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Rat from Disco Elysium

#literally me #disco elysium

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Kim Kitsuragi can’t have unresolved sexual tension with Harry because the second Kim even accidentally considers Harry as a viable sexual partner, it’s a fistfight between like Espirit de Corps and Inland Empire about who gets to be an intrusive thought about it first, and they both lose to just the literal voice of Revachol popping down to be like “HARRY, IT’S HAPPENING”

#basically #disco elysium

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With 9 weeks until preorders, and this week being the Hero of Legends week, y'all get a glimpse of Mysha & I's piece for the Legend of Link Zine! @2023legendoflinkzine

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hi comrades, have a preview of the piece @sunny-flake and i did for @2023legendoflinkzine 👀 preorders open in 9 weeks

#loz #zine preview #charity zine

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autistic experience of someone talking about your special interest and wanting to scream to leave it alone because it feels like a part of you is being ripped apart from your body

#screaming crying throwing up #autism

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how does one accidentally order 50 pipe screens instead of 10... i am amazed with my ability to fuck up

#mine #uh oh

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"Seize the means of production"

#commie shit

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Mandela catalouge characters as random pictures I have saved

Gabriel

Alt Cesar

Mark

Jonah

Adam

Intruder

PLEASE STOP LIKING THIS POST 🙏🙏🙏

#the mandela catalogue #i am fucking crying

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as a baby queer the internet made me think i wasn't allowed to use any gendered terms if i wanted to be non-binary in the "proper" way

but now i see that i can call myself my parents' daughter because that's what i am in my family, and conjugate my verbs in feminine form because that's how i grew up talking about myself, and also dance the "male" parts in dzëk and polonez and kòséder because they're so fun

and guess what! none of that invalidates the feelings i have about my gender, or lack thereof

it feels like by putting these restrictions on how we're allowed to express our queerness we take away so much of what gender expression really is

gender is fake, and i mean all of it, so i want to pick it apart and take the pretty shiny parts that bring me joy and leave behind the ones that make no sense to me

i just want to have fun in this life and there's no reason to let something as silly as others' made up categories they think i should fit neatly into stop me

#transvestite #trans #queer #ramblings #gender is fake #mine

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Went looking for research on speech loss episodes in speaking autistic people and instead found an entire body of research for "cluttering", a speech problem common in but not limited to autistic people that I have had my entire life without knowing it had a name. It's like. "Excessively fast speech" yes. "Confusing, disorganized language or conversational skills." yes. "Excessive use of “normal disfluencies,” such as interjections (e.g. um, uh, er) and revisions (e.g., I would like to go—I was thinking about taking a drive)." yes. "Pauses in unusual places" yes to the point where it's embarrassing to me when I'm lecturing or giving a talk. "maze behaviors or frequent topic shifting" yes, also very difficult when trying to lecture. "Words blurred together " yes. "little or no awareness of difficulty (a young person may be aware that people often tell them to slow down or not mumble, but they do not understand why people say this)" yes, as a "young person" I couldn't tell at all until I started getting feedback on presentations and stuff. I still sound normal to me I just know I'm not because people have said and I put my linguist brain onto it and did some deduction. It's a bit uncanny when you discover a name for an extremely specific phenomenon you thought was just kind of how you are as a person.

#autism #holy shit this has a name

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Mystic Robe Link [Zelda: Tears of the Kingdom]

#loz totk

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so we all agree that ichiro is autistic, right?

#hes just like me fr #akuma kun

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i did the trend

#alex fierro #vitaly chernobyl #magnus chase and the gods of asgard #snow crash #my art #fanart #i think we're gonna have to kill this guy

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void okay fuckit

reblog so more people see it yadayada im curious now

#in poland we're taught to write exclusively in cursive #i still write in cursive to this day

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unfortunately i have to see discourse on my dash every day that makes me think some of y'all are really only posturing about the whole being a gender weirdo freak thing

"can you treat a trans woman as an equal if she has visible facial hair, or a trans man who has visible breasts?" is a good starting point but let me ask you some more questions.

could you have a normal conversation with a 50 year old transsexual who still considers himself a mother to his son? can you be in community with retransitioners and genderqueer people with non-normative transition trajectories? can you have a nice chat with someone who was afab and calls themself transfemme, or with someone who was amab and calls themself transmasc?

and even more! do you welcome the guy in a dress who calls himself a transvestite and has been doing drag every saturday for the past 10 years to your pride parade? are you willing to hear out the young woman who had bottom surgery at 18 and now kinda wishes she didn't? do you actually respect the people who decide not to go on hrt or to get surgery due to their family's medical history?

they may be hypothetical to you, but those are the people i have met and hang out with every day.

and you might answer yes to all of these, obviously, but could you actually say that when actually meeting them? because i've seen for myself that, no, the hypothetical and reality don't always align.

#trans #transvestite

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rules for 2024:

#note to self

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“analog horror ruined internet horror” “the mandela catalogue is overrated and dumb” “kinemaster vhs effects jerma sus face ass” “the walten files is a shitty fnaf knockoff” “internet horror used to be way better” “analog horror is for middle schoolers” SHUT UP!! SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!! WATCH THE REST OF TMC OUTSIDE OF THE ORIGINAL VOL1 !! CLEANSE YOUR BRAIN OF MASCOT HORROR HATE SLUDGE!! WATCH THE MONUMENT MYTHOS!!! WATCH MIDWEST ANGELICA!! WATCH VITA CARNIS!!! STOP GENERALISING A UNIQUE GENRE FULL OF HIDDEN GEMS INTO ITS WORST EXAMPLES!!! (and for the love of Gabriel, stop blaming the Mandela catalogue and actually check out the series. it’s genuinely developed a super unique noir like, almost lynchian style that captures desolation and hopelessness incredibly well. besides, it leans further into digital horror with its later installments anyways.) <-autistic about it

#analog horror