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Hierarchy (Part 12)

Heirachy: a system, especially in a society or organization, in which people are organized into different levels of importance from highest to lowest.

Pairing: Mafia Changbin x Reader

Word Count: 9.1K

Genre: Mafia AU, slow burn romance, friends to lovers

Warnings: 18+, minors DNI, unprotected sex (don't be stupid), violence, guns, kidnapping, torture, murder, death, bullet wounds, blood, gore, medical terms,

⚠️ Not kidding again there is a lot of violence in this chapter reader discretion is advise as it may cause you upset or harm ⚠️

You have always been utterly uninteresting, safely boring as close. You had a normal job, normal friends and the sweetest bestie on the planet but now everything is upside down and that best friend of yours is far more dangerous than you could have ever imagined.

Three days had passed and Changbin stayed glued to your side for almost all of it, leaving you only to go down to the vault or for short meetings with the others, in that time you had watched movies, talked for hours, cuddled up and spent the nights sleeping with your head on his chest. He had told you that there were more members of the Ateez crew that they had to get their hands on and that at some point both your former boss and Mingi, who were still down stairs in the vault, would be disposed of. You were grateful for him for protecting you and you were grateful that he loved you, the thought of what your life could have been like had still haunted you in your dreams but it wasn't as bad when you woke up frightened only to have Binnie's strong arms already around you keeping you safe. But with the knowledge he had given to you about the ending of this plan against you, you realized that you were going to need to figure out what you wanted to happen next. Bin had been awake when you woke up beside him stoking your hair and smiling softly

"Morning baby" He whispered not stopping his movements.

"Morning handsome" you smiled feeling his squeeze you a little more.

"I have to go with Han and Chan today to pick up some of the Ateez guys" he sighed his hand moving from your hair to take your hand in his. "Hyunjin is taking Minho and Seungmin and Felix with him so you will be here with Jeongin" you nodded placing a kiss to his bare chest.

"Does that mean you have found all of them?" you asked hopefully.

"Yeah after today we will have all of them and you will be safe again to do whatever it is you want" he hummed kissing your forehead.

"Do you have to go soon?" you asked biting your lower lip and looking up at him as coyly as you could.

"Why do you ask baby? Do you have something you need from me first?" he smirked rolling you both so you were under him his lips finding yours for a long sensual kiss.

"Could we stay in bed just a little longer?" you purred knowing you were already half way to getting what you wanted

"I guess we can sleep a little longer" he chuckled as you pressed your hips against his.

"I was just wanting to spend a little bit longer with my handsome boyfriend before he gets too busy for me" you licked your lips before pouting.

"I'm never too busy for my pretty baby" he smirked kissing you again as you ran your fingers across his defined arms and shoulders making him kiss you a little rougher. Large hands traveled down your body one stopping to massage your breast and tease your nipple through the fabric of the shirt he had lent you to sleep in, the other hitching one of your legs up around his waist. His kisses were turning needier as he began slowly grinding himself against your clothed core.

"Need you Binnie" you murmured against his lips.

"Lift your hips for me baby" he whispered back sitting up and moving to pull your sleep shorts down your legs "Look at you baby, all needy for me". He crawled his way up your body kissing the length of your leg and across your stomach before returning to your lips.

"Can we try something baby?" He mouthed your neck softly making you whimper under his touch.

"Anything you want Binnie" you groaned softly your arousal collecting between your folds at his ministrations, he smiled against your throat rolling you so he could help you to your knees.

"Sit on my face baby" he smirked watching your eyes widen.

"Binnie...I" you started to protest worried you would crush him but he cut you off by pressing a single finger you your clit sending another wave of longing through you.

"You wont hurt me" he continued still smirking as you nodded and crawled up his body "Good girl" he smiled smacking your arse when you were straddling his chest making you gasp as the sensation. You moved each knee to the side of his head holding the bed head to support your weight as you hooked your legs under his shoulders. Not giving you time to decide he dragged your pussy down to his face holding your arse to keep you in place, diving straight in to feast on your cunt.

"Fuck" you cried loudly before slapping your hand over your mouth, looking down his dark eyes were blown out with lust as he stared up at you his tongue moving up and down your slit and pumping into you between sucking your clit between his lips and suckling it making your grasp the bead head tighter to support yourself as you unconsciously rocked your hips against his face. He growled deeply as clit ground against his nose allowing him the freedom to fuck you with his tongue, the thick muscle lapping at your walls as deep as he could.

"Binnie" you whined as your orgasm built grinding harder against him, his fingers digging into your flesh helped guide you against him until you were shaking and calling his name like a prayer. He helped you down laying you beside him as you could only gasp while your legs shook.

"You are fucking incredible baby doll, and so fucking delicious" he grunted spreading your thighs for him and teasing your sensitive folds with his cock.

"Please Binnie, need you to fuck me" you mewled not caring how pathetic you may have sounded.

"I'm going to baby" he grinned wolfishly guiding himself to your entrance and sheathing himself into you easily "I'm going to fuck you dumb baby". You moaned as he started pumping into you gently but deeply, letting you feel every ridge and vein of his cock against your swollen walls. You reached up to bring his lips to yours kissing him messily and tasting yourself on his tongue already in too much of a fucked out state to register it.

