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myst1cals · 1 year
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NO LIGHT WITHOUT DARKNESS .. an assortment of quotes from season 2 of shadow and bone.
we've been framed for murder.
why is the sun so important to a privateer?
there's a whole world to see once we're not fugitives.
you think you know who you are not because you've suffered for a moment?
are you willing to sacrifice that which is most precious to you?
what you just did was impressive and also very illegal.
i have returned, and i made some new friends.
there's adventure, danger, money? now you're speaking my language.
the past informs everything. it is the wound that will not heal.
perhaps now you’re getting an inkling of what it’s like to be hunted.
you live in a single moment. i live in a thousand.
there is a cost, always, to making difficult choices.
suffering is as cheap as clay and twice as common.
it will give me some comfort to know you’re with me, in the shadows.
let’s go take down the king.
the trick is not to love anything.
being myself is a luxury I cannot often indulge.
all creatures have a weakness.
i was always honest with you with the things that matter.
i have seen what you truly are, and i have never turned away. i never will.
the problem with wanting is that it makes us weak.
you can’t unlearn that sort of hatred.
the power was angry, but it was mine, mine alone.
the whole world will hear it when I make her scream.
home. so much about it defines who you become.
this isn’t a return home; it’s a return to the scene of the crime.
who are you without your vengeance?
fight me as long as you’re able. you’ll find i have more practice with eternity.
i’m the final piece of the puzzle.
know that i loved you. know that it was not enough.
i’ll never know a love more than this.
you’re all I’ve ever wanted. you’re the whole of my heart.
you have a bad habit of acting a fool and calling it heroic.
there is no light without darkness.
without me, know that they will come for you.
if this path leads me back to you, we’ll know what we have is ours, and ours alone. choice. not destiny. choice.
there is no place for secrets when you sit upon the throne.
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myst1cals · 1 year
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LOVE'S RAGE .. an assortment of lyrics from the artist ethel cain.
i love the way it feels to miss you.
'cause what's the point if you're not by my side?
can you read my mind?
i've been watching you.
i only want him if he says it first to me.
and piss him off until he hates me.
good men die too, so i'd rather be with you.
could you be someone else, if someone else is what i need?
you have tasted love and it tasted sweet.
don't sink in me with your dog teeth.
call me what you want and i'll be that.
he's mean, i'm meaner.
oh, babe, i'm too good for you and it makes me need it even more.
show me where it hurts and i'll lick better.
he's so good to me and nobody else.
i'm bad, he's worse.
i'm not scared of god, i'm scared that he was gone all along.
he hates the way you look at me.
i've loved before, i'll kill again.
everything hurts except for you.
and i like thinking i'm no different from you.
am i not good enough for you?
baby, don't you lie to me.
is there someone who has your heart that keeps you gone, away from me?
do you not love me like you did?
'cause i love you more than i thought i could.
'cause i don't hate you like i know i should.
tell me i'm no one else's but yours.
you're like an angel, nothing can touch you.
you know my weakness, but you don't know what i'd do.
i know i'm gonna lose you, but god i don't want to.
i know i don't need you, but i'm terrified of letting you go.
how am i supposed to feel good about myself when everything i do is wrong?
and we've been cursed since the start.
see it on your face, you won't change in your ways.
jesus can always reject his father, but he cannot escape his mother's blood.
trouble's always gonna find you, baby.
i've killed before and i'll kill again.
where you're still the good guy, i'll play pretend.
you wanna get my clothes off.
you're all the same, black leather and dark glasses.
he's cold-blooded so it takes more time to bleed.
something they all want that only you can have.
you wanna see me on my knees.
and if you hate me, please don't tell me.
you love blood too much.
suffer does the wolf, crawling to thee.
i am the face of love's rage.
i am no good nor evil, simply i am.
i have come to take what is mine.
i was there in the dark when you spilled your first blood.
you can't hide from me forever.
