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There was a lull in the porn bot follows, but it seems they're back lately. Welcome back, bots. Welcome back.

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So you guys know, Famardy is somebody who has been chasing me around every single social media platform I've ever had and has harassed me on all of them for years. His family--specifically his siblings--have been notified that he does this, but it doesn't stop. I have blocked him on every platform, blocked every alt he makes, and he keeps coming. He is more than happy to use the Vic situation to keep harassing women. So, here he is again, and he's getting blocked again, and I suggest you all do the same.

For those following me because of the Vic-Mignogna-potentially-tried-to-have-me-murdered longpost (if you're new here, you're definitely gonna wanna click that link and read, read, read), here's an important update that especially applies to anybody who had a harassing experience with Vic (of whom I saw MANY telling stories that they had in the notes of the longpost).

Farah has been hyping up the fact that she has filed a police report about the incident with the Irving PD (Texas). It's real, by the way, and while they give very minimal information, it's possible to locate the report to prove that it's real.

Interestingly enough, apparently the reporting officer you see here in this report may not be the officer working the case anymore, as Farah seems to say in other posts online that Vic's sycophant chud followers kept calling her desk and harassing her to the point where she asked to be removed from the case, so now another officer has been assigned to this. As if harassing the cops is a smart way to make this all go away.

I am hesitant to get anybody too excited, but Farah seems very positive that after all this time, the police want to get things done. From the video and other social media posts, the police want to talk to anybody with more info, they've talked to people at Funimation who you may remember held their own internal investigations on Vic in 2019, and MAYBE the FBI is involved because there's a lot of dirt on this guy? Look, I wanna be realistic here. I'm just repeating what she's saying. I don't know how true any of that is. But if there's any truth in it, I want to help.

She mentions it in the above video, but also makes mention in a much shorter and more pointed TikTok video (click link to see yourself) that if you were ever victimized by Vic in any way that came across as harassing or could be construed as assault, no matter how long ago it was, Irving PD wants to know about it. You'll have to file a police report with your own local PD (or the area where it happened?) and tell them to tell Irving PD. Give them case number 23-17071. If they're really going to build a case and seriously consider doing something about him, then the least I can do is tell you about this.

And believe me, I get it. There are a MILLION reasons why a victim would not report their assault or their harasser. I've already seen the victim blaming for the last four and a half years. "Why didn't any of these people file police reports rather than just posting about it online?" Because it's none of your fucking business. But aside from that, it's terrifying, you don't know how it will affect your work, if your harasser will retaliate, if they will send their flying monkeys after you, or any number of other reasons (not the LEAST of which might be ACAB).

That having been said, I figured the best thing I could do after posting that whole story would be to share this update. And again, I don't know how far along this really has progressed. But there IS a police report that we can prove really exists. To that extent, this is not a lie. The police really, truly are involved.

If you were ever victimized, and if--ONLY IF--you feel confident enough and safe enough to help build a report against Vic, it sounds like now is the time to do it. Farah is also trying to be as supportive as she can, I know. Talk to me about it if you want. Maybe we can figure out safe ways to make this happen. BUT DON'T FEEL OBLIGATED IF YOU DO NOT FEEL SAFE DOING SO! At no point are you required to put yourself in danger. Just, if you want to, if you feel safe, if you are ready, this looks like the route they're trying to build to actually finally do something about this guy.

Just so that you guys are aware. That's all.

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You don't have to screenshot this bit but it was the ad for 2008 I was referring to. I didn't realize he did '09 too. So it was filmed in 2007 I think either right before or shortly after Ike in Spring, TX. I was in middle school so it's a bit fuzzy now on the exact timing.

Okay, thanks for that. I'll make a separate update to correct. I appreciate the correction, I also did not realize he'd produced commercials for previous years.

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For those following me because of the Vic-Mignogna-potentially-tried-to-have-me-murdered longpost (if you're new here, you're definitely gonna wanna click that link and read, read, read), here's an important update that especially applies to anybody who had a harassing experience with Vic (of whom I saw MANY telling stories that they had in the notes of the longpost).

