
monster • neighbor!simon 'ghost' riley x afab!reader
↳ by @rowarn (smut, protective!simon, zombie au)
unmasked love • simon 'ghost' riley x afab!reader
↳ by @springtyme (so so so cute! dad!simon)
adoration • simon 'ghost' riley x reader
↳ by @yawnderu (dad!simon, fluff)
simon 'ghost' riley x sensitive!gn!reader
↳ by @cherryredstars (fluff and nswf content)
this chapter is over • simon 'ghost' riley x fem!reader
↳ by @colonelarr0w (character death, angst, injuries, some fluff)
simon says • simon 'ghost' riley x reader
↳ by @unreliablesnake (smut)
salt in an old wound • simon 'ghost' riley x fem!oc!reader
↳ by @ghouljams (hurt/comfort, explicit content, fae au)
blood on my shirt, rose in my hand • simon 'ghost' riley x reader
↳ by @alwaysshallow (friends to lovers, the continuation is on ao3!)
antique soldiers • simon 'ghost' riley x reader
↳ by @mangowafflesss
why? • simon 'ghost' riley x fem!reader
↳ by @riverbutghost (asshole!simon, injuries, slightly explicit at the end)
cold but warm • simon 'ghost' riley x fem!reader
↳ by @riverbutghost (asshole!simon, injuries, angst, hurt/comfort, fluff)
pretty pink flowers and bloody cherry blossom tree • simon 'ghost' riley x reader
↳ by @underscorewriting (really really angsty, ugly cried)
for the last time • simon 'ghost' riley x fem!reader
↳ by @wttcsms (pregnant!reader, mentions of death, angst but fluff)
welcome home • simon 'ghost' riley x reader
↳ by @nastybuckybarnes (home invasion, arguing, fluff)
medical leave • simon 'ghost' riley x gn!reader
↳ by @kib-ble (mentions of injuries, hurt/comfort, fluff)
no more stars left to count • simon 'ghost' riley x fem!reader
↳ by @lvlyghost (angst, hurt/comfort)
protective • simon 'ghost' riley x reader
↳ by @ponyosmom35 (medic!reader, protective!simon, tw: sexual harassement)
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betrayal
Simon Ghost Riley x reader
Liability chapter nineteen!
summary: reader is taken hostage by graves and the shadow company
Warnings: blood, gore, cursing, graves is such a c*nt
Liability series:
https://www.tumblr.com/ponyosmom35/733401347573088256/simon-ghost-riley?source=share
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She had been waiting patiently for Simon and Johnny to return, she found herself pacing between the kitchen and the med bay anxiously. She was never able to sleep after they left. Unsure if it would be the last time she ever saw them. After the tense conversation between her and Simon was interrupted she was reeling. How could she have been so stupid? The signs had been there all along and she was too ignorant to see it. Simon had only known pain in his life, in his experience being alone was better than watching everyone you love get killed in your name. 
If he reamiend alone then nobody would ever be in danger again. Simon viewed himself like a grim reaper, whoever he cared about would be delivered to death. He had been trying so hard to save her that she truly thought it was over, that he never cared. In reality he was willing to hurt himself to keep her safe from whatever perceived danger he needed to protect her from. Now that she knew, she would never let him go again. She was going to show him that it was okay to love someone, okay to let someone in. He could be taken care of for once. She was going to spend the rest of her life trying to prove to Simon Riley that he was worthy of love, as long as he would have her. 
She takes a seat at the table, her leg shaking. She knew that Simon was more than capable of taking care of himself, he was surrounded with Alejandro’s men along with Shawdow Company, he would be okay. She continuously repeats the phrase in her mind in an attempt to calm herself. He’ll be okay. He’ll be okay. He’ll be okay. 
She looks up after hearing a scream and stands to her feet. Her blood runs cold as the sound of gun shots ring out from the entrance. She hurries to the corner of the med bay and hides in one of the supply closets, managing to snag a scalpel on the way. Her heart beats rapidly vigriosuly as the sounds get closer to her location. She holds her breath and clecnhes the scalpel in her hand. 
