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#elementary #and i leave you with this #a warm hug #i love you all #so much #<333

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#wait #did i say loving #lol #also #sherlock in his pjs always gets me right in the feels #:D #elementary #my heart

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Since coming to New York, I’ve had the great privilege to be called friend by some of the finest people on earth. I didn’t deserve their friendship, they gave it nonetheless.

#elementary #:D #this version of sherlock is so loving #it makes me happy

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Look, I’ve never felt any pressure from you that I co-parent. But your idea that I take no responsibility for raising your child…it’s naive. It’s not that I think you’re not capable of raising a child on your own – of course you are – but short of us dissolving our partnership, I’m not capable of not being involved. N-Not  as the child’s father, but as it’s…mother’s friend.

#ok i had to #a bit of #elementary #i love them so much #and i love this show #so much #:')

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Peter Scanavino on set for SVU20 (from Julie Martin’s Twitter)

#and #of course #the apple of my eye #peter scanavino #:D

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Raúl Esparza + that gorgeous sexy smile

#wait #while i'm here lol #raul esparza #i love him

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Hello. I was going through my bookmarks and came across your work, again. I hope you're doing well, and that your father is doing better. Your work always puts me in a great mood, and you turned me onto Elementary! Thank you, for both 💜 Hiding Places is easily one of the best things I've ever read, not just in the Barisi fandom. Sending you lots of love.

Thank you so much for this message, anon, and for thinking of me, and for remembering my work.:)

I’m doing OK. Work has been crazy busy but productive, and about a month ago I got a bit of a promotion (I am now a senior associate) and a small lol raise.

Unfortunately, however, my dad is not doing well at all. He deteriorated pretty rapidly over the past month (for those who may not know, he has cancer which is now metastatic) and, sadly, it’s now a matter of weeks/days until he’s gone.

Which is why I haven’t been able to post or be online almost at all. I go to work, and then me and my brother basically take shifts watching over my dad, because he’s deteriorating more and more by the day. On the bright side, he’s not in pain (just turmoil) and he’s lucid, so we’ve pretty much said our goodbyes and we’re all coming to terms with it, and with the fact it will really be for the best.

I also want to thank you for mentioning Hiding Places. It’s really special to me, because I wrote it right after my dad was diagnosed, and it’s literally what kept me sane and focused during that entire summer of 2016. So I really appreciate your words.

This time around, I have my job to keep me sane. It’s way more demanding than my last job, and it allows for my creativity to be expressed (not as much as writing, lol, but just enough), and thankfully my colleagues/superiors are very understanding of my situation, so I’m able to balance things as much as possible. I haven’t had much time to write, though, or read fic, or do anything else, really, but (for better of for worse) that’ll be over soon.

I’ll need to take some time to mourn (although I’ve been doing that for a while now), and then hopefully I can return to Barisi, and finding balance and catharsis through writing. It really helped me when I lost my mom in 2015 (why, yes, life has been terrible, why do you ask?) and I think it’ll help me now, too.

I appreciate and love each and every one of you for still being here, despite the fact I can’t be, and I can’t write for you right now, or post for you like I did. Thank you for still remembering and referencing my work

That said, SVU itself is the last thing on my mind. I don’t have the energy to bother, not when every single spoiler (except for an LGBT character! Finally! Cue JoJo - “Too Little Too Late” though tbh) has left me cold. I’m glad it’s still out there, doing its thing and breaking records, and Peter is as handsome as ever, but, like, I’m good luv, enjoy.

(unless the show magically improves, in which case I’ll give it another shot. Who knew I’d miss Barba so much? Oh wait, everyone did lol.)

Elementary, on the other hand, continues to be emotionally resonant and well written and impeccably acted, and I’m happy it’s kept me company through these hard times. The upcoming 7th season (!!!) is giving me something to look forward to. This show is the definition of comfort viewing, and I could really use some comfort :)

Thanks again, everyone. Life has been kicking me in the ass for the past 3 years, but I’m still here.