Farah has been hyping up the fact that she has filed a police report about the incident with the Irving PD (Texas). It's real, by the way, and while they give very minimal information, it's possible to locate the report to prove that it's real.

Interestingly enough, apparently the reporting officer you see here in this report may not be the officer working the case anymore, as Farah seems to say in other posts online that Vic's sycophant chud followers kept calling her desk and harassing her to the point where she asked to be removed from the case, so now another officer has been assigned to this. As if harassing the cops is a smart way to make this all go away.

I am hesitant to get anybody too excited, but Farah seems very positive that after all this time, the police want to get things done. From the video and other social media posts, the police want to talk to anybody with more info, they've talked to people at Funimation who you may remember held their own internal investigations on Vic in 2019, and MAYBE the FBI is involved because there's a lot of dirt on this guy? Look, I wanna be realistic here. I'm just repeating what she's saying. I don't know how true any of that is. But if there's any truth in it, I want to help.

She mentions it in the above video, but also makes mention in a much shorter and more pointed TikTok video (click link to see yourself) that if you were ever victimized by Vic in any way that came across as harassing or could be construed as assault, no matter how long ago it was, Irving PD wants to know about it. You'll have to file a police report with your own local PD (or the area where it happened?) and tell them to tell Irving PD. Give them case number 23-17071. If they're really going to build a case and seriously consider doing something about him, then the least I can do is tell you about this.

And believe me, I get it. There are a MILLION reasons why a victim would not report their assault or their harasser. I've already seen the victim blaming for the last four and a half years. "Why didn't any of these people file police reports rather than just posting about it online?" Because it's none of your fucking business. But aside from that, it's terrifying, you don't know how it will affect your work, if your harasser will retaliate, if they will send their flying monkeys after you, or any number of other reasons (not the LEAST of which might be ACAB).

That having been said, I figured the best thing I could do after posting that whole story would be to share this update. And again, I don't know how far along this really has progressed. But there IS a police report that we can prove really exists. To that extent, this is not a lie. The police really, truly are involved.

If you were ever victimized, and if--ONLY IF--you feel confident enough and safe enough to help build a report against Vic, it sounds like now is the time to do it. Farah is also trying to be as supportive as she can, I know. Talk to me about it if you want. Maybe we can figure out safe ways to make this happen. BUT DON'T FEEL OBLIGATED IF YOU DO NOT FEEL SAFE DOING SO! At no point are you required to put yourself in danger. Just, if you want to, if you feel safe, if you are ready, this looks like the route they're trying to build to actually finally do something about this guy.

Just so that you guys are aware. That's all.

#anime #vic mignogna #assault #cheating #cw #death threats #harassment #voice actor #murder plot #update

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If you need to log into tumblr to read a blog, just... log into tumblr. It's free. I can't go summarizing my most difficult to explain stories to everybody who asks when it's literally easier to share a link to a tumblr blog. I have too much else to do, and there are too many of you.

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I just had to block this guy on Instagram, too. I've blocked him on Discord and I'm pretty sure on YouTube as well before in the past. My guy. Go. The fuck. Away.

Fp2 you show your belly button

I just want to know why, 1, you think this is an appropriate thing to ask a stranger on the internet, and 2, why you've literally been doing it to me for years. Did you not get the hint when I blocked you on other platforms years ago? Go the fuck away.

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Fp2 you show your belly button

I just want to know why, 1, you think this is an appropriate thing to ask a stranger on the internet, and 2, why you've literally been doing it to me for years. Did you not get the hint when I blocked you on other platforms years ago? Go the fuck away.

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This guy was one of the first people that got aggressive with me here on Tumblr in 2019, and as it turns out, he posted this brand new blog only a month ago, not having changed his stance in the slightest.