"Aww look at you baby all glassy eyed already" he groaned speeding up so his hips snapped against yours as you moaned incoherently your walls pulsing around him as your next high hit making you clamp down on him.

"Please" you whimpered as he fucked your through your high straight into another one your voice getting hoarse with each loud moan you let out tears falling from the corners of your eyes.

"Fucking hell, want to fuck a baby into you" he grunted stiffening inside you before painting your walls with his hot seed and almost collapsing on you as he let your still clenching walls to milk him dry while he lazily kissed your neck and shoulder.

"Do you really?" you smiled contently your hand finding its way into his hair and playing with his curls.

"Hmm?" he sighed enjoying your touch too much to concentrate.

"Nothing my love" you kissed his lips softly as he moved to lay beside you pulling you into his chest again letting you have just a little more time to bask in his warmth before you knew he had to go. His phone started ringing a few minutes later letting you know that it was time to let him get up and get ready for what was to come today.

After Binnie had gotten up showered and dressed he kissed you goodbye and left to meet with the others downstairs giving you time to clean yourself up and prepare yourself for the idea that they all might be in danger again while you waited at home. It was something you knew you were going to have to get used to but you also knew you were never going to not be worried about any of them let alone your Binnie. You made your way downstairs still limping slightly and unsure if they had already headed out to pick up the crew that he had told you about, however, seeing Felix at the bottom of stair made you realize you were going to get to say good luck to them before they left which gave you some comfort.

"There you are bubs" Felix smiled wide as you walked down the stairs "dressed in your own clothes today! nice you look better in them than his clothes".

"Good morning to you too Lix" you rolled your eyes as he took your hand to lead you into the meeting room "I'd comment of yours but you always look too damn good in a suit" he chuckled in response squeezing your hand playfully

"Chan wants to go over everything before we leave so you feel safe since we are pretty much all leaving going on this job" he explained slowly as you entered the room to see them all in their work suits, half of them with their jackets strewn over the back of the sofas and their gun holster on display the other half looking like they were just wearing expensive suits.

"Morning little one" Chan nodded in his voice serious but on the softer side.

"Morning" you sighed your nerves peaking as you finally spoke to them all.

"This is all routine little one" Chan started turning to face you fully to show you he was aware of your fears and cared about them "There is nothing to worry about, you will be safe here..."

"It's alright Chan" you interrupted smiling softly and sitting on the sofa between the jackets "I will be safe here with Jeongin, he will protect me and you will all go do your thing then you will all come home and I will not have to worry anymore".

"If you know you will be safe with Jeongin, why are you nervous?" Seungmin blinked tilting his head to scrutinize you.

"I'm nervous for you guys you moron" you laughed "I know I'm safe behind all these walls, with all your associates and Jeongin. But you aren't so I will worry, that is what I will do anytime you do things where you could get hurt".

"We can take care of ourselves princess" Han chuckled patting your head as he picked up his jacket to put on.

"I know" you shrugged looking up at him "But your my friend Hannie, I want you to be safe".

"Aww so cute" Hyunjin cooed looking at you softly.

"Now who's whipped bitch?" Lixie laughed poking Hyunjin's cheek.

"Fuck off" he chuckled.

"We will be fine baby" Bin smiled taking your hand and pulling you up to kiss you softly

"I know, but that doesn't change anything handsome" you whispered against his lips while Han made a gagging noise in the background.

"So be safe boys I'll see you later" you sighed before watching them all leave except for Jeongin who looked relived you were not upset with the arrangements they had made.

"So what are you doing while they are out?" you asked turning to look at him "Is there anything I can help with?"

Walking out and leaving you with Jeongin was not a difficult thing for Changbin to do, he knew you would be safe and he knew you would be happy to not be totally alone. But what he hadn't expected was you to tell Chan you were fine with it and that you were more worried about them than yourself, and he loved you even more for that if that was even possible.

"So you got yourself a pet name I see" Chan chuckled teasingly.

"Just you wait she will be calling you Channie any minute now" he laughed "She already has Lixie and Hannie she may as well have Channie and Jinnie as well"

"How exactly did an entire crime syndicate get so whipped for one woman?" Minho mused rhetorically.

"Easy, bubs is incredible" Felix shrugged "It's impossible not to love her".

"Alright, alright everyone work time, now we all have the locations of the others and we have our targets so lets get this shit done quick so Bin can fuck his girl again and the rest of us can pretend we aren't listening in" Chan smirked still trying to rile him up.

"You guys can watch if you want she gets so cock dumb she wouldn't even notice" he bragged sarcastically getting in the van.

"Eww I don't want to watch you just her" Hyunjin waggled his eyebrows ducking into the other van.

"Fuckers" he growled making Han cackle in the back as the van started.

"So how hard do we actually expect this to be" Chan asked looking over at Han who had the intel on their targets they were after Yeosang and Jongho while Hyunjin and co. had Seonghwa and Yunho.

"It shouldn't actually be too bad both are in safe houses and both think they are safe because they don't know they have been sold out by their boss so with any luck we should catch them off guard" Han summarized "If Jeongin's intel is to be believed then we might be in luck all were pictured with girls from their whore houses so they will be distracted".

