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merry christmas everyone !!! i hope you all had a lovely day and you have a happy new year when it comes !!!

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merry christmas

pairing: sung hanbin x fem!reader

genre: best friends to lovers

in which: you and hanbin have your annual christmas sleepover

warnings: two idiots in love, cuddles, kisses, lowercase intended, not proofread !!!

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so where do we begin?

you and hanbin have been friends for years. ever since you met in high school you became the best of friends after realising how compatible the two of you are. both of you were immediately drawn to each other and the amount of times you were mistaken to be a couple since then is more than you could count.

to be honest you saw where all these people came from with that point. you and hanbin do usually act couple-y with one another but never think much of it. i mean you go on study dates, coffee dates, walks together, he gets you flowers, takes you to the movies and so on. but that’s just what best friends do right?

wrong.

you can’t lie and say that you haven’t developed feelings for hanbin after years of doing all of these things but there’s nothing you could really do about it. so you don’t. you live happily in your delusions pretending that all of this is real.

one of the many couple-like things that the two of you do is your annual christmas sleepover. this tradition came to be a couple of months after your friendship began when you were 14 and your parents decided that your families will spend christmas together. hanbin and his family stayed over on christmas eve and you all opened your presents together the next day.

this tradition continues up until now, where both of you attend uni together and continue your completely platonic relationship.

so your currently setting up the apartment waiting for hanbin’s return from the store. he went to go pick up some snacks while you finished setting up the fort in the living room. the setup was cosy and warm. you managed to get some matching christmas pyjamas for the two of you to wear as well as matching mugs for your hot chocolate. the selection of movies was laid out in front of you while the pile of pillows and teddies was laying behind you.

just as you ran into your room to grab hanbin’s gift to place under the christmas tree the door opened and in walked your best friend.

“hey i’m back” he said as he walked through the door.

“bin you’re finally here” you ran to him after placing the gift down under the tree. you almost wrapped your arms around him before remembering that he’d been out while it was snowing so you instead unzipped his jacket and took it off for him, hanging it up on the hanger before embracing him in a hug. “right on time. i just finished setting up” you say into the embrace before letting go and looking up at him. your eyes meet his for a few seconds before you grab the bag of snacks out of his hand and bring them to the fort. “come on! put your pyjamas on!” you say and hold them out to him. he only chuckles at you.

“okay okay. i’ll be back in a second” he says and leaves to his room to get changed. soon he came back through to the living room with a gift in his hand. he walked over to the tree and placed it next to the gift bag that you had put there not long ago. he sat next to you. “so, what are we watching?” he said and reached out to pick up some of the cds which were laying on the floor before him.

“hmmm” you pretend to think while resting your chin on his shoulder to look at the movies. “maybe the grinch?” you say and pint to the cd in his hand.

“great pick” he said and popped open the cd’s box. “you get comfy, i’ll put it on.” he said and patted your head lightly. you moved back into the fort and got cozy under the blankets while waiting for him to put the movie on. you opened some of the packs of snacks that he brought just as he came to lay down beside you.

the movie started and as the plot rolled out you lay your head on hanbin’s shoulder. this was, again, quite a normal occurrence for you but this felt more intimate than normal seen as he reached out shortly after and laced your fingers together, holding your hand in his bigger one. it felt so warm. so comfortable. it was home.

and before you knew it, the first movie was over and on came another - you and hanbin only separating for the few minutes it took him to put on the polar express - and the two of you were back to your previous position. about halfway into the second movie you started to feel drowsy and started to drift away into dreamland on hanbin’s shoulder.

he, of course, noticed and only moved you so that you were laying right on his chest. for comfort he thought, but he wasn’t sure if it was yours or his. he must admit he completely melted at the sight of you peacefully sleeping on his chest, one hand wrapped around his torso and the other lightly gripping the shirt of the matching pyjama set that he had on and he could only hope that you’ll appreciate the gift he has prepared for you.

he soon found himself feeling a bit more tired and decided to head off to sleep - holding you tightly - but not before checking the time which now was 00:02.

“merry christmas my love” he whispered to you quietly before making himself comfortable in the small fort that you have built for the two of you.

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you woke up warm and comfortable (with a blanket that fell off the fort on your face but comfy nonetheless) you yawned and stretched as you heard your back pop in a couple of places from sleeping on the floor. as you were stretching you felt the arms around your waist tighten around you. you were pulled into hanbin’s chest and found yourself with a small smile on your face as you melted into the warm embrace.