Never mind the fact that Vic provably and verifiably picked up a porn actress at an anime convention in 2022, behind the back of another woman he was dating, manipulated and abused her for a year, discussed actually literally possibly having me murdered, and when she found out she was being manipulated she started posting screenshots of texts and recordings of video calls to prove it.

But, hey, never let reality get in the way of people being really fucking mad at women because they're women, am I right?

From: https://m.facebook.com/LLChurch/posts/pfbid02PSqmRc8PSkfp3kY2WVAUAEwbMFTzVkuusSVBMJ9ye6T3XgejbWKQzryC8VoZ8jGTl?wtsid=rdr_0E5M3wLNUjoBG1esm

I didn't bother to censor the name because you'll know when you click the link. 

I haven't been keeping up with "kick Vic" or whatever, but I am aware that not everyone has turned against him and I don't do that "listen and believe" nonsense.

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I'm posting this because I didn't know this was a thing Tumblr did now? But also, I think it's lying, because I don't even have over 9,000 notes yet. Do you mean, in total? Like, over the last 12 years? Because that doesn't seem accurate, either. But fine, the little self-indulgent Tumblr image is cool, I guess. Also, gives me an excuse to make sure people have seen the multiple updates. There are other updates in other blog entries I've written this past month that aren't listed here, so it's probably for the best if you just visit my blog directly.

Thank you @ich6761 and everyone who got me to 10000 reblogs!

I would say that most people will never be able to say they may or may not have been the intended target of a murder plot by a former anime voice actor, and I hope I at least live long enough to write an autobiography about how stupid the entire thing is.

#10000 reblogs #tumblr milestone #thank you

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Wearing a new shirt I recently got from Vapor95.

#fashion #vaporwave #2000s #aesthetic #neoncore #neon

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Admittedly, @lunarhobbits, when everything started in 2019, I was NOT in the industry. I was friends with only maybe two voice actors, just from time spent with them before they started voice acting for real. But I was an absolute nobody.

By the end of 2019, a long-time acquaintance contacted me because they knew I worked on closed captions and asked me if I could start picking up some freelance closed captioning work. As it turned out, they were in the anime industry and I never actually knew it. From that point on at the end of 2019, I started professionally working on anime closed captions, subtitles, video editing, and have dabbled in some walla (background voice acting). I have been receiving auditions for other roles for a while, but no characters in an anime with a name yet. And the voice acting part of all of this was largely due to the fact that some chuds assumed I WAS a voice actor and that I had "failed" at it. I literally only started trying to be a voice actor because they were so catastrophically incorrect about what I actually do, and I knew actually becoming a voice actor would make them mad, so I did it because it was funny.

And that's it. That's how I went from outsider to somebody a little more inside now. Of course, I'm sure there will be tin foil hat conspiracy theorists who will believe I got work simply by shitting on Vic, which couldn't be farther from the truth. I got the captioning job because I already worked in network TV captions. And I feel like nobody else at the company I was working with was nearly as terminally online as you might think. The industry knows Vic is an asshole. The industry barely has a clue or even gives a shit about who I am. And I do my best to not bring it up to the people I work with. There's extremely few people at that given company who even have a clue what I've been through. Or if they do know, they sure have never tried to bring it up to me or talk to me about it.

#anime #vic mignogna #cheating #cw #death threats #harassment #voice actor #murder plot #update #assault #updates

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As an update to the Vic Mignogna Murder Plot longpost story, I have to admit, I don't know where this is going to end up, BUT! It turns out Farah has filed a police report with the police in Irving, TX in regards to conspiracy to commit murder.

I'm hoping this link I'm embedding here actually works (I've had some issues embedding links to TikTok for whatever reason), since the direct link to her video also shows the case number, just to kinda prove it's real.

Like I said, I don't know how far this is actually going to get. But I thought it was important enough that you guys who have been following this would probably want to know about it. Things of interest that get brought up in the video include the fact that, while nobody would help Farah get her own phone records (because nobody ever subpoenas themselves so this is unprecedented), she CAN quite possibly get Vic's phone records subpoenaed, so that's the current goal. Hell, if--IF--if that actually works, maybe there's more to find than we expected in the first place.