"Even better" Chan grinned knowing that usually when they were more interested in fucking then safety they became much easier targets.

"So same safe house or separate?" he asked cracking his shoulders in preparation.

"Separate, on is just outside the dividing lines on our north side and the other is out in the suburbs" Han confirmed furrowing his brows as he kept reading.

"One closest first then?" Chan asked easily and both him and Han nodded in agreement.

The drive wasn't long but it felt that was as he watched the clean uniformed suburbs change into more dilapidated and unkempt apartment blocks, no one kept a safe house in a nice area which always confused him slightly. The syndicate had all their safe houses in nice suburbs and areas to distract attention from the nicer cars and men in suits but also because if anyone shot the location up the cops were much more likely to attend giving them an entire extra layer of cover. It looked to him that Ateez just enjoyed the extra attention which was going to make it easy for them at least, if he didn't kill one of them first.

"Pull up in the back here" Chan instructed his tone serious as he got his ear piece in place "Ready"

"Fuck yes" he hissed back as Han grinned demonically.

The apartment block looked shabby but as a safe house that meant that the defenses were just well hidden, silencers equipped to make it as quiet an entry as possible he knew it could potentially be extremely difficult and bloody or relatively smooth and painless, for them at least, either way it was hopefully going to be easy. Covering Han he and Chan made their way through the entrance foyer from the back entrance seeing it deserted and not monitored by security made the trip up the stairs to the top floor easy, the stairwell was narrow but fairly well covered making it harder for them to engage anyone once they made it to that point so really the difficulty was going to be the last hallway and the actual safehouse apartment. Han slipped a tiny mirror out of his pocket angling it enough to see that the hallway too was deserted.

"Do you think they already know their boss gives zero shits about their lives? No security, no back up just a thin wooden door and some whores" he mused quietly making Han snicker as he took up his position to pick the lock Chan on the right side of the door and him on the left.

The door swung open silently to an empty but trashed loungeroom and kitchen, the occupants obviously busy from the, obviously fake, moans coming from the bedrooms. The girls were acting their arses off to give the performance of their lives from the sounds of it which helped their ability to secure the rest of the premises with no one else in the apartment Han readied himself for what could be a shit show once he busted into the bedroom.

"On three" Han whispered "one...two...three" he kicked the door in and burst into hysterical laughter as the girl who had been making so much noise and smiled brightly at him while Jongho started cursing and thrashing in the cuffs that she had bound him in.

"Took your time hot stuff, I've been bouncing on this dick for hours" her harsh tone obvious as she trotted out into the hallway still naked but with a handful of clothes. "He's all yours baby and call me sometime, I can tell I wouldn't fake it with you" Chan lowered his gun as she blew him a kiss and made her way to the next room to get dressed.

"Should I ask her what the fuck or do you want to?" Chan chuckled turning back to the door way to see Han pointing his gun and Jongho's cock while he taunted him.

"You help Han I'll go ask" he rolled his eyes following the woman to the lounge where she was now fully dressed and rifling through the wallet on the coffee table.

"He hasn't paid me yet" She quipped lowering the wallet cautiously to the table when her eyes fell on him.

"I don't care sweetheart you take whatever he has, he isn't going to need it anymore" he smirked making her perk up again and take a all the cash that was wadded together.

"You sure lover boy? I don't want to get in trouble later" she paused from stuffing into her bag.

"Yeah sweetheart take it as payment and a tip for not remembering what you saw today" he smiled.

"Thanks lover boy, his boss already paid to keep me quiet and him occupied so this is all tip but I thank you for it all the same, you can call me too if you ever need a good time" she winked grabbing her shoes to finish getting ready to go.

"My wife would probably prefer I didn't call you. Ever" he admitted making her look at him a little shocked.

"Good for her telling you what's what, you bad boy types rarely settle down" she grinned blowing him another kiss before leaving the apartment. Walking back into the bedroom he had to try not to laugh as he was Han getting sweat pants onto Jongho while Chan continued to hold a gun to his head.

"She tell you what that was?" Chan raised an eyebrow while he spoke

"Yeah his boss paid her to distract him, I let her take everything he had on him as a tip because why the hell not" he shrugged as Han whooped triumphantly at getting Jongho half dressed.

"Makes sense I hope the others are this easy to pick up" Chan continued as Han roughly dragged Jongho to his feet and marched him from the apartment gun pressed between his shoulderblades.

"Fucking same the easier this goes the quicker I get back home" he grinned

"Yeah yeah lover boy we get it" Han groaned smacking Jongho in the back of the head for moving too slowly.

When you had first asked Jeongin if there was anything you could help him with he had obviously been a little skeptical but he still allowed you to accompany to the meeting with his top guys purely because he had promised Changbin you wouldn't leave his sight. But now he seemed quite happy to have you there as you made notes for him each time he paused waiting for his guys to give him information, noting what he wanted to know and who was going to find out for him so he could follow up. Seungmin and he had both mentioned before that you were thorough and you wanted to prove you could be somewhat useful to him.

"Have there been any updates on movement of any of the targets?" Jeongin drawled tapping his foot in the air as he waited.