“merry christmas bin” you whispered to him after noticing he was awake.

“merry christmas y/n” he says with a sleepy smile while rubbing his eyes tiredly. both of you stopped and looked at each other. everything just felt so right at this moment - waking up in his arms and hearing his voice first thing in the morning. hanbin couldn’t help but reach out a hand to cup your cheek. “you’re so beautiful” he whispered so quietly you almost didn’t hear him. his eyes flickered down to your lips.

“wait” you whispered softly. “wait one minute” you said slightly louder and got up to grab the gifts under the tree. you gave him your gift. “open it please” you said and he lightly tore the neat wrapping paper.

he carefully removed the paper to reveal a sleek black box. he opened it and inside was a small silver chain bracelet with a small thin rectangle in which ‘forever’ was engraved in small lettering. he let his finger slide over the word as he examined the box. he soon came to realise that on the inside of the lid ‘i love you’ was written in fine gold print.

“i-“ he didn’t even know what to say. “thank you” he said and looked up at you with slight tears in his eyes. he couldn’t believe it it finally happened. “thank you so much” he wrapped his arms around you so tightly you almost could breathe. “i love you too” he whispered to you as you embraced him back.

you broke the hug and looked up at him with sparkling eyes. you cupped his cheeks in yours and brought his face to yours placing a light peck on his lips which he, of course, reciprocated.

“open mine” he said. and you did. he had gotten you a gorgeous golden necklace which had a small gold circle hanging from it on which both of your initials were engraved and a heart on the other side.

and on the lid of the box ‘i love you’ was written in fine gold print.

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a/n !! hello my lovelies !!! happy almost christmas i hope you’re all enjoying this series. unfortunately i will not be able to get all of the parts out before christmas but i will try my best to make sure they’re out by the new year !!

i love you all take care !! any reblogs and comments are a huge help thank you for all the support !!!

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christmas cookies

pairing: zhang hao x fem!reader

genre: (childhood) best friends to lovers

in which: you and hao bake christmas cookies together even though you are both fire hazards in the kitchen.

warnings: reader chokes, kisses, lowercase intended !! in love and concerned hao, fluff fluff fluff, not proof read !!

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“hao stop it!” you shout shielding yourself from the flour which is currently being thrown at you.

“nuh uh, this is payback!” your best friend says back while grabbing another handful of flour to throw in your face.

as of right now, you are about an hour into your baking experience with hao and it’s been eventful to say the least. in the time that you have currently spent trying to make cookies together you have:

1. remade the dough

2. dropped three eggs on the floor

3. got butter everywhere

4. remade the dough again

5. thrown flour at hao

6. finally put the cookies in the oven

7. gotten flour thrown at you

8. fallen even more in love with your best friend (and you didn’t even know that was an option)

to be completely honest you’ve been harbouring feelings for hao ever since you became friends when you were kids. he was just so charming even at the age of 5 (he gave you his spade in the sandbox) and you just couldn’t resist the cheeky little prince that the universe so graciously gave to you.

even now, at the ripe age of 23, the two of you continue your tradition of baking christmas cookies together without somehow burning the kitchen down and you just can’t seem to take your eyes off of your best friend.

he is always so kind and thoughtful towards you, although it may not show in times like this where he’s attacking you with flour, and with each passing day you find yourself falling for him more and more.

you wouldn’t exchange this for anything in the world. what more could you want during christmas other than laughing with your best friend (read; the love of your life) while making sugar cookies with christmas songs playing in the background and the fairy lights-

and apparently a coughing fit to interrupt the moment. (it turns out that breathing in flour isn’t the brightest idea.)

“woah are you okay?” you hear the laugh in hao’s voice immediately disappear as he puts down the bag of flour and runs over to you while patting your back. “i’m sorry i didn’t mean to make you choke” he says sheepishly as you catch your breath again. he fills up a glass of water and hands it to you.

“no it’s okay” you say while taking the glass. “thank you” you say after taking a sip. you look at hao only to find him staring back at you already. you notice he starts to move towards you holding out his hand which you soon feel resting on your flour-covered cheek.

he wipes away the tears which you didn’t realise have formed while you choked on the flour but doesn’t take his hand away while you stare into his eyes. his eyes flicker down to your lips momentarily as he starts leaning closer to you. you close your eyes and lean up towards him. you can almost feel his breath on your lips when-

beep beep

the cookies are done.

he immediately pulls away and you turn away from him thankful for the flour on your cheeks for covering the redness which has bloomed on your face.

