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they should invent a life that is liveable and a sleep that comes easy and a winter that doesn't feel like decay and a spring that doesn't feel like the past and a head that doesn't hurt and a heart that doesn't sit in your chest like a rock and a body that doesn't hate you and a hometown that doesn't make you lose your mind and a university that won't kill you they should invent a me that is normal I think that would be really neat. ok good night I love you

#such big mood

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NANCY GROSSMAN YOU WILL SEE HEAVEN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#beautiful #beautiful art

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patrick for billboard philippines

#fob #my boy patriq #so soft

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i love writing. i hate writing. i have so many ideas & quite literally nothing to say

#literally me #i hate this #but it’s so true

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I am unfortunately just like other guys. I like trashy horror, dog poems, cannibalism as a metaphor for obsessive devotion, religious imagery, people who use my name in a sentence, academic validation, lying for fun, being bisexual and bleeding out in the snow.

#big mood #time to rewatch hannibal

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giant portraits VINH Sidney

#beautiful art

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*through gritted teeth* it doesn’t have to be perfect, it just has to be done. it doesn’t have to be perfect, it just has to be done. it doesn’t have to be-

#me against my perfectionism

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#endless gratitude and respect to all the fic writers out there #favorite posts

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There is a specific and terrifying difference between “never were” monsters and “are not anymore” monsters

“The thing that was not a deer” implies a creature which mimics a deer but imperfectly and the details which are wrong are what makes it terrifying

“The thing that was not a deer anymore” on the other hand implies a thing that USED to be a deer before it was somehow mutated, possessed, parasitically controlled or reanimated improperly and what makes THAT terrifying is the details that are still right and recognizable poking out of all the wrong and horrible malformations.

#very useful information

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"Sometimes you climb out of bed in the morning and you think, I'm not going to make it, but you laugh inside — remembering all the times you've felt that way." -- Charles Bukowski

#charles bukowski #oh mood

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its so crazy that the actual answer to: ‘how do i stop feeling horribly embarrassed by my own existence ?’ is that u just have to tell urself and others that what ur doing isnt embarrassing and eventually everyone just believes u

#maybe i’ll try it later #notes to self

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Bad hair day

#mermay #merman #fanart #bucky barnes #merman bucky barnes #marvel fanart #procreate art #digital art #my art

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Kiki’s Delivery Service (1989) • dir. Hayao Miyazaki

#such big mood #studio ghibli

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#beautiful people #dita von teese #goddess

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#digital art #my art #art #illustration #procreate #procreate art #digital painting #digital artist #stay gold #warmup gone wild

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#blade runner #fucking masterpiece #sean young #beautiful people

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That’s incredible 😍

#scifi #beautiful art #cyberpunk