"Both Jongho and Yunho have been picked up the contacts saw our guys leave both locations. Yeosang might be the only one out of the four that will cause any issues if there are any" his number one reported easily looking at his latest intel.

"Good, good" Jeongin nodded "Have the cells been made ready?"

"Yes boss there are four cells ready to go so we will be at capacity when they get here" his number two answered quickly.

"Not for long we wont" Jeongin smiled coldly flicking his eyes quickly to you and you nodded in return. "Alright if anything changes let me know and chase up that other intel for me, I want to know ASAP".

After his guys left he stretched and leaned towards you to look at the notepad you had been writing on and smiling to himself when you showed him the notes you had made.

"You do actually have a talent for this, you could easily work for the syndicate if you wanted to" he smiled sweetly at you.

"Seungmin said the same but I think it would be better to work outside of it, if I can play the didn't see and don't know card, that would always be more helpful" you smiled back.

"Always thinking about the future" he rolled his eyes playfully "but that is a good idea you couldn't be used against Changbin that way" his musing were cut short by your stomach gurgling loudly "But lets get you something to eat I forgot you had a work out this morning so you must be starving".

"Jeongin what are you talking about?" you paused hoping he wasn't about to tell you that the whole house had heard you and Binnie before he left.

"I'm pretty sure you already know judging by the look on your face" he chuckled as your hands covered your face to hide your mortification

"Oh no, oh no, oh no" you muttered feeling so embarrassed you felt sick.

"None of us care it's not the first time someone has been loud and it wont be the last" Jeongin continued to chuckle as he led you by your shoulders out of the room and towards the kitchen. "Changbin wanted me to check your wrists again too make sure the fading cream does its job".

"Alright" you half sighed half groaned as he sat you in a chair at the table, you still had your face covered as he bumped around eventually plonking a large medical box on the table top.

"How about I order delivery then do this, anything you feel like?" he asked softly.

"I feel like crawling into a hole" you mumbled making him actually laugh the sound making you feel less embarrassed as you lowered your hands until your eyes were no longer covered.

"I'll order something delicious so you are tempted to not hide in a hole then" he grinned his eyes scrunching into delightful moons as he tapped at his phone for a minute before turning his attention back to you. "Now I'll actually need those hands if I'm going to reapply the bruise cream".

"Thank you Jeongin" you sighed biting your lip "Thanks for ordering lunch and looking after me".

"It's not a problem you're part of the family Noona" he smiled affectionately.

"Noona huh?" you giggled.

"I already looked you up I know how old you are" he teased as he unwrapped your wrists his face darkening when he saw what lay beneath each bandage. You thought they were looking better less black and blue and more purple with tinges of green but Jeongin didn't feel the same "Those bastards will pay for every mark they left on you" he almost growled.

"I know they will Innie" you breathed deeply as he started gently applying the cream to your skin taking care to not hurt you before he started rewrapping each wrist.

"So I have a nickname too then" he quirked his brow at you playfully.

"Of course there is Binnie, Lixie, Hannie, Minnie and now Innie" you beamed "I just need to figure out what I'm going to call Minho and Hyunjin".

"What about the boss?" he whispered conspiratorially

"Oh Channie of course" you whispered back.

"I cannot wait for you to call him that" he laughed again as his phone beeped "Oh good food is here one of the boys will bring it from the gate".

Jongho was annoying the shit out of him at this point protesting that Ateez would get their own back, that he would fuck them up and anything else he could think of until Chan lost his temper and pistol whipped him into silence. Han had then pouted about Chan shouldn't kill him until later because it wouldn't be as fun then the two of them bickered for a little while giving him a massive headache as they drove towards the second safehouse.

"So after we pick them all up and kill them what happens next?" Han asked suddenly breaking off from the petty squabble with Chan.

"We let EXO deal with the remnants of Ateez then we take at least half their territory and Exo can expand as a gesture of good faith" Chan explained easily.

"No not with us I get that bit I mean with princess" Hen looked at Chan like he was an idiot make the older one huff playfully.

"She wants to get another job I know that much" he shrugged trying to remain casual "Think she wants to remain on the outside to try to keep her from being used against us. I haven't asked about whether she wants to get another apartment of just stay with us".

"So she might stay with us? That's a big step Bin" Chan looked like he was weighing up options in his head.

"I wasn't playing when I told Mingi she's my wife, I'm going to marry her, she's mine" he admitted a little sheepishly.

"You fucking better" Han snapped "At this point there is an entire syndicate that would be willing to take your place but also fuck you up for hurting her".

"Christ you are all fucking whipped" he groaned massaging his temples. "She has to leave me Hannie, I'll only let her go when I'm fucking dead".

"Good, because Felix is up next, then I reckon it's probably Lee Know, then maybe me or possibly Hyunjin, could be Seungmin he's pretty soft on her too" Han babbled counting out members on his fingers.

"Can we not make a god damn list of which of you want to fuck her in which order" he growled his possessiveness leaking into his voice.

"Easy Bin, you know he's just winding you up" Chan smirked.

"How long to this safe house anyway" he grumbled.

