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That feeling when you finally realise how actually manipulative, abusive, self absorbed and dumb he is and all the feelings you had just poof out of existence, so you're finally free

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Respectfully, I want to love you in front of people who didn't. I want them to see how much you glow when you're treated right.

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people when the trauma disorders make the person act traumatized 🤯🤯🤯

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“People think being alone makes you lonely, but I don’t think that’s true. Being surrounded by the wrong people is the loneliest thing in the world.”

— Unknown

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“I didn’t need you to fix me. I needed you to love me while I fix myself.”

— Michelle K.

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At one point, I thought I was in love with you. For some reason I could have sworn you were the one. But then I met someone else and he held my hand tighter and lent me his t-shirts and paid me back for all the thing I did for you. He snuck me in late and sacrificed sleep so I'd feel better next to him all night. He told me he loved me and didn't hesitate to show it and I loved that. I love him. And whatever happens now, know I loved you too. I really did. But things change and I change and he loved me anyway.

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*day dreams about you* *night dreams about you* *afternoon dreams about you* *evening dreams about you*

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"Why are you so negative?"

Because growing up, nothing ever went right, so now I just expect things to go wrong. I expect abandonment, so I either cling on or push away, I expect things to not work out because that's what I've known. Whether it's a relationship, a goal, anything.

I also just have a severely low self-esteem that was consistently reinforced.

It's true that I can be positive when it comes to others' lives. I believe others can heal and become the best versions of themselves, I believe anyone else can deserve happiness and love. Me, on the other hand? Nah.

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