nyxsdelusions

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I love being a girl

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skills that will never stop serving you☆ . °🪷

the ability to sell/negotiate

listening and learning from others

ability to speak in front of people

staying positive/optimistic

persisting and continuing to try regardless of failure

understanding other people’s feelings

ability to say no

making smart decisions that have a high ROI (return on investment)

managing ur own time and money

how to adapt, improvise, and overcome struggles and obstacles

asking for help

conveying what u think and feel

staying consistent (discipline)

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Give yourself 6 months

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Me manifesting all the luck in the world to be attracted to me.

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Thank you for 1.5k followers! 💗 So crazy to see so many people missing this era too! 🥰

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My selfcare sunday/maintenance day routine

Eating clean as possible, thats a detox and light day

Wash and do a full haircare routine(pre-poo, shampoo twice, treatment, conditioner, leave-in, heat protection, style and oil)

Full body deep exfoliating

Shave just if i want to

Soft exfoliate, wash, dermaplain(shave), mosturize and layer serums for face skincare

Only loose and light clothes on that day

Fix the cuticles and paint the nails

Clean the bedroom if possible

Change bedsheets and pillow cases

Do a quick yoga session+meditation just to relax and prepare for one more week

Drink chamomile tea to calm down and sleep earlier

Gua-sha before bed

Pray thanking for another week and the beauty you've been blessed with

That's it for the day, being a hottie is a lifestyle and taking care of yourself is the prerequisite for this, luv ya🍵

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this semester: beauty & brains 🎀🧠✏️

things i'm looking forward to:

❥ sitting in the front row of every class

❥ previewing the lectures so i know the content ahead of class

❥ being the classmate everyone wants to sit by b/c i know everything

❥ raising my hand & participating constantly

❥ being the teacher's pet & visiting them during office hours

❥ getting dolled up for class every day

❥ having a different shade of pink folder for each class

❥ stocking up on glittery pencils & pens

❥ using a cute pencil pouch

❥ packing snacks & my 32 oz water bottle daily

❥ studying in the library & distracting boys with my presence

❥ being the classmate everyone hopes they get paired up with for projects & assignments

❥ getting asked to tutor people & to join everyone's study groups

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Hatred.

Its such a useless thing!! I strongly believe you can go without hate. It’s an emotion you’re wasting mental energy on. Of course you can not like someone or something, but why bother hate? Do you really want to waste the mental energy and brain space hating!? No!! Let go, and be your best self

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Girls buy cute undies for themselves not a man.

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Ramble about my struggles with being feminine

My whole life I’ve never been really feminine, I’ve hated skirts. I always would wear pants under my dresses, as a kid none of that made me different. I was simply not comfortable being a “girly girl”

A lot of stuff happened and as a teen I believed if I present masc men will leave me alone. They didn’t.

Now I see other cute girls pretty girls, the girls boys would fall for and I look at myself and I wonder why don’t I look like that? Why aren’t I comfy being feminine?

I hate struggling with this, feeling out of place when I try to be cute and girly! It truly sucks !! I find comfort in being androgynous/masc. because then “the boys won’t look at me”. But now I want to be cute and have boys have crushes on me, I know it sounds stupid and like thoughts of a 13 year old girl….but it’s how I feel!

How can I be cute…be feminine…it’s to confusing I feel so ugly

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She’s sooo right tho 🤭

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I buy cute things so my life can be cute and it’s easier to romanticise.

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