“sorry, i’m sorry” he says and massages his neck. “you go and get cleaned up i’ll get the cookies” he says and you leave as quickly as possible.

you hop in the shower quickly to get rid of the flower in your hair. did that really just happen? did i really almost kiss my best friend.

that is all you could think about during your short shower along with what do you do next? do you bring it up? do you stay quiet? do you go up and kiss him?

despite all of your rushing thoughts you threw on one of the shirts hao gave you and walked back into the kitchen.

“the cookies are basically cooled now so we can decorate them soon” you heard hao say as if nothing had happened.

“oh that’s great” you said a bit disappointed that he decided to ignore the situation. you thought that maybe this could have finally been the time where you could have done something about your feelings for him. “you go clean yourself up i’ll get the decorations out” you said with a forced smile and he left the room but not before shooting you a slightly worried look.

you let out a small sigh after he left the room and your eyes teared up slightly at the thought of him basically rejecting you. you got all of the decorations for the cookies out and set them on the table. you blinked away your tears quickly as you heard him coming back into the room.

“i got all of the decorations so we can start now” you said trying to put a slightly cheery tone in your voice.

“finally, this is my favourite part” hao said with a smile.

now it’s been about half an hour of cookie decorating time and you decided that you want to tell hao about your feelings outright to get a straight answer.

you’ve come to your decision because these past thirty minutes have been filled with nothing but subtle and not-so-subtle touches from hao some of these consisted of:

1. his hand brushing yours while reaching for the sprinkles

2. him putting his arm around your shoulder while grabbing something on the other side of you

3. him holding you by your waist to move you over so he can stand where you stood

4. wiping icing from your cheek (and staring lovingly into your eyes)

so with the final cookie you had you wrote across it as neatly as you could in icing ‘i like you hao. christmas date with me?’ and waited for the right moment to give it to him.

what you failed to notice is how hao started at you the entire time you were decorating the last cookie. he saw what you wrote and smiled the widest smile anyone could have ever seen.

next thing you know you see a cookie being slipped towards you with ‘yes :)’ written on it messily. you look over at hao to find him staring at you yet again with nothing but love in his eyes.

you smile at him and burry yourself in his chest after putting your cookie down. he reciprocates the hug and wraps his arms around your waist.

“i cant wait to take you out” he whispers and you lift your head to look at him.

“i cant wait to go with you wherever you take me.” you say with a soft smile. “i’ll always be happy wherever you are. you press a light kiss to the corner of his lips and before you could even pull away hao places a hand on the back of your neck and pulls you back in for a proper kiss.

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a/n: here is hao’s part of the series !!! i feel like the ending is slightly to short but hey ho what can you do

let me know how you are liking this so far !! all the support is appreciated thank you !!!

stay tuned for the next part let me know who i should write next !!!

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hi lovelies !!! i’m hoping to get hao’s part of the series out tonight !!! let me know who you want next !!!

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under the mistletoe

pairing: kim jiwoong x fem!reader

genre: best friends to lovers

in which: you and jiwoong both try to catch each other under the mistletoe

warnings !! - lowercase intended, kisses, wine

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you and jiwoong met in university, you both studied the same major and quickly became friends. you often hung out with each other which caused the two of you to have a strong bond despite knowing one another for only a few years.

it would be a lie to say that jiwoong hasn't made you feel anything towards him in those few years. he was an attractive man with a great personality which honestly checked all the boxes. he always put you first and made sure you were okay and comfortable in any situation he could. he truly was all you could ever ask for and more.

so this year you decided to do something about your feelings for him.

you had the perfect plan. both of you decided to spend christmas together at your apartment so you made sure to buy a hefty supply of mistletoe and try to stand under it with him.

you ordered the mistletoe and carefully planted it at practically every doorway of your apartment before he arrived at your place.

you managed to set up a gorgeous dinner for the both of you in your small cosy apartment, candlelight beings the only source of light along with your fairy lights and the set table on which stood a beautiful bouquet, and you hoped that he would appreciate what you have organized. you got ready and perfected the flowers on the table.

just as you were away to reach for the mulled wine which just finished heating on the stove you heard a knock.