I love you all

#Anonymous #personal #ie #life is pain #oh well #i'll get through this #somehow #just knowing y'all our out there helps #so thank you #and #of course #i love you all

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I would like to thank everyone who helped, no matter how, on saving Lucifer through our huge campaign. On May 11th, Fox cancelled a show that meant a lot to us, leaving not only us - as fans - but also the cast, the writers and the whole crew completely gutted and heartbroken. Nonetheless, for over a month, we fought and never gave up. We literally raised hell and gave everyone else around us hope. After five weeks, Netflix decided to save the show thanks to our dedication. And I’m so proud to say we made it. We saved our show. Our home. I’m so so proud of us Lucifam and I wish I could hug all of you right now! Here’s to us and to an amazing season 4! 😈❤️

#rising from the dead #just to reblog this #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH #THERE IS A DAD #LUCIFER LIVES #AND #WE'LL SEE CHLOE'S REACTION #FULLY #I'M DEAD #WAIT NO #I LIVEEEEEEEEEEE #lucifer #i can't believe this #i'm so happy #first brooklyn 99 #and now this #and of course elementary was unexpectedly renewed too #and i'm sitting here like #blessed #:DDDDDDDD

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Carisi-Centric Thoughts on Ep 19x23, 19x24

IT’S OVER!

Overall Thoughts

SVU is truly revolutionary. I had never seen a 7-hour long season finale befor... What? It was only 2 hours long?

Oh. Okay. Never mind.

Liv Thoughts

Liv’s complete disregard for the law and the US constitution truly inspires me. I have always held the belief that convictions should be decided based on gut instincts and psychic readings. I’m glad I have a show which champions that same cause. Rule of law? Who dat? Due process? I don’t know her.

Squad Thoughts

We need more people. We can’t keep going with 2 detectives. Every single dynamic is stale and played out. We need fresh blood in the squad room.

Sonny Thoughts

A sister mention! Drink!

Always nice to see Sonny’s sense of humor. Peter remains a breath of fresh air and he brings an old school earnesty to the more human Sonny moments. He’s a joy to barely watch.

Also, Sonny is checking for hot male millionaires? Sonny Carisi, Sugar Baby, confirmed.

Stone Thoughts

Season 20 Thoughts

It’s clear that, from now on, the show will be Olivia Benson, Peter Stone and Friends. I didn't sign up for that, and I don’t appreciate how much the writers pushed for it, at the expense of already established and beloved characters.

I also don't like the fact the new cast member is a prosecutor instead of a cop, because giving him additional screen time is less organic and more distracting. By the way, I don’t see why the only established new dynamic is between Stone and Benson, or why he’s barely shared half a scene with all the other characters one-on-one. We have a new guy, and we’re stuck with hi, so let’s at least use him well!

Also, since it was happening anyway, and I know I’ve said this before, but I wish we had gotten a more famous and hotter and less white actress actor as our new co-lead. Who asked for this guy? I didn't lose Danny Pino and Raul Esparza for this.

Stray Thoughts

The showrunner: Of course we'll see the aftermath of this tragic event for Stone! What kind of writer would I be, if I neglected to explore the traumatic effects such a devastating experience would have on one of my characters?

Rafael Barba, who killed a baby: um

Amanda Rollins, who killed an abuse victim: ummmmm

me: lol

Peter Scanavino:

Also, WE’RE FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Enjoy your summer ❤️❤️❤️

(yes, I’ll keep writing Barisi, or trying to, at least, and I hope to post something when I'm ready. Forgive the delay, and as always, I love you all!!!)