"Almost there sir" the driver answered quickly before returning to silence.

"Well here's to hoping this one will be easy too". Chan muttered as they pulled into the slightly nicer suburban area the houses still packed together just not as tightly. Women walking with prams, elderly couples and the occasional glimpse of kids in school uniforms was a little sobering to them.

The house was smack bang in the middle of the suburb which was going to make it a little more delicate even if it was as easy as the previous pick up, they would need to remain unseen by the residents which, since the street was quiet at that moment, might be doable and they would need to leave the same way to avoid any suspicion. Putting their earpieces back in and slipping workmen's overalls over their suits they quickly tried to make themselves more unnoticeable, hiding their guns and other things and Han stacking the things he was going to need in a tool box to make it easy to miss. Stepping from the van they noticed that like the previous there appeared to be no security at the front of the house although they were going to attempt entry from the rear to decrease the risk of detection.

"Guess Hongjoong really wants to cooperate with us" Han mirthlessly giggled picking the lock of the back door easily.

Stepping into the house everything was quiet except for the sound of a television playing, either the girl who had been sent had already been sent away or they were doing a piss poor job of keeping Yeosang busy and distracted. Clearing the lower floor they started up the stairs opening each door on the second floor until they got to the master suite. Han was preparing to open the door when he heard a faint click grabbing Han to drag himself across the doorway the dulled crack of the first bullet was instant, passing through the cheap wooden and hitting him in the bicep.

"Fuck" he grunted letting go of Han where they had landed with a loud thud beside Chan. The burn of the bullet wound rendering his arm temporarily useless.

"Bin" Chan ground out pulling his own weapon and firing through the plasterboard wall toward where he assumed Yeosang would be in the room Han doing the same after double checking it was just a flesh wound.

"Motherfuckers" Yeosang yelled as on of the bullets must have landed in their target.

"You're going to wish you were dead when we are done with you" Han snarled ferally reloading and pumping another clips worth of bullets through the wall, waiting until the room fell silent until he entered the bedroom to find Yeosang laying beside the bed with a single bullet lodged in his chest bleeding heavily.

"Status" Chan barked from the hallway watching as he got up and wandered to the bathroom to find something to stem the bleeding for the moment.

"I think he's bleeding out" Han sighed dramatically "one of us hit him in the chest".

"Well fuck" he groaned tightly tying a bandage around his arm so he could tend to it when they got back to the company.

"Do you want me to do it or you?" Han called again sounding a little to excited.

"I'm coming you little psycho and this one is mine" he grunted walking back to the bedroom quickly to hear the rattling breath of Yeosang as he cursed Han.

"Any last words you little cunt" he snarled looking coldly down at the pathetic wank stain.

"One gash worth all this?" Yeosang tried to smile but coughed painfully instead.

"My wife is not just one gash" he spat dangerously pulling the trigger only after the realization hit Yeosang's eyes.

"Lets get back boys Bin you need that arm tended I'll call the doc on the way back" Chan uttered angrily making his way out of the room and back to the van.

You had eaten lunch and Jeongin had even ordered in cupcakes to make you happy when you mentioned that you loved a particular raspberry and vanilla one from a bakery near your house you now sat beside Jeongin your feet in his lap a bowl of popcorn balanced on your legs while you watched a drama to fill the time until the others all came back. He had picked a drama that you had wanted to start and that he had already seen but was happy to watch again.

"You know I didn't take you and Minnie as the type to keep up with romantic dramas" you teased taking another hand full of popcorn.

"To be fair you thought we all worked in the music industry until like five minutes ago" Jeongin laughed at you as you poked your tongue out at him. His phone vibrated a couple of times on the table and you frowned slightly hoping for news of what was going on.

"Anything I should know" you whispered after he started flicking messages off quickly.

"Hyunjin, Felix, Minho and Seungmin are on the way back and everything went fine and Dr. Park is on his way, to check over our new guests but he will probably want to check you over as well" Jeongin listed not looking up from his phone.

"Alright but I think my wrists are getting better" you nodded looking at the neat work Jeongin had done on your wrists earlier.

"I think they still look pretty bad" Jeongin frowned slightly putting his phone down and leaning back on the couch to reach for more popcorn.

"They were black so this is an improvement" you continued to watch and eat popcorn until you heard a knocking on the meeting room door and Jeongin lifted your ankles to get up to answer and you paused the show.

"Master Yang, Dr Park has arrived in the lower garage" Mrs Choi's voice floated across the room making you put the bowl of popcorn on the table and brush your hands off on your pants.

"Can you have him escorted to.... where would you prefer to be examined? In the lounge like last time? In Bin's room? the kitchen?" Jeongin turned back to you.

"Kitchen is fine Innie" you called back as you straightened up your clothes and made your way to the door.

"Escort him to the kitchen thank you Mrs Choi" Jeongin smiled and she made her way towards the stairs to collect him "Come on lets make you some coffee and get these looked at" he nudged your shoulder to get you to follow him.

Dr Park was polite and gentle like last time and even though you has said Innie didn't have to stay with you he had leaning against the wall as he had examined your wrists again and your right foot.

