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Day 06/50

It was raining today. I read a lot of chapters of Ring by Koji Suzuki. It felt amazing giving time for your hobby!

Watched Rockstar with @penthusiastic my roomie that i had always wanted to. ❤️

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Day 3/50

Studied SDLC phases in my Software Engineering class, articles and pronouns in my communication skills class, and Database Architecture in my DBMS lecture.

It rained alot at the campus today. But the breeze felt soothing. I went on a walk with my roommate and had pani puri and vanilla ice-cream to treat ourselves on this mediocre day.

I also issued this beautiful book from the central library. It's called The Last Lecture by Randy Pausch, a CS professor at Carnegie Mellon University. I am loving it so far!!

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Day 2/50

Was taught types of propositions in my discrete math class today. I made pretty notes of that topic after coming home (aka hostel room).

Learnt basics of C programming which I'm loving alot. Had an advanced communication skills class too.

I went for an evening brisk walk in the park, listened to some music and captured the nature's beauty. Rewarded myself with a MasterChef India episode.

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Day 1/50

Spring term of my first year at uni started this week. I had a day off today. I went on a study picnic in our hostel park with my roommate ( @studyingisfunmedh ).

Made notes for Discrete Mathematics and revised what was taught so far. Looking forward to immerse myself in the beauty of learning and studying for this fresh new semester. <3

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All i said is i deserve casual intimacy, life talks at midnight while looking at the moon, trips to museums and abandoned castles, handwritten letters, deep discussion on fictional characters, neck kisses and random bookstore dates. And, I don't think it is too much to ask.

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i think being able to write the small theta and psi consistently is my biggest flex

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babe can u shut up i’m watching early 2000s barbie movies to reminisce on simpler and purer times<3

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she’s distant! she’s incoherent! she’s sensitive! she uses escapism as a coping mechanism! she’s me!!!

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i wish I had a library buddy, a like-minded person who would browse the library shelves with me and look for the best book treasures the library has to offer and we would always stay until closing time and then talk about our book haul in the café next door

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making your own stuff is so important, like I never hear enough about how making everything with your own hands is sacred time spent with yourself. that’s mostly being taken away from us through having all we need being sold at stores, the relationship to craft humans have had for millennia’s is gone. so it’s all about rebuilding that close relationship with the things that keep us alive and feeling good about ourselves! It’s something I could talk about forever

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The fact is that every gaslighter ever says "you're misremembering things" or "you remember things that never happened" or "you remember things wrong." Now that we saw the ATW short film and know that, yes, the J/T relationship involves a lot of gaslighting, the phrase "I remember it all too well" hits SUPER hard in a place that I didn't even know I could be sucker-punched. I'm in awe. Mad respect for you Taylor. Thanks for showing us what the song was really about 10 years later.

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the reason champagne problems is so sad, to me at least, is because the girl singing is obviously dealing with some sort of mental illness and no one seems to care… the “this dorm was once a mad house, i mad a joke ‘it was made for me’” just describes perfectly how it is to live with mental illness and to make self deprecating jokes to cope with it. and the comment is so clearly glossed over and all her problems are described as “champagne problems,” as if they’re problems that nobody takes seriously. and at the end of the story the guy picks himself back up and finds another woman and has a happy ending, meanwhile… what does the narrator get??? all she gets is “she’s fucked in the head” with the imagery of watching her ex love with his new fiance through a glass window while she’s stuck alone on the outside.

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For the most part, listening to evermore is like being wrapped up in a thick, handwoven blanket, sitting by the fireplace with a hot drink in your hands, and wondering why so many good things have to end. but then “no body, no crime” comes on and you evily smirk at the wild, blazing embers before you that are burning your blood soaked clothes and think, “oh yeah, that’s why”

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tumblr is such a unique experience in 2021 because it’s probably the only place on the internet, or in real life, really, where there is absolutely no point. there is no agenda, and no purpose, it’s just a place i can create this little bubble of art, and self-expression, and poetry, and live in it peacefully. scrolling through my blog and appreciating photography, fashion, literature, etc. just feels like a beautiful respite from everything outside of this website? no news no performance no productivity just pure vibes

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THESE ARE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL NOTES I'VE EVER SEEN !!!!!!

notes: theory of spiral galaxies [01, 02 / x]

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another random epiphany i had on my drive home from the store was that things that are the most obvious often feel the most profound. i was looking at the sunset through my window. i was like “this is beautiful and it changes all the time so every sunset is a little different and also beautiful.” which led me to think “if you look at the earth from space, the clouds are never pink or blue or yellow or orange, they are just white and grey all the time. in space perhaps the sunsets are not very different or very beautiful.” which led me to think “the sunsets are only beautiful because i am so small.” which led me to think “so many things are only beautiful because i am so small, or if not only then they are at least much more beautiful than they might otherwise be, either because my vantage point of smallness allows me to see details that big things wouldn’t see, like when i see the flash of the sun at sunset with my little eyes on this big planet, or because my briefness finds vastness so incredible cuz it’s so much bigger than me, like when i sit under a very very old and very very tall tree.” and this was all somewhat obvious but it didn’t make the feeling of epiphany go away or diminish at all

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'The Picture of Dorian Gray' by Oscar Wilde (published in 1890)