#svu #law and order svu #sonny carisi #episode thoughts #man this finale was a pain to get through #i felt like i aged ten years while i watched #the relief of not having to watch another episode for MONTHS is overwhelming #also #that feel when you were hoping something terrible happened to sonny #so you can stop watching #yeah #i felt it #aanyway #goodnight and #i love you all

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Sonny Carisi • Law and Order SVU 19x23  “ Remember Me”

#here it is #sonny's best scene last night #and peter is sitting in an empty precinct and talking to himself #that says it all #he's such an engaging actor #peter scanavino

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Thanks so much for all of your questions! 

#what a sweetheart #i love him #peter scanavino

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To the bravest cop we ever worked with. 

#seriously though #:'( #remember how it took a minute for us to warm up to dodds #but most of us did #and when he left #we all cried #and realized how much we'd miss him #and remember how it took a minute for us to warm up to stone #and most of us still haven't #and he's still on the show #and we're like 'ok i guess'

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If Sonny were to get a tattoo, what would it be?

PS: Mike Dodds, RIP

#lol

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would kelli or peter ever like to direct an episode? is there anything they'd like to see an episode tackle? thank you! jas

PS: I’d love to direct if the opportunity every came up.  I’ve had the pleasure of watching so many great directors work on our show, so I know it’s a daunting task, but I’d be up for it.  What I’d like to tackle?  I think there have been some pretty traumatic things that have happened to Carisi over the past couple seasons. I’d like to see how Carisi handles the emotional trauma of the job. Maybe that means he has a vice, maybe a secret. Who knows?

KG: With the crew we have at SVU, I would LOVE to direct

#peter scanavino is us #we are peter scanavino

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Rafael Barba and Sonny Carisi in ‘Intent’ (S19E08)

#and i leave you with this #barisi #i think about this gifset a lot #it inspires my writing #their faces #my heart #aaaanyway #that's all for today #or #let's be real #that's all for the week #as always #i love you all #and i love barisi #still #hopefully i'll have something to post for you soon-ish #in the meantime #please enjoy their expressions above #:)

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Carisi-Centric Thoughts on Ep 19x22

I almost mean it this week.

Overall Thoughts

Not a bad episode, actually. I really liked the moment with the flowers and how they seemed to make Maddie almost lucid again. It was a sweet take on memories lost. On events one person may have forgotten, for one reason or another, but which defined another person's life. And I also loved the moment with the necklace, when Liv offered to give it back but the daughter said that her mom knew exactly what she was doing. A lovely touch, and Mariska was wonderful in her reaction. This episode was appropriately sweet and emotional, and I liked it.

Also, that mother and son dynamic brought me right back to old school SVU. Fun stuff!

Sonny Thoughts

Sonny with all the old ladies was the most precious thing I've ever seen! “Hello dear?” Aw. Shades of the old Sonny!

And that’s about it lol.

I miss that meager and repetitive character non-development of "will Sonny be a lawyer or a cop" we used to get ad nauseum in the first few Carisi seasons. Even when nothing would happen for months and months, it was at least always on the back burner and it gave Sonny some kind of purpose. This season he has literally had no personal arc. Why is he even there? I guess because the showrunner doesn’t think the show needs more cops, so Sonny is in the scenes by default, ‘cause someone’s gotta do it?

Stray Thoughts

I love Raul and Lord knows I adore Barba, but even I had underestimated his value. It's rough watching SVU without him. He is sorely missed and it’s just not the same without him.

I suppose next week Stone will grab a gun to go with the vest, and he’ll break down the door and rescue Liv singlehandedly because that's his job now? Cool.

Finale Thoughts

On one hand, I don't know how I'm supposed to sit down and watch 2 straight hours of SVU in it's current state. On the other hand, at least that means there's only one week left until this blog becomes a full time Elementary blog for the summer wait no i’m lying it will also be a part time Sense8 blog because i'm in the middle of a rewatch to prepare for the finale until Season 19 is over. So that’s something :D

#svu #law and order svu #sonny carisi #episode thoughts #kind of #one week left #and then we can forget about this season forever

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i wish every otp had a charles for commentary the way jake and amy do

#barisi #i will never stop asking this question