maxandhisdelusions

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somehow

i turned one year older.

#max yapping #also self-post #i still am burnt out #and depressed #but hey #... #nvm #i got nothing #enby #nb #nonbinary #non binary #transmasc #transgender #lgbtiqa+ #yay

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me every day without fail: I'll do [chore] when I get home

me when I get home:

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#this post is about jodi btw #if you even care #sdv #stardew valley #stardew valley jodi

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In the airport again, I hate them with my life but oh, how happy I feel that I will be travelling alone for my birthday.

#max yapping #yayyy

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It's dishonest work and it's a lot. And nobody needs to do it

#frrrr

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this is what its like being autistic on tumblr

#this is me in the gomens fandom tbh #not always #most of the things I read are lovely #but my god #some of the takes I've seen.......

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HELLO???? REITA FUCKING DIED?

#the gazette #reita #WHAT #WHAT HAPPENED

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You need to draw and make art or else all the images will stay in your head and you'll get sick

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when u get anxiety medication for the first time

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how do draw good

fill 14 sketch book

bad stuff is good stuff bc you made stuff

do you like sparkle???? draw sparkle

draw what make your heart do the smiley emote

member to drink lotsa agua or else bad time

d ont stress friend all is well

your art is hot like potato crisps

don’t let anyone piss on your good mood amigo

if they do

eat

them

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A stupid walk for my stupid mental health that ended up in a stupid park where I cried along a stupid book.

#mental health #max yapping #spring #vilnius

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remember in School of Rock where the black girl was afraid to say she wanted to be a singer because she was fat and didn’t want to get laughed at but Dewey was all “who gives a shit, I’m fat too and so is aretha franklin but we’re still valuable and we rock” and then the girl felt better without having to be told that beauty comes in all sizes or some other bullshit. thats the kind of body positivity I’m looking for. tell these babies that they’re worth a damn without tying it to any other arbitrary ideals

#what a goated movie

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Also, is it not ridiculous that I have paid more than 150 for a pair of glasses? And my insurance covered ⅔ of it.

Like, I just wanna see. How am I paying for literally being able to see?

But, yeah, anyway.

Hopefully, they will be ready before I go on a trip (in like 12 days). Not too certain they will, but all good. I just need new glasses.

#max yapping #why is living so expensive #no #like #literally #why

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believing that good can happen to you after a life of tragedy is the most painful thing you can choose. but it is necessary. because otherwise there is nothing else. you miss it all hiding

#fuuuuuuuuck

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unfortunately i Do feel better when i clean my living space and eat enough fruits and veggies and go outside and generally remember i am a mammal :| real pity that knowing this does not make it easier to do those things

#i dont want this anymore

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Oh, yeah, no, I'm okay. I just woke up wishing I didn't again, that's all.

#max yapping #help tho

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surely another trinket will cure me

#pls pls pls