Farah says they're looking into other actions and activities, but again, I don't know how successful any of that will be. I think the most easily provable and possibly most important thing will be proving whether or not Vic did in fact conspire with Farah to commit murder. If anything else comes of that, hey, I'm not expecting it, but it would be wild if something else came up while that was being investigated.

Like I said, figured you guys'd wanna know that's what's currently going on. I'll keep updating as I keep learning things.

#anime #vic mignogna #assault #cheating #cw #death threats #harassment #voice actor #murder plot #update #updates

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Hellworld! is now available on Steam as well! Please check it out, if you love good old school style platformers!

IT'S HERE!

It's my debut voice acting in a video game, and it's launched NOW! Find me around Hellworld! as Berith, a big strong orange lady who just happens to love kittens a whole bunch. On itchio now, and landing on Steam probably sooner than you think!

Ah, I did it! 🙌🏻

check it out on itchio! skullpixl.itch.io/hellworld

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IT'S HERE!

It's my debut voice acting in a video game, and it's launched NOW! Find me around Hellworld! as Berith, a big strong orange lady who just happens to love kittens a whole bunch. On itchio now, and landing on Steam probably sooner than you think!

Ah, I did it! 🙌🏻

check it out on itchio! skullpixl.itch.io/hellworld

#video game #role reveal #debut #voice acting #voiceover #voice role #Hellworld! #skullpixl #skullpixl games

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OMG, I'm so sorry to hear this. Out of curiosity, can I ask which Drafthouse this was? It's not exactly my story, but rather my husband's, but he hasn't been on tumblr in a long time. But he also went to a screening of Conqueror of Shamballa, also at an Alamo Drafthouse location, in San Antonio. He cosplayed as Ed, and his then-girlfriend cosplayed was Winry. They got there late, but Vic saw them, so he managed to get them in, which seemed nice at first. But my husband describes the way Vic hugged his then-girlfriend as having been just a little too much to be normal. They shrugged it off and enjoyed the movie, but after all of these stories added up over time, it became apparent to my husband that he probably wasn't actually overthinking it, and this is just what that fucking man does.

I definitely believe you. I've seen enough to believe it, and I was in and around the culture enough at the time to know these things commonly happened. And I remember those Drafthouse screenings very well, too. I'm so sorry to hear he's done this to so many people.

Hi there, @katkit-42 , just saw your tags and thought, actually, that's not a bad thing to elaborate upon.

This is another kinda long post, which I think most people should read, too, but I'll be kind and put the bulk of this behind a cut here. Please do take the time to open it up and read it, though.

The real answer is, this whole experience has been me balancing out being mortified by a lot of the things that have happened to me with the fact that everybody involved in the whole thing has also been a complete and utter moron. Any time I even slightly start to get scared, I have to remind myself (or even have my husband remind me) that these are the absolute stupidest people we're talking about, none of whom are wholly capable of completing something so horrific, no matter how serious about it they might be.

I hadn't said it in the previous longpost, but in 2019, it was very clear that Vic had intended to sue me along with Monica, Jamie, Ron, and Funimation (although that never happened). I had received an E-mail copy of a letter of preservation from Vic's very, very stupid lawyers. I'll go ahead and share that here.

It was moronic for a number of reasons. One, I was told it was sent to two different E-mail addresses I have, one of which never arrived. Two, it's written REALLY badly. Three, it supposedly was also delivered via certified mail. Here's the problem: they mailed it to an address in Inglewood, California.

I have never lived in Inglewood, California.

But I know why they THOUGHT I did. Because in 2018, while walking from where I was living to my car to go to work, I got mugged! I had just recently moved and had been filling out paperwork for new jobs and things, and the bag they took still had my social security card, ID, and even my passport in it, which somebody later used to steal my identity. I remember the cops calling me back in a week or two after my mugging asking me questions because they believed they'd found people associated with who mugged me, and they asked me if I'd ever lived at an Inglewood address, and I told them no, and they were like, "Okay, great, pretty sure we know exactly where they are, thanks." So, I hope the guys who mugged me enjoyed having my identity and receiving a letter in the mail saying they were possibly gonna get sued. Thanks for taking one for me, muggers.