"You foot seems to have healed quite quickly miss" Dr Park observed reapplying another layer of the ointment to your wrists "hopefully this bruising will have shifted more in the coming days but otherwise you are physically doing quite well".

"Thank you Dr Park" you beamed as he finished up your wrists bandages.

"Now about your sleeping and eating" he began looking at you seriously.

"I have nightmares but Changbin always helps with them" you admitted looking at the tabletop and tracing an invisible pattern with your finger "Everyone has made sure that I am eating properly so that isn't a problem".

"What about, and please forgive me for this it is a personal question, have you felt like you have been able to be intimate. I know it's an embarrassing question but I do need to ask" he quietly.

"I feel safe here Dr Park, so everything in that regard isn't a problem" you mumbled hoping Innie wasn't standing behind you laughing.

"Excellent, I just need to make sure everything is alright with how you are processing this. I am happy to arrange a counselor if you need help with that" he explained smiling easily at you.

"No I think I'm alright, I am still scared sometimes, but I know how lucky I was and I know that if anything changes Changbin will call you because he is worried too" you nodded feeling better that nothing was being pushed on you. Dr Park nodded before standing and following Jeongin from the room you knew that he was going to need to look in on the group of so called guests that the others were picking up and you knew that at least Felix would be home soon. You stayed in the kitchen making yourself a hot chocolate to make yourself stay calm you knew that once they all got back you would be relieved but until then you couldn't help the little voice in the back of your head telling you all the things that could go wrong, all the things to be scared of. Stirring and sipping your drink aimlessly you looked out towards the gardens hoping that they would be home soon and from the commotion from the front of the company you realized that at least some of them were, breathing a sigh of relief you walked towards the noise thinking it was probably just them teasing each other and messing about but that was not what you came across.

"What do you mean we only got three? Where is the fucking fourth one?" Hyunjin dramatically demanded.

"Dead" Chan snapped not even bothering to indulge Hyunjin at that moment.

"You sure?" Minho asked quietly.

"Yes, he took one to the chest then I put him down" Binnie growled sounding annoyed.

"Well that is effective, at least he's dealt with bubs will be happy about that at least" Felix agreed "probably".

"I can't believe one was so easy and the other was a total shit show" Seungmin shrugged as they finally all made it out of the stairwell and into the entrance way. You felt sick the moment you saw the bloodstained sleeve of his dress shirt the crisp white not a sodden red the bandage on his arm doing very little to stem the flow.

"Why is there blood?" You yelped louder than you expected as they all turned quickly realizing you were standing in the doorway. Ice cold fear ran through you for a moment which was replaced by burning anger when you logically realized Binnie must be fine if he was walking and complaining.

"Why are you bleeding?" you repeated your question slowly your voice lower and more angry.

"It's my fault" Han started immediately cutting Bin off before he could start to explain "the big guy pulled me out of the firing line and got a small nick for his trouble it's nothing too bad but he saved my arse". You blinked again turning your eyes to Han then back to Bin.

"If you weren't still bleeding I would punch you even if you did protect Hannie" you muttered snarkily.

"And they thought you would cry" Binnie tried to joke making you raise your eyebrow.

"Yeah laugh it up Changbin, I might still hit you" you snapped walking back into the meeting room to get you popcorn so you could continue the show upstairs while they talked.

"You may want to stay for this" Chan hummed as they collectively followed behind you as you switched off the television and shoved some popcorn into your mouth "You could learn how to deal with small injuries which would help the rest of us a lot".

"I guess if it helps you I'll stay" you huffed feeling annoyed at all of them for not mentioning Binnie's injury before they got back. Innie escorted Dr Park into the room to tend to Bin noticing how rigid you were and how far from him you were standing.

"Mad or panicked?' Innie whispered as he passed Felix.

"Furious" Felix muttered back.

"Mr Seo if you could remove your shirt for me I will get started" Dr Park stated serenely laying a plastic sheet beside Bin to protect the surface of the couch. Bin hissed as he untied the bandage and moved to undo his buttons making you soften instantly "Do you need some assistance?"

"I've got it" Bin ground out hissing again.

"No you don't handsome, let me" you smiled softly at him moving to kneel between his legs and unbutton the remaining buttons for him.

"Thank you miss, I might need your assistance in this since you seem to calm him quite a lot" Dr Park whispered to you and you nodded as he handed you a set of gloves to put on. Binnie got one arm out easily but his injured one had dried blood sticking it to him which was going to need some gentle force to help remove without jostling the wound too much.

"I am going to wet the area around the wound with saline to help make the removal process easier" he explained "If you could stand behind Mr Seo I'll get you to peel the shoulder down towards the would then I will place a dressing on it and pull the fabric off while you hold the dressing in place" you nodded concentrating on following exactly what he asked you to do as you moved into position. As you slowly peeled the blood soaked fabric down Binnie's arm you could feel him tensing and hoped that you weren't causing him too much pain.

"Hold the dressing firmly against the wound and don't look at if you are squeamish" Dr Park instructed again.

"I'm not squeamish with blood doctor, I'm female I'm used to it" You grinned pressing the gauze hard against Binnie's bicep.

"I know you're angry with me but fuck" Binnie groaned making you roll your eyes.