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myst1cals · 1 year
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ENDLESS SUMMER PRT2 .. an assortment of lyrics by the artist miley cyrus.
let's crash a wedding tonight, get drunk by the lights.
then i'll pick a fight to make up on the floor of your room.
we danced until there was nothing left.
i wish i could crawl inside your heart.
take you captive and then sail away.
i wish i could know that it's forever.
i got a new dress just to meet you downtown.
can you walk me through the park just to show it off?
you could be the one, have the honor of my babies.
hope they have your eyes and that crooked smile.
it turns me on that you care, baby.
tonight we'll just be wrong.
we ain't gotta talk baby.
stay awhile with me.
don't deny the violet chemistry.
we could paint our names black on the marquee.
there's something between us that's too major to ignore.
may not be eternal but nocturnal nothing more.
and you smell like perfume that i didn't purchase.
you're coming around with your muddy feet.
you've watered the weeds, and you killed all the roses.
do you wanna play house?
i could be your wife.
maybe i could stay and not break your heart.
but don't forget, baby, i'm a wild card.
don't wait for me 'cause forever may never come.
loving you is never enough.
all the pain is polished.
all the tears are planned.
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myst1cals · 1 year
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ENDLESS SUMMER VACATION .. an assortment of lyrics from the artist miley cyrus.
we were right 'til we weren't.
i didn't wanna lie.
started to cry, but then remembered i can buy myself flowers.
i can take myself dancing and i can hold my own hand.
yeah, i can love me better than you can.
i forgive every word you said.
i didn't wanna leave you.
i didn't wanna fight.
i know it was wrong, but never said i was sorry.
we're much older and the bone's too big to bury.
said goodbye forever, but you never unpacked.
we went to hell, but never came back.
i'm sorry that you're jaded.
you're lonely now and i hate it.
don't know when to stop, so you take it too far.
i'll change my number but keep your t-shirt.
never wanna leave this room.
we could stay like this forever, lost in wonderland.
with our heads above the clouds.
falling stupid like we're kids.
wearing rose colored lenses, pretend we'll never end.
my baby got looks that kill.
but when he smiles, i don't care about the past.
i told myself i closed that door, but i'm right back here again.
i'm not always right, but still, i ain't got time for what went wrong.
where i end up, i don't really care.
it's madness before the sadness.
get kind of reckless and have wild sex under the moon.
i got some baggage, let's do some damage.
you know i'm savage but you're looking past it.
i want that late-night sweet magic.
i want that forever-lasting love.
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myst1cals · 1 year
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PLAY WITH MAGIC .. an assortment of picture prompts . send in a letter and number and i will write a starter based off of it .
[ 1A ] [ 2A ] [ 3A ]
[ 1B ] [ 2B ] [ 3B ]
[ 1C ] [ 2C ] [ 3C ]
[ 1D ] [ 2D ] [ 3D ]
[ 1E ] [ 2E ] [ 3E ]
[ 1F ] [ 2F ] [ 3F ]
[ 1G ] [ 2G ] [ 3G ]
[ 1H ] [ 2H ] [ 3H ]
[ 1I ] [ 2I ] [ 3I ]
[ 1J ] [ 2J ] [ 3J ]
[ 1K ] [ 2K ] [ 3K ]
[ 1L ] [ 2L] [ 3L ]
[ 1M ] [ 2M ] [ 3M ]
[ 1N ] [ 2N ] [ 3N ]
[ 1O ] [ 2O ] [ 3O ]
[ 1P ] [ 2P ] [ 3P ]
[ 1Q ] [ 2Q ] [ 3Q ]
[ 1R ] [ 2R ] [ 3R ]
[ 1S ] [ 2S ] [ 3S ]
[ 1T ] [ 2T ] [ 3T ]
[ 1U ] [ 2U ] [ 3U ]
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INTO THE WOODS .. an assortment of picture prompts of different settings.
[ A1 ] [ A2 ] [ A3 ]
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myst1cals · 1 year
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PINNED .. an assortment of quotes found on pinterest .
i crave touch, yet i flinch every time someone gets too close.
how quickly the blade becomes you.
rage is a promise kept.
no one can hate me more than i hate myself.
you, who opened suns in my heart.
the word "father" rotted in my mouth.
i was born in an abundance of inherited sadness.
are you praying again? how raw are your knees?
can someone please be proud of me? like, fuck, i'm trying.
there are teeth marks on everything he loves.
i have done back things. i can't take them back, and they are part of who i am.
i am not a creature that was born. i am a fire that was set.
the best way to get your heart broken is to pretend you don't have one.