"come in!" you shouted from the kitchen. you heard the door open and soon jiwoong walked into your kitchen in a white dress shirt and black slacks, a matching blazer hung from his shoulder. in his hands a small gift bag which he left under the tree next to your gift for him before walking over to you.

you felt the butterflies in your stomach as you turned off the stove and embraced him.

"merry christmas ji," you said into the embrace

"same to you y/n. you look amazing," he unwrapped himself from you and moved to help you with the wine claiming he doesn't want you to burn yourself while handling the hot beverage.

after pouring the wine into glasses he picked them up, headed over to the table and placed them down.

"sit, i'll get the food" he said with a warm smile and moved to pull out your seat.

"no, it's okay. you're my guest, i should be serving you, not the other way around." you waved your hands frantically but he just walked towards you with a smile.

"you’re so cute” he whispered under his breath “let's go together then, yeah?" he said and grabbed your hand in his. it was soft and warm and embraced your own so perfectly.

you were too occupied with the feeling of his hand in yours that you forgot to mention the small sprig of mistletoe above the kitchen door. he grabbed some of the food that was layed out on the counter while you took what was left back to the table.

the two of you sat down and started to eat.

"this tastes increduble y/n" he said as he took a bite of the food you prepared.

"thank you ji," you felt yourself blush slightly and were thankful for the the limited light that was iluminating your face.

“you know” he started “ i think we should get to the gifts soon. i cant wait for you to see what i got you” he smiled and took another bite of food.

“i think so too” you said and took a sip of the warm wine.

you both finished off the rest of the food and after some other conversations and laughter jiwoong got up to use the bathroom.

“i’ll be back in one second, go wait by the tree” he said softly. you nodded and went over to the sofa before you remembered that’s you had a few christmas snacks and cookies ready for later on (now) so you left the glasses of wine on the coffee table and got up to go to the kitchen.

just as you stepped foot in the kitchen and started picking out the snacks jiwoong left the bathroom. he saw that the dishes were still left out on the table and decided to take them in for you. so, being the amazing person he is, he grabbed the dishes and headed towards the kitchen.

as you were leaving the kitchen, arms full of snacks, jiwoong was walking in with the dishes from the table. you bumped into him seeing as you didn’t notice him due to your full arms.

“i’m so sorry! i didn’t see you” you said quickly. you notice a bit of icing that was left on his shirt from one of the cookies you were taking through. “oh no your shirt! wait here” you ran back to the kitchen and left the snacks on the counter. you grab a cloth and wet it under the tap before rushing back over to jiwoong. you take the dishes from him and put them on the counter. “i’m sorry ji i didn’t mean to ruin your shirt” you say as you start wiping at the bright green stain.

“hey it’s okay” he said and grabbed your wrist. you looked up at him and started into his shining eyes. he looked back into your eyes before his eyes flickered to your lips. before you could say anything he looked up, you followed after him and saw the small sprig of mistletoe you planted on the doorway hours prior.

“jiwoong..” as you looked back down you noticed he was already staring at you. “i- we don’t have t-“ you were cut off by him pressing his lips against yours so softly you thought you were imagining it and yet you pressed your lips back to his just seconds later with so much force and passion all he could do was wrap one arm around your waist and bring his hand to cup your face. it was as if time had stopped and sped up at the same time. you wanted to stay in this moment forever and yet you both pulled away breathless and with glossy lips.

“i guess my gift to you was pointless” he says. you give him a confused look before he laughs and pulls you over to the christmas tree. he picks up the small gift bag and pulls out a small sprig of mistletoe while looking at you with a wide smile.

“you are such a dork” you said with a laugh while taking the mistletoe from him.

“yeah but i’m your dork” he said “if you’ll have me of course”

“hmm” you pretend to think before holding the mistletoe above the two of you. “i will” you said and pulled him into another kiss which had both of you smiling into it. you were sure that mistletoe will become a new, meaningful tradition for the both of you.

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a/n: hi my lovelies !!! i’m back after literally all year i’m sorry 😭😭 i hope you guys enjoy this series please feel free to reblog like and comment and also send in some of your own asks !!! love you all please look forward to the next part !!!