"Suck it up handsome it's almost only a scratch Innie took four" you teased making the tension in the room finally lift as Bin realized you weren't mad anymore.

"You did that perfectly Miss" Dr Park praised "now comes disinfecting, possible stitching and then dressing" you nodded again as you watched him get out iodine and another disinfectant loading up some gauze and thoroughly cleaning the area.

"You can see that the bullet entered at a shallow angle and made its way across the surface of the muscle making this much more or a skin injury that a total in and out bullet wound" Dr Park continued as though he was teaching you academically rather than on a grumpy mobster who was very much wanting the process to be over.

"So does that mean no stitches?" you asked looking intently at what you were being shown.

"In this case that is correct I will not need to stitch it I will cover it with some non stick gauze and then just bandage the arm, this will need to be repeated everyday until the skin has fully healed but had the wound bee deeper or involving the muscle I would have" Dr Park continued smiling at you in earnest as you seemed to understand quickly.

"Can I perhaps get that bandage now doc?" Bin sighed.

"Of course Mr Seo, though teaching your lovely fiancee will give you a better chance of getting though this with little more than a scar" Dr Park apologized before showing you exactly how to dress the wound and what to disinfect it with daily.

"Thank you Dr Park" you beamed as he finished packing up to leave he nodded before leaving the room with Hyunjin who you had no doubt was asking about their guests conditions.

"So you aren't mad now that you made me suffer?" Binnie smirked completely ignoring the fiancee comment.

"I was mad you had gotten your dumb arse shot and no one thought to tell me before I saw you covered in blood" you sighed as he pulled you into his uninjured side and kissed your cheek "I'm not mad now".

"So you aren't angry he's injured at all?" Innie questioned slowly furrowing his brow.

"I will only be mad if it was because of a stupid macho thing, I'm never going to be mad that he protected Hannie" you clarified simply.

"Well we may as well start our decisions for the next few hours now" Chan announced bringing order back over the room.

"Yeosang is dead Changbin was very adept in that move, we have the other three plus Mingi and Kim to deal with. Any suggestions that are not going to make her vomit before you even start Han" Chan finished looking to Han who was too busy looking at you fondly to have even noticed the jab at him.

"If you have already let EXO know then I say we do it before they hit Ateez just to make sure everyone knows what happened wasn't them" Bin shrugged the painkilling shot the doctor had given him obviously working already.

"I say we just execute them all now and be done with it, what they have been through will be obvious on the bodies" Seungmin agreed casually.

"I mean once Hyunjin and I have made our little display the whole country will fucking know" Han turned to Chan looking like he was talking about his dinner.

"Did you want to make Mingi watch the others die as one final fuck you from us?" Hyunjin asked sitting beside Han again.

"Why the fuck not" Han grinned "I love fucking with them but I did have one idea that requires some assistance" he added.

"What do you need?" Felix asked confused about what he possible didn't already have in his torture kit.

"I would need my princess to agree to help me" Han continued slowly almost wincing in preparation.

"What would I have to do? because I can deal with blood but not blood splattered all over everything" you interjected quickly making even Hyunjin's eyes widen.

"This would be a no turning back thing little one" Chan warned looking from Han to you.

"Hannie?" you continued holding your nerve.

"I just want you to tell Kim one tiny thing before we finish this, you don't need to be there for that actually I don't want you there for that and the big guy will agree". Han laid out his idea slowly waiting for you to back out but instead your eyes lit up.

"Mental torture?" you confirmed and he nodded watching as you paused to think what was the one thing that Kim would hate more than anything "You want me to tell him I'm already pregnant" you stated eyes narrowing as Han's face came alight.

"Got it in one princess, you are the smartest women I know" He beamed almost manically.

"You, Hannie, are the most derranged guy I know" you laughed as he bounced in his seat.

"How the fuck? Did you? What?" Minho and Felix both splutterd.

"You have spent far too much time around Han, were going to need to limit that" Binnie chuckled.

"Nah he just lets me be as horrible as I want and doesn't judge me for it. It's nice actually" you smile pecking Binnie's chest lovingly.

"Yeah I support our mafia Queen" Han sassed thrilled with how you seemed to actually be happy to be around him "So will you?"

"How bad does he look right now because I don't really want to be sick?" you mused knowing that you would need to be sure that you could do this before agreeing.

"Will that not upset you again bubs?" Lix asked softly looking at you with soft worried eyes.

"I don't think so but I won't know until I do it" you started trying to fin the words to convey what you meant. "I feel completely safe here, I'm safe when I am with any of you let alone all of you and unlike every other girl in my position I know this wont happen again, he wont hurt anyone ever again so he's not some scary monster he's just a pathetic little man" You watch Felix smile wide as you furrowed your brows trying to make your words make sense. "Plus Hannie or Hyunjin will be with me right?"

"I'll be with you" Changbin replied his voice lower than usual sending a shiver through you.

"Plus me and maybe Hyunjin depends if we want to make it worse for him after or just finish it then" Han clapped happily.

"Alright then anyone who wants in down to the vault and will will finish this off" Chan ordered standing and ending the discussion. "You might want to put another shirt on though mate".

