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i did it. i gave into the urge. i'm still working on things and i got rid of quite a few muses so i'll probably add to the list soon bc who needs self control, right? anyway, i can be found here now if anyone would like to follow me over there <3

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i did it. i gave into the urge. i'm still working on things and i got rid of quite a few muses so i'll probably add to the list soon bc who needs self control, right? anyway, i can be found here now if anyone would like to follow me over there <3

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Madelyn Cline via Ash K Holm’s Instagram

#꒰ maia power ⁄ image.

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the urge to drop everything and make a whole new blog

#it's strong #very strong #꒰ beck talking ⁄ ooc.

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in need of distraction so like this for a small starter thrown your way! maybe lyrical or taken from ask memes i've reblogged. feel free to request muse too!

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closed starter for @motelcafe from briar vega

" i was thinking just one time, maybe the stars allign and maybe i call you mine. "

#motelcafe #hope this is okay !! #lmk if anything needs changing <3

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closed starter for @littlcfreaks from maia power

" they say they didn’t do it to hurt me but what if they did? "

#littlcfreaks #hope this is okay !! #lmk if anything needs changing <3

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in need of distraction so like this for a small starter thrown your way! maybe lyrical or taken from ask memes i've reblogged. feel free to request muse too!

#maybe some back and forth #if anyone is up for it #just need to write and drafts so no #indie rp

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open to: w / m / nb

muse: ezra castro. twenty four. bartender / crime boss's daughter.

plot: based on this

" i didn't ask for any of this either! i was quite happy with my life until you were forced into it. " she spoke back in anger, voice raised and obvious frustration now flowing throughout her body. " believe it or not, but i wasn't exactly jumping with joy when i was told about this little arrangement. if i had it my way we never would have been in this mess to begin with. "

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open to: w / m / nb

muse: briar vega. twenty three. history student.

plot: based on this

" heeeeeyyy. " long and drawn out greeting feel from her lips when the other answered the phone. she'd been drinking, perhaps a little too much, evident by the slur in her words. " i did not think that you would answer the call... thought you'd have deleted my number. "

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taylor swift lyrics, the tortured poets department edition, part two

guilty as sin?

▸ my boredom's bone-deep. ▸ am i allowed to cry? ▸ i'm seeing visions, am i bad? or mad? or wise? ▸ one slip and i'm falling back into the hedge maze. ▸ oh, what a way to die. ▸ i keep recalling things we never did. ▸ how i long for our trysts. ▸ how can i be guilty as sin? ▸ i keep these longings locked inside a vault. ▸ someone told me there's no such things as bad thoughts, only your actions talk. ▸ they're gonna crucify me anway. ▸ what if they way you hold me is actually what's holy? ▸ i choose you and me religiously.

who's afraid of little old me?

▸ the "who's who?`" of "who's that?" is poised for the attack. ▸ you don't get to tell me about 'sad'. ▸ if you wanted me dead, you should've just said. nothing makes me feel more alive. ▸ who's afraid of little old me? you should be. ▸ the scandal was contained, the bullet had just grazed. ▸ at all costs, keep your good name. ▸ you don't get to tell me you feel bad. ▸ is it a wonder i broke? ▸ let's hear one more joke. then we could all just laugh until i cry. ▸ i was tame, i was gentle till the circus life made me mean. ▸ they say they didn't do it to hurt me but what if they did? ▸ i want to snarl and show you just how disturbed this has made me. ▸ you wouldn't last an hour in the asylum where they raised me. ▸ isn't that what they all said? that i'm fearsome and i'm wretched and i'm wrong. ▸ you lured me and you hurt me and you taught me. ▸ you caged me and then you called me crazy. ▸ i am what i am 'cause you trained me.

i can fix him (no really i can)

▸ the jokes that [you/they] told across the bar were revolting and far too loud. ▸ they shake their heads, saying "god help [them]" when i tell 'em you're the one. ▸ i can fix him, no really i can. and only i can. ▸ i could see it from a mile away. ▸ you had a halo of the highest grade, you just hadn't met met yet. ▸ come close, i'll show you heaven if you'll be an angel all night. ▸ trust me, i can handle me a dangerous [man/woman].

loml

▸ we were just kids, babe. ▸ i don't mind, it takes time. ▸ i thought i was better safe than starry-eyed. ▸ i felt aglow like this. never before and never since. ▸ you and i went from one kiss to getting married. ▸ you said i'm the love of your life about a million times. ▸ a conman sells a fool a get-love-quick scheme. ▸ i felt a hole like this never before and ever since. ▸ what we thought was for all time was momentary. ▸ i wish i could un-recall how we almost had it all. ▸ the coward claimed he was a lion. ▸ i'll still see it until i die. you're the loss of my life.

i can do it with a broken heart

▸ i can show you lies. ▸ i'm a real tough kid, i can handle my shit. ▸ they said 'you gotta fake it 'til you make it' and i did. ▸ you said you'd love me all your life but that life was too short. ▸ i can do it with a broken heart. ▸ i'm so depressed, i act like it's my birthday every day. ▸ i cry a lot but i am so productive, it's an art. ▸ you know you're good when you can even do it with a broken heart. ▸ i can hold my breath, i've been doing it since [you/they] left. ▸ i'm miserable and nobody even knows!