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christmas with zerobaseone

a best friends to lovers series

status: on hiatus !!!

under the mistletoe - kim jiwoong

in which: you and jiwoong both try to catch each other under the mistletoe.

christmas cookies - zhang hao

in which: you and hao bake christmas cookies together even though you are both fire hazards in the kitchen.

merry christmas - sung hanbin

in which: you and hanbin have your annual christmas sleepover

secret santa - seok matthew (in progress)

in which: you and matthew take part in secret santa and pick each other's names

advent calandar - kim taerae

in which: you and taerae make advent calendars for each other - both with a special surprise at the end

snow angels - shen ricky

in which: you and ricky play in the snow and later warm up with a cup of hot chocolate

movie night - kim gyuvin

in which: you and gyuvin spend yet another year watching christmas rom coms.

gingerbread houses - park gunwook

in which: you and gunwook spend an evening building gingerbread houses and dreaming about the future.

christmas card - han yujin

in which: you and yujin spend the afternoon making christmas cards for each other.

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choi seungcheol <3

yoon jeonghan <3

hong jisoo <3

wen junhui <3

kwon soonyoung <3

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“i love you”

lee minho x fem!reader

WARNINGS: HEAVY HEAVY ANGST, implied su1cide, implied depression, MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH, crying, mentions of meals, mentions of being sick, lowercase intended

wc: 0.5k

a/n: my first post!!! i hope you like it lmk what to do next <3 not proof read!! sorry for any mistakes T-T

“i love you,” minho whispered as he lay on the flower field holding her close to his chest as they lay together staring at the clouds.

they both felt so free in that moment. the atmosphere the couple have created with each other - for each other - so peaceful and calm.

he took her hand in his and brought it up to his lips. a kiss. “i love you,” he said again. “so much”

“and i love you,” she reciprocated the gesture with a soft smile looking at her boyfriend. “more than words can ever describe, min.” yet the pain was evident in her eyes, even if she meant every word.

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so if she loved him so much why was she doing this?

minho was panicking. he called. voicemail. he texted. no reply. he sensed something was off that day as soon as he woke up but he figured maybe it was only because he didn’t plug his phone in the night before? or the barista got his coffee order wrong? or maybe it was his toothpaste refusing to come out of the tube? but her not answering him? that was the final straw.

he left his apartment and got in his car, hands unusually sweaty. he was worried - extremely worried. there were good days and bad days, he knew that but today just had to be a good day right? after the one they shared a few weeks ago it had to be good again right? she had rest, she didn’t skip meals he made sure of it. but apparently nothing could stop the severe episode she was having.

his breath was shaky as he drove to her apartment - nothing happened right? she must just be having a nap. it’s all okay minho calm down.

he tried, he really did. but driving up to her apartment to see all of her lights off wasn’t a good sign. a very bad one actually. hence why he basically leaped out of his car as soon as it was parked and ran up the stairs to her door and knocked.

“y/n?” he said and received no answer. “y/n, baby open the door please,” he said sounding a bit more distressed. she isn’t that heavy of a sleeper she should have answered by now. eventually minho got tired of waiting and reached for the key she gave him - for emergencies. he opened the door—

nothing.

he walked in without bothering to take his coat or shoes off and looked around her apartment - it was clean. abnormally clean. he walked down the corridor towards her bedroom. with shaking hands he gripped the door handle and pushed the door open slowly. maybe she is just resting. the room was dark as he stepped in so he flicked on the light—

god, how he wished he didn’t do just that.

he saw her then, on the floor. her face looked peaceful as ever especially after the past few weeks but that didn’t matter. she was pale, cold, she looked dea—

no.

no. no. no. minho made sure she was alright. he asked every morning. he checked in all the time. she was doing fine. she was getting better. she was doing so well. she—

he dropped on the floor beside her and gripped her wrist - maybe there’s still hope. maybe. please please please—

gone. she was gone.

he didn’t register anything else. he picked up his phone.

“911, what is your emergency?” he heard a woman’s voice.

“she- she-“ he cut himself off with a sob. he couldn’t do it. he couldn’t say it.

“sir what is the issue?” the woman spoke again.

“y/n- my girlfriend- she- i think she-“ he was going to be sick. he couldn’t say it. “she’s unconscious please send someone,”

“help is on the way sir…” that’s the last thing he heard.

after that all he can remember is screaming, sobbing, shouting. it was him. he remembers fighting them off. they can’t take him away she needs him she needs her minho. he remembers the lights. they were too bright. it was loud, so loud. and he was tired.

and she was gone.

