malboraslihan

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i attend christmas parties from outside. how can i ever try to be better nobody ever lets me in. don't want money just someone who wants my company let it once be me. who could ever leave me darling but who could stay? i've never been a natural all i do is try. i'm alone on my own and thats all i know. fell behind all my classmates and i ended up here. to a house not a home all alone cause nobody's there where i pace in my pen and my friends found friends who care. i tuck myself in and turn my nightlife on i wish i'd never grown up. ones i loved trued to help so i ran them off and here i sit alone behind walls of regret. when my depression works the graveyard shift all of the people i've ghosted stand there in the room. i hate it here so i will go to secret gardens in my mind people need a key to get to the only one is mine. you're on your own kid you always have been.

#theodore hughes / musings #this is disgusting actually

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open  to:  f/nb plot:  you  get  a  drink  from  a  "stranger"  across  the  bar  while  mopping  because  of  a  break  up  (or  anything  else  tbh)  but  when  you  turn  to  look  it's  that  guy  who  had  a  crush  on  you  back  in  high  school

“  is  the  drink  thing  creepy?  “  …  “  i’ve  mostly  seen  it  in  films  so  i’m  not  sure  how  people  actually  feel  about  it  “

#hi

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#noah hernandez / visage #omg baby hiii

[malboraslihan]

anyone got opens that need love or wants to do some back and forth <3

#here or on discord hehe

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hello everyone, i hope you're all doing well. i'll get straight to the point—i'm here to announce a flash sale!

as many of you know, creating commissions has been a significant part of my income for the past two years. while i have a part-time job that covers my basic expenses, commissions have been a real lifesaver for unexpected costs. unfortunately, this month, my cat fell ill, and I had to rush him to the vet clinic. the bill ended up being almost the same amount as my paycheck ($1000 reais, or $195 US dollars), and i'm facing a tight deadline to come up with the funds to either pay the vet or cover my essential bills.

to help me through this challenging time, i'm lowering my prices to $7 cents each gif, or $7 dollars for 100 gifs, etc. additionally, my ko-fi is open for any support you can offer. if my gifs, tutorials, or anything else i've done has ever helped you, i'd be incredibly grateful for your assistance. thank you all so much for your support.

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It takes two by Steve McCurry

#wanted plots

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Using Neural Filters to colour correct

i’ve had a couple of people ask about how i’ve coloured the pocket dimension scenes so i thought i’d just do a run-through tutorial kind of thing to show it, rather than going through it with everyone separately.

so this is a tutorial for how i made this:

from this:

follow along under the cut:

Keep reading

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i'll be doing replies/starters later tonight <3 i went out of town for a while and then got the flu so my brain power for drafts was just not here

#my throat finally feels human again tho #so i'll get my shit back <3 #ims/discord dms as well!!

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Ella Purnell as Lucy MacLean - Wedding outfit Fallout, S01E01, The End

#y'all convinced me #i'm downloading the show so i can gif her #future fc

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˖ ࣪ . ♡ ˚ . 𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒂 𝒚𝒖𝒎𝒎𝒚 gif pack.

by  clicking  the  source  link  ,  you  will  gain  access  to  + 130  gifs  of  tara yummy  in  various videos !  tara is persian and 23 years old so please , keep that in mind when using her as a fc ! all  of  them  were  made  by  me  for  roleplaying  purposes  .  you  CANNOT  claim  as  your  own  ,  repost  ,  use  in  your  own  gif  packs  or  edit  .  DO  NOT  use  my  gifs  in  real  life  celebrity  ,  sm*t  and  t*boo  rps  or  this  will  result  in  immediate  block  .  if  using  ,  please  like  /  reblog  the  post  .

#she's so pretty?? omg #and the gifs look amazing i love the coloring #resources

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She’ll Have to Go | Robert Asher | 1962

Anna Karina, (Alfred Marks)

#dayul quon / musings

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Let's all kill ourselves

#hunter hawthorne / musings #jacob galang / musings

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ISABELLA JONES ( bananablue17 ) via instagram

#hazel bianchi / visage #shu up!!!!

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good day ! i am once again open for gif commissions. i currently have one spot open and i’d love to help you out creating content for your favorite faceclaims. if you’re interested, check the source link for my info and let me know !!

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#my baby girl shut up #i love her blonde hair i hope she never goes back fr #zeynep atilgan #turkishedit #hazal dilmen / visage

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⸻ #355 GIFS, ASLIHAN MALBORA [1995] in Yaban Çiçekleri, episode 2. [2024].

To access the gif pack, click on the source link (or the link in the answers). These were all made by me from scratch, do not repost as your own or in a gif hunt. You can use/edit them to your liking, just credit me (@gifsbymel). If you find it useful or use my gifs, please reblog or like this post.

CONTENT WARNINGS : sadness, crying, funeral

AVAILABLE: tumblr, google, zip file

If you like my work, consider support me on KO-FI!

#so pretty ahhh #resources

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ashlian malbora in yaban çiçekleri

#i cant believe they cancelled the show :(( #they finally styled her hair right and the outfits were so cute #ugh #aslihan malbora #aslihanmalboraedit #malboraedit #turkishdreams #turkishedit #dailywomen #wocedit #userdevon #celine demir / visage #i miss her actually.. #yasemin kaplan / visage