“Miss y/l/n are you here?” a familiar voice calls “its Graves!”
She slowly steps out of the closet, earning his gaze instantly. Her heart drops as she spots the gun in his hand, pointed straight at her. “There you are sweetheart, been looking everywhere for you”
“What the fuck are you doing?” she deamnds 
“Taking what’s mine” 
“You can’t do this!” 
“It’s too late, we already have” he smirks “come here” he orders 
“No”
“I won’t ask you again” he snaps 
She moves closer to him, hiding the scalpel. He grips onto her arm and pulls her close “sorry about your boyfriends, had to cut em down, you know loose ends and all” he smirks 
“You fucking bastard!” she screams as she stabs the scaple into his neck. 
He curses and drops her arm as he chokes in surprise. She sprints away from him, looking for anyway out. Before she could make it ten feet she is slammed in the head with the butt of a gun, and falls to the ground, her head bleeding profusly. She looks up to see Graves pull the scalpel out of his neck. He bends down to her level and touches her head, she grits her teeth in pain as she looks up at him. 
“That looks like it hurts sweetheart” 
“Fuck you”
“You’re gonna regret that” he warns before hitting her in the head again, her vision instantly going black.
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revelations
Simon Ghost Riley x reader
Liability chapter eighteen!
summary: after learning the real reason ghost didn't want her there, reader confronts him and earns the truth.
Liability masterlist
https://www.tumblr.com/ponyosmom35/733401347573088256/simon-ghost-riley?source=share
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In a quiet, dimly lit room, Soap walked her back to her quarters, persistently seeking the information he held. She implored him, "Johnny, you have to tell me what you know. You hate lying; I know this is bothering you."
"Look, I want to tell you everything I know... but in good conscience, I can't," he responded, sighing and avoiding eye contact.
"Why?" she questioned.
He sighed again and looked down, not ready to answer. "You know why, lass..."
"Because he told you not to?" she asked, already aware that Ghost was involved.
Johnny nodded slightly. "I won't tell anyone," she assured him.
"I know, lass... but I have my orders," he explained, struggling with the dilemma. she, looked into his eyes, pleading, "I'm your friend; please do this for me."
"I know... and I will... for you, lass," Simon replied, taking a deep breath. “ the reason it took so long to get you back is because Ghost was trying to replace you with someone else. I fought for you to stay but Ghost was set on keeping you home…” Tears welled up in her eyes as she processed the information.
“he wants to keep you safe, this is the last place he wants you to be, in the middle of danger”
“I'm not in danger if I'm strictly on base”
“lass, this is war. danger surrounds us at every corner, we're lucky to be alive, trust me, I would take you straight home if I could but you're safer with us now”
“if that's true then why wouldn't he just talk to me?” she asks, he laugh as they all knew ghost had never been praised for his communcaitn skills.
“you can't ask Ghost to actually talk about feelings, he's the most closed up person I've ever met.”
“I told you it was different with us”
“it's different, yea. but you still can't ask him to talk. that's just how he's always been, he's never been good with his emotions…”
“fucking men”
“I feel personally attacked”
“you should”
“It’s probably better I get over him now” she admits 
“he's a hard guy to get over, lass”
“you got a crush on him too?” she asks, Johnny cackles and nearly collapses on the floor 
“he's all yours Soapy” she jokes
“yeah have fun with him tonight, its nearly lights out” he smirks before turning and leaving her alone. 
However, emotions escalated when she entered another room to see Simon himself.
"I'm so upset I can't even look at you right now," she declared.
"I know... and I'm sorry," Simon sighed, averting his gaze as she confronted him.
"Sorry for being a prick or sorry for trying to get me fired from my job because I'm not stable enough?" she snapped, her frustration evident. Simon cursed Soap under his breath for divulging the information.
He sighed again, looking away. "When I heard you were coming back, I..."