the smallest man who ever lived

▸ was any of it true? ▸ now you know what it feels like. ▸ i don't miss what we had. ▸ in public, you showed me off then sank in stoned oblivion. ▸ you didn't measure up in any measure of a man. ▸ were you sent by someone who wanted me dead? ▸ good riddance 'cause it wasn't sexy once it wasn't forbidden. ▸ i would've died for your sins. instead i just died inside. ▸ in plain sight you hid but you are what you did. ▸ i'll forget you but i'll never forgive.

the alchemy

▸ this happens once every few lifetimes. ▸ these chemicals hit me like white wine. ▸ what if i told you i'm back? ▸ the hospital was a drag. worst sleep i ever had. ▸ ditch the clowns, get the crown. ▸ what if i told you we're cool? ▸ honestly, who are we to fight the alchemy? ▸ where's the trophy?

clara bow

▸ all your life, did you know you'd be picked like a rose? ▸ i'm not trying to exaggerate but i think i might die. ▸ this town is fake but you're the real thing. ▸ take the glory, give everything. ▸ promise to be dazzling. ▸ you're the new god we're worshipping. ▸ beauty is a beast that roars down on all fours, demanding more. ▸ it's hell on earth to be heavenly. ▸ them's the breaks, they don't come gently.

#꒰ ask meme ⁄ ooc.

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open to: w / m / nb

muse: ezra castro. twenty four. bartender / crime boss's daughter.

plot: based on this

" i didn't ask for any of this either! i was quite happy with my life until you were forced into it. " she spoke back in anger, voice raised and obvious frustration now flowing throughout her body. " believe it or not, but i wasn't exactly jumping with joy when i was told about this little arrangement. if i had it my way we never would have been in this mess to begin with. "

#indie rp #indie crime rp #indie bi rp #꒰ open starter ⁄ ooc.

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open to: w / m / nb

muse: briar vega. twenty three. history student.

plot: based on this

" heeeeeyyy. " long and drawn out greeting feel from her lips when the other answered the phone. she'd been drinking, perhaps a little too much, evident by the slur in her words. " i did not think that you would answer the call... thought you'd have deleted my number. "

#indie rp #indie bi rp #indie smut rp #꒰ open starter ⁄ ooc.

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listen I want some real angst. i’m talkin, muse a is in this dumb ass relationship where their s/o is actually a piece of shit and muse b is just so DONE with muse a’s shit like you know you can do better why the fuck are you sticking with them just fucking go. and it’s not that happy full support crap because muse b has seen where being nice about it has gotten muse a, and they know their friend just needs some real tough love. and then like one day muse a and b are arguing hardcore over how irrational muse a is being and muse b is like  ‘i would treat you so much better.’

#꒰ wanted plot ⁄ ooc.

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mouth open, lie on the tip of her tongue and ready to spill between them ... and then he asked for honestly. mouth closed, lie swallowed back. she wouldn't have this problem lying to anyone else, she'd smile and easily pretend every word she spoke was truth. " look, we can just forget this, forget all of it. it doesn't have to be a big deal. it doesn't have to mean anything. " avoiding his question, avoiding lying or telling the truth. " just forget it and i can go back to yelling at you for whatever it is i'm mad about now. " truth be told, in the whirlwind of it all, she'd forgotten why they were even arguing in the first place.

Nathan was desperately trying to read her body language now. He was freaking out on the inside because he had thought about being with Ciara before but had never thought it would be a possibility. As the female tried to backtrack what she had said, he couldn’t help but frown. “I am your friend and I love you as a friend, too. Is that seriously all you meant?” He asked. There was an obvious tension since she had let the words slip. “I would really prefer honesty… and I’m trusting you to be honest with me here,” Nathan said, his eyes trying to read her facial expressions and decide what she was thinking.

#꒰ ciara danan ⁄ threads. #꒰ ciara & nathan ⁄ threads.

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Daughters grow up being so unloved in homes that when they become women they just take whatever love they can get whether it’s real or not

#꒰ beatrix blake ⁄ musings.

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briar wished he had hid it, kept it too himself and never told her. then she never would have been forced to confront the feelings she'd been trying to ignore. now bubbling to surface and the ache she hated couldn't be pushed away. " right well, uhm, i guess this is it then because i feel like shit and i hate that. i hate you, actually, i've changed my mind on that. so uh, whatever this is or was, it's done. just... just friends. "

there was part of him that was big on self sabotage. it was second nature to him at this point. not to mention the fact that sleeping with other people was a stark reminder that they weren't really together. "yeah, probably." cooper agreed, softly. he wouldn't defend himself, even if he was allowed to do whomever he wanted. "i don't know. i guess i just didn't want it to seem like i was hiding it?"

#꒰ briar vega ⁄ threads. #꒰ briar & cooper ⁄ threads.