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minho was a mess. it’s been a while. he hasn’t slept. he hasn’t eaten properly. because what’s the point. why should he live on if she couldn’t? she was gone and minho couldn’t do anything about it.

he attended the funeral and it was the most painfully slow two hours of his life. all he was given was pitiful looks wether it was from family or friends. he cried - silently to himself. he gave his speech and sat back in his seat. he listened. he listened to everyone when they spoke about her and kept his head low, tears staining the picture he held of her.

he missed her. so much. why did she have to do this. what were her reasons? she had him right? she had her friends and her family so why? that was the one question he couldn’t answer. he figured you can’t just help something like that with hope that it’ll be fixed overnight, and although she’s taken time to heal - even with his help - she failed her battle. but it was okay. he knows that one day he’ll smile thinking about her but for now, he will shed tears for every memory he has of her.

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minho was doing better. he was healing - slowly but healing nevertheless. it’s been quite some time since the incident but he’s come to accept it.

he is now in the flower field with her favourite blanket. he lays the blanket down.

“i have a surprise for you my love,” he says as he placed the flowers by her grave. “i wanted to do this for a while but i couldn’t find the right time,” he explains as he makes himself comfortable atop the blanket. “i still regret the fact that i didn’t tell you before but i feel like now is the best time,” he continued and pulled out a small box. “i wanted to ask you to marry me that one day on this very flower field. it was so peaceful, just you and i against the world. i miss you so much my love.”

minho opened the box. he pulled out a chain with a small silver engagement ring as well as a gold band - a matching one on his ring finger - hanging from it. “i will wear this forever in your honor. i wont ever take it off i promise you that.” he put the chain around his neck and looked at the photo frame laying on her grave. he looked into her beautiful eyes.

“i love you, more than words can ever describe.” he whispered, as always when he visited her, and a single tear rolled down his cheek as a slight breeze passed by him in the flower field. he admired how beautiful she look framed by all the colours.

minho smiled.

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thank you !! i’m so happy you liked it even if it was a bit dark 😭😭 thanks for the feedback !! fluffier posts on the way i’m just busy 🫶🫶

“i love you”

lee minho x fem!reader

WARNINGS: HEAVY HEAVY ANGST, implied su1cide, implied depression, MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH, crying, mentions of meals, mentions of being sick, lowercase intended

wc: 0.5k

a/n: my first post!!! i hope you like it lmk what to do next <3 not proof read!! sorry for any mistakes T-T

“i love you,” minho whispered as he lay on the flower field holding her close to his chest as they lay together staring at the clouds.

they both felt so free in that moment. the atmosphere the couple have created with each other - for each other - so peaceful and calm.

he took her hand in his and brought it up to his lips. a kiss. “i love you,” he said again. “so much”

“and i love you,” she reciprocated the gesture with a soft smile looking at her boyfriend. “more than words can ever describe, min.” yet the pain was evident in her eyes, even if she meant every word.

~~~

so if she loved him so much why was she doing this?

minho was panicking. he called. voicemail. he texted. no reply. he sensed something was off that day as soon as he woke up but he figured maybe it was only because he didn’t plug his phone in the night before? or the barista got his coffee order wrong? or maybe it was his toothpaste refusing to come out of the tube? but her not answering him? that was the final straw.

he left his apartment and got in his car, hands unusually sweaty. he was worried - extremely worried. there were good days and bad days, he knew that but today just had to be a good day right? after the one they shared a few weeks ago it had to be good again right? she had rest, she didn’t skip meals he made sure of it. but apparently nothing could stop the severe episode she was having.

his breath was shaky as he drove to her apartment - nothing happened right? she must just be having a nap. it’s all okay minho calm down.

he tried, he really did. but driving up to her apartment to see all of her lights off wasn’t a good sign. a very bad one actually. hence why he basically leaped out of his car as soon as it was parked and ran up the stairs to her door and knocked.

“y/n?” he said and received no answer. “y/n, baby open the door please,” he said sounding a bit more distressed. she isn’t that heavy of a sleeper she should have answered by now. eventually minho got tired of waiting and reached for the key she gave him - for emergencies. he opened the door—

nothing.

he walked in without bothering to take his coat or shoes off and looked around her apartment - it was clean. abnormally clean. he walked down the corridor towards her bedroom. with shaking hands he gripped the door handle and pushed the door open slowly. maybe she is just resting. the room was dark as he stepped in so he flicked on the light—

god, how he wished he didn’t do just that.

he saw her then, on the floor. her face looked peaceful as ever especially after the past few weeks but that didn’t matter. she was pale, cold, she looked dea—

no.

no. no. no. minho made sure she was alright. he asked every morning. he checked in all the time. she was doing fine. she was getting better. she was doing so well. she—

he dropped on the floor beside her and gripped her wrist - maybe there’s still hope. maybe. please please please—

gone. she was gone.

he didn’t register anything else. he picked up his phone.

“911, what is your emergency?” he heard a woman’s voice.

“she- she-“ he cut himself off with a sob. he couldn’t do it. he couldn’t say it.

“sir what is the issue?” the woman spoke again.

“y/n- my girlfriend- she- i think she-“ he was going to be sick. he couldn’t say it. “she’s unconscious please send someone,”

“help is in the way sir…” that’s the last thing he heard.

after that all he can remember is screaming, sobbing, shouting. it was him. he remembers fighting them off. they can’t take him away she needs him she needs her minho. he remembers the lights. they were too bright. it was loud, so loud. and he was tired.

and she was gone.