[he/she/they] is in my heart and i suffer.
do you love me enough that i may be weak with you?
in the crooks of your body, i find my religion.
i was a girl gulping a woman's grief.
i have pasts inside me that i did not bury properly.
i'll see you on the other side of the war.
you said i killed you - haunt me then!
i can't tell you how piercingly and endlessly i think about you.
i love you in vain, alone, in a terrible cold.
you will love [her/him/them] to ruins.
impossible loves. i am very much afraid they can become an addiction.
maybe we exist to bleed. maybe we exist to burn.
still, there is a terrible desire to be loved.
still, there is this horror at being left behind.
i come home - and i have a feeling of a ghost returning to its haunt.
my dear, i will always be this tender for you.
i'd rather die on my feet than live on my knees.
i'm ruined by your voice's deep dark lullaby.
i think we deserve a soft epilogue, my love. we are good people and we have suffered enough.
i couldn't touch you without ruining you, so i didn't touch you at all.
you laugh like a little girl, and inside you think like a martyr.
you are not my cure, nobody has that power.
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FEELING LIKE A GHOST .. an assortment of lyrics from the artist au/ra
it's making my skin crawl
the silence is so loud
and i breathe and i try to forget that i let you go
i hear you're happy and that's hard to know
i only miss you when i open my eyes
i knew you'd rip me apart
left my heart with bite marks
i gave you a knife and let you carve
nobody said it'd be simple
i'm a whole lot of work
dying to jump on the impulse but running before i get hurt
i wanna be all in, but i'm bad with emotion
'cause my heart was made to be broken
today i'm kinda feeling like a ghost
tell myself i'm fine but i don't really know
i'm just scared that i'll end up alone
you know i'm like a ghost, sometimes i have to fade
and it haunts me that i have to be this way
you say it's gone cold
i say i'll do better but i always seem to disappear again
please don't make me choose sides when you leave me
blankets when i had bad dreams
felt like nothing could hurt me, until you hurt me
i wish you had some words that wouldn't make me sick
you can't be my medicine
i know you got this feeling everyone's out to get you
somehow you're always blameless
you know you're your own assassin
it's your back that you been stabbing
don't want this fragile heart to break
we don't need good reputations
we might be the outsiders but the in-crowd is so out right now
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KISS ME .. an assortment of kissing prompts .
sharing a kiss while sitting by a campfire.
a kiss that leaves behind lipstick marks.
a kiss given between ocean waves.
kissing your lover because you believe you're going to die.
kissing the tears that roll down your lover's cheeks.
a kiss while being held bridal style.
a playful kiss given between laughter.
finally kissing the friend you've been yearning for.
kissing your enemy while holding them at knife point.
a kiss in the aftermath of a fight.
forbidden lovers sharing a kiss in the shadows.
kissing down your lover's body.
kissing at a crowded party.
a kiss shared against a tree.
a kiss to end sexual tension.
kissing to pretend that you are in a relationship together.
a kiss to prove you no longer have feelings for your lover.
a kiss shared to make someone else jealous.
a kiss that leads to undressing each other.
a kiss to say goodbye.
kisses against a wound.
a kiss to the forehead, meant to soothe.
a kiss to the neck from behind.
an 'i love you but i can't be with you' kiss.
an 'i'm in love with someone else, but you're here' kiss.
passionate kisses that end in ripped clothing.
an 'i forgive you' kiss.
a kiss shared at a masquerade ball.
your lover going to walk away, but you grab them and pull them back in for a kiss before they go.
a kiss shared underneath fireworks.
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myst1cals · 1 year
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INVISIBLE LIFE .. an assortment of quotes from the invisible life of addie larue by V.E. schwab .
perhaps an enemy's company is better than none.
never pray to the gods that answer after dark.
what is a person, if not the marks they leave behind?
there is a defiance in being a dreamer.
nothing is all good or all bad. life is messier than that.
don't you remember, when you were nothing but shadow and smoke?
the old gods may be great, but they are neither kind nor merciful.
do not mistake this kindness. i simply want to be the one who breaks you.
i do not want to die as i have lived, which is no life at all.
was any of it real?
you are not capable of love.
if you loved me, you would have let me go by now.
love is hungry. love is selfish.
want is for children. this is need, and need is painful but patient.
were the moments of beauty worth the years of pain?
it is sad to forget. but it's a lonely thing to be forgotten.
i confess, i do not want a master, and i have yet to find an equal.
you belong to me.. with me.
the rise isn't worth the fall.
you can't make people love you. if it isn't a choice, it isn't real.
it is easier to be alone among so many people.
i know your heart my dear, i know when it falters.
it will hurt and it will pass. all things do.
you move among them like a ghost.
you have called and i have come.
