mockingbirdshymn

[mockingbirdshymn]

"omg mollie omg where have you been it has been like almost a month"

my cat died lmfao so i have not been on tumblr dot com lately, kind of sunk into a depressive episode, and have not had the will to write or draw since it happened

#tw pet death #where have i been #hehahhahahshhd god i am sad #still love camp camp though #tw car accident #but i have not worked on the nerriston oneshpt since my cat up and got hit by a car #hes not an outdoor cat either btw he got out and we were looking for him #but then a neighbor hit him while texting and driving #psa dont fucking text and drive or you may kill a cat #i had an entire post about that written up but literally cried so much i could not post it #i am not doing well guys

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can someone explain to me how the hell warrior cats have twine because isnt twine just thin rope. is there twine that grows on bushes. what do warrior cats, the cats in a forest cult, make twine out of. is it another name for like??? thin tree bark?

if you have an answer tell me bc i need to know

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worldbuilding for an actual book is so hard you dont even know

its been three YEARS. three years since ive started worldbuilding this motherfucker. i started in late 2019!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i think anyway

and its not done but it is so close to being done and honestly im realy happy with that

however comma building a fictional religion and language system and culture and naming system is so hard oh my god. i never thought id have to look into weather patterns near the pasific but here i am

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so i was just vibing right i was just hanging out and all of a sudden my hearing gets blocked out and raplaced with this awful ringing noise so then i screamed real loud because that normally helps and then it went away and also my left ear felt like it was pulsing, so

dunno what that was. any doctors here to help because idk what the hell that was

#no i dont have tinnitus

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WHY IS THIS THE PUOTO FOR NERRISTONNWHATHTBRNRN

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hello. have you seen my gender anywhere?? i lost it :(

yeah, i think i saw it heading towards wisconsin with mine?

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found it

WHERE IS IT WHERE IS THE FIC I LIKED A LOT BUT NEVER BOOKMARKED WHERE IS IT WHERE DID IT GO IVE CHECKED EVERYWHERE WHERE IS ITTTTTT

[mockingbirdshymn]

WHERE IS IT WHERE IS THE FIC I LIKED A LOT BUT NEVER BOOKMARKED WHERE IS IT WHERE DID IT GO IVE CHECKED EVERYWHERE WHERE IS ITTTTTT

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i have a book im writing but i haven’t been able to talk about it at all because i can’t explain it in words because it’s so goddamn complex but im dying to speak about it

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i just asked someone who i think is cool a question i am shaking

“hey uh i noticed you’re good at this do you have advice” i say while hyperventalating

#i don’t want them to hate me #BUT THEY MIGHT #WHAT IF IM BEING ANNOYING

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if one (1) more person who i look up to and idolize becomes a predator or bigoted i may scream. ive lost 9 cool people i looked up to so far because they r mean. STOP BEING COOL AND MEAN!!!!!!

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i just had to talk to the doordash guy i havent showered in two days and im wearing pjs and look like a mess and he looked around my age im going to kms

HE LOOKED AROUND MY AGE AND I LOOK LIKE SHIT

what if he knew me from school. what if he was a kid from my class back in elementary or something and the first impression of me now is a socially anxious “i havent had water in four days” greasy goblin

#suicide joke cw #tw suicide #adding this here bc idk

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i love saving funny photos from the internet and then having them in an album like it’s my own little collection of stolen artifacts

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nikki would have a pet tarantula and keep it in her room and neil would try to discreetly kill it because he does not like spiders

#camp camp #cc neil #cc nikki #headcanons

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kicks my feet and holds my parental nora au. LIKE I KNOW SHES A BITCH but like okay okay hear me out i have such a good au like its so good you don’t even know

#animaniacs #animaniacs 2020 #it will take a bit for me to get used to like #talking about another fandom #i feel so bad LMAO #but the brainrot is strong and you’re going to deal with it #slash jay #mollie posts a not cc related post on her cc blog

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charging your phone with an ipad charger is such a surreal experience

it will have been only ten minutes and it’ll have gone from one percent to seventy. it’s so cool

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INHALES now that im free of the shackles of fear of internet strangers being vaguely upset at me in any way shape or form, i am now going to post about my ridiculous fandoms other than cc. HEHEHEHHE you unleashed a MONSTER hehehehehebehehehehe

#mollie posts a not cc related post on her cc blog