~~~

minho was a mess. it’s been a while. he hasn’t slept. he hasn’t eaten properly. because what’s the point. why should he live on if she couldn’t? she was gone and minho couldn’t do anything about it.

he attended the funeral and it was the most painfully slow two hours of his life. all he was given was pitiful looks wether it was from family or friends. he cried - silently to himself. he gave his speech and sat back in his seat. he listened. he listened to everyone when they spoke about her and kept his head low, tears staining the picture he held of her.

he missed her. so much. why did she have to do this. what were her reasons? she had him right? she had her friends and her family so why? that was the one question he couldn’t answer. he figured you can’t just help something like that with hope that it’ll be fixed overnight, and although she’s taken time to heal - even with his help - she failed her battle. but it was okay. he knows that one day he’ll smile thinking about her but for now, he will shed tears for every memory he has of her.

~~~

minho was doing better. he was healing - slowly but healing nevertheless. it’s been quite some time since the incident but he’s come to accept it.

he is now in the flower field with her favourite blanket. he lays the blanket down.

“i have a surprise for you my love,” he says as he placed the flowers by her grave. “i wanted to do this for a while but i couldn’t find the right time,” he explains as he makes himself comfortable atop the blanket. “i still regret the fact that i didn’t tell you before but i feel like now is the best time,” he continued and pulled out a small box. “i wanted to ask you to marry me that one day on this very flower field. it was so peaceful, just you and i against the world. i miss you so much my love.”

minho opened the box. he pulled out a chain with a small silver engagement ring as well as a gold band - a matching one on his ring finger - hanging from it. “i will wear this forever in your honor. i wont ever take it off i promise you that.” he put the chain around his neck and looked at the photo frame laying on her grave. he looked into her beautiful eyes.

“i love you, more than words can ever describe.” he whispered, as always when he visited her, and a single tear rolled down his cheek as a slight breeze passed by him in the flower field. he admired how beautiful she look framed by all the colours.

minho smiled.

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“i love you”

lee minho x fem!reader

WARNINGS: HEAVY HEAVY ANGST, implied su1cide, implied depression, MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH, crying, mentions of meals, mentions of being sick, lowercase intended

wc: 0.5k

a/n: my first post!!! i hope you like it lmk what to do next <3 not proof read!! sorry for any mistakes T-T

“i love you,” minho whispered as he lay on the flower field holding her close to his chest as they lay together staring at the clouds.

they both felt so free in that moment. the atmosphere the couple have created with each other - for each other - so peaceful and calm.

he took her hand in his and brought it up to his lips. a kiss. “i love you,” he said again. “so much”

“and i love you,” she reciprocated the gesture with a soft smile looking at her boyfriend. “more than words can ever describe, min.” yet the pain was evident in her eyes, even if she meant every word.