I mention this to say Vic has had me in his sights for a LONG time. A good four and a half years now at this point. Although I'm not the one that had any stories of him assaulting me, I was the one who made sure that people could SEE the stories of other people telling THEIR stories, and he HATES that. Clearly, he hates that a LOT.

Vic has vaguely mentioned me NUMEROUS times on his livestreams, saying, "I'm not gonna name names," but clearly intending everybody to know it's me he's talking about. In 2022, he referenced how I have a donation button on my Twitch channel and in the past have occasionally had drives to help me make ends meet. This is despite the fact that my husband and I were both working full time, but life in Los Angeles is hard. Despite this, Vic has this to say:

"These are people who start crowdfunding campaigns to pay their bills. What does that tell you about them? These are losers, everybody. These are people that are for whatever reason so disgusted with their lives--so unhappy with their lives, and instead of, like, working or going out there and, you know--and building something or creating something, they want to sit at home on their computer and look for ways to trash me an other people they don't like. And then they ask you to give them money to pay their bills. Pathetic. Pathetic. *weird snarl* Anyway--"

I feel like a donation bar isn't a "crowdfunding campaign", but we don't have to nitpick here. Vic has also expressed though private E-mails with various individuals that he believes I used crowdfunding to pay for a "cat funeral", which he also found to be distasteful. So, this was clearly a jab at me, but he got the details of it wrong. In 2019, my 14-year-old cat Siren was very sick. I was trying to get her healthcare and wasn't sure how I was going to pay for it. My friend--NOT ME, SOMEONE ELSE ENTIRELY--asked me if it was okay if THEY set up a GoFundMe to help me find a way to save my cat. THEY created the GoFundMe, and some people donated, and we did all we could to save Siren before it was clear that she was too far gone, and we lost her. We did NOT raise funds to have a funeral for her. Not in the slightest. The fact that this is what Vic is telling people is disgusting, and cruel to the idea of somebody who has ever had to deal with the loss of a beloved family member. On top of this, if you have ever struggled to make ends meet, let's not mince words here--Vic thinks you are "pathetic". He thinks if you don't make money, you just aren't working hard enough (even if it turns out you and your family all work full-time and take side gigs just to cover everything). Of course, he also seemed to believe that I didn't have a job at all (a long-running conspiracy theory among his fans, just because they couldn't figure out who my employer was), when I was providing hard evidence of being actively credited for my work as a subtitle and closed caption editor in the anime industry (the very same anime industry Vic was kicked out of).

But it's weird that he thinks you're a loser if you crowdfund to pay your bills! Is that not precisely how you managed to sue the very women you assaulted, Vic? To this day, the "Vic Kicks Back" GoFundMe is still open, and has raised nearly $300,000 dollars--a significantly higher amount than anything I've ever earned via Twitch donations.

In May of this year (which is exactly when Farah was ramping up her online harassment campaign against me), Vic once again vaguely talked about me, but got all the details wrong yet again. Since I can only embed one video, I'll link to this second clip here, which someone else has uploaded to Twitter.

Everybody knows Vic means me when he says that prior to 2019 I only had about 800 followers and now have more like 18,000, all because I was talking about him. Which he's very much over-inflating. I'd already had several years of a career of being an online content creator. By 2019 I had 16,000 followers. I've had my account for something like 14 years. I'm now over 19,000, pushing 20,000. That growth from 2019 to 2023 seems relatively normal to me. It was a very gradual growth that honestly doesn't look all that much different from the growth I'd had since 2009. Even one glance at Social Blade will confirm this is true.

