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November 17th

Had a chill couple of days because of my period but I finally broke through my plateau!! 202.8!!! Hoping I lose tomorrow but I’m not sure if I will. I’ve eaten under 1000 cals today and drank quite a lot of water so hoping that helps!

Gonna go walk to my friends again tomorrow which is around 2 miles and take her dog out for a walk so I’ll probably hit my steps and get exercise I desperately need!

Feeling absolutely massive atm and I hate it.

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November 15th

Today I walked a few miles to my friends house and managed to stay under 1000 until I got home where I had a little pasta and cheese so probably around 1400.

Maintaining because I’m having my first period in 2 years. I feel gross I’m in pain I’m bloated and I’m not losing weight despite trying really hard.

Feeling super sick and grim but I’m trying to stay positive!

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November 13th- visited my bfs family and a friend it was a lovely day!

Didn’t lose today I actually gained but putting that down to water retention and muscles growing from all the walking. Hoping that’s it anyway!

Really hoping I lose tomorrow but I doubt I will. Had 868 calories today so that’s good and I’m really trying hard rn.

Got a super busy week I’m volunteering and possibly working and doing a long walk on days where I have nothing going on. So I’m really hoping I continue to lose.

Came clean to my bf about using laxatives but told him it’s only when I haven’t gone for a few days.

Started taking vitamins and I hope they help too!

Let’s stay positive!

#anor3x14 #bul1m1c #weightloss #extremeweightloss

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November 12th- too a friends dog on a big uphill walk and burnt a bunch of calories!!! And then stayed under 1000 cals myself! Felt so good afterwards!

Managing to stay busy this week so hopefully I burn even more cals and can start losing even more.

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November 11th- was okay, walked a lot and burnt between 500-600cals! I had a mini slip up and ate 1208cals but I b/p which sucks but I felt so guilty after eating doughnuts.

Hit 1/2a stone weight loss today which I’m so happy about!!! And I’m aiming for another 1/2 before I go climbing with my friends so I’ve said 2 weeks time. My fitness pal says I no 5 weeks I’ll have lost another 18-22lbs but idk I think I can lose more than that in that time.

We shall see….

#anor3x14 #weightloss #bul1m1c #extremeweightloss #i wanna be weightless #th1gh gap #tw th*nsp0 #eating disoder trigger warning

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November 10th.

Had below 1200 cals today and that includes my beer. I’m doing okay. I lost a little more today, not loads just a bit. But I’m hoping I lose more tomorrow. Dunno if I will due to drinking. Might take some lax.

Stole some lax today and I feel so guilty about it but I needed it.

Just really hoping I continue to lose because I’ve ran out of orlistat and I’m devastated I need to get more I need to make an appointment tomorrow to talk to them.

Would people be interested in my stats?

#anor3x14 #bul1m1c #weightloss #extremeweightloss #lax abuse

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November 9th 9:31pm

Lost 2.2lbs over night I’m so happy!!!

But I thought I had orlistat in the cupboard and turns out I don’t and I’m running low. Going to have to eat as little as possible once I run out of the last tablet I have. So annoying.

I’m doing okay today except I had a tiny binge in a few biscuits so I’m a bit annoyed at that, and the orlistat is giving me stomach ache.

Just hoping I can continue to lose weight at this speed!

#anor3x14 #bul1m1c #weightloss #extremeweightloss

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It’s been 4 days we’re now on November 8th and I’ve been eating “normally” and binging the past few days.

Even so I managed to lose from yesterday but I think it was just water weight.

I’m taking the orlistat again and trying to drink loads of water but I feel like I’m failing. I’ve been bouncing between the same 10lbs for months now and I need to really be strict with myself.

Haven’t eaten anything today but I’m going to have some cucumber now and then a salad for dinner I think.

Let’s just hope I can actually do this.

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Morning of November 4th! I lost 2.4lbs!!! I’m so happy lol. I’m trying so hard and it’s finally paying off a little. Hope I can stay on track this weekend even though I’ll be drinking. I’ll try to drink very little and eat little and just really put the effort in. I think we’ll be walking and getting some exercise so that should help. Just really hoping I don’t gain this weekend I’m dreading weighing myself Monday lol. Any motivational stuff would be greatly appreciated.

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November 3rd update- I ate a bit more than I wanted to but I still feel good. Managed to do some minimal exercises 2 days in a row and eat healthily so I feel good! I go away on 4th and I’m hoping I can stay relatively low all weekend despite being with family. That’s normally my down fall.

I hope I do okay

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It’s the night of November 2nd and I’ve managed to mostly stick to liquids today except for 116g of pesto pasta and a mini baby bell light! I’ve had 782 cals total and I’m going to try really hard not to binge as the nightt goes on. Luckily I’m kinda full which makes me feel a bit gross but at least I’m less likely to binge!

Haven’t lost anything yet but I’m confident I will tomorrow because of my low cals today and mostly having liquids!

Idk I just hope I start losing soon because I can’t stay at this weight.

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So it’s the night of Nov 1st.

I kinda ate too much today but it was because I was in my friends and I’ll mostly be at home/starting a new job soon so I won’t have to worry about over eating. I find it so much easier to eat better when I’m busy or alone or both!

I haven’t lost any weight in fact I’ve probably gained today but I’m just going to role with it. I know I can do this. I need to really cut alcohol out as well because it’s just ridiculous amount of calories. Haven’t drank at all today and I probably won’t this week until Saturday which is good.

I’m hoping to skip as many meals as I physically can. The only things that get in my way is getting through the first few hunger pangs and then making it seem like I’ve eaten loads for my boyfriend.

I got this though.

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Starting this on 1st November 2022 to keep myself accountable and try hard to lose weight. Need to put more effort in really there’s no excuse. I know I can do this I just have to work hard at it and not give up like the past few times. This is for my health.

I’m doing okay except I’ve been drinking a lot which doesn’t help because empty calories, and I’ve binged on Halloween sweets (31st October) but I know I just have to focus. I’m going to start fresh now and really try to hold myself accountable as much as possible.

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