You went back up to Binnie's bedroom so he could change thinking he would get straight back into another suit instead he just sat on the end of the bed looking at you intensely, his eyes scanning over every inch of you as he reached his non injured arm out to lead you to stand between his thighs only lowering his gave when he closed his arms and wrapped his arms tightly around you.

"You are the greatest woman I have ever met baby" he mumbled against your clothed stomach "you amaze me constantly and when this is done and finished I want you to stay here with me".

"What do you mean my love?" you looked down at his face still pressed firmly against your abdomen.

"I want you to live here baby, I want us together always" he whispered the honesty on his face making your heart swell.

"I love you too Changbin" you sighed happily "I'll stay if you want me to". His grin turned naughty as he stood abruptly and almost made you fall before grabbing your face and kissing you heatedly.

"Let me get dressed and we will go down to the vault and do this baby" he let go of you and moved to the closet dropping the suit pants he had been wearing that had gotten slightly blood stained and pulling out a new pair and a tight black shirt that hugged his muscles so well you almost started salivating on the spot.

Taking his hand in yours he interlocked your fingers and led you down to the place everything would change. Logically you knew everything changed the night he had whisked you back to the company while you tried to hold your shit together but this somehow seemed like a definitive turning point. Once you entered the room you were a proper accessory to what was about to happen, this would make you a criminal. You had agreed so easily when Han suggested it but you hadn't stopped to think this decision would linger in your life forever more. You knew Bin could sense the tension that rose in you suddenly when he stopped as soon as you entered the observation room, which the others were all ready waiting for you in.

"You don't have to prove anything baby, if you don't want to do this you don't have to" Bin soothed brining your knuckles to his lips.

"This will change everything won't it, or has it already? I didn't mean to cross the line from your girlfriend to accessory because that's what I become isn't it?" you looked from Changbin's softening eyes to Chan and Minho.

"You already are one kitten but this will cement it" Minho nodded understanding instantly where you were going with this train of thought.

"No one outside of this family will know, it will never be brought up and if anything was to happen and some or all of us go inside for something we have done you will be kept out of it. No one here would ever let you down" Chan calmly said looking you in the eye.

"You are already part of the family bubs" Lix smiled scooping your other hand into his "You were part of it before you knew who we were because we always take care of those who are important to other members and you are quite important" he teased eyes bright.

"I am not going to make you do this" Han swallowed hard looking shocked that he hadn't even thought you might have doubts "I will just let Bin taunt him before anything else happens".

"Hannie no one makes me do anything I don't want to" you snickered lifting the tension in the room as Hyunjin smirked at Changbin daring him silently to disagree.

"We will deal with the others first while you make a decision, Mingi and Kim are last" Hyunjin stated softly subtly letting you know you have time to decide.

"Alright" you smiled at him relived "I guess I better let you go and murder people then" you swallowed letting go of Binnie's hand and keeping yourself tethered to Felix while the others laughed at you.

"I'll show you you how to break into someone's phone while we wait" Felix joked pulling yo to the seat beside him at his computer booting up the screens to start teaching you.

You watched and took notes on on a spare notebook that Felix had in one of his draws, each time Felix did something too quick he would pause and explain to keep your mind busy while the other members were off doing what needed to be done. You were so distracted in learning what Lix did that you hadn't even noticed Chan and Minho return to the room to see where things were up to. They stood quietly watching you chew your bottom lip as you followed along then asked whatever you needed more informations.

"Not just a potential nurse but hacker too" Minho whistled from behind you "You are all kinds of impressive, if Changbin fucks up just know some of us are totally willing to take his spot".

"Don't tease Lino" you tutted still watching the screen.

"Lino huh? so Chan is the only one without a nickname now" Minho teased.

"No he's Channie, you all have them now" You teased right back as Felix cackled beside you.

"What's funny?" Han asked bouncing in Hyunjin on his tail both looking pleased.

"Kitten what did you just call our illustrious leader?" Minho laughed properly now while you spun in your chair to look as Chan who was trying very hard to hide that he was actually pleased he had a nickname from you.

"Channie" You answered innocently kicking your legs a little to add to the effect.

"Classic" Felix gave you a shit eating grin.

"Are you ready for me now?" you looked to Han hoping you didn't look nervous.

"If you are up for it princess yes" Hyunjin encouraged sweetly.

"If I get in there and can't I can just leave yes?" you gulped visibly you nerves on full display now.

"Of course, you have complete control over this princess" Hyunjin assured you taking your hand in his long fingers and kissing your palm softly.

"Bin will kill you if he sees you doing that" Chan rolled his eyes.

"No he won't" you giggled "he promised me he would never hurt his family over me because I wont forgive him".

"We are all so whipped" Lix burst out laughing not even pretending that it wasn't the funniest thing on earth that all of them were in his boat now.

"Lets go princess" Han nagged grabbing your other hand and towing you and Hyunjin from the room. You saw Changbin standing at the end of the corridor they walked to to, he was leaning against the door looking at the ceiling as the three of you approached.

"You totally sure baby?" he asked pulling you into his arms and kissing your forehead.

"Yes" you breathed "I want him to hurt".

"He will baby" Bin smirked down at you opening the door for you to follow him in.

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