He also keeps saying we've never met (such as in the video clip linked above). But we have! We very much have! I have video of myself--video from EIGHTEEN YEARS AGO--walking up to Vic with a camcorder and him talking directly to me. Feel free to go and watch it for yourself. You can hear my voice and everything!

AND SO! I say all this to say that I have long been aware of how much Vic Mignogna hates me. Vic Mignogna HATES ME SO. SO. SO. FUCKING. MUCH. He has done everything in his power to belittle and discredit me as somebody so much smaller and weaker and completely different from who I actually am, deliberately lying about facts of my life that I can actively prove false at any given moment with a plethora of receipts.

But you wanna hear the real eye-opening thing? In April of this year, just before Farah started going on the attack, Vic was on his livestream yet again making a very ominous statement. Once again, I link directly to it here since I can't embed it for you.

"I'm already in the middle of looking into some very aggressive retaliation and resources to deal with that."

Now, at the time, we all just thought he meant he was FINALLY gonna pursue a lawsuit against me, which, let's go bro, I'm fuckin' ready to go any time, man. But as it turns out, this sure does line up a whole lot more with the timing of Vic's Red Lobster dinner conversation with Farah about starting a cyber warfare campaign against me, on top of maybe possibly probably murder!?!?!? We know that Farah started her cyber warfare just later that very same month, so that sure sounds like convenient timing to me!

My husband and I had joked for a long, long time, like, "You know, he hates me SO damn much. You think he wants me dead?" And it was always kind of a, "Haha, yeah, we're joking, but what if for real?" And then when Farah started E-mailing me and telling me it was probably very real, I mean... yeah, katkit, that did shake me for a bit. I got the E-mail from Farah while my husband was at work, and it stopped my productivity for the day dead in its tracks. Even though it was clear that they had seriously overlooked really obvious facts (like the fact that I was literally not even going to be in the same state as Anime Expo, the event where Vic wanted me hurt), the fact that he wanted me hurt at all was concerning. Also, it was concerning to me that, if Vic at all stopped being a complete and utter fucking moron and realized I'd VERY PUBLICLY already been announced as a guest at a convention in Texas that very same weekend, it might actually be EASIER for him to have someone come to that event and hurt me, because Vic also still lives in Texas. He himself used to live in Houston, where the event was taking place, and likely still had connections there. Delta H Con is really little, without a lot of security. There was only one possible hotel for me to stay in. I was scheduled for panels and to be at my table all day, every day. Where I was going to be at all times was easily tracked for the entire weekend. To that extent, yes, I was very scared.

In fact, over that first weekend of July, I was very prepared to die.

I started trying to spend more time with my husband, trying to be more conscious of how I spoke or reacted to little things, just in general trying to be nicer and more loving. I started spending more time loving on my two cats who I love very dearly, wondering if I only had a limited time left with them. I started preparing folders of information I wanted to make sure my husband had if for some reason I didn't come back from Houston alive.

In the end, obviously, none of that was necessary. Though I guess I can't say that it was in any way a bad thing to spend more time focusing on and loving my family.

Ultimately, I guess I was saved by the stranger who sent me all those screenshots from Farah's Discord server. Surely, they have no idea what they did. To that person, I thank them. I had no idea it was going to save me, either. Had I not had those screenshots to post online and knock Farah loose from her war path, she might have continued to pursue me until she had something she really could have done to harm me for real.

Now, that's just disrupted that specific plan. Whether Vic will continue to want to pursue my death in some other way, I have no idea. I guess I am a little bit more on guard now than I was before. But also, I know there's only so much I can do. All I can do is just keep going and pretending there isn't this weird dude with a life that he could totally control all on his own and live in peace but instead wants his ability to prey on young women so badly that he would literally kill a woman to be able to continue to get away with doing it.

For right now, though, I'm mostly okay. I'm continuing to do my work, I'm going to see a movie tonight that I had a hand in localizing, and I'm feeling grateful for that success. Thank you for checking in on me. It's very kind of you. I hope you're doing well out there for yourself, too.