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THE TRADITION .. an assortment of lyrics from the artist halsey .
ask for forgiveness, never permission.
well, i won't die for love.
you could have my heart.
you could have my heart, and i would break it for you.
i try to be careful with the thing inside my chest.
please, don't leave me in the shape you left me.
i'm not a martyr, i'm a problem.
it's the thing in your thighs when you're lonely at night.
sabotage the things you love the most.
why do you need love so badly?
i think we could live forever.
because i always see my youth in you.
darling, you will bury me before i bury you.
from a tender age, i was cursed with rage.
and nobody hears me scream.
and you make me more and more a villain every day.
i lost all my faith and all my hope.
my heart is massive, but it's empty.
all of this is temporary.
you won't even notice, little bird.
better off dead.
so i reckon i'm heading to hell instead.
don't wait for me.
it's not a happy ending.
i've tasted blood and it is sweet.
a moment to say i don't owe you a goddamn thing.
i gotta recognize the weapon in my mind.
i'm no sweet dream.
no, i won't smile but i'll show you my teeth.
they talk shit, but i love it every time.
someone like me can be a real nightmare.
i'd rather be a real nightmare than die unaware.
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YOU BROKE ME FIRST .. an assortment of angsty lyrics from various artists.
when shit don't go your way, you needed me to fix it.
now suddenly you're asking for it back.
god, you tell me where'd you get the nerve?
i don't really care how bad it hurts.
you broke me first.
i'm tired of screaming and crying.
are you happy, you ask, and i know you're asking if we should call it quits.
don't you let me go.
was i so out of line?
can we start over? do it again when i'm sober?
don't walk away. stay.
i pretend i'm okay.
going on with you gone still upsets me.
what hurts the most was being so close.
loving you is what i was trying to do.
i wanna love you but i don't know how.
but you call and i fall right back to you.
i brought you light, but you'd rather live in the dark.
fuck it babe, what is the point?
you broke me down.
i'm nothing but marrow and bone.
it's my own fault that everything's falling apart.
i promise that i'm gonna change.
i don't know what i'm supposed to do?
haunted by the ghost of you.
and i hate who you've become.
i know you hate me, baby, and god i'm so sorry lately.
i know you hate me and you're not the only one.
i scare myself with the way that i need you.
they think i'm dangerous and i might agree with that.
when everything i touch will break.
loving you is my escape.
you're cold on the inside.
you ruin everything you touch and destroy anyone you love.
i'm unlovable.
i say i'm doing fine even when i'm losing my mind.
i know i love you, but i need another year.
i don't wanna drag you through it.
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SAINTS .. an assortment of lyrics from the artist echos .
why don't you throw me to the wolves? i thought you were one.
you were standing there like an angry god.
my dear, you're not so innocent.
i've been waiting for you to get your mind right.
and maybe i'd forget all the times you lied.
i know that you're empty.
every time i see you, i light up inside.
like a ghost, hollow bones, you're fucking empty.
i hope you lie in your bed thinking of me.
i try to tell myself that you want me, but i can't keep holding on.
when i saw you leaving with her, it opened my eyes.
we should leave our lovers and be with one another.
we can share our secrets til they swallow one another.
i need you like no other.
no, i'll never find another.
everybody's always screaming "save me", but i'm still heaving in my death bed.
i wanna see with new eyes.
i'm the ruiner of my own kingdom.
you can call me king of disappointment.
my healer told me, i should pray.
you said i'd never make it on my own.
do you feel pleasure, when i feel pain?
i'm sick of dealing with your madness.
i wish i could rearrange all the parts that bring me tears.
i see myself as a monster.
wish i could see myself the way you see me.
let me disappear.
i'm nothing special.
waiting for outcomes i wrote in my head.
why am i so filled with poetry?
i hate that i feel so much.
do you think that i feel too much?
it's dark in my brain.
i've got you inside of my soul.
you're the cracks in my hollow bones.
you're the ache in the back of my throat.
think of you every time i choke.
though i tried, i still can't let you go.
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