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mxqlss · 5 days

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I LOVE THIS SM OMFG ?!?!?!?

“Forever”

summary — quinnifer hughes i miss you, i’m sorry

warnings/tags — angst angst angst! nhl inaccuracies, more angst, slight toxic relationship, gender neutral, new layout, slight song changes, small text, he misses you and he’s sorry too

note — saw @mxqlss’s post and started writing. honestly wanted to make it angstier and just sadder in every way but i’m okay with how it turned out for a first time nhl and smau fic

word count — i’m so sorry, i cba to check but it’s below 1k

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Turning onto your side in the middle of the night for what felt like the millionth time did nothing to ease the gaping hole you felt in your chest. You felt sick to your stomach but then again, so did he.

Another night questioning if he remembered that you were both happy together did nothing to ease the pain in your chest or lull you back to sleep. So, like every other night for the past year, you pulled yourself out of bed, made one of those soothing teas he liked and opened your laptop to the wallpaper of you and him.

Quinn always believed in “Forever” and “Happily Ever After’s”. Shame you always had to fight him on everything, including that.

He had always lied that it was fine (you not believing) but you had wondered what his reply would be if he was honest. Would you both be better for it?

After everything you thought he’d hate you but instead he called and said “I miss you”..

Summers at the lake house were bliss, the boys had always said that you were good to each other. It was where he’d first said those three words and your reply had been “I know, you too”.

You only saw him one in December after he’d called and said those words. You were still confused.

Broken dishes became a metaphor with “I still love you, I promise” becoming commonplace after your fights. He always was so disappointed.

“Nothin’ happened in the way I wanted”. That’s what he told you after a loss but you could never tell if he meant the games or.. you.

And now every corner of his your the house is haunted. You don’t know why he let you have it, or why he broke his own rule that said you’re not talking. Fact is, you missed him and you were sorry.

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“You’ve been sitting there listening to her song on repeat all day Quinn.”

“I know.”

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mxqlss · 13 days

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SOMEONE PLEASE WRITE ANGST TO I MISS YOU IM SORRY. NO HAPPY ENDING, JUST HEART WRENCHING ANGST THAT WOULD LEAVE ME SOBBING EVERYTIME I READ IT.

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mxqlss · 15 days

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you know what i love seeing. i love seeing my tiktok hockey moots edits on here. i always see them and they make me smile knowing that its literally all over every app im on 😋

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mxqlss · 1 month

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hes so pretty i wanna curl up into a ball and cry cause of how cute and majestic this man is.

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mxqlss · 1 month

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OKAY BUT I LOWK AGREE? I WOULD BE LAUGHING ABOUT IT BUT AT THE SAME TIME IM DYING ON THE INSIDE 😭😭

GUYS BEST IDEA EVER (thanks tiktok, see this is why it shouldn’t be banned. it gives me ideas) ANYWAYS

frat car wash but with the umich hockey team instead😭😭

(it’s dumb ik but imagine them washing your car shirtless and shit like UGH-)

#☾ ﹒✩ 𝖏𝖊𝖘𝖘 ‹𝟹 ﹕ʬ﹒∿#jess’s 💭#mooties 💭#literally my fav moot.#okay but like ethan shirtless??#HELLO??#RUTGER OR LUCA EVEN???#like those three with mark #oh my god???

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mxqlss · 2 months

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“i wanna touch him” - jade 2024!!

#☾ ﹒✩ 𝖏𝖊𝖘𝖘 ‹𝟹 ﹕ʬ﹒∿#jess’s 💭#jade 🤍

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mxqlss · 2 months

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im now just remembering that I have to see the guy im talking to tomorrow cause we startedvtalking because of our younger brothers hockey game since they play on the same team. I see him like every team game like say, tuesday we have a game i’ll see him then the next game I wont. The game AFTER I see him again 😔.

Since it’s the end of the minor hockey season our team is hosting a little hang out to end our season and all the players and their families are invited meaning my family it going to be there and his family is going to be there aswell.

The part is, he’s quiet and he only really hangs out with his mom or his younger brother. His mom is friends with my mom and my younger brother is friends with his brother. I hang around my mom alot or my younger brother so now it’s going to be crazy awkward tomorrow 😭.

I’ve talked to him but it’s so awkward and quiet cause our siblings are around all the time. His younger brother is so sweet though, apparently my friends are going so I might just go for them and I dont have to talk to him the whole time??

#☾ ﹒✩ 𝖏𝖊𝖘𝖘 ‹𝟹 ﹕ʬ﹒∿#jess’s 💭#sigh #im goin insane #ripping my hair out #i dont wanna see him #but at the same time #i wanna see him #im actually debating if I should go or not #😔😔#send help #what do i do

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mxqlss · 2 months

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hughespng is winning for far but ill check on it at the end of the poll time 🤞

#☾ ﹒✩ 𝖏𝖊𝖘𝖘 ‹𝟹 ﹕ʬ﹒∿#jess’s 💭

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mxqlss · 2 months

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UHM. ill do a poll cause idk what to change it to 🤷

if you have any other user ideas lmk cause im lost rn

#☾ ﹒✩ 𝖏𝖊𝖘𝖘 ‹𝟹 ﹕ʬ﹒∿#jess’s 💭#username ideas #hockey #quinn hughes inspo #LMAO #umich go blue 😋#i love rutger and quinn its unreal #i want them both #omg #canucks #umich #uofm #michigan #umich hockey #michigan hockey #canucks lb #canucks hockey

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mxqlss · 2 months

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ACTUALLY THO CAUSE IM STRUGGLING TO FIND ONE THAT SUITS ME 😭

dawg i wanna change my user but idk what 😟

#☾ ﹒✩ 𝖏𝖊𝖘𝖘 ‹𝟹 ﹕ʬ﹒∿#jess’s 💭#mooties 💭#literally my fav moot.

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mxqlss · 2 months

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dawg i wanna change my user but idk what 😟

#☾ ﹒✩ 𝖏𝖊𝖘𝖘 ‹𝟹 ﹕ʬ﹒∿#jess’s 💭#ripping my hair out #just to figure out a user #cause mxqlss is gettin plain imo 🤷🤷#help me out here 😔😔

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mxqlss · 2 months

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munch munch!!

bill munching on the soup he made 😋😋

WOW OK.

#☾ ﹒✩ 𝖏𝖊𝖘𝖘 ‹𝟹 ﹕ʬ﹒∿#jess’s 💭#mooties 💭#bill kaulitz #yummy yummy #bill munching #munching that soup he made #munch munch #tokio hotel #billkaulitz #jade 🤍

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mxqlss · 2 months

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garlic bread bill 🥰🥰!! hes offering you food yum yum

hi stinky take a bill photo that reminds me of garlic bread bill for some reason 😋

I’m not Jade.

#☾ ﹒✩ 𝖏𝖊𝖘𝖘 ‹𝟹 ﹕ʬ﹒∿#jess’s 💭#mooties 💭#oli 🤍#tokio hotel #bill kaulitz #follow bkaulitzz on wattpad guys!!!#and tumblr #also follow nom-nommmm1 #wattpad n tumblr yall #i love them #garlic bread bill!!#jade 🤍

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mxqlss · 2 months

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i need heart wrenching angst I dont want angst with a happy ending (as much as i love those). I want one that would make me bawl everytime i read it no matter how many times ive read it.

#☾ ﹒✩ 𝖏𝖊𝖘𝖘 ‹𝟹 ﹕ʬ﹒∿#jess’s 💭

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mxqlss · 2 months

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