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namelesshallow · 2 years
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Twin Flames(our love was fated but the road is yet still unraveling)
@ladylookslikeadude1 Sorry for the late post, I got sick randomly and just didn’t feel up to posting. Anyway, here it is. Sorry if it seems a bit lackluster.
As golden sun sinks
Turning the air twilight dusk
Slipping into the darkness
Fleeing from the chaos 
Unleashed by cruel envy 
And steadfast wardens
Waiting and watching
As the cool air turns every breath
Into puffs of silver steam 
A curious glance 
Coaxing out an answer 
Not quite a lie but not the truth
Yet it all spills out anyway
A dam burst from overflow
Sparking vermilion fury
Quiet danger echoing
The ticking of a bomb
In a minefield of dozens
But he has never heeded warnings
And he won't start now
Not with the one he wishes was his
So he speaks
An incessant stream of information 
Soaked in nonchalance 
The crimson anger simmers
Calming from eruption’s peak 
Replaced by petty mischief 
Nothing too malicious 
Only a warning if one sees it right
An understanding exasperation 
Permission granted freely 
A wave of a hand 
Rippling the air 
A slip of the tongue 
Caged by arms 
Strong and warm 
A ruby glaze upon his cheeks
As the other rumbles in satisfaction 
The low hum causing him to shiver
Edging ever closing 
The infinite gap not so infinite anymore 
When a bang rings out
Crude words shouted through locked doors
Sliding him behind the other 
Opening the battered door 
With a lazy drawl 
Dark eyes half lidded
A taunt failing to take 
He snarls 
Teeth bared in animalistic glee 
A victory assumed too soon
A history marred by blood and scars
Years long past 
Always meant to be buried 
Forgotten in the safety of the present 
With an ominous smirk 
The crackle pop of explosions
Fade away into the night
The door slammed shut
Shuddering at the force 
Confessions made 
A bitter past laid to rest
And roused from the grave
Once forgiven 
But never forgotten 
A passage of trust 
Guarded with care 
Opened with gentle love
Admiration from long ago
Blooming into fruition 
Watered by distance 
Stories told over a hearty meal
Crafted by his own hand
Of their purple haired friend
With a penchant for mischief 
A menace on and off the battlefield
Shadowed slate eyes crinkle 
An invitation offered 
A murmur of worry 
Of lies crafted of half truths
A chuff of laughter 
Disbelief and amusement rolled into one
Leaning in close 
The flecks of golden suns in viridian eyes
And specks of silver stars in ink black eyes
Glittering with a challenge 
A question raised 
One night of debauchery offered
And denied with annoyance 
A gift of his heart 
Loving dedication 
Loyalty unlike any other 
Accepted with joy 
Dazed with affection abounding
A meeting of rose petal lips 
Tender passion 
Embers fueled into a raging flame 
But duty calls 
And time waits for no one 
Not even for lovers of fantasy 
Brought to reality
So away one leaves 
Free to wander 
Even bound as they were now
A crimson eyed dark angel on wings of eggshell white
And his earth bound lover gifted with the forests blessing
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namelesshallow · 2 years
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Hanahaki(the flowers are never the deadliest part of a one-sided love)
@ladylookslikeadude1 ...These are most definitely getting longer. I hope you’re enjoying them anyway though. 
Caution taped wrapped loose
The ticking time bomb bound
At least for the time being
Easy conversation flows
A tick and a glance
The experience of shared mentorship
Burns a new flame deep within
Lighting up a mark from years past
That still aches of a scar
That twinges at the sight
Of his dark haired love
Paying for their meal
Even more so in their circumstance
Where the love is just a ruse 
In hopes pf throwing off an obsession
That seems to have no happy end
A curling hand like an anchor at sea
Grounding him with steady warmth
Something preens in his chest
Puffing up with happiness
As an offer is made 
Passing brush dipped in something sweet
And without hesitation
Offers his home and his food
His trust laying bare 
Knowing he will see
Acknowledgement appears not even a moment later
As he accepts with a smile
Though the date is never met
Disruptions arriving at every corner
Keeping each other at bay
With the concerns he's been told
He watches with a careful eye
And silent gaze 
At each and every one he completes
Some toe the line 
Others do not
But one in particular irks him more than slightly
Cases without rush brought to him
Wrapped in false packaging of emergencies 
Taking up his time for any real ones
With potential disaterous results
He was always forgiving
But now he had something else to prioritize 
With permission he waited 
Arching an eyebrow at the sudden intrusion
The way the others are agitated 
Speaks of a reputation other than professional 
But he’ll bbide his time
He'll receive those answers later
He trusts he will
And promptly pushes it aside
Letting his irritation rise 
Staining his words saccharine sweet 
She is dragged away with a firm word
His boss nearly burning with his annoyance 
As his coworkers all turn on him
The underground is tightly knit
Thus it came to no surprise when questions were asked 
Danger hinted but no fury wells
He understands 
Though the answer leaves him bitter
A taste he does not enjoy
During his impromptu interrogation 
She storms out 
Red faced and furious
Swearing his name in cruel tones
As if he was the one at fault
For simply refusing her inane requests
When she had no right to him
With a careful once over 
His boss waves him off 
He takes care of his own 
Especially one so deadly efficient 
A confrontation of this magnitude leave him too weary
His gruff words hide his concern 
his pride and vexation
Though the message is conveyed
Away he pushes him
Back to the arms of a love he yearns for 
That would have bloomed camellias and white heather
Perhaps in another lifetime
Apologies for any potential spelling errors, this was made at 3 am. I’m hoping autocorrect did it’s job right.
