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Ran out of time on this one but here it is anyway.

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five fanrnr

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#the world was ending and they still took time to bully him <3 family of all time

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‘twas a short-lived retirement

#his ass was not in retirement 😭

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sadism is one of the most attractive traits a girl can have

#allison hargreeves

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I have been gone for so long and my brain is on creative strike but I've missed drawing, so here is a lil doodle of a lil guy who just wants his coffee back to tap back in.

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disclaimer: i drew this like a year ago so im not v happy with it but i just found it in my drafts lmao

I have a dumb little hc that Five is a bit of an artist? Not that he’s good at it or sells it or anything but that it’s his go to chill out thing. Like little doodles of Delores next to his math (comics five looking at u) or taking a minute to draw out his family in chalk. I mean he has all these pens, pencils and chalks an 45 years of “free time” so?

#actually tearing up rn #op i love you thank you for sharing this #he’s all alone in the end of the world and all he has for company is distorted memories and replicas of what people were #all he has left of his family is the drawings scribbled from memories that inevitably distort with time #thinking abt show!five being really jarred when he comes across a picture of allison in a magazine and she’s. not only older. but she looks #NOTHING like how she remembers her corpse looking when he found her #snd it sends him spiralling because all he has are a few pictures and cartoons and memories #and he realizes that if he never makes it back he’ll never KNOW what parts of klaus’ face are real and what were imagination. #and knowing he’ll never ever see ben again even if he does make it back just. GOOOOOD #head in hands im so emotional

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Okay, another layer to the Klaus is a germaphobe because he's afraid of dying thing that's just occurred to me - this is a new body. When Reggie rebooted the universe he gave them new bodies - hence all their scars and tattoos disappearing etc (also Klaus' body was kugelblitzed so it literally doesn't exist any more). When he comes out of the elevator he says that he feels the best he has in years, and that's because this body hasn't undergone years of drug and alcohol abuse (we don't know what age Klaus started using but we see him rolling a joint under the table at thirteen in the flashback where Five first time travels so he used for minimum twenty-one years). So Klaus realises his near death experiences were, in fact, death experiences, and if he were a normal person he would be dead many times over by now. Then he loses his powers meaning he can die while at the same time getting a new, healthier body that makies it very apparent to him just how much damage he had done to his existing body. It's the perfect storm of new found fear and vulnerability alongside having something more to lose than before (because in theory a new body means no physical addiction either).

Honestly, his line to Luther about being fragile because he was just dead takes on new meaning tbh. Is his concern solely for Luther, or is he projecting?

#THIS IM SO EXCITED TO SEE HOW THEY HANDLE HIS ADDICTION THIS SEASON

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the moment viktor hargreeves came out onscreen i knew in my gut that i was not going to survive this shows entire run cisgendered

#the transexualfication of viktor kinnies #HE KNEW WHAT I WAS BEFORE I DID #viktor hargreeves #the umbrella academy #tua

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DIEGO & LILA APPRECIATION WEEK -> DAY ONE: DIEGO HARGREEVES

#DIEGOOOO #SWEETIEPIE

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He is often crouching down.

I realized I was drawing a crouching Five… I'm going to stop...

#hes in the trenches...

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favorite character from any media BUT it has to be a woman. in the tags now go (pls talk to me about your favorite fictional women pls pls pls pls)

#ALLISON HARGREEVES #LOML #NOBODY UNDERSTANDS HER THE WAY I DO!!!!

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16 - A Light Supper

loved allisons 60s hairstyles 

#ALLISONNNNNN #MY BELOVED

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@brellygifs EVENT 01: ROMANCE

Allison/Ray + moments that make me ache

#THEMMMMM

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#yes bc i think tua is fundamentally a story about coming to terms with your identity after undergoing abuse #they’re all profoundly damaged people who are trying to figure out who thwy afe #and in order to do that they must accept themsekves. hated powers and all