lpgilbero

[lpgilbero]

2014 demons

As the intoxicating chemicals fill my brain with the fearful images of ghosts and ghouls, they started to celebrate and offered me a drink. Soon, i am one of them, dancing around the fire of my very soul as it burns out in front of me, yet I am too stupor to notice. Then, once it is completely gone, I am left alone in the cold darkness, unable to even hear my own thoughts over the sound of those treacherous demons' eerie laughs.

#Demons

[lpgilbero]

Mood Wave

After a whole month of heights After all of your crests The moon will set Its these nights having no alcohol in thy system for a few days alone in bed a second or an hour of anxiety creeps up from heart to mind its these bothersome feelings where everything seems wrong every step seems illogical every action is unworthy of the word "right" then suddenly, all emotions are gone you are back on your level where your amplitude from your troughs seems nonexistence yes you completed a wave but dont be frequent.

[lpgilbero]

Tama na.

Pahingi naman ng gamot at tubig Di ko na kaya sobrang daming bibig Mga bumuboka at naghahalhal Mga chismosa at kunwaring banal

walang kwentang gobyerno at pulisya walang gawa at tulong na mabisa mga kabataang wala ng modo mga binatang bastos ang tono

polusyon ang usok lalo na tao panay adik sa shabu at bato isa isa na sila pinapatay kaso pati inosente nadadamay

mga buhay na hindi mapayapa sobrang magulo bakit di kumalma lahat ng ito ay sakit ng ulo pero ikaw lang ang sakit sa puso

#poem #tula

[lpgilbero]

Depresyon

Nakakalungkot at nakakaiyak hindi batid ano ba ang gagawin Nararamdaman ko ay hindi tiyak sobrang bigat ngunit parang bitin

Ang pagpupunyagi sa pagtiis tulad sa pagpilit maging masaya Daanin nalang sa sariling lapis upang di lumabas ang mga luha

Gustong mapagisa na may kasama Gustong manahimik at magsalita Gustong mawala at sana nanjan pa Gustong matulog, lahat ay tapos na

Hindi mabigkas mga dinadamdam Hindi maintindihan, hindi alam sumasagi sa isip ang magpaalam Hindi matatapos ang salitang salam

#poema poem tula

[lpgilbero]

Emptiness

What do you do when there is nothing? But you know deep in you is something Something you really wanted to let go but nothing to tell, nothing to show

The heart nor the mind aint exhausted Not who I am, Not what I wanted Entirely Plain, boring, just constant Hell, I do know pest comes from stagnant

To write with the pen one cannot hold The clay of the pot one cannot mold Painting a canvas in colorless Dancing the music rhythmless

Now how would a crippled man stand up It feels like I had my worst break up Oh God please help me I lost my art Oh God please hep me I lost my heart

[lpgilbero]

Bisyo: Tambay

Walang kasama at nagiisa Tanging yosi at lighter ang dala Hinahanap mga nawawala Hindi ko nakitang ako pala

Bagong ligo sa init at pawis Dahil sa araw na nakatirik Sakit ng ulo ay lumalabis nakakabingi kapag tahimik

Masaya sana kung may katoma Ngunit wala ako makasama Buong araw nang walang magawa Umalis pa ako sayang porma

Pinapadaan nalang ang oras Naburyo na ako at lumipas Tila ba mundo ay umiiwas Ako nalang mismo ang aawas

[lpgilbero]

Bisyo: YB

Nakatago at nakatambay

Bawat oras ay pinapatay

ilang minuto at segundo

Pinapalipas nang marlboro

Pampakalma sa nagaamok

Na utak na dala ang mundo

Bago pa tuluyang pumutok

dahil lugmok at problemado

Umuusok at nagbabaga

Napapabayaan ang baga

Sinusunog ang iniisip

Baka magbago na ang ihip

Nabibitin sa katanungan

at sa sagot na nagtatago

hirap na hirap pagisipan

Magsindi na ng panibago

#poem #tula #vices

[lpgilbero]

Bisyo: Tubats

Bakit hindi tayo magkwentuhan?

