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I KNOW GOLWYNN HAS PROPAGANDA ALREADY BUT HERE'S MORE BECAUSE I'M VERY NORMAL ABOUT THEM SO HERE'S MY INTERPRETATION OF THEM.

golwynn. where do i start. what if you were a kid who people thought was so weird and fucked up that no one wanted to be friends with you. what if you were a kid who was always treated like an adult from a young age having your childhood stolen away from you to the point you weren't allowed to have friends. what if you both turned out very differently yet both crave for affection in a very similar way.

what if owynn tried to use golden for his influence to win the competition, and maybe to do even more than that, maybe to use his spotlight to get the adoration he'd always longed for. what if owynn tried to take advantage of golden after he ran away from his family by giving him shelter and being nice to him to gain his trust.

what if owynn realized that for his plan to work, golden had to go back to his family and his fame again, so he tries to convince him to do so. what if this resulted in a heartfelt confession from golden explaining he wasn't comfortable with his life before and going in depth about how he wished he had a normal life growing up as a kid, telling owynn that he appreciates his friendship since he hadn't had real friends until not too long ago, when he joined the school.

what if owynn realized they were more similar than he thought. what if owynn decided to start genuinely caring for golden like he wished people would've cared for him when he was younger. what if they had an unexpected yet beautiful friendship where they bonded about their difficult upbringing as kids, both understanding that they had misjudged the other.

but... what if golden found out owynn's original intentions? what if he found out all of the awful things he had done for attention before and all the things he'd planned to do for attention in the future?

maybe owynn tried to explain to golden that he changed him, that for the first time he felt that he didn't have to manipulate people into liking him, despite this being what he had done to golden so he could gain his trust. maybe owynn told him that even though his friendship started as fake, only seeing golden as a means to an end to achieve his plan, he started genuinely deeply caring for him and wanted to become a better person after seeing how different golden had turned out from him despite having the same problem although for different reasons.

and maybe golden tried to understand, really wanting to think that all of the stuff owynn was saying was true, but how could he know that wasn't also a lie? maybe golden really tried to shine a light on owynn's motives but thought that his feelings didn't excuse his actions. maybe, deep down, he knew what owynn meant about not having friends and that some are not as lucky as to not lose their sanity over it. maybe he knew that their circumstances were so similar, yet so different. and maybe, even though he tried, he just couldn't forgive him.

and what if, after that, owynn was just... left there. what if golden just went over to live with fox instead and both him and the rest of the animatronics pretended for good that his friendship with owynn never happened. what if owynn ended up thinking he finally had someone who truly understood how he felt and why he acted the way he did only to be left feeling as if golden had made his dead heart come back to life only to then rip it off his chest and take it with him, leaving, never to be seen again.

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#um okay who wanted me to cry today who did this to me #goldwynn

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idea in my hand

#OMG OWEDDY #oweddy oweddy oweddy #oweddy #owynn #freddy

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Owen found a photo album and is torturing Vincent about it

#fnafhs #fhs #fhsz3r0 #owynn #owen abston #vincent abston #comic #my art #secret silly project #L;S art #denisse deville #tw denisse #webcomic #tapas webcomic #webtoon #clip studio #clip studio paint #original character #oc art #oc

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Chapter 18

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Now in video ig

#HELP bon se fue skkskfkf eso no me lo esperaba #ESTÁ RE LINDO BTW ME ENCANTA muy cool muy pro me gusta a a aaaaa #animatic #bon #bonnie #ann #golden

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Have a bunch of gay men on your dash

And one of my friends too

#omg bxb i love how they look #bonnie looks cool #bxb #bonnie #bon

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Sketches (because im going insane but i REALLY wanted to draw fred in that chapter i mean look at him this is the truly showcase of his pathetic/silly pipeline)

#I KNOW my handwriting is fredoy im very aware you don't need to bring it up I KNOw #secret silly project #my art #owen abston #fred venegas andrade

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#freddy es el actually 🤓👆 #freddy #fred #cami

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Fhs nunca fue una fase 😔. Quería hacer un dibujo de uno de los ships mas conocidos y queridos. Aunque me gusto mas el boceto. // Fhs was never a phase 😔. I wanted to make a drawing of one of the most famous and loved ships. Although I liked the sketch.

#tqm be por be #bxb #bon #bonnie

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Tu mejor error tu peor terror or smth like that idk

#fnafhs #fhs #fhsz3r0 #freddy #fred #secret silly project #freddy venegas andrade #fred venegas andrade #my art

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Bit of casual clothing for the loser paranormal gang! Tried to stay within the mid 80’s fashion but probably it’s all over the decade at this point

Also a bit of casual lore: Bonnie and Chica have been best friends since they were little and they loved to go to the local circus! Fox joined the two only a year ago, he used to be a popular “bad boy” at the school before.

Freddy thought he could start over at a new school but sadly, the call of the paranormal is a never ending job once he meets the not-so-musical music club.

#i love fox #ann #freddy #bonnie #fox

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Doodle lol

Eng translation of the text:

"uuuuuhj it reminded me of my childhood when i was in kindergarten and had a show haaaaaaa how funny you were cepillin* (replace it w/ owynn btw) with your tomfoolery you're a peasant and a dumbass"

#NACO Y ESTÚPIDO #lo tqm inútil hermoso #owynn

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Muajajaja

#bon está chikito cómo van a conducir van a morir todos 🥺/j #bon #bluey #marvel

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¡QUE VIVA LA QUINCEAAaaaaÑERAAAA!

#todos borrachos no puede ser #ann #freddy #fox #bonnie #golden

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“I can fix him-“ Actually, I like that he’s broken. If he changed, he’d loose the reason I’m attracted to him. We are not the same.

#..... #owed

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Mi AU ^^

#YASSSS en la cárcel todos como debe ser /j #toddy #golden #freddy #bon

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A ton of Owed time

Date time

Them being fucking weird ☹️

And self indulgence

#fnafhs #fhs #fhsz3r0 #owynn #fred #owed #owynn x fred #my art #owen abston #fred venegas andrade #cw scars #err last time tumblr hid my post from everyone so me scared now

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Loowynn fankid unleashed... A chaotic daredevil with delusions of grandeur, ready to conquer the world with nothing but their singing talents, a waveboard and this cool book about dark magic and shadows they conveniently found in their father's room. Surely nothing wrong can come out of that.

I'll think more about their backstory later... For now, have a sketch of the back of their hair and a lil drawing of the kiddo with Ray to celebrate my boy finally having a half sibling.

#YASSS SO COOL #i love their hair and their collor palette and their eyes and everythingggg #love them #fankid #loowynn