"How dare you! That was not your call to make! This job is all I have left!" she retorted, her anger escalating.
Simon shook his head. "I'm not sorry, actually."
"Oh, of course not!” she accused, her tone laced with resentment.
“Your sister died, and you gave yourself a few months. You're not ready to be back," 
"You have no idea what's going on inside my head! We haven't spoken since I left that day; you made sure of that!" she defended herself.
"Because you wouldn't listen!" he shot back.
"To what?”
“ I told you to live a life; this isn't where you should be!" Simon argued, frustrated.
"I'm still struggling to understand why you think you know what's best for me. You act like you hate my existence six hours ago!" she exclaimed.
Simon sighed and laid back. "It's not that simple."
"Never is with you," she retorted, turning to look at him. 
"And why is that?"
"You tell me, Simon... oh, my bad, I'm not allowed to call you that anymore!" she said sarcastically.
Simon sighed again. "God damn it."
"You went above price and talked to Shepard. You told him I was unstable! How dare you! Do you really hate me that much?" she accused, sitting forward.
"I trusted you more than anyone in this world”
“I did what was best for you," he tried to explain.
"You did what was best for you. If you wanted me to stay away, you should've just asked," she argued, leaning closer.
"I didn't want you to stay away. I wanted you to go live your life," Simon confessed.
"So you thought the best way to make sure I lived my life was to ghost me?" she questioned, sitting forward as their faces were inches apart.
"I waited for you to call for months!" she yells, putting his hand on her cheek.
"Why didn't you? What was so bad that you couldn't pick up the phone?" she pressed, emotions bubbling to the surface.
"I was scared... scared of losing you," Simon admitted, his vulnerability showing.
"So you pushed me away?" she stood up and confronted him.
"God damn it, darling, I..." Simon began, but she stood with him, refusing to back down.
"sit down," he commanded, frustrated.
"Why do you keep barking orders at me? I don't get you!" she shouted back.
"Stop provoking me!" Simon snapped.
"Or what, you'll accidentally slip up and tell me the truth?" she glared at him angrily.
“when Emma died I thought that I was next, I didn't know how I was ever gonna survive without her. I was so utterly broken and then you sat with me. we talked for hours and you told me about your past... you have no idea how much that meant to me. you've been such a mystery and when you were brave enough to tell me those things... that was everything to me. It felt like you were the only person in the world who understood how I felt, you didn't lie and tell me that it would get better. You were honest and you told me it was gonna suck but through the worst pain I would find myself. you are the reason I'm here, your words got me through it. And then to never get a call... I don't know what I did wrong”
As she poured out her feelings, Simon's fury turned into remorse. He realized the impact he had on her life, especially during the tough times.
"I... have been so stupid,"
 she scoffed.
"Listen, love, please, let me explain," Simon pleaded, taking her hand.
"When I saw you again today... I wasn't mad. I was happy," he confessed, trying to bridge the gap between them.
"Yeah, sure felt like it," she retorted, shaking her head.
"No... no listen, I was happy. You have no idea how often you've been on my mind," Simon revealed, looking into her eyes.
"I wish I'd just called you," he expressed regret.
"Why didn't you?" she questioned.
"People who get close to me die," Simon confessed, realization striking her as her heart shatters. Of course, it all made sense now. How had she been so stupid? Simon would never hurt her intentionally if it wasn’t to protect her. 
she nodded tearfully. "I understand."
"I never wanted to hurt you. I just wanted you to leave because... I thought you were better off without me," Simon sighed, expressing his misguided intentions.
"You've never been more wrong," she whispered.
"darling," Simon began, but their conversation was interrupted by Soap, barging in with urgent intel.
"We gotta go, but can we talk more when this is over?" Simon asked as he grabbed his gun.
"Be safe," she said
They nodded at each other, acknowledging the unresolved emotions between them as they prepared to face the imminent threat.
a/n: I am screamingggggggg omfg
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