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Oh her? Yeah we're pretty close, I was a pallbearer at her wedding actually

#no prev the way jacob WOULD akasdjhaksjdh #tag: text

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If SMeyer's werewolves had been able to turn people, it would have been over for Edward

#lee rambles on and on #c'mon. you KNOW i'm right #team jacob #twilight saga

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had this thought and needed to make it immediately

#NOOOOO OMG #swanblack #tag: photo

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#she Understands me #tag: gif #char: bella swan

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Lmao I apparently only have shots of Edward from BDPT1 despite my sizeable collection of Twilight screencaps. Very me move

#lee rambles on and on #it was when he was kissing bella and it's clear it was for my jb flightless bird edit LOL

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🌚New Moon🌚, Round 2, poll 1!

#JUSTICE FOR SHOOTING THE MOON #SHOOTING THE MOON SHOULD WIN IT ALL YOU HEAR ME??? #tag: text #book: new moon

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🌚New Moon🌚, Round 1, poll 3!

#hardest poll omg #i went with friends but i get why the others are leading #tag: text #book: new moon

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🌚New Moon🌚, Round 1, poll 6!

#HEARING!!! DAMAGE!!!!!!! #gorgeous song used phenomenally in the movie #tag: text #book: new moon

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⛺️Eclipse⛺️, Round 1, poll 8!

#did i vote jacob's theme purely bc it is jacob's? maybe. that's my prerogative #tag: text #book: eclipse

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👶🏻Breaking Dawn - Part 1👶🏻, Round 1, poll 6!

#tag: text #book: breaking dawn #vote cold. for me

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👶🏻Breaking Dawn - Part 1👶🏻, Round 1, poll 1!

#WEDDING VERSION. END OF #tag: text #book: breaking dawn

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👶🏻Breaking Dawn - Part 1👶🏻, Round 1, poll 3!

#neighbors!!! #tag: text #book: breaking dawn

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👶🏻Breaking Dawn - Part 1👶🏻, Round 1, poll 5!

#turning page is a beautiful romantic song written by one of my favourite artists. vote from now on anyways #from now on is just so much more fun? it's one of the only times i ever felt like e&b really liked and were having fun with each other #(aka when their dynamic was closest to j&b's lmaoooooooooo) #tag: text #book: breaking dawn

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The scene where Jacob and Bella are in Bells' truck after the cliff diving incident is so cute, but the colour grading is this awful shade of green-gray... couldn't they have given us a cuter colour for one of Thee foundational JxB scenes

#lee rambles on and on #I had to edit the hell of of my icon to get it to be that colour

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I think in the universe where the Cullens aren't in Forks, Bella Swan takes a while to come out of her shell, but when she does, she's witty and passionate and smart as a whip, even if she's still quiet and reserved. She sits with Jessica Stanley, who demands the best of everyone, and tells her friends about her boyfriend down on the rez, who is sweet and caring and funny and good with his hands, who works for everything he's ever had.

After class, during a sleepover, Bella whispers to tell Angie and Jess about the night after prom, even though her father, loving and careless, worries about her only a normal amount and loves Jacob Black like his own. When she gets into Dartmouth--all by herself, through study sessions in garages and with Jessica and in Angela's house--she chooses to go to Stanford instead. She misses the heat and light on her skin, even after falling in love with the rain. Jessica comes with her; Angela and Eric go to U of Washington in Seattle instead, for education and journalism respectively.

Bella makes sure to call every week and then one day she drives down to Seattle and her boyfriend, warm like the sun she loves and at least twice as reliable, becomes her fiancé. The ring isn't especially big or ornate or pricey, but the way she smiles could trick anyone into thinking that it was. All of her friends, new and old, are waiting at the small party afterwards, and Bella laughs the entire time. The engagement cake--chocolate, her favourite--is sweet and moist against her tongue.

She moves back to Forks once she gets her masters in information sciences and becomes the town's librarian. She gets married a month before the move, barefoot in the surf and her old prom dress, both her parents weeping with joy and Billy Black beaming damn near as bright as his son, Sue Clearwater holding his hand.

She raises her kids --both beautiful children, blessed with Jake's thick, long hair--with Angela and Eric's and takes them down to Los Angeles to visit their auntie Jess and her husband Quil, who lavishes them with gifts from her career as a top surgeon. She jokes about having to support Quil's career as an environmental lawyer and displays each and every one of his wins alongside her diplomas. When William Black II decides he wants to be a doctor too, she writes him a shining letter of recommendation to her alma mater. Sarah, who has always been the spitting image of her father, joins and eventually takes over Jacob's mechanic shop.

On occasion, Bella fights with Jacob, even though he's the love of her life. Despite this, she is never afraid of him, and he never stops her from doing what she wants. Instead, he goes out and works on his cars and comes back in an hour later with slightly greasy hands and a bouquet of flowers from Emily Young's little garden, planted to celebrate her cousin Leah Uley's wedding. Bella makes him muffins, recipe courtesy of Sue and missing bites courtesy of Seth, Colin, Sarah, Will, and Claire, with raspberries, not blueberries, just how Jake likes them. They make up, and they make changes, and they go on.

Eventually, both slower and quicker than she realizes, Bella gets old. She lives in fear of losing herself, of losing her husband and her children, like her grandmother had. But she remembers her grandkids to the very end, even gets to meet her first great-grandchild a week before it happens. Her heart gives out before her brain does, too weak and too slow.

It was too full of love, the letter from Jacob says. Sarah reads it. Her father passed a day after his wife--simply too heartbroken to live without her. Much of the town of Forks and hordes of family attend their funeral, remembering a life well lived.

It is an unremarkable life, in the grand scheme of things. She does not live to be a thousand; she is no great beast, with speed like the wind and strength; she does not discover her powers or lead a great defiance. Bella Black, happy and human and surrounded by love, could never imagine wanting anything else.

#lee's wild scribbles #team jacob #twilight saga #jacob x bella #swanblack #tw: food #OK! that's all the tags for searching so now it's time for the really important tags: me rambling #this was extremely stream of consciousness pls be nice #it was also supposed to come with a lil video like my other little ficlet for this fandom but tumblr wasn't feeling it #also i have not edited this and i'm not going to so if you see a typo you keep that shit to yourself #this was written kind of as a reflection on how bella lowkey chooses to sacrifice so much of what makes life good to me in favour of edward #and how she like. gives up her personhood and future to be his and has no friends outside of the cullens and jake #(who is essentially being held hostage by reenactment) #twilight has such a weird relationship with f3minism. i should write about that at some point #(also this is not tikt0k. i censor words so that they don't turn up in tags bc i doubt ppl in the f3minism tag are looking for twilight fic

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i wish bella would call

i wish bella WOULDN’T CALL

maybe i should call bella

maybe i should call bella and hang up

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Fellow Team Jacobs, do any of you have opinions on when in the movies Bella looks the most in love with Jacob? (in terms of KStew's acting, I may or may not be screenshot hunting for A Thing)

#unironically i think it may be at her wedding (which. like. 💀) but i don't wanna use that #lee rambles on and on #team jacob #also besties do we have a better name than just team jacobs? #jacob x bella #swanblack