Unting tagay at unting pulutan

Inuman lang ha walang iyakan

depende pa sa paguusapan

Dalwang bote at sang kahang luha

May puot at sakit bawat chicha

baka sakaling itoy mawala

Kasabay nang daloy bawat tungga

Nahilo dahil pinaikot mo

Nasusuka sa mga pangako

Kasalanan na hindi inako

Inakalang ikay magbabago

Sabi mo dalwang bote lang tayo

bakit ang kaha tila napuno

Marahil sa aking naalala

Pasensya, malakas lang ang tama

#tula #poem #vices

[lpgilbero]

Bisyo: PSG

Eto na dumating na si maria

Isang ikot kasabay na ang saya

Isang ikot kasunod na ang tawa

Huling ikot nagpapalagay na sya

Panandalian siya ay umubo

Ngunit hindi padin sumusuko

Kahit pa sya ay sobrang nanunuyo

Calmado nakatigil nakaupo

Seryoso ang tropa lahat tulala

Dalawang mata niya ay pula na

Mabagal ang galaw dahil kay juana

Totoo ngang masarap sya kasama

Natatakot na baka may dumating

Baka mahuli kaming magkasama

Anlakas mo ikay na-aaning

Damahin mo lang ang kanyang tama

#tula #psg #poem

[lpgilbero]

Cosmonaut

I once wished to travel the space because you said you wanted it; so for it I started to chase, dreaming of it until im beat.

Trying to catch those shooting stars just to make all your wishes true. I tried checking the planet mars if we can live there just the two.

Let us be closer to the sun to reheat all those cold feelings. far from it, we can go to pluto longer days mean longer meetings.

Now Im traversing it for you also now we're lightyears away. you didnt come, nor jumped nor flew also you didnt let me stay.

#poem #poets on tumblr #poetry

[lpgilbero]

Recovery

I never wanted it.

those pains

those heartbreaks

those tears.

it is as if the world shattered and minced.

i wont forget about it.

never again will I love

never again will I

never again

never

....

...

Oh hi there beautiful.

#poetry #poets on tumblr

[lpgilbero]

Buhay ng Sugalero

Sigurado ka na ba sa ginagawa mo wag nang pagsisihan di na yan mababago ang pinili, ginawa, at iyong nakamit nagkamali ka pero alam mo kung bakit

ganyan talaga ang buhay, ganyan ang sugal meron kang ilalabas merong itataya isang malaking gera na ikaw ang kawal swertehan nalang yan kung dumaplis ang bala

Di mo man naisin ngunit ikay kasali walang kumot na ikay makakapagkubli bahigin mong maayos ang iyong baraha magbakasakaling mapusoy mo ang bangka

kamusta ka naman, lugmok na ba sa utang? kinaibigan mo na ba ang kamalasan? ganyan talaga ang buhay tunay na madupang napaglaruan ka ng isang tampalasan

#poema

[lpgilbero]

Traveling Dystopia

let us go have an adventure to a place of uncertainty, where not everything is pure, and nothing is made gorgeously.

you must come with us, you need too. because youre stuck here in your world conforming to whats in your view satisfied with what you learned

A whole new zone beyond your own fear and anxiety piling but dont because youre not alone for others are also thriving

its way past the boundary line restrictions and limitations but everything will be fine so forget your hesitations

Its to expand your horizon An opportunity to grow now go pack and leave your zion go up high and down below

#poem

[lpgilbero]

Meron, Wala, Ano ba.

Sana ang meron ay palagi nang meron at ang wala ay tuluyan nang mawala. Marahil marami ang tatangi doon naway hindi iparanas sa kanila

meron ng tayo, gusto mo bang mawala? wala na'ng sakit, gusto mo pa magkaron? tigil na ang luha, itutuloy mo pa? nandito ka, titingin ka pa ba doon?

sulat, salita, at mga iniisip mga bagay na tila ba kailangan bakit ba nagiiba bigla ang ihip saklaw ba nito ang ikaw ay masaktan

ang lungkot at puot na nakabalumbon sa kumot na iyong pinagtataguan ayaw mong ilabas at itoy inipon hindi maamin na ikaw ay duguan

at ang tanong, gugustuhin mo padin ba? magkaroon ang tuluyan ng nawala dahil mayroon ikaw, mayroon ako ngunit ang tayo tuluyan nang naglaho

[lpgilbero]

Cold as December

Winds in choir singing and humming Darkness envelops, it aint even snowing Ironically, those ashes are burning That is when the storm is comming

When winds goes choir, Now be afraid the chill it gives will be our blade. like petty things you dont even care When those pile up to cannot bare

When Darkness cover everything No lights are there but only blight Problems and quarrel in one night Thrown and trampled shattered the ring

The days where snow dont stop, I heard Bringing joy to the world though I’m only sad Memories, moments, then you got mad Now I cannot remember, it is snow covered.

As breeze shivers me down my spine like I know that I dont give much time Ashes in cigar that ease my mind I know whats gonna happen, I am not blind

I love you I do, Im just out of rack its like the seasons, but I’ll be back you also feel it, the storm is comming I need to stop our relationship from breaking

#poem