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namelesshallow · 2 years
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Destruction’s omen(silver lining on bloody clouds)
@ladylookslikeadude1 I’m so sorry, these are getting progressively longer. 
Another poem for the Say You Want Me verse(a very lovely aideku fanfic.)
Stern chiding words
To deter lavender fury
And sable wrath
Reined in chaos
Havoc laced poison
Runs rampant still
Waiting to be unleased
Steer the river on
Past the sins of old
And into news of now
Caramel explosives
Blonde and brash
A laser focus
Brightly colored
That warn of danger
Creeping close
An obsessive obsession
Stemmed from possession
Sour bitter tang bites down
An event inevitable
Cautious steps
A move gone wrong
And he could fall
On twisted rocks
Shattering irrevocably
When he has climbed so high
All progress could be lost
A disastrous peak
Is not one he wishes to keep
Suggestions made
An offer given
One born from teasing mirth
The other from from temptation
A bond begins to form
Not quite steel strong
But spider silk is close enough
Light hearted farewells
As each go their own path
A notification pings
As a message is delivered
One of bad timing
A trade of words begins
Soaked in delusions
It bites acrid
A thinly veiled threat
The promise of hunt
Quite deeply unwanted
But placed there all the same
The news of a lover
Is not found as of deterrence
A fact that grates on them both
An outing is called
Mainly to keep a façade
Though he wishes it were real
He knows better than to hope
When night falls
And he is escorted in
It is his curse that follows
Bloody red with cruel intention
Midnight shadow snarls
The dog growl thunder of danger
Insinuations of falsehood
Have never sat well with either
And they are only tempered by the other
A confrontation that draws no eyes
Despite the popping of explosions
And ash gray smoke rising
With a refusal to back down
Drowning in his own arrogance
He leaves confident in his victory
Trailing the scent of burning caramel behind him
A pitch black storm roils
Protective fury staining his eyes
A beautiful brilliant scarlet
And he can't help but croon
Falling even deeper into madness
Wistful adoration dripping from his words
As they enjoy the night with no more interruptions
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namelesshallow · 2 years
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The crashing of waves upon the earth(begins with the smallest of things)
 @ladylookslikeadude1 Another poem for the Say You Want Me verse. I hope you enjoy, it’s a bit long though.
Haunting purple
Shades of lilac and lavender
Fanned upright outwards
Fires of midnight stars
A too wide grin
A ghost of whispered smile
Teasing lilt to his quips
Wine eyes tinted amethyst 
Sharp and knowing
Sparking familiar banter
In front of onyx glazed eyes
Flashing crimson carnelian
Intangible tsunamis
With hair raising tranquility
A challenge in his words
Unheeding of his friend's
Playful dramatic despair
Far too used his theatrics
Of moans and groans
And grumbles galore
A warning given
From a place of concern
A promise to leash the danger
That laces his bones
And weathers his skin
With aged experience 
Comes accidental arrogance
Something he will always use
Especially in a world
Where powers are the norm
He is an anomaly
Small and lean
Others find it easy to overlook
To dismiss the danger he poses
Where he is mind over matter
He preys on the weaknesses
Flaunted indirectly to his face
Falling limp in the first attack
His opponent loosening his grip
Disappointment in his hesitancy
It is then he moves
A viper in the grass
Coiling and striking
Slight against the strong
Lasting when he should have not
His loss was a victory
Though perhaps not traditionally
It was to be a mark of pride
Nonetheless the outcome
A notch in his skin
A symbol of his survival
In a world where his kind are culled
Shaking off his fatigue
His adrenaline running wild
Overflow into feral grins
He rises to the challenge
Pinning his iris cloaked friend
Who bemoans his loss
Slumping onto the ground
Like a warrior fallen in battle
Far too dramatic
Though he indulges it all the same
The meeting of onyx and emerald
Only at a seconds glance
Snaps open an ivy bound bond
That blooms with umber creed
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namelesshallow · 2 years
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Be careful what you wish for(it’s always the unorthodox ones that come true)
Biting bitter tang
Dreams slipping through
Holes of rusted silver sieves
Burning like acid on his skin
Leaving popping bubbled scars
Like fissures broken in
Filled with liquid gold
As he falls into the underground
Hidden from the golden gleam 
Of the spotlights gaze 
The world mourns for a second
The loss of a savior 
Wreathed in viridian lightning 
But in the darkened night 
He can only flourish
For though fate had done him no favors
Not born with a special ability 
He fashions one of his own
His mind a weapon 
Sleek and strong 
He is still kind 
Still painfully human 
And thus he yearns
For a man known as a whisper
Even in the underground 
The shadows where they lurk
A distant fantasy he knows
Though with the threat looming near
The crackle pop of explosions
And the lingering scent of burning caramel 
Poison fog creeping close
A fantasy it may not stay
@ladylookslikeadude1 Here is the first out of many to come going by my current fixation on the say you want me verse! Hopefully this works.
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