~~~

so if she loved him so much why was she doing this?

minho was panicking. he called. voicemail. he texted. no reply. he sensed something was off that day as soon as he woke up but he figured maybe it was only because he didn’t plug his phone in the night before? or the barista got his coffee order wrong? or maybe it was his toothpaste refusing to come out of the tube? but her not answering him? that was the final straw.

he left his apartment and got in his car, hands unusually sweaty. he was worried - extremely worried. there were good days and bad days, he knew that but today just had to be a good day right? after the one they shared a few weeks ago it had to be good again right? she had rest, she didn’t skip meals he made sure of it. but apparently nothing could stop the severe episode she was having.

his breath was shaky as he drove to her apartment - nothing happened right? she must just be having a nap. it’s all okay minho calm down.

he tried, he really did. but driving up to her apartment to see all of her lights off wasn’t a good sign. a very bad one actually. hence why he basically leaped out of his car as soon as it was parked and ran up the stairs to her door and knocked.

“y/n?” he said and received no answer. “y/n, baby open the door please,” he said sounding a bit more distressed. she isn’t that heavy of a sleeper she should have answered by now. eventually minho got tired of waiting and reached for the key she gave him - for emergencies. he opened the door—

nothing.

he walked in without bothering to take his coat or shoes off and looked around her apartment - it was clean. abnormally clean. he walked down the corridor towards her bedroom. with shaking hands he gripped the door handle and pushed the door open slowly. maybe she is just resting. the room was dark as he stepped in so he flicked on the light—

god, how he wished he didn’t do just that.

he saw her then, on the floor. her face looked peaceful as ever especially after the past few weeks but that didn’t matter. she was pale, cold, she looked dea—

no.

no. no. no. minho made sure she was alright. he asked every morning. he checked in all the time. she was doing fine. she was getting better. she was doing so well. she—

he dropped on the floor beside her and gripped her wrist - maybe there’s still hope. maybe. please please please—

gone. she was gone.

he didn’t register anything else. he picked up his phone.

“911, what is your emergency?” he heard a woman’s voice.

“she- she-“ he cut himself off with a sob. he couldn’t do it. he couldn’t say it.

“sir what is the issue?” the woman spoke again.

“y/n- my girlfriend- she- i think she-“ he was going to be sick. he couldn’t say it. “she’s unconscious please send someone,”

“help is on the way sir…” that’s the last thing he heard.

after that all he can remember is screaming, sobbing, shouting. it was him. he remembers fighting them off. they can’t take him away she needs him she needs her minho. he remembers the lights. they were too bright. it was loud, so loud. and he was tired.

and she was gone.

~~~

minho was a mess. it’s been a while. he hasn’t slept. he hasn’t eaten properly. because what’s the point. why should he live on if she couldn’t? she was gone and minho couldn’t do anything about it.

he attended the funeral and it was the most painfully slow two hours of his life. all he was given was pitiful looks wether it was from family or friends. he cried - silently to himself. he gave his speech and sat back in his seat. he listened. he listened to everyone when they spoke about her and kept his head low, tears staining the picture he held of her.

he missed her. so much. why did she have to do this. what were her reasons? she had him right? she had her friends and her family so why? that was the one question he couldn’t answer. he figured you can’t just help something like that with hope that it’ll be fixed overnight, and although she’s taken time to heal - even with his help - she failed her battle. but it was okay. he knows that one day he’ll smile thinking about her but for now, he will shed tears for every memory he has of her.

~~~

minho was doing better. he was healing - slowly but healing nevertheless. it’s been quite some time since the incident but he’s come to accept it.

he is now in the flower field with her favourite blanket. he lays the blanket down.

“i have a surprise for you my love,” he says as he placed the flowers by her grave. “i wanted to do this for a while but i couldn’t find the right time,” he explains as he makes himself comfortable atop the blanket. “i still regret the fact that i didn’t tell you before but i feel like now is the best time,” he continued and pulled out a small box. “i wanted to ask you to marry me that one day on this very flower field. it was so peaceful, just you and i against the world. i miss you so much my love.”

minho opened the box. he pulled out a chain with a small silver engagement ring as well as a gold band - a matching one on his ring finger - hanging from it. “i will wear this forever in your honor. i wont ever take it off i promise you that.” he put the chain around his neck and looked at the photo frame laying on her grave. he looked into her beautiful eyes.

“i love you, more than words can ever describe.” he whispered, as always when he visited her, and a single tear rolled down his cheek as a slight breeze passed by him in the flower field. he admired how beautiful she look framed by all the colours.

minho smiled.

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