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WE GOT WIFI!!!!

#shrike noises #LITERALLY I AM SO RELIEVED #just. immensely relieved like this is going to make things so much easier #let me catch up on everything now tht i don't have to type on a tiny screen like finally. i can see <3

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in any case i appreciate all of u even if i don’t know u like this blog is important to me n i love u all mwah

#ramadan mubarak to my muslim followers!! #shrike noises #like yes this all sucks but emotionally it cheers me up to be able to go on here #don't have wifi here tho so like sorry in advance to post only r mostly abt this especially during ramadan #phone typos will b plenty. gonna try to set up a paypal business acc if i can since gumroad kinda. sucks #like going w/ a card isn't great ik. sorry

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You should tag your donation post with #mutual aid and #black mutual aid

Tysm i’ll do that!!

#shrike noises #Anonymous

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I’ll try to make a better post soon but my mom, my younger sibling and I had to move out on short notice due to an abusive situation. We’re in emergency housing atm and we really need help to cover the necessities like food and toiletries. We’re only allowed to stay here for a few weeks until we can find a new place so any help would be incredibly appreciated!

I’m closeted irl so I can’t give out a paypal since it has my deadname on it but I do have a gumroad and I can do sketches, art, writing, sensitivity & beta reading etc in exchange. Literally anything helps!!

#shrike noises #mutual aid #black mutual aid #🧿🧿🧿 #once again sorry to have to beg online and w/o being able to offer anything real but i am desperate #if we don't find something it's back home n it really would be best for us to stay out of there at least for a while longer #will try to post art n make a better post so i CAN offer smthn within like a few days but we're going on the 3rd day here so i #want to get this out so i can have started somewhere

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can i ask for some thoughts? please feel free to ignore. this isn't on you and im talking to other people about it but you have a level head and i trust your instincts. long story short, i have a hijabi friend. on school trips etc we'd often room together and obvs she'd take the hijab off then, always making sure to lock the door first and it was pretty clear that from her this was deeply personal and a display of trust. thing is, i had problems w/gender even back then, but was super repressed, didn't have words for what i was. but now i'm starting to come out as nonbinary (toeing the trans line) and i'm conflicted about whether/if/how to tell her. i feel like i should, i think she has the right to know and i want to be honest, but im worried i've violated her trust or boundaries?

Of course, always! This is all personal opinion from talking to & listening to other muslims. I am not a hijabi so if any of my hijabi followers want to chip in please do! 

That said, I think you sound like a great friend! I don’t think you’ve done anything wrong, questioning is difficult and you are allowed to take that time and that space to reflect without outside input for as long as you need. You don’t need to feel guilty for not coming out. The fact that you’re putting so much care and consideration into her feelings & circumstances is incredibly kind of you!

I think if you’re ready (and safe!) to do so you should ask your friend what she thinks. It varies from person to person who they cover in front of. Some hijabis want to cover in front of nonbinary people while some don’t. Others cover in front of some while they don’t in front of others.

If you’re unsure I think maybe asking questions might be the best route, or sitting down to say exactly what you wrote. That you care about her and you know this means a lot to her, so you want her to know that you’re nonbinary and thinking about your gender. You want her to be able to decide if she wants to cover or not in front of you because you know it’s important to her and you’ll respect her decision. 

I do want to say that if she does choose to cover that’s her personal choice and nothing anything against you. Your relationship might change or it might not but regardless you’re not doing anything wrong simply by being.   I don’t think you should feel guilty if you can’t (or don’t want to; don’t feel obligated) to come out! It’s an incredibly personal choice, just like it is wearing the hijab. 

I hope things work out for you both, and I’ll keep you in my prayers (or thoughts if that’s more your thing) I’m sorry it’s taken me a while to respond, please take care!!

#Thank you! #also: not coming out won't make you a liar #love you anon hope it all turns out well! #digitally sending you hugs and or vibes if you prefer those #sorry for typos #shrike noises #Anonymous

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the way this man won’t hesitate at all to put his fucking hands on me. he put his hand around my neck with ZERO pause like he doesn’t give a shit about me and even if i AM overreacting by like, genuinely getting afraid for my life or whatever i cannot fucking take it anymore

#1 #2 #3 #4 #5 #shrike noises #i knowwww he won't kill me i know it but like unfortunately it does FEEL like he wants to sometimes #maybe this time they'll take us seriously when we ask for help but i am not gonna hold my breath so like. we will fucking see i guess! #like it's. if any of y'all pray please keep us in your thoughts

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With all due respect, but Fringilla is only capable of doing what she’s told.

#fringilla #twn #the witcher #she <3

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#twn #the witcher

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why must i Write Words? is it not enough to imagine, passionately,

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Maybe my life wouldn't be better if I had magic powers but I'd at least have different, sexier problems.

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no records no passport no id no birth certificate. no birthname, no gender! the only thing i’m legally classified as is “a problem”

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Watership Down

#watership down #i'm reading this rn :) <3

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literally small victories only at this point but i charged my phone, read some and went outside n sat in the grass yesterday so actually i am crushing it, currently

#not really but like after the past week i deserve to feel sexy for finishing small tasks i've been too tired to deal w/ #shrike noises

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Witcher Ladies Appreciation Week:

Day 1 – Favorite Minor or Recurring Character – Triss Merigold

#triss #twn #the witcher #a FAVE i love this gifset sm #the 2nd gif makes me so happy like wow innovation! #edit forgot to tag geralt :I #geralt

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some people will follow me and after one quick scroll through their blog i think “what am i possibly bringing to your table”

#all of you at this point

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Jodie Turner-Smith has exited The Witcher: Blood Origin. She was set to play the lead role of Éile, but a delay to the start date for production caused scheduling issues.

#this is so :( #if they fuck up the recast for us.

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trans muslims are blessed, TDoV mubarak

#I LOVE THSI SOS MUCH #MUSLIMPOSTING #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA